it was definitely an accident

After the military training, Su Yunhe's study and life were on the right track, and he lived a fulfilling life every day. The main reason was that as a freshman, he was in the stage of groping for everything. People said that the college entrance examination was a turning point in life. , as if life has become different.

The start of school at S University was relatively late, and with the addition of a week of military training, the National Day came within a few days of class.

Su Yunhe originally wanted to take advantage of the National Day holiday to stay in a hostel with Ling Shiji for a few days, and the National Day is the peak tourist season. He heard from Du Beibei that all the rooms in the hostel were booked a few days ago, so he went to The hostel can still help, and most importantly, Chen Minling has resigned.

It's a pity that he thought perfectly, but there is no reason not to go home. It can't be said that the National Day is a 7-day holiday, so he has to go to the hostel to do volunteer work, right?And just the day before the holiday, Su's mother called him to ask him to go home, and warned him not to think about playing around crazy, and his stern tone made him dare not complain.

Su Yunhe had no choice but to pack his luggage and go home. After discussing with Ling Shiji, he decided to come back two days in advance, or stay in the hotel for two days.

Ling Shiji proposed to send him back, but Su Yunhe refused. City S is not very far from City F, but at least it would take several hours by car. He couldn't bear Ling Shiji's hard work, so he delayed Carrying the suitcase, An Yihan and the others took the bullet train back together.

In fact, in the final analysis, going to the hostel to help is just an excuse. Su Yunhe knows that he is just reluctant to leave Ling Shiji. He and Ling Shiji love each other and are in a sticky love period. While Ji was in the company, he couldn't bear to miss Ling Shiji.

The longer the two get along day and night, the more he cannot do without Ling Shiji. He is moved by Ling Shiji's tolerance, consideration and affection for him. Ling Shiji has long been an inseparable part of his life. The air in the room was full of Ling Shiji's breath.

Coming out of the train station, Su's father was already waiting for him in the parking lot, and An Yihan's family members also came to pick them up. After making an appointment for the next meeting, Su Yunhe dragged his suitcase and followed Su's father into the car .

Father Su saw Su Yun and the bracelet on his wrist at a glance, frowned slightly, and started the car silently.

When she got home, Su's mother had already prepared the dinner. Seeing Su Yunhe came back, she stepped forward to help Su Yunhe pull the suitcase in and put it back in the room. She asked Su Yunhe to wash her face first, and she went back to the kitchen to pack the suitcase. The food is served on the table, and the family prepares to eat.

Su Yunhe walked into the restaurant, smelling the aroma of the food, suddenly felt empty in his stomach, and eagerly picked up the rice bowl.

"Eat slowly, it looks like you've been hungry for a few days." Mother Su patted Su Yunhe on the back with a smile.

"It's been a long time since I ate the food cooked by Mom. No matter how delicious the school food is, how can it compare with Mom's cooking skills?"

Hearing this, Mother Su couldn't laugh or cry: "By the way, how are you doing at school? Are you still used to it?"

"Very good." Su Yunhe nodded while eating, "The students in the class are all pretty good, and the class is not very intense."

Mother Su smiled reassuringly, she saw the bracelet on Su Yunhe's wrist at a glance, and said in a daze, "Yunhe, who bought you the bracelet?"

Su Yun and Jia Cai's hand paused, subconsciously withdrew it, and apologized with a guilty smile: "It's just a high-quality imitation, bought online for a few hundred yuan, just take it with you for fun..."

Su's mother suddenly put down her chopsticks with a "snap" and stared at Su Yunhe seriously: "Su Yunhe, have you learned to deceive your parents now? Are your parents really so ignorant? Your father and I have never been financially I have been harsh on you, and I gave you a lot of pocket money, but it is not enough to buy a [-] bracelet, let me tell you, where did this bracelet come from?"

Su Yunhe lowered his head and silently put down his chopsticks, and gently held the bracelet with his right hand. He knew that once he put on this bracelet, it would be tantamount to exposing his relationship with Ling Shiji to his parents. The parents' eyes didn't refuse at the beginning, they just didn't want to escape.

Su Yunhe doesn't feel how shameful his relationship with Ling Shiji is. Even if he can't hold hands in public, he doesn't want to lie to his closest relatives. Perhaps this is a good opportunity to confess, regardless of his parents. Can you accept it, this day will come sooner or later.

Ling Shiji said that he would take him home to meet his parents, and he also agreed to Ling Shiji. Only with the consent of both parents can he be with Ling Shiji at ease, otherwise there will always be a knot in his heart. Every time he sees his parents, he feels guilty.

Su Yunhe took a breath, and said softly: "Parents, there is something I want to tell you, I, I and Ling Shiji are together."

There was another "pop", and Father Su's soup spoon fell into the soup bowl. He looked at his son, who had always been well-behaved and obedient, in disbelief, and then his expression was stained with anger, and he asked in a cold voice: "Together What do you mean? Tell me clearly!"

Facing such a strict father, Su Yunhe wanted to escape for a moment, wanted to tell his father that he was just joking just now, but he had no way out, and he didn't want to lose the courage to continue loving Ling Shiji, he had already let his parents down, I can no longer feel sorry for Ling Shiji who loves him.

"Mom, I'm sorry, please forgive me. Shiji and I love each other. We are already together. I hope my parents can accept me and Shiji. Originally, Shiji and I planned to find an appropriate time to sit down with my parents." Come down and talk, but..."

"Okay, very good, my good son, I send you out to study, is this how you repay me?" Su's father was trembling with anger, heartache has long replaced anger, Su Yunhe is his most precious son, he is his whole life. His pride, but now it hurts his heart the most.

Father Su's heart ached to the extreme, and he raised his hand angrily. Su Yunhe didn't escape, but closed his eyes sadly. Facing Su Yunhe's stubbornness, Father Su couldn't slap him any longer, and finally pushed the chair away dejectedly. Stand up, turn around and walk out of the dining room, and sit down on the sofa in the living room.

"Dad..." Su Yunhe looked at Father Su's back. Father Su seemed to have aged a lot all of a sudden, which made his eyes blush.

At this moment, he is regretful, regretting his impulsiveness, just now he should just find a reason to prevaricate, even if it is a gift from a rich local classmate in the class, it will not make his father so sad, at most he will be scolded by Su's father a few times In other words, let him return it.

"Mom..." Su Yunhe turned back to look at Su Mu, Su Mu's eyes were flushed, and she left the restaurant silently.

Facing the empty dining room, Su Yunhe lowered his head sadly, with the table of meals carefully prepared by Su's mother. The tears he held back finally fell, and he covered his face and wept silently. He would rather his father's slap just now could slap him. On his face, at least let his father vent his anger.

I hope that my mother can be like before, once he made a mistake, she will severely criticize and educate him, and don't say a word like now. Su Yunhe knows that his parents must be heartbroken, and they don't even have the thought of educating him. He was scared and didn't know what to do.

The atmosphere at home seemed particularly heavy. Su Yunhe stayed in the dining room for a long time, but Su's father and Su's mother didn't say a word in the living room.

At this time Ling Shiji called, and the ringing of the phone broke the silence in the room. Su's father and Su's mother finally responded and stared at him expressionlessly. Su Yunhe stared blankly at the phone screen, but there was nothing left The courage to reach out to pick it up, the phone rang until it hung up automatically.

Su Yunhe didn't dare to speak, sat on the sofa peacefully, and didn't go to pick up the mobile phone on the coffee table. After another 10 minutes of silence, the phone rang again. Su Yunhe looked at Ling Shiji's name, His eyes were flushed again with distress, Ling Shiji must be very anxious.

Mother Su picked up the phone and hung up, then turned off the phone and threw it back on the coffee table.

Su Yunhe lowered his head silently. He knew that resisting his parents' wishes would only be counterproductive. He could understand their parents' feelings. The last thing parents want to see is their children being criticized. Parents are very emotional now, and they all need to calm down .

All night, Su Yunhe tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. Su's mother took the mobile phone back to the room. Thinking that Ling Shiji couldn't contact him, he must have stayed up all night. Ling Shiji, who is so shrewd, must have guessed what he said. With the situation around him, he was worried that Ling Shiji would chase after him.

With his eyes open until dawn, Su Yunhe got up from the bed and stayed up all night. His head hurt like it was going to explode. He washed up briefly, opened the door of the room, and heard a slight sound coming from the living room. After cleaning, he told him with bloodshot eyes that his mother also stayed up all night.

"Mom..." Su Yunhe stepped forward and called softly.

Mother Su didn't seem to see him, and continued to wipe the coffee table without looking back.

"Mom, don't be like this, okay? You can beat me and scold me, please don't ignore me." Su Yunhe choked up and begged, "Mom, I know I let you and dad down, but I really love Shiji , I want to be with him, we didn't do anything harmful, why can't we accept us?"

"Mom, I've never told you and Dad about these things. I knew my sexual orientation many years ago. At that time, I was very scared and didn't dare to tell anyone, and I couldn't let everyone see that I was different. I pretended nothing happened in front of you, and tried my best to suppress myself."

"I can only find comfort on the Internet. People on the Internet are much more tolerant of sexual orientation. At that time, I found an idol on the Internet. He is an Internet voice actor. I like his voice very much. After listening to his voice I have been silently liking him for two years. When I knew that Shi Ji was that idol, I was really happy. We were already together at that time. I really liked him. He was my idol. The sustenance of the soul in the most depressed time, I like him, I really like him..."

Su's mother heard Su Yunhe's low cry, and her heart ached beyond measure, but she couldn't just watch her son take such a wrong path and ruin his bright future: "Yunhe, can you be together with him?" What is the good result? Have you thought about what you will face in the future?"

"Mom, I know exactly what I'm doing. When I made up my mind to be with Shiji, I made all the preparations. I never regretted it, and I won't let myself regret it. Mom, Shiji and I Being together does not affect my life or my future."

Mother Su shook her head slightly: "You are still young, you don't understand anything, and you have never seen the reality of society. If you are with him, if you let outsiders know, what will everyone think of you? Yunhe, what about your parents? Can you bear to see you being criticized and scolded by people poking your back?"

"mom……"

"Stop talking, listen to mom and break up with him quickly. Parents can pretend that nothing happened." Su's mother interrupted Su Yunhe, "After breakfast, your dad will send you there, and you return the bracelet." Give it to someone, tell him clearly, and never contact him again, if you really like bracelets so much, if you want ten or twenty, your parents will buy them for you."

Su Yunhe clutched the bracelet, turned his head away lightly, raised his head to prevent the tears from falling from his eyes.

After breakfast, Su Yunhe was dragged away by Su's father with a cold face, and drove to Ling Shiji's home. He didn't dare to resist. Living together, Su's father might be really angry enough to beat him.

"Dad, please let me talk to Shi Ji alone, is that okay?" At the gate of Ling Shiji's villa, Su Yunhe stopped Father Su who was about to get out of the car, and firmly grasped Father Su's arm, "Dad, Please!"

Su's father silently glanced at Su Yunhe. After a while, he broke free from Su Yunhe's hand and leaned his head on the back of the car seat.

"Thank you Dad." Su Yunhe glanced at Father Su gratefully, opened the door and got out of the car.

Su Yunhe walked into the villa. He had only lived in this villa for just over a month, but he was very familiar with every corner of the villa. There was an aura of unwillingness to part with him everywhere. He walked up the steps slowly, pushed away Looking up at the door of the villa's lobby, Ling Shiji was sitting on the sofa.

"Yunhe!" Ling Shiji sat on the sofa all night and was closing his eyes to rest his mind. When he saw the person who had been worried all night suddenly appearing in front of him, he immediately stood up from the sofa and walked quickly to Su Yunhe. Seeing Su Yunhe's red eyes, he hugged Su Yunhe in his arms.

Su Yunhe feels that he has shed more tears from last night to now than in his whole life. He is not a crybaby. Crying, being held by Ling Shiji at this time, he wanted to cry loudly.

But he had to hold back, and asked hoarsely, "Where's the screwdriver for the bracelet?"

Ling Shiji let go of Su Yunhe and looked at Su Yunhe fixedly.

Su Yunhe turned his head away, and asked again in a low voice: "Where's the screwdriver for the bracelet?"

Ling Shiji didn't answer, but just looked at Su Yunhe silently.

Su Yunhe pushed Ling Shiji away, turned around and ran upstairs, ran into the room, opened the drawer on the bedside table, took out the key to the safe, got up and walked to the cabinet, opened the cabinet, and opened it with trembling hands. Insert the key into the safe and enter the password to open the safe.

The box containing the bracelet was placed in the safe. Su Yunhe looked at the box absent-mindedly. His vision became more and more blurred. He held the box hard as if venting his anger, opened the box and took out the screwdriver, and screwed the screws on the bracelet indiscriminately. His trembling hands He couldn't hold the screwdriver steadily, and finally threw the screwdriver on the bed in frustration.

Ling Shiji has been following Su Yunhe, watching Su Yunhe's every move silently. When Su Yunhe threw away the screwdriver, he stepped forward and hugged Su Yunhe tightly, begging in a hoarse voice: "Yunhe, don't give up on me."

Su Yunhe couldn't bear it anymore, hugged Ling Shiji tightly and cried loudly.