[Traveling] Stepfather Clearance Plan

"...Hold me...Hold me, Yuechuan..."

Xiao timidly repeated this, like a babble in a nightmare, but it was clearly a cautious plea.

In the end, those ambiguous whispers were stopped by Yue Chuan with his lips.The man cupped his face and exchanged a gentle long kiss with him.

"...What are you afraid of?" Yue Chuan frowned, looking deeply at Xiao, his eyes seemed to see through him.His fingers caressed Xiao's flushed cheeks, and the saliva left on his fingertips drew a curved arc on Xiao's face.

Xiao looked away again and closed her eyes in pain.

"If one day I die... In this world, there is no trace of my existence left anywhere... Will you still remember me?"

The man looked away, and even smiled a little, as if it was a stupid question that didn't need an answer.

However, in the end he still turned his head and looked into Xiao's eyes, which were sincere and focused, as bright as stars in the morning light.

"Yes." Yue Chuan said in a deep voice.There is no redundant word as a modification, no redundant explanation or additional conditions, just a short word, no more, no less.

"...Will you miss me?...When you think of me, will there be a short moment...just a few seconds, I feel a little lonely in my heart..." Xiao's voice trembled slightly, his His fists were tightly clenched due to tension, and his joints turned pale and white under the excessive pressure.

"Yes." The man's answer was still a short one word, no more, no less.

At that moment Xiao's body trembled violently, he shrank his neck as if afraid of the cold, and finally turned his head to look directly at Yuechuan, his eyes were wide open, his pupils were reflected by the soft warm light of the dining room chandelier into a bright brown color, his eyes But it reveals incomparable surprise and sadness.

"But why...? Because our parents have a good relationship? Because I lived with you next door, went to school and grew up together? Because I'm a big idiot who made a mess of my life. What's the point of living for more than [-] years? I can't do it well, I was cheated and cheated and then I was willing to sell myself to help him pay off the debt... Every time I think of me, I laugh so hard that my stomach hurts? Or is it because I was born a scumbag, my ass fucks Getting up makes you so happy that you want to die and die..."

At the end, Xiao's voice was already extremely piercing, like the sharp howling of a beast trapped in a trap.The self-deprecating words were interrupted by an earth-shattering crash——Yue Chuan got up too hastily, and even knocked down the chair he was sitting on.

The man grabbed Xiao's upper arm and pulled him up fiercely, his eyes were so fierce that he could almost spit fire.Xiao was slightly taken aback by that look, and then began to struggle desperately, trying to get rid of the man's hand that was confining her.

Then those struggles are wrapped into a warm and firm embrace.Yue Chuan's arms were tightened so tightly that Xiao felt a little hard to breathe.

"Idiot." The man gritted his teeth, and squeezed out these two words from his throat. His voice was full of heavy sighs, and seemed to be a little choked up.

"You're such an idiot, an out-and-out idiot..."

At that time, Xiao closed her eyes, and tears fell from her sockets again.

He had imagined his own death countless times.

Countless chatting or boring weekends spent alone, countless mornings when he felt empty because he was constantly creating other people's stories, and countless sleepless nights, he would often look at the gray ceiling at home and think of this question.

In all his visions, that scene had several things in common.For example, before he dies, he will never be accompanied by anyone. After his death, the planners who have been in charge of his works may organize a small funeral for him, and the high-level bosses of N+C will wear neat suits Wearing a black tie and showing his face for more than ten minutes, he may send a short speech of several hundred words, with a serious and reserved expression from beginning to end, and just the right amount of melancholy in his eyes.

His fans may shed a few tears for him, and maybe they will open a commemorative homepage on the Internet, and they will leave some words on it, "God is all the way", "In that world, we must continue to write good works." ", "There is no BE in heaven", and when you meet black fans, it may be "Writing BE is really bad for your character, and you will be punished?", or "This story tells us that people who abuse people will always abuse them", or " If you don’t die, you won’t die. I hope that script writers in the future will learn from their experience and do less of these deadly things.”

In less than ten days, all this will be gone.The hot topic on the Internet will once again be occupied by the new series with radiant love. Those fans who once "recommended for a lifetime" will happily climb the wall to go to other anime or games, and N+C will soon support the next one. A god-level script writer who quickly launches new games.People would laugh and discuss this matter after tea and dinner: "Oh, you said that the new game from NuLL+Chronicle, I played it. Although the style has changed a lot, it is really a good game, and the end is HE, This is really great, although BE is impressive, but HE is more healing!"

--That's it.

For 33 years, whether it is long or short, there is not even one close friend, even a stable relationship, and no one can rely on.When he died, no one would really feel sorry for him. People would quickly forget everything about him, just like throwing used disposable chopsticks into the trash can.

Before today, he always felt that these were nothing.He didn't even bother to take care of things while he was alive, so he wouldn't care about things after death.

It's just that when I think of these occasionally, I always feel a little empty in my heart.

That's all.

In fact, strictly speaking, he is dead.In his original world, all these things may be happening step by step according to his imagination, and maybe people have already forgotten him completely.

This was the first time that he felt extremely terrified of such an ending. He was so afraid that his whole body could not stop shaking, and even his heart was completely cold.

God knows, in the darkest corner of his heart, he is actually jealous of Huang Haibo.

He also died young at the age of 30, even though Huang Haibo experienced countless times more pain and hardship than Xiao, but like that, he can be regarded as having truly lived in this world!

Some people laugh with him, some accompany him to see the beauty of the world, some accompany him to endure hardships, and some accompany him to grow up slowly.When he is happy, someone is happy with him, when he is sad, someone is sad with him.When he died... some people were in so much pain that they shed tears for him...

Only like that can we truly live in this world...

That is the story of Huang Haibo.That is the story of thousands of the most ordinary people in the world.

Only Xiao, nothing.

The most vicious negative emotions of human beings often sprout and grow wildly when the body is suffering from illness.The severe stomach pain once made him unable to think, and he could only walk deeper and deeper in the dark dead end.Later, on the way back, he kept thinking in his heart that if Yue Chuan didn't show up at the end today, he would probably go crazy due to unreasonable jealousy and self-pity in this heavy rain.

Because Yuechuan was still there, he was finally no longer alone.His life, which has always been extremely miserable, seemed to finally have a glimmer of light.

But who is Yuechuan...

A game character written by himself.One of his fictional Two-dimensional characters.Relying on the personality imagined in his brain to care about himself, such a thing, even Xiao himself feels uncomfortable.

What's more, to Yue Chuan, he is not Xiao.His name is Lu Xun.

Their past, their parents' family friends, their childhood sweethearts, and even Lu Xun's tragic experience and weak personality that make people feel sympathetic and pitiful, none of them belong to Xiao himself.

Maybe...the only thing that can be regarded as belonging to him is this body with his youthful face.

Therefore, even if Yue Chuan is only a little obsessed with this body, even if the man's occasional tenderness is based on a naked sexual relationship, even if all these are illusory and hopeless self-consolation, Xiao will pray, Don't even think about this little bit, it will leave him in the end.

The only thing he can dedicate to Yuechuan is this body...

……

A man who had no special hobbies in that regard tied him up that night for the first time ever.The wrists of both hands were tied to the two sides of the head of the bed, and a towel was placed under the hemp rope to prevent Xiao from subconsciously struggling and hurting herself.Then the legs were folded and tied together with the wrists, forming a posture with the legs wide open and the hips raised, the private parts were exposed to Yuechuan's eyes without reservation, making Xiao blush from the cheeks to the neck.

Then Yue Chuan blindfolded him and put on soundproof earplugs for him.Seeing nothing, hearing nothing, Xiao could only focus all her attention on Yue Chuan's wanton caress and kisses.His body was incredibly sensitive, and the slight movement of air caused by Yuechuan's movements could make him shudder.

Gentle kisses that were almost worshipful fell on his thin chest and lower abdomen repeatedly, and then slid down. The man held his legs and kissed his wet front. The perineum turned into a tongue in a circle.

Finally, when Yuechuan's lips and tongue continued to slide back to the narrow place, Xiao finally couldn't help but screamed.

"Don't be like this...it's so dirty..." He completely cut off his vision and hearing, so that he couldn't even be sure if he made a sound, and those sounds seemed to flow into his body, turning into a dense heat stream, gathering around the pubic bone, and Gradually transpiration.

Of course the man didn't stop at his request.In the almost melting sweetness of the lower body, the confusion and uneasiness in Xiao's heart seemed to be far away from him, and all the senses and thoughts were left only with Yuechuan's slightly rough big hands, Yuechuan's soft lips and tongue, Yuechuan's burning hot human kiss...

Then Yuechuan entered him.The man who always pays great attention to his experience seems to be extremely impatient this time, which makes him feel a tearing pain.

However, that kind of pain made Xiao feel happy in his heart.He felt that he finally belonged to this person. From every inch of his body to every corner of his heart, that solid sense of belonging made his heart beat violently, and he experienced a touch that he had never felt in his entire life.

It's a pity that he will never be able to hear that name that Yue Chuan repeated in his extremely hoarse voice when the two of them climbed to the summit together that night.

"Xiao...Xiao..."

Shino...

It's a pity that he will never be able to see the teardrops that slipped from the corners of his eyes when Yuechuan untied the shackles on his body and hugged him tightly after the aftertaste of the orgasm slowly faded away.

"Xiao, how can I let you know that I've been waiting for you for so long... How can I let you know how much I want to see you, even if it's just to sneak a glance at you from a distance... and How many times have I thought about you like crazy... You asked me if I would be lonely... Heh, I drank all the wine all these years alone, the bottle can probably fill this house... You don't remember me at all , but how should I forget you like this..."

At that time, Yuechuan bit his thin shoulder heavily, in exchange for Xiao's suppressed moan.Tiny blood streaks slowly ooze from the dark red tooth marks, which are then licked away by Yue Chuan.