With the window half closed, the evening wind gushed into the room, wrinkling the fire light reflected in Shen Qingchuan's eyes, like the ripples of fishing lanterns and candles reflected on the lake.
He met Shangguan Boya's eyes, and the eyes of the two seemed to blend together.
"More than 30 years ago, my mother was the most beautiful woman in Beiping, with countless suitors, and my father was the second son of a famous family. I heard that when they got married, everyone envied them and thought they were a match made in heaven. Whether it's family background or appearance, etc., my mother also thought so."
Guan Boya looked at Shen Qingchuan's eyes, the bottom of his eyes seemed to hide waves and waves, and there were secret emotions surging in the deep and dull seabed, like an abyss, only reflecting Shen Qingchuan's appearance, there was a glimmer of light.
Shen Qingchuan held Guan Boya's hand tightly, and had a faint premonition in his heart that this story with a beautiful beginning may have an unsatisfactory ending.
"But when my mother got started, she realized that talented men and beautiful women are just a dream. My father doesn't love my mother at all. The marriage is just out of family pressure. He loves a male actor who likes to pretend to be a female actress." , He married my mother and let her stay alone in the vacant room, and never stayed alone with her."
Guan Boya smiled and asked Shen Qingchuan, "Isn't it ridiculous?"
"My mother had nothing to do for three years and the Lin family didn't fall behind. She was treated coldly in the Guan family, and her temper became more and more extreme. She thought of a plan. She drugged my father, thinking that this would win back his heart. "
"My father hated my mother to the bone, and the relationship between the two of them didn't ease in the slightest after I was born, especially after my father publicly raised that male actor outside, my mother got mad, sometimes good and sometimes bad. "
"One night, my mother came back from the outside with a panicked face. Her body was covered with blood and she broke into the room and hugged me in a panic. The news came the next day that the actor had been killed."
Shen Qingchuan's heart was clenched together, and the strength of his palm increased, wanting to pass his strength to Guan Boya, he said, "Then what?"
"My father went crazy and yelled that he wanted to kill my mother and asked her to pay for the murder. As a famous family, the Guan family would not allow such a situation of killing each other, nor would they allow such a scandal of killing. The word spread that they locked up my mother in a dark house that never sees sunlight all the year round, and half of my flesh and blood belonged to my mother, and my father hated me too, and threw me to my mother to be locked up together."
"Since I was locked in that dark room, my world seems to have lost other colors, and the sky outside the window is also gray. When my mother was normal, she hated my father, so I hated it too. Hit and swear, that's the most swearing sound I've heard in my life, but when she's crazy and delirious, she raises me like a girl, and gently helps me dress and comb my hair. I sometimes share It's not clear when she's normal and when she's not?"
When Guan Boya talked about these things, his tone was very calm, as if he was talking about something irrelevant to him, but Shen Qingchuan shed tears, as if he saw through the powerful and indifferent man in front of him, A helpless little boy.
"Maybe that's how it was in the dark. I thought I would live like this forever, until a fire broke out one night. My father was drunk and threw the burning lamp into the small house. The fire caught fire very quickly. The snake devoured all the wood, I was choked by the smoke and passed out, before I fainted I saw my mother running outside, I thought I would be abandoned in that small house."
"Unexpectedly, my mother turned back and shook me awake. I was already six years old at that time. My mother was not in good health and she couldn't hold me. She dragged me and ran outside. I tripped over a chair that was lying on the ground. , the burning house pillar fell down, my mother blocked it for me, but I was the only one who survived, and before she died, she told me to let go of my hatred, let me escape from the Guan family, and go find my grandfather."
When Shen Qingchuan heard about his lover's past, his heartache spread like cracks. Some sufferings fell on him and he might not feel anything, but when those sufferings fell on his loved ones, his heartache would be unbearable.
Shen Qingchuan asked cautiously, "Then do you hate your father?"
"Qing Chuan, I don't hate him, but I can't forgive him for what he did. He may not be able to imagine how a six-year-old child would run barefoot on a snowy night, with the bursts of biting cold pain. After my grandfather, I traveled all over the world with him, and lived a life of licking blood on the tip of a knife. I have always been ruthless and decisive. This kind of life suits me very well. I have never been tempted by others, and I thought I would live like this for the rest of my life."
"This is my past."
"After meeting you, I felt that life had a bright color. I gave myself many chances to let go, and I also gave you many chances to leave. Then I realized that I will never let you go in my life." Guan Boya's eyes were scorching stars, shining brightly.
"So, I hope you can understand what I mean."
"Qingchuan, we have been entangled in this life."
"Whether it's your happiness or worry, I will share half of it for you. You don't have to panic. I will always stand by your side. You don't have to face those pressures alone."
"If there is an abyss ahead, I will jump down with you."
What Guan Boya said was true, all his eyebrows and eyes were serious, Shen Qingchuan's heart felt hot when he heard it, a warm current flowed through his whole body in an instant, and there seemed to be roots on the soles of his feet to allow him to stand firmly.
At this moment, Shen Qingchuan thought a lot, he was thinking of a way to get the best of both worlds, no matter whether it was Guan Boya or the Shen family, he didn't want either side to be hurt.
The worst outcome would be to leave Bohai City and live incognito in a strange place, there will always be a place for the two of them.
Shen Qingchuan took a deep breath and said, "If you want to leave Bohai City and live in another place, will you regret it?"
From the corner of the eyes to the tip of the brow, Guan Boya swept his gaze one by one, and said with a smile, "I will never regret it in my life, as long as I am with you."
Shen Qingchuan trembled his eyelashes, held Guan Boya's face, and dropped a light kiss on the side of his cheek, gently and hotly, the shadows of the two overlapping on the wall were like the wings of moths, clinging to each other intimately The relationship is inseparable, Shen Qingchuan's lips trembled red, and said, "Then it's settled, you can't go back on your word."
Guan Boya leaned over and lowered her head to touch Shen Qingchuan's smooth and snowy forehead, chuckled twice, and said, "I will never regret it."
Shen Qingchuan quickly pecked Guan Boya's lips lightly, his tone of voice jumped, like a child who stole candy showing a triumphant smile, and said, "Today's lip balm is sweet."
Guan Boya seemed to be taken aback for a moment, and then she came back to her senses, her lips pressed against Shen Qingchuan Ruyu's earlobe and said, "I ate your favorite cherry wine today, my little Mr. Shen, would you like to have a taste?"
Before Shen Qingchuan could reply, Guan Boya pinched the back of Shen Qingchuan's neck with one hand, and supported the back of Shen Qingchuan's head with the other, and kissed her, rolling her lips and teeth, the mouth was not finished.
The temperature like a bonfire made Shen Qingchuan's eyelids tremble slightly, and the astonishing heat wiped out the coolness of late autumn through the fabric. Only then did Shen Qingchuan know that Guan Boya's The temperature is so nostalgic.
It turns out that the hugs and kisses of a lover can really heal all the scars of the soul.
Shen Qingchuan put his arms around Guan Boya's neck and shoulders, his rationality had long since been forgotten, and he had completely forgotten the pain of the whip marks on his arms and back caused by the rustling of the cloth, like insect bites. Falling deeply into the gentle illusion created by Guan Boya.
The touch at the beginning was extremely gentle, like soft spring water enveloping the warm temperature, making Shen Qingchuan forget the omen of danger, and accept everything unrestrainedly. The familiar taste of light cherry wine, slightly sweet fruit wine, with the freshness of fruit.
When Guan Boya was in the mood occasionally, he opened a bottle of cherry wine and poured it on Shen Qingchuan's shoulder, drank slowly and pecked a few sips, and then poured it full to Shen Qingchuan.
The smell that spreads in the future is the looming smell of tobacco, which gradually increases in strength, and the gentle spring breeze turns into a domineering summer breeze, sweeping every corner with a huge heat wave, as if it is going to be everywhere. Leaving behind the heat of midsummer, like a violent storm, did not give Shen Qingchuan any room to back down.
A faint crimson cloud floated on Shen Qingchuan's snow-white face, and he couldn't help but let out a very soft nasal sound once or twice from the tight lips and teeth, as if protesting that the kiss was too long.
Shen Qingchuan put his arms around Guan Boya's neck, like a drunk man hugging a tall lady, leaning his neck back, his breathing was not smooth, especially when he felt the pounding coming from under the fabric. In the heat, he pushed Guan Boya twice in a panic.
Only then did Guan Boya let him go, and glanced at the moisture on Shen Qingchuan's black and thick eyelashes, those hazy eyes with starlight were like a bit of moisture pressed down by heavy dark clouds, soft and soft to the extreme, the lips Dyeing a little carmine, like a crabapple flower that was beaten bright red by the majestic summer rain, the slightly raised white neck is like an elegant swan neck, snow-white and snow-white.
At this moment, Shen Qingchuan was like a delicate and glamorous beauty in a painter's brush, pure and graceful on the skin and glamorous on the bone.
Guan Boya leaned down, put her arms around Shen Qingchuan's waist, and lightly bit his cute, inconspicuous Adam's apple before giving up.
"Tuk tuk..." There was a sudden knock on the door.
"Third Young Master, Eldest Young Master told you and Miss Guan to go to the study." Huang Osmanthus knocked on the door for a long time, but there was no reply from the room with the locked door, and she pressed her ear to the door, but she didn't hear anything. She raised her voice and said.
"I see, I'll go later, um...you go down first." Shen Qingchuan replied loudly.
作者有话要说:感谢在2021-04-1523:59:52~2021-04-1623:59:12期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: Hi!wife! , 1 bottle every year;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
He met Shangguan Boya's eyes, and the eyes of the two seemed to blend together.
"More than 30 years ago, my mother was the most beautiful woman in Beiping, with countless suitors, and my father was the second son of a famous family. I heard that when they got married, everyone envied them and thought they were a match made in heaven. Whether it's family background or appearance, etc., my mother also thought so."
Guan Boya looked at Shen Qingchuan's eyes, the bottom of his eyes seemed to hide waves and waves, and there were secret emotions surging in the deep and dull seabed, like an abyss, only reflecting Shen Qingchuan's appearance, there was a glimmer of light.
Shen Qingchuan held Guan Boya's hand tightly, and had a faint premonition in his heart that this story with a beautiful beginning may have an unsatisfactory ending.
"But when my mother got started, she realized that talented men and beautiful women are just a dream. My father doesn't love my mother at all. The marriage is just out of family pressure. He loves a male actor who likes to pretend to be a female actress." , He married my mother and let her stay alone in the vacant room, and never stayed alone with her."
Guan Boya smiled and asked Shen Qingchuan, "Isn't it ridiculous?"
"My mother had nothing to do for three years and the Lin family didn't fall behind. She was treated coldly in the Guan family, and her temper became more and more extreme. She thought of a plan. She drugged my father, thinking that this would win back his heart. "
"My father hated my mother to the bone, and the relationship between the two of them didn't ease in the slightest after I was born, especially after my father publicly raised that male actor outside, my mother got mad, sometimes good and sometimes bad. "
"One night, my mother came back from the outside with a panicked face. Her body was covered with blood and she broke into the room and hugged me in a panic. The news came the next day that the actor had been killed."
Shen Qingchuan's heart was clenched together, and the strength of his palm increased, wanting to pass his strength to Guan Boya, he said, "Then what?"
"My father went crazy and yelled that he wanted to kill my mother and asked her to pay for the murder. As a famous family, the Guan family would not allow such a situation of killing each other, nor would they allow such a scandal of killing. The word spread that they locked up my mother in a dark house that never sees sunlight all the year round, and half of my flesh and blood belonged to my mother, and my father hated me too, and threw me to my mother to be locked up together."
"Since I was locked in that dark room, my world seems to have lost other colors, and the sky outside the window is also gray. When my mother was normal, she hated my father, so I hated it too. Hit and swear, that's the most swearing sound I've heard in my life, but when she's crazy and delirious, she raises me like a girl, and gently helps me dress and comb my hair. I sometimes share It's not clear when she's normal and when she's not?"
When Guan Boya talked about these things, his tone was very calm, as if he was talking about something irrelevant to him, but Shen Qingchuan shed tears, as if he saw through the powerful and indifferent man in front of him, A helpless little boy.
"Maybe that's how it was in the dark. I thought I would live like this forever, until a fire broke out one night. My father was drunk and threw the burning lamp into the small house. The fire caught fire very quickly. The snake devoured all the wood, I was choked by the smoke and passed out, before I fainted I saw my mother running outside, I thought I would be abandoned in that small house."
"Unexpectedly, my mother turned back and shook me awake. I was already six years old at that time. My mother was not in good health and she couldn't hold me. She dragged me and ran outside. I tripped over a chair that was lying on the ground. , the burning house pillar fell down, my mother blocked it for me, but I was the only one who survived, and before she died, she told me to let go of my hatred, let me escape from the Guan family, and go find my grandfather."
When Shen Qingchuan heard about his lover's past, his heartache spread like cracks. Some sufferings fell on him and he might not feel anything, but when those sufferings fell on his loved ones, his heartache would be unbearable.
Shen Qingchuan asked cautiously, "Then do you hate your father?"
"Qing Chuan, I don't hate him, but I can't forgive him for what he did. He may not be able to imagine how a six-year-old child would run barefoot on a snowy night, with the bursts of biting cold pain. After my grandfather, I traveled all over the world with him, and lived a life of licking blood on the tip of a knife. I have always been ruthless and decisive. This kind of life suits me very well. I have never been tempted by others, and I thought I would live like this for the rest of my life."
"This is my past."
"After meeting you, I felt that life had a bright color. I gave myself many chances to let go, and I also gave you many chances to leave. Then I realized that I will never let you go in my life." Guan Boya's eyes were scorching stars, shining brightly.
"So, I hope you can understand what I mean."
"Qingchuan, we have been entangled in this life."
"Whether it's your happiness or worry, I will share half of it for you. You don't have to panic. I will always stand by your side. You don't have to face those pressures alone."
"If there is an abyss ahead, I will jump down with you."
What Guan Boya said was true, all his eyebrows and eyes were serious, Shen Qingchuan's heart felt hot when he heard it, a warm current flowed through his whole body in an instant, and there seemed to be roots on the soles of his feet to allow him to stand firmly.
At this moment, Shen Qingchuan thought a lot, he was thinking of a way to get the best of both worlds, no matter whether it was Guan Boya or the Shen family, he didn't want either side to be hurt.
The worst outcome would be to leave Bohai City and live incognito in a strange place, there will always be a place for the two of them.
Shen Qingchuan took a deep breath and said, "If you want to leave Bohai City and live in another place, will you regret it?"
From the corner of the eyes to the tip of the brow, Guan Boya swept his gaze one by one, and said with a smile, "I will never regret it in my life, as long as I am with you."
Shen Qingchuan trembled his eyelashes, held Guan Boya's face, and dropped a light kiss on the side of his cheek, gently and hotly, the shadows of the two overlapping on the wall were like the wings of moths, clinging to each other intimately The relationship is inseparable, Shen Qingchuan's lips trembled red, and said, "Then it's settled, you can't go back on your word."
Guan Boya leaned over and lowered her head to touch Shen Qingchuan's smooth and snowy forehead, chuckled twice, and said, "I will never regret it."
Shen Qingchuan quickly pecked Guan Boya's lips lightly, his tone of voice jumped, like a child who stole candy showing a triumphant smile, and said, "Today's lip balm is sweet."
Guan Boya seemed to be taken aback for a moment, and then she came back to her senses, her lips pressed against Shen Qingchuan Ruyu's earlobe and said, "I ate your favorite cherry wine today, my little Mr. Shen, would you like to have a taste?"
Before Shen Qingchuan could reply, Guan Boya pinched the back of Shen Qingchuan's neck with one hand, and supported the back of Shen Qingchuan's head with the other, and kissed her, rolling her lips and teeth, the mouth was not finished.
The temperature like a bonfire made Shen Qingchuan's eyelids tremble slightly, and the astonishing heat wiped out the coolness of late autumn through the fabric. Only then did Shen Qingchuan know that Guan Boya's The temperature is so nostalgic.
It turns out that the hugs and kisses of a lover can really heal all the scars of the soul.
Shen Qingchuan put his arms around Guan Boya's neck and shoulders, his rationality had long since been forgotten, and he had completely forgotten the pain of the whip marks on his arms and back caused by the rustling of the cloth, like insect bites. Falling deeply into the gentle illusion created by Guan Boya.
The touch at the beginning was extremely gentle, like soft spring water enveloping the warm temperature, making Shen Qingchuan forget the omen of danger, and accept everything unrestrainedly. The familiar taste of light cherry wine, slightly sweet fruit wine, with the freshness of fruit.
When Guan Boya was in the mood occasionally, he opened a bottle of cherry wine and poured it on Shen Qingchuan's shoulder, drank slowly and pecked a few sips, and then poured it full to Shen Qingchuan.
The smell that spreads in the future is the looming smell of tobacco, which gradually increases in strength, and the gentle spring breeze turns into a domineering summer breeze, sweeping every corner with a huge heat wave, as if it is going to be everywhere. Leaving behind the heat of midsummer, like a violent storm, did not give Shen Qingchuan any room to back down.
A faint crimson cloud floated on Shen Qingchuan's snow-white face, and he couldn't help but let out a very soft nasal sound once or twice from the tight lips and teeth, as if protesting that the kiss was too long.
Shen Qingchuan put his arms around Guan Boya's neck, like a drunk man hugging a tall lady, leaning his neck back, his breathing was not smooth, especially when he felt the pounding coming from under the fabric. In the heat, he pushed Guan Boya twice in a panic.
Only then did Guan Boya let him go, and glanced at the moisture on Shen Qingchuan's black and thick eyelashes, those hazy eyes with starlight were like a bit of moisture pressed down by heavy dark clouds, soft and soft to the extreme, the lips Dyeing a little carmine, like a crabapple flower that was beaten bright red by the majestic summer rain, the slightly raised white neck is like an elegant swan neck, snow-white and snow-white.
At this moment, Shen Qingchuan was like a delicate and glamorous beauty in a painter's brush, pure and graceful on the skin and glamorous on the bone.
Guan Boya leaned down, put her arms around Shen Qingchuan's waist, and lightly bit his cute, inconspicuous Adam's apple before giving up.
"Tuk tuk..." There was a sudden knock on the door.
"Third Young Master, Eldest Young Master told you and Miss Guan to go to the study." Huang Osmanthus knocked on the door for a long time, but there was no reply from the room with the locked door, and she pressed her ear to the door, but she didn't hear anything. She raised her voice and said.
"I see, I'll go later, um...you go down first." Shen Qingchuan replied loudly.
作者有话要说:感谢在2021-04-1523:59:52~2021-04-1623:59:12期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: Hi!wife! , 1 bottle every year;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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