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"No! Definitely not!" Zhaogai didn't know what my so-called curse contained, but what did it matter?Any curse will be unbreakable under this sunshine.

"I didn't feel very sad about my uncle's death at the time, because I couldn't understand what happened. Four months later, my mother gave birth to a younger sister, Sophie. I jumped for joy when I first saw Sophie , I thought it was my uncle who had come back to life, his clear blue eyes were exactly the same as my uncle's. I yelled for my mother to send little Sophie to grandma. I came back. But no one listened to me. Grandpa stipulated that this matter should not be mentioned again, and no one dared to say anything more.

"I am very close to Sophie. As long as I am around, she doesn't even want a mother or a nanny. I like her very much, and I often hallucinate that she is my uncle. I love her. I started to let her wear my childhood clothes. clothes, dressed her up as a boy, and in the end, I actually cut her hair. Sophie was still very excited, she was always willing to do anything to make me happy, but my father got angry and beat me hard A meal. That was the first time my father hit me. Maybe my father was worried about my sexual orientation at that time, and he was afraid that the tragedy that happened to my uncle would happen again. I lay in bed for a week, with a high fever, and my consciousness was in a daze. Seeing that Sophie was crying, my uncle was laughing for a while, and Joseph and Verma for a while. Later, I intentionally distanced myself from Sophie, and my mother cared more about her, and hired her a private tutor.

"That summer vacation, I was very upset because Verma confessed his love to Joseph. They were already old enough to get married, but Joseph was mine. He said he loved me, but he didn't have the courage to tell Verma the truth. Joseph I grew up with Verma, and I have a deep relationship. Although it is not love, he does not want Verma to be hurt. I thought that he was indecisive and would definitely harm others and himself, so I designed it to make Verma retreat.

"That night, I let Verma see something she didn't want to see. At dawn, Verma had already left, leaving a note telling her not to look for her. Although this result was a bit unexpected, it was also reasonable. I'm sure that nothing serious will happen to the character of the horse. But what I didn't expect was that Sophie was also missing. Everyone went out to look for Sophie. After two whole days, they finally found Sophie in the hunter's lodge on the mountain. That's where I often took Where she went to play. She was delirious. My father took her to the hospital in Munich. I refused to leave. Sophie kept calling my name. I had a feeling that I had killed her. Sure enough, she The first one after waking up was to call me, I held her hand, she looked at me, but didn’t speak, just watched. I understood what she meant, she saw it all. I said sorry to her. She waved her hand, Let me not say it, and then she burst into tears. I suddenly realized that I have been wrong all these years. I like Sophie, not because she is the rebirth of Uncle. She is not like Uncle at all, she is Sophie, and I am cute I love her, my sister. 'Tell me.' she said. 'I love you, sister. I love you, my Sophie.' I fainted. When I woke up, Sophie Fei has already gone... because of Sophie's death, the search for Verma was delayed. When Verma was found, she was already married."

Zhao pulled his hand out of my arms and sat up.I sat up too and looked at his back.

"You should despise me. I have never dared to tell you. First, I am afraid of memories, and second, I am afraid of losing you... Have I lost you? Zhao?"

Zhao stood up, straightened his chest, and seemed to take a few deep breaths. "Why tell me now?"

"I don't know. When I saw this apple tree just now, I was so scared and nervous. After Sophie died, I became more and more convinced that it was my uncle's curse. My uncle, who only saw one side in my memory, But it had a profound impact on me. I kept thinking, what did my uncle do wrong, he was punished like that, tortured, and finally died alone in a dirty, damp trench, without even a lover I never want to do that, I want to fight for my rights, for my love. But then, I found out that I hurt everyone, Sophie, Joseph, Verma, Verma's parents and my father, mother... I have hurt almost everyone who loves me and the people I love. Now, it is possible that I am hurting you too." I stood up behind Zhao and put my hand on his shoulder, "For the past two days, I have been I was thinking, if it wasn't for me, Joseph would marry Verma and have a normal life. He didn't need to go to the front to fight, he would die at any moment. If it wasn't for me, Verma wouldn't run away from home, whenever he saw Trainin The longing and sadness in the eyes of Mr. and Mrs. Ge, I feel ashamed; if it weren't for me, Sophie wouldn't have died; if it wasn't for me... If I had found Yu earlier and told her about your situation, you would have married Yu , you can go back to your country, you just..."

"Do you regret it?" Zhao interrupted me, still turning his back to me.

"Regret, very regret. How many times have I prayed to God, if Sophie can come back to life, if everyone can be happy and happy, I would rather die alone."

"Do you think they're really happy?"

"I……"

"Do you think your sacrifice can be exchanged for their happiness?"

"..." I was puzzled and didn't know how to answer.For so many years, I never figured out what to do.

Zhao turned around, cupped my face in both hands, and gazed into my eyes affectionately and firmly. "I don't know what other people think, I just know that it's your love that kept me alive, all I know is that I'm happy, all I know is that I love you. Honey, I love you! Honey, you'll never Losing me. No matter where I am, my heart will stay with you. To meet you and fall in love with you is the greatest luck and happiness in my life." Zhao kissed and kissed away the tears that kept pouring out of me .

We kissed for a long time, I don't know if it was due to the lack of oxygen from the kiss, it felt dark, or the sun shyly hid, the sky seemed to be much darker.

"Please, don't cry anymore. The dignified baron, his eyes are red and swollen, what do you look like?"

"You cry better than I do." I said stiffly, embarrassed.

"But my eyes won't be as red as yours."

"That's a race relationship."

"Who said that?"

"Yes."

We went to the stream to wash our faces, and dipped our heads directly into the clear stream water. When I looked up, the water from my hair shook Akira, and Akira threw the water at me, and I fought back. He ran, and I chased him; Rabbit, I also rode the silver sword; one after the other we ran back to lunch.

We were playing and talking, and I was immersed in happiness. I didn't expect that Zhao's attitude towards me would undergo a 180-degree change that afternoon.