dear dreamer

Deng Tingge didn't explain his inexplicable question, but Liu Haojun's curiosity had been completely ignited.He and Deng Tingge have been classmates for three years, and have never seen Deng Tingge interact with others.There were many overtures to him, but Deng Tingge did not agree to any of them for some reason.

People in the drama club occasionally chatted about everyone's gossip, and they all thought that Deng Tingge must have a white moonlight in his heart.

Deng Tingge naturally never admitted it.

On the way back to school, Liu Haojun continued to ask Deng Tingge about this matter.Deng Tingge was too lazy to discuss it with Liu Haojun who had no such experience, and besides, it involved other people.

is that true?He wasn't sure, he was very nervous.

In my heart, I felt that Luo Hengqiu was too nice to me, and it started when I went home last week.

The day before I went home, I was told a lot of brainwashing words by the girl from the drama club. If you want to get something, you have to pay a price. If someone treats you well, you must give him something, and so on.Deng Tingge didn't take it to heart.He has heard too many similar words in the past few years.The next day he went home to see his parents, and after enduring a lot of nagging from his parents, he went back to his room to sleep. He didn't sleep well, and dreamed about things that happened a long time ago.

At that time, Deng Tingge was only a freshman in high school, and he was restless because of a sketch at the school celebration party.He went home and asked his father: What if one day the hospital misdiagnosed me as terminally ill, and later told you that I was fine, how would you react?

Deng Xiao almost couldn't swallow his meal, he slapped the table and shouted: Shovel his whole family!

Deng Tingge felt that it was naive to discuss such things with a former hooligan with experience in prison.He couldn't think of any other way, so he had to choose the stupidest one: squatting at the door of the hospital to observe every day.It was very disrespectful, so he was afraid that those who were watching would find out.

Later, instead, he discovered that someone had been following him.

The man he remembered was the brother who reminded him that his shoelaces were loose, the trumpeter of the school's drum team, a tall and handsome man.

Deng Tingge didn't know why he followed her, and when Luo Hengqiu came to say hello, he had no choice but to chat with him as if he had never noticed.Originally thought that this senior brother was a weird person, but after getting along for a few days, he hit it off very well.

The dream has been normal up to this point, and then it turned into an inexplicable adventure experience: a large number of doctors, nurses and patients' family members suddenly poured out of the hospital, and the building was billowing with smoke.Luo Hengqiu jumped up suddenly and said that we were going to save people, and he rushed in after him with enthusiasm.

In the dream, Luo Hengqiu had a face that he couldn't see clearly. Sometimes he was a student brother, and sometimes he was an elite with a successful career. He always stood in front of him, leading him to avoid stray bullets or find hiding places.Bullets flew around the hospital, ping-pong-pong.Deng Tingge and him hid at the corner, holding two guns in their hands at some point.They looked at each other across a corridor, did not speak, and made eye contact.

It's like making a movie.Deng Tingge suddenly thought, but this is obviously just a dream.

With this thought, he woke up immediately.Deng Tingge sat up on the bed, turned on the lamp and was in a daze.At the moment when the dream ended, Luo Hengqiu mouthed to him: I will cover you, you charge forward.

Deng Tingge got out of bed and dragged out the storage box under the bed.There were several storage boxes, and he couldn't remember what was in each of them for a while. After searching for a long time, he finally found out his high school student ID card.

The last five digits of the student ID are 00635.

When he got up and had breakfast, he asked his parents: Do you remember the last few digits of my student ID card?

Deng Xiao said that I might as well memorize the stock code.Pang Qiaoyun smiled and said, do you still have your student ID card?How come I have never seen it.

He asked again: "If you have the conditions, will you go to see my performance every day?"

Pang Qiaoyun said seeing you every day, isn't it boring?Deng Xiao, who always disagreed with him learning this, didn't say a word, and just watched the morning news.

Deng Tingge gnawed on fried dough sticks and drank porridge, thinking to his senior brother... no... no... no no...

After the last performance, the administrator of the People's Theater came and took away the keys from them.The members of the drama club and the audience who heard about the incident all helped to move things, sorted out the objects belonging to the drama club, and arranged stools and other things neatly.Soon, there was no trace of the theater company's existence in this room anymore.

Deng Tinge looked at the marks on the wall in a daze.He still remembered that this was the mark left by spilling red wine on the wall when they celebrated here after the rehearsal play won the prize last year.The wall skin was getting old, and the wine color could not fade away, so they had to ask someone for some putty to paint it.The newly painted piece is very white, but it is more conspicuous.

He stood up and looked at it, then walked away and looked back.

So out of place, so abrupt.

"Deng, let's take a photo together." Someone called him over there.

Deng Tinge turned around and ran over.He was pushed and pushed to stand in the very center, with Liu Haojun holding a trophy beside him.

"Hold it up, lift it up." Someone shouted.

They took several photos, and everyone laughed together.The boy in the drama club who had a crush on a certain girl even took the opportunity to give her a hug, and was so nervous that he couldn't speak.Deng Tingge felt that it was good to end like this, and was very happy.Apart from him, many people here will continue to walk on this road, including Liu Haojun.

"Don't make a sad face." Liu Haojun watched him finish the beer in his hand, and stuffed him another can, "Drink, drink."

Deng Tinge then drank it.

"It's hard for me to get drunk." Deng Tingge said, "What the hell are you thinking, tell me."

"Who really likes you?" Liu Haojun laughed.

Deng Tinge said don't ask, there is no one.

"An unexpected person? A person you don't like?" Liu Haojun asked, "Surprised or disgusted?"

Deng Tingge said it was not disgusting, how could it be disgusting.He felt a little sad.I don't like men, if Luo Hengqiu really has such meaning for me, it's clear at a glance who is working harder.

Everyone chatted, drank and ate in the small square outside the theater. The two sat a little far away, looking at their laughing companions under the lights, as if they were separated by a big screen, which felt unreal.

"I should never have been liked by anyone." Liu Haojun said, "But I have liked someone for a long time."

Deng Tinge: "Oh? Male or female?"

Liu Haojun: "...Of course it's a woman! What question did you ask?"

Deng Tingge scratched his nose: "Continue."

Liu Haojun is telling a story that is nothing special, a secret love, a confession, unable to let go, so he continues to torture himself.Deng Tingge listened silently.The noisy sound of Huaihuang Street came over, as did the smoke and aroma of the barbecue, which made people want to sneeze.

A few days later, Luo Hengqiu finally finished his busy work. He stopped by the People's Theater to see what Deng Tingge and the others were doing recently, but found that the old building was surrounded, and several big-leaf banyan trees in the small square were ready to be relocated.Naturally, there were no promotional posters for the drama club on the bulletin board on the outer wall.Luo Hengqiu was taken aback. After asking, he found out that the People's Theater was about to be demolished.

He immediately contacted Deng Tingge.

Deng Tingge quickly contacted him and explained the situation to him.

"Then what will you do in the future?" Luo Hengqiu asked.

Deng Tingge said that the drama club still exists, and it is enough to find a place to perform.However, after saying it, I have no idea: he and Liu Haojun are about to graduate, and the structure of the drama club has always been relatively loose, and no one can continue to carry this burden.Although Liu Haojun didn't care much about the drama club usually, he also took the initiative to raise the topic of disbanding with him that night.

Just thinking about these things, Luo Hengqiu said a few words over there, but he didn't hear clearly.

"what?"

"Why didn't you notify me?" Luo Hengqiu's voice was obviously unhappy, "It's such a big thing."

Deng Tinge hesitated a few times indiscriminately.Ever since he realized that Luo Hengqiu might have other meanings for him, he felt something was wrong all over his body.Losing the performance venue is indeed a big deal for them, but what is it for Luo Hengqiu?It was just a small setback encountered by a junior who hadn't seen him for several years, and he didn't need to care about it at all.

So Deng Tingge didn't tell him.He was faintly worried: what if Luo Hengqiu really treated it as a great event after he said it, it would be as if Deng Tingge's guess had been confirmed.

That was horrible.

Luo Hengqiu on the other end was silent for a while, and his tone became a bit businesslike: "If you need my help, just ask."

Deng Tingge's heart skipped a beat: Brother is not happy after it's over.

He didn't have time to think about why he was so afraid of Luo Hengqiu's displeasure, so he immediately continued: "I need it!"

Luo Hengqiu: "Yes. What's the matter?"

Deng Tingge thought for a while and said, "Liu Haojun from our theater company is the screenwriter. He needs an internship right now. He is a bit arrogant, but he is indeed talented..."

Luo Hengqiu was speechless at the other end. After listening to him rambling for a long time, he finally couldn't help interrupting his compliments to Liu Haojun.

"I'm asking about your needs. What about you? Don't you have one? I know many people in charge of performance venues, and I will definitely find a venue that suits your theater company."

Deng Tingge smiled: "We have compared it before. Except for the People's Theater, the rents in other places are too expensive."

"I'll take care of this." Luo Hengqiu said immediately.

After finishing speaking, both of them subtly fell silent.

Luo Hengqiu thought it was too bad, he did too much.

Deng Tingge also thought in his heart, bad, senior brother won't really... that me.

"No, no, no, no need." He could still treat it normally when he was brainstorming, but now listening to Luo Hengqiu's voice and thinking of his own speculation, Deng Tingge stuttered nervously, "I'm going to start preparing my graduation thesis and performance, and the estimated time is not too long. many."

"Okay." Luo Hengqiu said, "Then send me a copy of Liu Haojun's resume and works. Do that first, then contact me."

He hung up the phone quickly, and found that the back of the phone was covered in sweat.

Deng Tingge may have known his own thoughts. This thought made Luo Hengqiu feel desperate in an instant.

With unspeakable unease at work and entertainment, when he was about to go home at night, he received a text message from Deng Tingge.

"Brother, remember to come and play with me when you are free. Our school has a lot of delicious food." Deng Tingge also used a cute kaomoji, "By the way, do you want to see my graduation performance?"

Luo Hengqiu wrote "Think", read it for a few seconds, deleted it, and replaced it with "OK".Thinking about it, I think it is too indifferent. This is Deng Tingge's initiative to show his favor. If the reply is too cold, the other party may not be happy.He deliberated for a long time, changed several ways, and finally sent a message: "Okay, I'm free to find you. Come on for the graduation performance."

Clutching the phone, Luo Hengqiu thought, does he know?Does he know?But if you know, why don't you avoid me but take the initiative to find me?Is he interested in me?However, I immediately shook my head: Deng Tingge was crazy infatuated with the super flower at that time in high school, he is not a fellow.

After analyzing it for a long time, Luo Hengqiu hoped that he didn't know at one moment, and at the other moment hoped that he would know. He was so entangled that he didn't eat well.

Deng Tingge felt relieved after receiving Luo Hengqiu's reply.

Just be a good senior and junior.Deng Tingge comforted himself, don't think about so many complicated things.Taking a step back, his senior brother isn't even interested in Kong Yu, so he still has his eyes on him?

Deng Tingge watched the trailer on TV while eating in the cafeteria.Kong Yu's position as the king of idol drama is unshakable. He has a long talk with Wei Zifu for a while, and chases Dayuer on horseback for a while.Deng Tingge watched with relish.

When the phone rang, Kong Yu was buttoning up his cuff buttons on the TV, with a watch on his wrist, and the advertisement slogan "Time Can't Wait" popped out from the side.

"Hello?"

"Is Deng Tingge right? I'm Zhong Xing." Zhong Xing's voice came from the phone, "Now there is a play, there is a supporting role, the anti-Japanese student leader. No other requirements, as long as he looks upright and can act well, the best It’s good that I have stage performance experience. This role will give a speech on stage.”

"Oh." Deng Tingge said, "Are you asking me to find an actor for you?"

Zhong Xing raised his voice: "You are looking for an egg! I am looking for you! Do you want to act or not? It is adapted from Chen Yu's drama, and it is "The Great Wave"."