father - home

I was hit hard in the chest, a punch or a palm?Finally, he took a breath and gained some consciousness.I still can't see, I can't hear, but I know someone is with me.

There should be more than one, several people surrounded me.

I wanted to laugh, to be annoyed, to be frustrated that such painstaking efforts to hide my pain were all in vain.But maybe it's not obvious, I didn't cry, I didn't drink away my sorrows, I didn't have a nervous breakdown... so what is this?A sudden heart attack without warning, after all, there must be an incentive, too tired, too much pressure, or too much stimulation?What would Anders Schulz think?He must have known, probably right next to me, in the crowd.

I was lying on the carpet in the hallway surrounded by a group of people.They panicked and faced a dead man.

I didn't die, was driven back by my father, or was saved by someone.who?Who saved me?

That person was very professional, untied my bow tie and shirt, gave me first aid, injections, heart massage, artificial respiration... I always have such a good luck, and I always meet noble people.

I'm tired, tired, tired.Before being lifted, I lost consciousness again, but this time in sleep.

When I woke up, it was so bright that I couldn't see anything except the beautiful angel.Their bodies melted into the white background, and I could not have seen them but for their golden hair and blue eyes.

I'm confused and my head hurts.My father said stop me from going to hell, but how did I get to heaven?Could it be that God changed his mind?

No!I am in a hurry.You said it was not yet time!It's you who made me insist!I'm not going anywhere!I don't leave!I jumped up all of a sudden, my eyes went dark, and I fell back again.

My spirit, or genie as I call it, is in and out of my body all the time.While they were rescuing me—Joe was among those rescuing me—the elf would be watching, anxious, angry, and stomping.I told it not to worry, with Qiu here, you can rest assured.But it didn't listen, and floated around, making me dizzy.It speaks in my ear and makes a wish: You are obedient, I will take you out to play, and take you to the place you most want to go.It also scares me: If you dare to behave badly, I will ignore you again.

I am good, I am very good, very obedient, and I am very relieved.

The soul returned to my body in time, and it counted as it said, and took me to the place I wanted to go the most: the hunter's cabin, the waterfall with three rainbows, the mountain where Zhao and I waited for the sunrise together - Jungfraujoch, and The water town in the south of the Yangtze River where Zhao grew up, the small courtyard with white walls and black tiles, the Shikumen, the Bund, and the racecourse in Shanghai where Zhao lived... led by the elves without being tired at all, he flew across the ocean and mountains almost instantly.I refuse to stop and rest, the next, and the next place, and the next...

It’s just that there is no shadow of Zhao in those places, I can’t help feeling a little regretful, I can no longer be alone with you, I can no longer have sex with you, catch fish, ride horses, swim, and sail together.I won't ask for that again, I just want to see you.As long as I can see you, I am satisfied.

"I'm here... honey, I'm here..."

I heard you calling me, but where are you?Although your home is not as big as the Caesar Manor, there are many houses. I searched for each room, the kitchen, the wing room, the Buddhist hall, the living room, the study... I have been to and searched for them all, except for one, There are big red happy characters on the door, I dare not enter, and the big carved bed in the room is covered with red curtains, are you inside?I dare not enter, never again.

"Marty, what's the matter with you? What's the matter with you? What do you want me to do? How can I feel relieved? What should I do with you?"

It's raining?Oh, it's the dew dripping from the roof tiles.Jiangnan is always humid and rainy.

The dew dripped on my eyes, and I tried to wipe it off, but couldn't lift my hand.Someone is holding it, warm and soft, in contrast, my hand is cold.I like it so much, it's so comfortable, let him hold it like this.

Rulan's breath breathed on my face, and someone helped me wipe the water droplets from my eyes. That feeling was not gauze, not cotton balls, not the skin on the back of the hand, not the palm, but the soft lips, the softness between the lips. Rigid, hot and greasy tongue.Those lips and tongues wandered over my face, kissing and licking away the drops of water dripping on my face and overflowing from my eyes.

It's smells that first help me figure out what's going on.Alcohol, camphor, and disinfectant are the unique smell of the hospital. I am lying on the hospital bed; The smell of orchid fragrance is unique to Zhao, the most reassuring and refreshing breath for me.

I strained to open my eyes.He was right in front of me, and the blurry image became clear.Sometimes I'm forced to close my eyes because he's kissing them.Sometimes all I could see was his black hair, the richer spearmint, his face buried deep in my neck.

"My baby..." I yelled, but I didn't hear any sound at all, as if a ball of cotton was stuffed in my throat.I coughed hard, trying to cough out the cotton, and wanted to talk to him, but unexpectedly, there was a sharp pain in my chest, which made me break out in cold sweat and tears.

"Don't..." Zhao was frightened by me, staring in panic, holding my head with trembling hands. "What's wrong?"

"No... nothing... I just wanted to call you."

"I'm here...I'm here." His lips pressed together.

I was surprised and delighted.How I longed for it, but unfortunately I am a little powerless now.one way or another?I have to respond to him, even if I die one more time.

But I was wrong, Zhao didn't want to kiss me, he just kissed my lips, moistened my dry and peeling lips with the tip of his tongue, and then licked away the tears on my face with the tip of his tongue like a puppy , his and mine.

I watched him smile, and I knew it was weak, but as long as I could see him, I couldn't help it.

He also laughed, blinked, and shed tears again.

I had a drip on my right hand and a bandage on my left, probably from the pin.It's just right to have a bandage, and I also want to help him wipe away his tears. He shed a lot of tears today.I lifted my left hand vigorously, halfway through, Zhao held it, and he pressed my hand to his cheek, wiping the tears from his own face with the bandage on my palm.The bandages were soaked, and the tears were still streaming.

"Don't cry, baby, am I alive?"

"Joe said you nearly died."

"fur?"

"I am very worried about you. You are not right this morning. You know how scared I am. I told Joe to follow you until you returned to the manor. I didn't expect...you really..."

It turned out to be like this, no wonder... I felt so happy, and all the pain and suffering became insignificant.my darling!my sweetheart!I want to touch your face, but through the bandage...

Zhao knelt down in front of the bed, resting his head on the edge of the bed, and put my right hand on his cheek, which was dripping.

I stroked his cheek gently, smooth and delicate. "Thank you!"

"What to do in the future?"

"Ok?"

"Last time there was Joseph, this time there is Qiu, your illness is getting worse and worse, what will you do next time?"

"No, the worst is over."

"It's all because of me. You have done too much for me. You have done what you can, and you have done what you can't. If I knew that loving you would cause you so much harm, I would rather not... ..."

My hand was on his cheek, covering his mouth quickly at this moment, I shook my head. "Don't think like that. It's not your style, you never regret anything, baby. I don't regret it, I don't regret loving you, I don't regret doing it all. It's the most beautiful love , are the best mistakes. The best things in life are often mistakes."

"what……"

"That's what my father said." I said with reverence, relief, even pride. "He told me that I still have responsibilities to you, to Joseph, to my mother, and everyone else, so don't worry, as long as you live, I won't die."

"Marty!" Zhao turned his head and buried his face in the quilt.

He was wearing a collared shirt and tie, which made it hard to lie on the bed.I wanted to wake him up, but seeing his slightly trembling shoulders, I'd better wait.I stroked his short black hair, the soft skin behind his ears, and the hairline on the back of his neck. I thought it would be as hard as a beard, but it wasn't at all.

He is like a child lying on his father's hospital bed. He needs to cry, vent, and absorb strength from the pain of his relatives to grow rapidly.Tend to calm, restrain tears, hide sadness.When he straightened up and looked down at me, his smile was like a spring breeze, although his eyes were still a little red.

"Qiu said, you must rest well this time and leave the hospital when you recover. I want to stay and take care of you."

Just as I wanted to stop it, Zhao Yi waved his hand and continued: "But this is not suitable. I am on my honeymoon. So, I will go back to the manor with Yu in the afternoon, and then come back tomorrow, and I will go with Yu. Anyway, I can't go anywhere else place."

I wanted to tell him that it was unnecessary and that I would be discharged from the hospital in a day or two, but seeing his expression, I decided not to go against his will.It won't be tiring to let Wei Deke pick them up every day, not to mention that my mother will definitely come when she knows.

Jade, I just remembered. "Zhao, why are you alone, Yu?"

"Yu and her uncle are at the doctor's, and Qiu is with her."

Qiu is a surgeon and cannot be my attending physician.

"What? Yu's uncle hasn't returned to Berlin yet?"

"He wants to wait until you wake up and make sure you're okay before leaving."

"Oh, go and get them here, and don't delay the train."

Zhao is reluctant to part.We both understood that this was the alone time that Jade helped us buy.But we can't be too selfish. In this matter, if we must discuss who suffered the most, it would be Yu.

Zhao turned and went out, I stopped him, told him to come to the bed, and helped him straighten his tie, which was a little crooked when he was lying on the bed just now.