father - home

The afterglow of the setting sun dyes the earth red, and the fiery red sun hangs above the skyline composed of lakes and mountains. It is so big that it makes people feel that the distance is very close, as if they can reach it with a hand.On the opposite side of it, in the eastern sky, a translucent moon has quietly risen.

I stood on the balcony and smoked.What a beautiful view, what a beautiful dusk, so peaceful and far-reaching, the weather is myriad.It is one of the two most beautiful moments in the world, the moment of beginning and end, birth and death, sunrise and sunset.

"Marty."

I turned around and it was my mother.

"Annie makes good beef. Go and eat some."

"I'll eat later."

"You need something to eat. You haven't eaten anything today."

"I can not eat."

I thought my mother would leave, but she came up to me. "Give me one."

I was taken aback for a moment, and my impression was that my mother didn't smoke.I offered a cigarette and lit it for her.I suddenly remembered seeing a photo of my mother when she was young.In the photo, my mother is wearing a low-waisted straight dress with beaded tassels, holding a long ivory cigarette holder in her hand, which is still in the drawer of her dressing table.

The breeze blows the hair on her temples, the sunset covers her with gorgeous colors, and the smoke eases the resolute expression on her face. The mother is so charming, vivid and serene.I stared blankly.

"You're well prepared, aren't you? It's going to be all right. First births are always difficult, and it took me a long time to have you."

I heard from Mrs. Reininger that my mother had a very difficult time giving birth to me, nearly twenty hours.

"It's early and I'm not ready." It's true.I prepared surgical kits and observed delivery and cesarean delivery, but never performed it myself.If everything goes well, no problem, but in case... I only have book knowledge, which is not enough!It's not enough to use it on jade!No!There is no chance, even if I can do it and have the equipment, I can't do a caesarean section at home.Too dangerous and the consequences too dire.

"You're under too much pressure, son. Believe in yourself and God." Mother patted my hand.My hands were shaking all the time. "God is merciful. God arranged for them to have children, not for punishment."

God arranged for them to have children to give us hope.With this belief, I persisted with Yu.

For one minute or half a minute, the labor pains continued continuously and continuously. After persisting for several hours, Yu lost consciousness several times.I was heartbroken and helpless. I wanted to use morphine to relieve Yu's pain, but I didn't dare.I didn't know what morphine would do to the baby and the birth process, my knowledge was too poor, my preparation was too poor.I kept checking the condition of Yu and the condition of the child again and again.If the fetal heart rate was not always so strong, I would have sent Yu to the hospital long ago.

Yu must be a kid, so let's treat it as a kid.Now you kid has made enough trouble, and made your mother miserable, please do me a favor, feel sorry for her, come out quickly.

Someone probably talked to Lily. Wedec is fine. I did this just as a precaution. Now is an extraordinary period, and the little girl's anger has long since subsided, so she volunteered to help me.

It just so happened that the mother and the Reiningers were both old and not suitable for staying up late.So I left Lily and told them all to go to sleep, but I knew none of them would actually go to sleep.

Sure enough, when the labor began, Mrs. Reininger had already boiled the hot water and everything was ready.

I asked Mrs. Reininger to get a towel for Jade to chew on.Mrs. Reininger took Yu's hand and helped her to push together.

I told Yu not to rush, relax first, wait for my order, and then work hard together.Before this, I cut Yu’s perineum sideways according to the book, which can prevent the perineum from tearing when the fetus is delivered, but the result is still torn, which is terrible because the fetus is too big.

When I saw the fetal head delivered first, I almost exclaimed: "Oh my God!" It was so big, completely beyond expectations, no wonder Yu was unable to give birth.

I didn't use anesthesia, and Yu didn't respond, because the pain was nothing compared to what she was going through now.It was Lily beside me who was pale and trembling from the bloody mess.I suddenly regretted leaving her alone.She is still a girl, after seeing such a tragic birth, is she still willing to endure such pain?

Yu used his last strength to deliver the fetal head, and then lost consciousness.

sleep!Good girl!have a rest!I'll do the next thing.

The baby was delivered without incident, and it was so big that even Mrs. Reininger couldn't keep her mouth shut.

I dealt with the umbilical cord and suddenly realized there was no crying.I grabbed the baby's two little feet with one hand, lifted him upside down, and slapped his little buttocks with the other hand, but there was still no sound.how come?His fetal heart rate was still strong half an hour ago, but now he is suffocating?Could it be... you damn little bastard, you are so strong and huge, in order to come into this world, you tortured your mother and split her body apart, why?In the end you didn't hold on!How can you have no voice?How can you suffocate?I got angry and slapped his little ass hard.Death, fear, and horrible scenes of the past flashed through my mind. Suddenly, I picked up the child and kissed his little mouth... I used this method to save Zhao, God help me, let me save him again children, our children...

The 4.6 kg big fat boy, who is less than one month old, was born three weeks prematurely, which is simply a miracle.

Mother hugged him, excited. "Annie, almost half the size Marty was when she was born."

"No, I've never seen one this big."

"Thanks to Yu, it's really difficult for her... How is Yu?"

"She's fine, just too weak."

"It's natural, it's incredible, it's a miracle."

"Ma'am, how wrinkled her face is, she looks like a little old man." Lily had already recovered from the shock, and turned around the mother and the baby excitedly.

"Silly girl, newborn babies are like this, and they grow slowly."

"His hair is so black, and it's quite hard."

This is probably the most Chinese characteristic of a baby.In addition, the bridge of the nose is high, the eyelashes are long, the eyes are closed, they must be black when they are opened, and the skin all over the body is red and red.

I handed over the baby to the mother and the others, and stayed by Yu's side by myself.Yu had been in a coma and woke up once, and I told her the baby was safe.She seemed to want to laugh, but couldn't do it, and then fell asleep all the time.This time when she woke up, she was thinking about the child, and now she was relieved, and could not wake up without worrying about it.

From time to time, I tried her body temperature and measured her pulse, and my heart never really let go.

Unexpectedly, Yu's worry became a reality, the child almost didn't hold on, God bless, he survived, but Yu... Yu's body was seriously injured, and recovery will be very slow.I double checked the placenta and it appears to be intact but not sure, I have no experience.If there is placental tissue left in the abdominal cavity, even a little bit, it will cause infection, and the consequences will be disastrous.