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- He just likes you!so what?You like women!

Quanyuan suddenly woke up from the dream.

What she dreamed about was not a little demon.

Dreams, that's what they are, piecemeal and plausible.Quan Yuan thought it was because he thought about it day by day and dreamed about it at night, so he dreamed about the messy situation where he was being accused by thousands of people.

The woman in the dream stared at her viciously, making her tremble like a quail in her dream.

Quanyuan scraped the top of his head with a ten-finger comb.

The heart is still beating violently.

Quanyuan stared at the pattern on his quilt in a daze - even in a dream, he was so timid.

I dare not refute that it was not my fault.

I didn't dare to refute that it was my business, so why should outsiders talk too much.

I just feel scared.

From the day she accompanied Liu Yun to the medical examination, she was afraid of the day when others would see through her secret.

Xiao Yao said, "Sister Quan, do you like women?" She almost screamed at that time, it was a kind of extreme powerlessness and weakness in fear that kept her from losing her composure.

Although she concealed her fear, the situation was too bad.

Quanyuan knew he couldn't go on like this.

She understands her condition.

Her illness has not been cured, but has been suppressed.

Since the incident between Sun Li and Zhou Xia happened, she has also developed a resistance to the profession of psychiatrists, and she has no way to really cooperate with the treatment.

Depression is very easy to relapse, not to mention the source is accompanied by severe post-traumatic stress disorder.Quanyuan usually looks no different from others, but in fact she is very cautious in dealing with others.

She also doesn't want to be gloomy, exposing her haggard and embarrassing side.

Compared with the pain and dull life she will experience after the onset of the disease, she is more afraid of being looked down upon and ridiculed by others after the onset of the disease.

The original intention of spring source treatment is not positive, so it is even more difficult to cure the disease.

She got out of bed and poured a glass of water, after hesitating for a long time, she took out the medicine from the drawer in the study and took it.

He Chenxi's troubles haven't been resolved yet, Liu Yun hasn't completely pushed her away, Rongrong and Huaxia haven't reconciled yet, even Xiao Yao has a relationship problem, and things in the company are at a critical time... Quanyuan I feel that there is a huge pressure on my shoulders.Although she knew that maybe her thoughts were self-indulgent, but she couldn't control this idea.

If it is useless to others, she will be disgusted... This kind of panic made her used to recklessly taking all the people and things around her as her responsibility.Even for things like staying away from Liu Yun, if Liu Yun left Quanyuan because he hated Quanyuan, and not because Quanyuan designed her to leave her, Quanyuan would not be able to bear it.

This kind of thinking is almost unreasonable, but Quanyuan can't control himself.

If she doesn't "sacrifice" something for others in the process of communication, she will panic beyond herself.

Can't think any more...

The more you think about it, the easier it is to get into a dead end.

Quan Yuan dug out the music CD recommended by the former doctor and played music, then sat down on the sofa in the living room and counted slowly.The weather has entered the winter moon, although Quanyuan is wearing cotton pajamas, but when a CD is played, her whole body is already cold and stiff.

She didn't dare to catch a cold again at this time, so she poured another cup of hot water to drink.The heat in the water slowly penetrated into her body, reminding her involuntarily of sitting on the back seat of Liu Yun's bicycle that day. Although the wind blowing across her face was icy cold, Liu Yun's body exuded infinite heat.

Such memories will only make Quan Yuan feel painful.

She grabbed the phone beside her to look at it.It was almost four o'clock.

The text message logo on the top of the phone is flashing differently.

Quanyuan knew that it should be a text message from Liu Yun.She thought for a long time before pressing the message open.

Actually, it was only two days since I accompanied Liu Yun to the medical examination, but Quanyuan had the illusion that a long time had passed.When she recalled the details of getting along with Liu Yun before, she felt as if it was vague.

On the night after parting with Liu Yun, Liu Yun called.Quanyuan told her that he would be very busy recently, and Liu Yun hung up without bothering.The next day Liu Yun sent some text messages, but Quanyuan only replied one, and then said that his company was very busy, so Liu Yun stopped sending.

Afterwards, Liu Yun honestly only sent the message "I have eaten breakfast, lunch, and dinner, and the boss will eat it soon" during the three meals, and did not bring any cute emoji. I also ate.In the evening, Liu Yun would send a good night, and Quan Yuan would also say good night, and there would be no more words.

And last night Quanyuan tossed and turned because of Xiao Yao's words, so he took sleeping pills and fell asleep.Her body has always been very resistant to drugs, and she didn't expect to be awakened by a nightmare halfway through...

In short, last night Liu Yun did not receive a good night reply from Quanyuan, and at one o'clock he sent another text message asking Quanyuan to go to bed early.

After reading it, Quanyuan directly deleted the text message, then threw the phone aside and went back to the bedroom to lie down under the quilt.

It was also cold under the quilt.

Quan Yuan could see the light of the mobile phone in the direction of the living room gradually dim and finally go out completely.

She herself kept looking in that direction until the morning light broke, and she never fell asleep again.

The next day, Quan Yuan looked tired, and Hua Rong didn't seem to have had a good rest either.

At noon, the two went out to eat together, and told each other not to worry too much about the little demon, to rest well, and then looked at each other and smiled.

Hua Rong said: "You might as well write a program and engrave it into Lao Dao's brain so that he can marry Xiao Yao quickly. Don't be awkward. I told him the number of Xiao Yao's hospital bed today, and he hinted for a long time that he didn't say that he would go to see Xiao Yao. .”

Seeing that Hua Rong only said this, Quanyuan guessed that Xiao Yao didn't tell Hua Rong exactly what happened before.So Hua Rong only thought that Xiao Yao fell ill because she was too tired some time ago.In this case, Quanyuan didn't talk to Hua Rong much.She originally guessed that Hua Rong didn't have a good rest because of Xiao Yao's affairs, but it seemed that it was probably because of Hua Xia.

Seeing Hua Rong talking about Lao Dao and Xiao Yao while wandering in her own mind, she said, "If it's useful, I'll engrave one in Hua Xia's mind too, and ask him to marry you quickly, don't be awkward."

Hua Rong glared at Quanyuan: "Don't talk to me."

Quan Yuan said, "You had a fight that day, what happened after that?"

Hua Rong said, "We didn't quarrel that day."

Quan Yuan didn't want to ask why you were crying, and thought that would be too aggressive, so he just said, "Make up soon."

Hua Rong felt a little annoyed.Although Xiao Yao did not tell her what happened, but when she accompanied Xiao Yao to the hospital to hang water, there was still some pessimism and depression caused by feelings in Xiao Yao's words.Hua Rong thought about the matter between herself and Huaxia, and the resentment and grievance in her heart came up again.

She feels that men are so irresponsible, thinking about inexplicable things every day, saying that they love you and hurting you at the same time.

After Huaxia questioned her relationship with Quanyuan that day, Hua Rong had decided not to have any hope for Huaxia at all.Quanyuan's current questioning made her annoyed. She said, "I don't like Huaxia. If he doesn't apologize to you, I won't reconcile with her."

Quan Yuan showed a troubled expression.

Hua Rong felt that what she said was a bit heavy, so she explained: "...We didn't have any problems before, but this time it happened because of you." She lowered her voice and said, "He thinks there is something wrong between me and you. The relationship was not normal, I felt that I was just using him as a cover, and suddenly I felt that I had seen through him."

Quan Yuan was stunned, she didn't know what to say.It turned out that Huaxia actually thought this way in his heart, no wonder he had such a big reaction that day.That's right, he asked Hua Rong why he still lived in Quanyuan's house, and it wasn't that he didn't have a house.

Hua Rong looked at Quanyuan and started to think wildly again. While regretting that she had spoken the truth impulsively, she also felt that she should do this - she is not a person with a deep city, and if she hides it for a long time, her feet will be exposed.Instead of being noticed by Quanyuan himself at that time, it is better to slowly instill Huaxia's badness in Quanyuan, so that Quanyuan will not overly blame himself for the unacceptable breakup with Huaxia in the end.

"Really, I never thought he would have such an idea. He doesn't trust me and you so much, I don't think there is anything to talk about. You... Forget it, I don't advise you not to think wildly or blame yourself. Anyway I have made up my mind. Seriously, even if he apologizes to you, I will think about it."

Quanyuan really blamed himself in his heart, but he didn't dare to show it in front of Hua Rong.Otherwise, Hua Rong will continue to comfort her in turn.Quan Yuan said, "He values ​​you too much."

Hua Rong said: "Whatever. I told you before that we are fine, I lied to you, I plan to break up with him."

"...Think about it carefully."

Hua Rong shook her head: "Don't talk about me, what about you? What about you and that?"

Quanyuan knew she was talking about Liu Yun: "Didn't we go out on a date together before?"

Hua Rong said, "What else?"

"Text every day."

Hua Rong said again: "You used to send her non-stop, but recently it seems to have disappeared."

Quan Yuan was a little bit annoyed by Hua Rong's meticulous observation, so he could only say, "She's busy too, let's call at night."

Hua Rong squinted at Quanyuan for a while, as if trying to tell if she was lying.

Quan Yuan smiled: "Why should I lie to you?"

Hua Rong said, "Who knows, I just feel that something is wrong with you recently."

The source is no longer connected.

Hua Rong said again: "So don't worry about my affairs with Huaxia, I have my own discretion."

Quanyuan didn't know what she said, so Hua Rong lowered her voice and said, "You did what you did for Chenxi before, but now you are also in love with others? So whoever is gone can't do it, and I can still marry without him Not going out? Don't worry about me. "

With Hua Rong's reticent appearance, Quan Yuan had nothing to say.She was a little guilty again, because Hua Rong really didn't feel wrong, she had something to hide from Hua Rong, and she was going to pinch off the signs of love in Liu Yun and her crush on He Chenxi.

Seeing her strange expression, Hua Rong suddenly smiled: "Really, you didn't realize how far you and Liu Yun have progressed, right?"

"……what."

"You haven't talked about Chenxi for a long time." Although Quanyuan told Hua Rong that He Chenxi is not gay, she didn't want to drag He Chenxi into trouble, so she decided to alienate her and was looking for someone—like Liu Yunlai to fall in love with.But Hua Rong can still see that the feeling of being worried but holding back to stay away is obviously different from the feeling of ignoring others.

After Hua Rong broke up with Hua Xia, she happened to meet He Chenxi who met a sneak cameraman, so she lived with He Chenxi for a few days, so she knew the changes between He Chenxi and Quanyuan very well.

"Seriously, did you know that Chenxi Company arranged for her to go out for further studies?"

"I know... I persuaded her to go. She hasn't resolved the matter last time, so it's good to go out for a while."

Hua Rong stared: "Did you persuade her? I thought you and Liu Yun were so hot that you forgot about her."

"...Why, I went to the airport to see her off when she left. "

Hua Rong teased her: "What are you doing? Hugging left and right?"

Quan Yuan frowned: "...Don't talk nonsense."

Hua Rong made a gesture to shut up, but she still said: "You can handle it yourself." After a while, she added: "But I still think it's fine for Chen Xi to be a younger sister. Liu Yun is pretty good, you develop well." Liu Yun has been able to get Quanyuan to accompany him to the hospital willingly, but Hua Rong thinks about the changes in Quanyuan and thinks that Liu Yun is also a good person. "

Quanyuan nodded, and said speciously: "Well, she is very nice." After all, I never said that I would have a good relationship with her.