father - home

I'm in the cellar, trying to get myself drunk, otherwise I don't know how to spend the night.

Someone came in, I thought it was Zhao, I poured wine into the empty glass. "You can't drink yet, so I'll come first."

After dinner, while he was talking with Yu's uncle, I sneaked away.I hope he will come to me, but I am afraid that he will come, or he will come and tell me what to do.

"You are indeed here."

I was startled and raised my head suddenly, why is it jade?

I hurriedly stood up, knocking my hips against the edge of the table, and the wine in the bottle poured out of the glass.

"Fortunately, I haven't drunk too much." Yu sat down at the table and smiled. "Maybe I can have a drink with you."

I turned around and took another clean cup, but Yu had already drained the original one.That's the cup I drank from earlier.She seemed a little drunk before she even started drinking.

I poured both glasses, and with the lady, I can't drink straight from the bottle.

"Is this year's new wine? Joseph said this year's wine is very good." Yu raised his glass and only took a sip this time.

"Yes."

Yu took another sip, then lifted the cup to the lamp, shook it gently, and looked at it carefully like an expert. "It's so beautiful...it's not bad..." she muttered to herself, her eyes gradually becoming foggy.

I think she is not talking about wine, she is recalling those beautiful and sad moments.

"That day, you played Canon in D major with Zhao, it was really beautiful... really beautiful..."

"You dance beautifully too." I said it sincerely.On the day of grape harvesting, Yu kept dancing for almost the whole night, with Zhao and me. Later, the boys in the village lined up to dance with her, but it was not Zhao and I.In fact, I know that she deliberately avoided us and gave us a chance.

"Madam said you play the piano better, when will you play with Zhao again." That night, I played the cello.

"Okay, I would like to have a chance. I will definitely play it to you. It would be a great honor to play for you."

"thanks, you are so kind."

Yu smiled sweetly, stood up and took two steps outside, then stopped again, hesitating whether to turn around or not.

"Yu, do you have anything to do with me?" I asked tentatively.

"Oh, it's okay." Yu turned around, wondering if it was because of drinking that the girl's cheeks were heavily flushed. "I want to say sorry to you. I didn't expect what happened today."

Do you mean that Dean Catherine will officiate your wedding tomorrow? "That can't blame you."

"I think you think it's better for us to accept."

Sometimes, I think you understand me better than anyone else. "Otherwise there is no way to explain it."

"Yes. It's just..." Yu hesitated for a moment, and didn't continue, but said: "It's late, go to bed early, don't you want to go to the monastery tomorrow morning?"

Oh yes.Go to the monastery early tomorrow morning, Abbot Catherine will preside over their wedding.Fortunately, the marriage registration appointment at the Munich City Hall is in the afternoon, otherwise it will really be too late.I can't get drunk, tomorrow is important, I have to be fresh, Jade is here to remind me.

"Okay, I'll go back. When everyone is asleep, I will go to the guest room."

"No need...or..." Yu hurriedly replied, her voice was very soft, her head was lowered, and I couldn't see her expression.

I understand that's not appropriate. If Yu's uncle sees it, it will only be more troublesome.

I gently hold Yu's hand. "Please trust me."

Yu hooked the corners of his mouth, nodded, and never raised his eyes to look at me, and didn't say anything.

The night was long and short, exhilarating and tormenting at the same time.We lie in bed.I turned my back to Zhao and opened my eyes, but I couldn't close them no matter what.When Zhao falls asleep, I turn over again, and I can see his face clearly, his peaceful and charming sleeping face, I will keep looking at it, imprint it in my mind, and engrave it in my heart.

I didn't wait for the familiar slight snoring sound, but Zhao grabbed my arm. "Are you going to keep your eyes open until dawn?"

I was awkward for two seconds, but I still couldn't help turning over.I'm longing, God knows how I'm longing, and so is Zhao.

Zhao held my hand and lay on his side facing me. In the night, he stared at me so gently. "Aren't you going to sleep? Or do you want me to either?"

"What?" I panicked.I know I shouldn't.

"The posture, like something's going to happen, we're waiting for what's going to happen. Do you want something to happen?"

"No." Yu reminded me that I must ensure that everything goes well tomorrow and that Zhaoneng will pass the test smoothly.

"Okay then, let's go to sleep." Zhao Yi clasped his hands and pulled me into his arms.

I lay half on top of him, with my head resting on his chest, and I heard his solid and powerful heartbeat, which was the most effective lullaby for me.

September 1940, 9, Monday, the first day of the eighth month of the Chinese lunar calendar.

It was a bit hectic in the morning because I had to arrive at the monastery before nine o'clock.

Mr. Reininger brought breakfast while we were washing up. "Madam ordered that the two newlyweds have breakfast in the room. I think you must be willing to join us, young master."

I was stunned for a moment, and immediately understood that this is a custom about trying not to meet each other before marriage. "Okay, let it go."

The old butler bowed respectfully, checking my expression from time to time.

They must be worried.Everyone didn't say anything, but they were worried in their hearts.

I smiled at the old butler. "Thank you, Mr. Reininger, we'll be down on time."

When Zhao came out of the bathroom, I was pouring milk for him.He had just taken a shower, his hair was still wet, a bath towel was wrapped around his waist, and his clean-shaven cheeks were a little blue.

"Come and eat, it's still hot."

"Room service? Really thoughtful." Zhao rarely teased like this.I glanced at him uneasily.Since the fight yesterday, Zhao has been very firm and restrained, but these concerns, blessings, traditions, and habits that pop up from time to time have challenged our willpower time and time again.Not only do we have to bear it ourselves, but we also worry about each other, because we gradually find that we didn't quite understand what it meant when we made the decision.So far, there is no way, no choice, no way out, no matter what kind of suffering, what kind of pain, we have to bear it.

As Zhao stood drinking milk and bent over to pick up a croissant, I smelled a very nice smell mixed with spearmint.The shampoo and shaving soap I use are all spearmint, but I have never felt such a good smell, cool, sweet and fragrant.I couldn't help but indulge in it, and when I was tying Zhao's bow tie, I was actually distracted.

"Hi, it's a little too tight." Zhao called me softly.

"Oh," I reacted, took off the bow tie and hit it again. "What now?"

Zhao turned his neck. "OK."

I buttoned the black enamel cuff buttons that matched the buttons on the frock shirt. "You still lack a watch." I took off my Blancpain gold watch from my wrist and put it on for him.

"This……"

Zhao's wrist is a little thinner than mine, just a little, less than half a frame.This is the best. I have worn the watch for ten years, and the leather strap has already had deep lines. It is best not to change it. "very suitable."

Without looking up, I stroked the face, the brown leather strap, and the hand that wore it. "This is a gift from my mother when I was young."

"What else?"

"what?"

"If there are any other gifts, give them to me together, I am suitable."

I smiled, but he didn't, his eyes full of worry.

Zhao put on a black dress.I remembered that Zhao once said that he didn't want to wear a dress, so it turned out that he didn't want to be the groom.But how beautiful he was in his dress.

"It's so beautiful, I should really order a set for you."

"Didn't it mean that both yours and mine are suitable? Why do you need to order?"

I pinned a white rose on his collar. "You are the most beautiful groom I have ever seen."

Zhao took my hand, raised it to his lips, lowered his eyes, and kissed for a long time. "You're the saddest best man I've ever met."