father - home

Zhao lay on top of me panting, chest pressed to chest, head buried in the crescent of my neck, lips wriggling on my skin as he spoke. "You should have told me earlier."

"Ok?"

"It's wonderful, it's amazing."

I'm a little slow to react.There was a sweet, painful swelling in the body he still occupied.

"It's awesome to be in you, to be in you, to be like this, you should have told me sooner."

I finally understood, and couldn't help but laugh. "Haven't you imagined it?"

"It's a hundred times better than all my poor imaginations."

"Really so good?"

"It's even better!"

Zhao's breathing became steady, and he climbed up to kiss my face.

"I know that you have opened an account for me in the memory bank, and I will live on this money in the years to come."

"Then I should save more, or it won't be enough for you."

"I spend a lot of money."

"How long is this enough for you now?"

"It's only two months, half a year at most."

"You are a luxury."

"You forget that I am from aristocratic background, luxury is my nature."

"Then I have to work hard, and I can't let my Marty fall into poverty."

Akira tried to get off me.I am reluctant to leave.

"Didn't you say it was wonderful?"

"I want to be like this forever."

"Didn't you say you want to save more money?"

"I want to save a lot of money, enough to spend your whole life, but not now. It's time for you to rest now, but first you need to clean your wound."

"I dare say, the blood on my face has been licked clean by you."

"There's also the inside, and the wound on the head has to be bandaged, otherwise it will really get inflamed."

Zhao stood up.The body that lost its heat source was blown by the cold wind, and I kept shivering.

"are you cold?"

Zhao helped me sit up and wrapped me in a blanket like a baby.I saw his figure swaying and the flames of the campfire flickering.

"The bonfire is about to go out." I reminded Zhao.The voice was so soft, no wonder he couldn't hear it clearly.

"what?"

"The flames are running wildly, and the campfire is going out."

"Oh, wait a minute, can you sit down?"

I nodded, lower and lower.

Zhao ran away and came back with a lighted lantern in his hand. "Come on, let's go back to the cabin."

Zhao pulled me to my feet.Only then did I realize how weak I was, dizzy, limp, and barely able to walk.Seeing that I was barefoot, Zhao simply picked me up and held a lantern in one hand.I lay on his shoulders, and my stomach felt uncomfortable. Fortunately, the road to the hut was not long, only 30 meters.

Zhao pulled out all the blankets and covered me up, but I was still shaking.I remember that I didn't scream much just now, but my throat was dry and smoky.Zhao held up my head and gave me water.The honey water is really delicious, I think I have fallen in love with it ever since.Just as I was about to say more, Zhao ran away.

When Zhao came back, I vaguely saw him holding a bunch of things, which must be the shotgun, shirt, and... I couldn't figure it out.

Zhao arched his back and was busy in the middle of the room.I wanted to ask him to come and accompany me, but I was too embarrassed to say so. "What are you doing?"

"Oh, I'm lighting the stove."

"Light the stove? Is it summer?"

"You have a fever, it's terrible to catch a cold again. It's still quite cold at night in this mountain."

"Then are you too hot?"

"It's okay. I don't want our honeymoon to be interrupted halfway like this."

"Honeymoon?" I thought I heard it wrong, this word has never had anything to do with me.

"Yes, honeymoon." Zhao came over, leaned down and kissed me, and said affectionately: "This is our honeymoon, Marty, you need to get better soon."

Zhao is not very proficient in lighting the stove, but he is better than me.It took a long time, but it finally lit.Zhao boiled water on the stove, and went in and out for a while.

The temperature of the hut came up, and I was drowsy.When awakened by Zhao, he saw that he had already taken off his breeches and leather boots, and was only wearing a pair of white boxers.

There was a basin of clear water beside the bed, and Zhao tested the temperature of the water with his hand. "The water has just boiled, I added some salt, and the temperature is right now."

It was already very hot in the room, but I still shivered when the blanket was lifted.

"What? Is it cold?" Zhao touched my head and frowned. "You're so hot. Otherwise, we'd better go back tomorrow."

I shook my head quickly.I don't want to interrupt our honeymoon just like that. "Bring me that mirror and let me see it."

Zhao holds the mirror.I tell him to go high, turn left, turn right.I pretended to look very carefully, but in fact, most of the mirror was stained and blurred, and my eyes were also blurred, so I couldn't see anything clearly. "It's okay, nothing." I reached out and touched it. "A little edema, not very hot, there should be no inflammation, just wash it off."

General Zhao looked at me suspiciously, and I smiled weakly.

Zhao took a piece of gauze dipped in light salt water to help me clean the wound.I suddenly remembered that when I woke up, my head was wrapped with a bandage. Looking at the table again, there were plasters, gauze, bandages and other things.

"Zhao, why do you want to bring these things? And how did you find this place?"

"It's not me, it's us."

Zhaosheng was afraid of hurting me, so he moved very carefully and gently, but his tone was somewhat reproachful. I knew he was worried about me, so instead of being angry, his heart was warm.

"Yesterday morning, the farmer came to the manor to find Mr. Reininger and said that you had a car accident and broke the wall of his house. Everyone was terrified. Fortunately, the farmer said that you walked back to the main road by yourself. You should It's all right, but you hit your head. We think you didn't go back to the manor, but went to the camp. Madam said that you left in a hurry in the morning and didn't even eat, so there must be something in the camp. Madam called the camp, and the result You haven't gone, and now everyone is even more nervous. So we divided the work. Mr. Reininger and Wedek went back with the farmer to deal with the aftermath. Joseph and I rode along the road to look for it. We thought you might still be going to the camp. On the way, we walked into every house along the way, questioned every pedestrian, policeman, and railway employee we met, and we walked all the way to the Dachau concentration camp but did not find you."

Zhao didn't pay attention, but I gasped when he said Dachau concentration camp, because his hands were a little heavier at this time, maybe a little distracted.

"Late at night, we came home with nothing, no one was sleeping, and we were all anxiously waiting for the news. Madam asked us to eat first and have a rest. Then Yu pulled me aside and told me quietly about your quarrel. It was just worrying, but now Since I couldn't find you, Yu felt certain that you wanted to avoid everyone on purpose. But where could you go? I asked Joseph if there was any special place for you, such as the hunter's cabin where Sophie was found... ..."

I was throbbing again.Zhao noticed it this time, the more worried he was, the worse it would be, his hands were shaking.

"Then Joseph brought you here?" I said with a smile, trying to relax the atmosphere.

Zhao Ke didn't laugh. "Well, we set off before dawn this morning. Joseph brought a shotgun, a dagger, and Yu prepared these things for us, as well as bread. She remembered that you hit your head and the farmer said you were bleeding. We When I got here, I couldn’t find you. Do you know how anxious I was? Fortunately, Joseph found you by the edge of the woods, otherwise, otherwise, I would really..." Zhao threw the gauze in his hand back into the basin , He has tried his best to restrain himself, but his movements are still a bit loud and his voice is a bit loud. "How could you..." Zhao couldn't continue, turned his head away, and became angry.

I held his hand and saw the sparkle in his lowered eyelids. "It's my fault. I shouldn't have run away. I'm sorry."

Zhao sighed, calmed down, and touched the anti-inflammatory ointment to the wound.

I waited for a while and saw that he was silent, so I asked, "You also made the original wound? It's not bad."

My compliment didn't seem to make him happy, and he still didn't speak.

"You won't tell me that you also shot the rabbit, will you?"

"Joseph, the rabbit was shot by Joseph." Zhao replied sullenly, "He also picked mushrooms and cleaned the place. He didn't touch you, he handed you over to me, and he didn't touch you at all... Marty , he knows it all, doesn't he?"

I didn't speak or nod. I was afraid that he would ask Joseph how he knew it, but I didn't want to tell him.

Zhao didn't press further, he continued: "Joseph said we should stay alone for two days, and we might not have a chance in the future. He told you not to worry, he will take care of things at home. He took your coat away, that Needs dry cleaning. He found your medicine in the coat and told me you had a heart attack and told me to be careful. He also left the gun and the dagger..."

They didn't speak anymore, and there was silence in the hut.At this moment, I don't know what Zhao is thinking, but I am thinking about Joseph.Joseph withdrew voluntarily, but I didn't feel relieved at all.I don't know how we will get along in the future, no matter what, he is my family and a part of my life.

Zhao wrapped a bandage around my head, broke the silence, and brought my thoughts back to the hut.

"why did not you tell me?"

"Ok?"

"Why didn't you tell me about your illness?"

I said indifferently: "It's no big deal, you don't have to worry."

"Do you think I'm a fool?"

His face was directly above me, his eyes fixed on me, and I couldn't even hide from him.

"When was the first time? When did it start? Joseph said you didn't have one before."

I looked at him, the fierce look in his eyes was so fascinating, I didn't know how to answer.I remember the time, place, cause, and process of each attack, and I can remember it clearly.But should I tell him?That is equivalent to recalling the days and nights we were together from the beginning, recalling the ups and downs, life and death we have experienced together.Tears, too many tears, that is our wealth, but so heavy.

Zhaodu was done, I grabbed him. "My father also has this disease. It's really not a big deal. I didn't tell you, just because I was afraid that you would worry. You see, I always carry medicine with me. For you, I will take good care of my health. Zhao, you are my most precious Man, you are the reason I live, as long as you are here, I will not die."