father - home

As Zhao said, the chicken gizzards are very delicious. The meat is firm, crispy and chewy. It can be said to be the most delicious part of the whole chicken.Not only chicken gizzards, I also ate something that I couldn't even think of - chicken blood.

Zhao Sheng made a bowl of chicken soup, sprinkled it with pepper, and served it to me solemnly.The aroma is tangy, and I am so greedy that I salivate.Take a look, what is it?A dark block.Zhao said it was chicken blood.How did chicken blood become like this?Congealed?Can I eat it?It is not only edible, delicious, but also very nutritious. Chinese people have always eaten it.I glanced at Zhao, frowned, pulled my nose, gritted my teeth, and took a small bite.The taste is a bit like cheese, soft, tender, no strange smell, very fragrant, it should be good.As I was eating, I fell in love with it, especially the soup, which was very delicious, better than ordinary chicken soup.When I still wanted it, Zhao said it was gone, because there was only a little blood.

"Hey, you Chinese are really smart. You can get everything and eat it, and it's all so delicious."

"It was forced. China is very poor, with a lot of people and little land, so nothing can be wasted."

Surrounding the bonfire, basking in the sunset, eating chicken legs, and drinking fine wine, it is simply the life of a fairy.Zhao Kai'en poured me half a teapot of Vodka. He still couldn't drink even a drop of wine, so he used honey water instead.I clinked glasses with him, but didn't know what to wish, because all good wishes seemed doomed.

"For Joseph." Zhao raised the tea mug.

I was a little surprised, but it makes sense on second thought.

"You want Joseph to come back." Zhao put the tea mug on the ground at his feet, picked up the soup plate, and said calmly while eating.

"I tried, but it probably didn't work."

"If you can't do it, who else?"

"He hates me."

"No, he doesn't hate you, he just doesn't know how to get along with you."

I don't know either, can you tell me, Zhao?I want to ask, but I can't, it's not Akira's business.

"Talk to him after you go back. He will return to the army in a few days. You can't let him go to the front line like this."

I shook my head helplessly. "Maybe after a while, he will figure it out. Fortunately, Western Europe has surrendered, so the war can be regarded as over."

"No! Marty, the war isn't over, it's just beginning."

"You think so?" I was a little surprised again.In the newspapers, on the radio, everywhere there was talk that the war was coming to an end.Next, the German people can enjoy the fruits of victory brought about by the war and the peace without humiliation and crime.I don't fully believe the propaganda, but the end of the war, as much as I hoped, seemed inevitable.

"Yes."

"Why? The Germans have already got what they want. They have avenged the last war, there is no unemployment, the economy is developing, and their lives are rich. The Germans all over Europe are proud and satisfied?"

"But Hitler won't be satisfied. Isn't the Luftwaffe bombing Britain?"

"France has surrendered, how long can Britain last?"

"Never! Britain will never surrender."

Zhao is still talking calmly while eating.I'm so surprised I'm used to it.He was much more closed than me, and lived a life almost isolated from the world in the manor, with a newspaper every day and limited radio news. Other than that, there was no one to discuss, chat, or communicate with.Why he came to such a definite conclusion still makes me convinced.

"Then give up. After all, across the strait, the head of state should always have some scruples."

"Even if Britain is abandoned, the Soviet Union will not be abandoned."

"That……"

"This war is just beginning. It's going to get bigger. It's going to involve more and more countries. There's going to be a lot of deaths, a lot of people. You'll regret it if Joseph goes like this, Marty. Talk to him Have a good talk and make sure he comes back."

"Sure." I nodded vigorously. "I would talk to him and ask him to come back, but I really don't know if it will work."

"Of course you can. He loves you." Zhao looked at me firmly, full of love and warmth.

For Joseph, for Yu, for Zhao, for me, for all of us to survive the war.I looked into his eyes and poured the last sip down my throat, my vision blurred, sad and obsessed.How big is your mind?How deep is your love?I always think a bit worse than you, what kind of person are you?

We spread out blankets in front of the fire and lay side by side with our backs against the trunk of the tree.Summer evening is the most pleasant moment, when the evening wind blows away the heat of the day and brings coolness.In the silence, we listened to our own heartbeat, listened to the wind on the top of the mountain blowing through the withered and yellow wormwood, and tasted the spicy breath from the pines and cypresses.A group of insects was illuminated by the last afterglow, like invisible rubber bands, pulling them, flying up and down in the boundless mid-air.

"Are they courting?" Zhao asked.

"I think it's just instinct."

"Courtship is instinct. Even insects have the urge to pursue what they love, let alone humans."

"Many times, human instincts are ignored and suppressed. We have been educated since we were young, this is not right, that is not right, you should do this, you can't do that. What is the standard for those rules and ideas? Many of them are not allowed. It is what we want to do, what we desire; many things that are forbidden to these people are the prerogative of others."

"Thousands of years of human civilization have not always progressed. Sacrifice is the price of progress, and progress makes sacrifice meaningful."

"Is today's sacrifice the price of progress?"

"Yes. It's just that the price is a bit too high. I hope it can make progress come sooner."

I did not answer him, but silently watched his bare neck thrown back against my lap.The jumping flames and the brilliant sunset cast a changing and charming make-up on his face and long golden neck.

My fingers slid lightly over his lips.

He opened his mouth to hold it, stroked my fingers with the tip of his tongue, put the index finger, middle finger, and ring finger into his mouth one by one, licked and sucked.

I felt that I was immersed in warmth and was seen through my mind.He is looking at me tenderly.

"Can you help me take off my clothes?" I begged in a hoarse voice.

Just before eating, I put on my clothes again.I thought Zhao would laugh at me, but he just looked.

Zhao knelt and sat up, and silently and attentively helped me unbutton my shirt one by one.He did it so slowly, so lightly, and when touched occasionally, it immediately bounced away as if frightened, making people more nostalgic and expectant.

Slowly opened the skirt, gently wiped from the shoulders, he kissed the top of my shoulders.There was a small indentation there, and he followed the fur there with the tip of his tongue, poking into the indentation.

My excitement was almost painful, and the contradictions and struggles of depression made it more profound.He is so familiar, like another self; he is so strange, always surprising; I have always known him, but I know nothing about him.

Kiss my lips.We've never kissed so softly and so soothingly.No playfulness, no impulsive attack, only careful tasting, gentle probing.

"It can be heavier, you have to make the other party's breathing disorder."

After hearing this, Zhao's eyes flashed.I lowered my eyes.

Zhao kissed down.I puffed out my chest and pressed his hand against mine. "This is one of the most sensitive parts, you need to pet a little longer."

Sure enough, he lingered on my breasts with both hands for a long time, from time to time he licked, bit and sucked my nipples, and kneaded them lightly and heavily.

"Skin-to-skin kissing is the most effective aphrodisiac, it can wake up the dormant desire and drive away the shyness of girls."

Zhao, who buried his head in front of my chest, was shocked and stopped for a moment, and I also forgot to breathe nervously, but he didn't raise his head, didn't speak, and soon continued to caress.

The electric current of his love came from all parts of his body, his palms, his lips seemed to have magic power, which caused me to tremble.

Zhao supported my back and pushed me down, and retreated between my legs.When his lips touched, I shuddered and grabbed his hair. "Don't! Don't use your mouth, it's too intense and it will scare you."

My hand holding his hair was stiff and numb.For a moment he didn't move, and neither did I.Fortunately, he gave up, his hands stroked the inner thighs, his lips kissed my belly.

"Foreplay...the more feet the better...when immersed in...love...pain will..." I don't know whether it's nervousness or fear or worry, I couldn't make a sentence, I opened my mouth and breathed desperately, and my body couldn't stop shaking.

Akira started lubricating and I stopped him again. "No need, no need."

Zhao stopped again, then suddenly embraced my body, stroked my back gently with both hands, and kissed my lips again, still devoutly, intoxicated, mixed with stupid throbbing. "Are you ready? Are you ready?"

I know he's looking at me, but I can't look at him.I closed my eyes and nodded slightly. "Remember, go all out."

Zhao came in immediately.I was so excited that I arched my body, and a layer of cold sweat broke out instantly.

Zhao stopped.I get a break.

"Does it hurt?"

I managed a small smile. "There is plenty of foreplay, and the pain is also happiness."

Zhao wanted to see it again.I hold him. "Don't look, it's always like this the first time, no man will be distracted at this time."

Zhao still watched it after all, but only after he was done.

From the look on his face, I knew how bad the situation was. "Hey, I acted pretty well, even Luo Hong seems real."

"You..." Zhao trembling lips, unable to continue.

"Are you blaming me?" I wanted to sit up, but there was a pain, and he hugged me.

"This time is the worst, worse than yesterday."

"Because there's very little lubrication."

"Why?"

"Because you have no experience. Women and men are different."

"Are you afraid that I will hurt her?"

I shake my head. "You won't hurt Yu, which worries me even more. Whether it's the first time or not, her libido hasn't awakened yet. You have to be patient. You have to do foreplay. Wait until her body is hot and her breath is unstable. , wait for her to be awakened... Pain is normal, how can it not hurt when bleeding, but you must not care about it, don't look at it, don't be distracted, otherwise you may fail. Don't be too intense, the secret police are very sophisticated, It's too intense, Yu can't bear it, and they will see the problem."

I snuggled into Zhao's arms and finished speaking quietly.Zhao didn't answer.After a while, there was still no sound.I moved and suddenly heard: "I'm not leaving!"

"What?" I was taken aback, not knowing whether to be happy or sad.

"I'm not going, Marty, I'm not getting married! Not leaving you! Why don't you ever say? Never say anything?"

"what did I say?"

"Say you want me to stay, say you won't let me go. Marty, I'll listen to you no matter what. If you say, I'll stay. I don't care about anything else. I don't care about being free. I don't care about going home. I just I care about you, as long as I'm with you... I can't watch you suffer, I can't bear it. Say something, Marty, as long as you say it, I'll stay." Before he finished speaking, the tears that had been held back for a long time finally flowed out.

Zhao lay on my shoulder.Listening to his low sobs and stroking his trembling shoulders, I was stunned for a while, and then sighed deeply: "I can't...I can't, baby...I can't hold you back with love, love is not a part of life. All. If you stay today, you will regret it tomorrow, and our love will turn sour. Baby, you have always been firm, open-minded, you have always known what you want, you have things you want to do, I will not Becoming your obstacle, I will only help you, I swear to send you home, I must do it... I am already very satisfied to have this honeymoon, no matter what happens in the future, I believe that your heart will Be with me forever... Baby, you said you would save money for me, I count on it." I lifted his head up, held his face, kissed his lips, and licked away the tears on his face...