{Attack on Titan}I just want to live
Chapter 1 Traveling only has the upper body! (15)
Quickly hold yourself.While stroking Levi's body with his left hand, he quickly moved his right hand.
He ran his hands across Levi's waist, got inside the latter's clothes again, and then moved up, aggressively but patiently stroking the other's texture, chest, the bulge on Levi's chest Stay slightly.At the same time, the head buried next to Levi's neck began to kiss the other's collarbone and ear pinna sideways.
Restraining his savage impulse, Allen tried his best to touch a fragile thing carefully with a gentle gesture.He gently licked the Adam's apple bitten by himself, and meandered up apologetically.Under the movement of his right hand, Allen gasped harder and harder.
"Lee, Captain Levi...can you close your eyes..."
Levi also endured the constant rubbing, pressing, and coquettish of Alan's fingertips very hard.He tried his best to suppress the urge to overwhelm the puppy-like boy lying on top of him, and let him vent.
When Levi heard the kid's probing voice, a smile suddenly appeared in his eyes.Finally couldn't take it anymore?Still want to kiss.
He closed his eyes, black eyelashes covered his slightly fair skin, and the tips seemed to be caught in the rippling moonlight.Allen put his head up, like a curtain of rain and mist, in this quiet world, going on a journey with no result.Allen imprinted the long-awaited warmth with a gentle and cherished force.
I have to say that Oluou's little yellow book played a big role at this time.At least there is no need for Levi to teach Allen what tongue/kiss is. Allen, who tasted the rain and dew for the first time, just put his tongue into the other's mouth a little bit at a loss, under the guidance of Levi Next, they entangled and comforted each other, and the sound of water began to linger in their ears.
As if it was a solemn and sacred ceremony, the other party's somewhat irregular breathing was like the tedious prayers chanted by a priest. In this moonlit night destined to be sleepless, it was quiet and humid.
After that, they have been through a lot.This swaying feeling that is still tightly embraced under the storm has been separated and separated several times in this bloody world.
But they still hug, those so-called permanents are starting to turn yellow after all these years.We cannot tell permanence to each other because neither of us is permanence.What we can do is hug each other in pain, pray in parting, and lean on each other's back to resist tenaciously when all the hurt comes.Then after the dust settles, use each other's lives to give what you can give for a few decades.
To die together has nothing to do with eternity.
I don't love the whole world, I only love you.Therefore, I am willing to betray the whole world for you.
All love is hard-won.There are so many crowds in the world, there is one person, he will definitely come, cross the crowd, and walk towards you amidst so many inadvertents and misses.
Just like many years ago, in the bloody evening of the setting sun, the moment when the knife fell to the ground and suddenly looked back.
No matter whether we have it or not, please bow your head and bless your eyes.
May you all be safe on the other side of the dimension.
happy Valentine's day.
——We who love you
The author has something to say: Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Another chapter?The first part of this article is coming to an end... because Jin Ju is not finished, so I can't get Mia back for the time being, isn't it... ==
So when I think about whether I can continue to write after the second part of Jinju came out in 16... hey
I am also confused about whether it is Liai or Ai Li... It seems to be Ai Li...== Li Ai's party took it as Ai Lun's counterattack, and they didn't do it anyway...
I originally wanted to write meat dregs, but it turned out to be wrong. What's going on... Xi-chan wrote meat dregs for the first time, and the writing was not good... Please forgive me ==
☆、Meet the giantess
Before the expedition, I put on the three-dimensional maneuver, led my horse, and walked in the large army.Uncle Di He squeezed through the crowd and horses with a sad face. He frowned and said, "Hey...the regiment commander still let you stay behind the right wing." Naturally, there are other plans.
"But it doesn't matter!" Di He suddenly laughed heartily and roughly, and he patted his solid chest, "I'm at the nearest coordinate to your left. Although I'm not very skilled, I can kill giants or something. no problem!"
I smiled gratefully at Di He.I have to say that I was very touched in my heart, after all, no one is obliged to help others.
It is early morning now, the rain and dew have not completely dissipated, and there is some fresh breath in the air.The open space of this yellow land is the place where the army was assembled before the expedition outside the wall. Since it was the first time to start from the east of Rose's Wall, the storage area here is a little rough.
Some soldiers sat on dilapidated stone sills to sort out and check their three-dimensional maneuvers, and the scouts who came and went yelled at the horses that lived and died with them. Slightly damp.The soft loess reflects the horizontal ruts run over by the carriage and the accompanying deep or shallow horseshoe prints, and the shallow and wide footprints occasionally intersect with these prints at the corner.
I took my black horse and looked for Almin in the crowd.Finally, he saw him and Mikasa sitting and standing on a higher slope, waiting for the expedition.
"Almin!" With the sound of the horse's hooves, I approached them.Mikasa watched me approach, and sat down on the dirt slope.I tied the horse to a wooden post, stuffed it with a handful of hay, and rolled over the dirt slope.
After I explained my reason for coming, Mikasa looked at a coordinate engraved on the right in his hand and frowned slightly: "That's the front line."
Armin lowered his head, spread out the map and placed it on the ground.We all looked at the coordinates of the "convex" sub-type on the yellow-brown kraft paper that was next to the blank. "The front line is generally composed of experienced veterans." Armin lowered his head in thought, his voice low and heavy, "because it is usually the place where there are the most contact with giants, and the death rate is the highest."
Armin raised his head and looked into my eyes, the shadow of blond hair was in his eyes, "The commander did this...maybe he wanted to..."
"Maybe I want the giant to test my physique." I took Almin's words with a blank face, "Is it?"
Armin nodded and lowered his eyes.
We all fell into silence, looking at this simple but clear drawing.Drawings are always the most ideal situation. After a few hours, those blank places that look clean will be filled by groups of giants.And the coordinates of those knights who look magnificent and powerful will be blurred by the blood and flesh bitten by the bloody bites.
After all, no one knows whether they will survive or not.
"It's cruel to do this." Almin said, his thoughts were meticulous, and his eyes were as clear as the sky. "However, for the top executives of the Survey Corps, they no longer have extra troops. This is the most time-saving and most effective measure."
I did not speak.
Armin smiled at me, her voice gradually became soothing, those slightly floating blond hair looked pure and beautiful in the faint sunlight. "But Mia, don't be too scared, maybe this investigation outside the wall can be successfully completed..."
I gave a reassuring smile.Then after saying goodbye to them, I took my horse and returned to my place where the main force was ready to go.
I got on the horse and sat on the horse's back.Most of the unfamiliar faces around were staring ahead in a somewhat apprehensive and serious atmosphere, and the war horses that were about to gallop neighed one after another in the crowded formation.
I hid my face in the shadows, grabbed the reins on the horse's back, and felt a long-lost worry and fear spreading in my heart.I seem to be able to stay away from my companions, and I am alone in the raging waves.I raised my head and looked at the increasingly intense sunlight in the sky, feeling dazed for a while.
Now, Armin, how is it possible.
When did this world forgive us...
"Boom!!" The city gate opened with a deafening sound.The slow-moving thick stone slab climbed the rocks with the long-growing green moss, and the dust began to fall down, raising a yellow sandstorm.Everything is watching these soldiers who are about to go to distant lands to conquer and never return.
"The seven investigations outside the wall have begun!!" The head of the group in front of the thick and clear voice sounded like a trumpet, which was inspiring.
"The whole army is advancing!!"
Hissing and cracking ears!Resound through the sky!
"Boom!" Flip violently!A silver light flashed across the blade!
"Boom—" Another strange species was successfully slashed with the cooperation of several soldiers.Along the way, as the outermost protective wall of plastic surgery, more and more giants were encountered as the march deepened.
"Hey! Recruit! Good job!" After the three-dimensional maneuver recovery, I got on my horse and returned to the formation.Suddenly, I heard a senior who had just cooperated with me laughing and appreciating loudly behind me.
He drove his horse towards me, smiled and yelled, "No wonder the head of the regiment wanted me to join the right wing." His expression was very humorous, and I couldn't help laughing.
"Recruit! Your speed just now was pretty good! How did you...!!" Before he finished speaking, a huge shadow fell from the sky rapidly with the sound of breaking wind!
"Boom—" With the deafening crackling sound, the ground trembled rapidly.The huge red feet were accompanied by a gust of high temperature and scalding air, and they landed heavily on the place where the senior was just now!
My movements suddenly froze, and my eyes opened wide.I saw that the smile on the corner of the senior's mouth hadn't come off in the future, the instinctive fear of dying filled his eyes, and despair was overwhelming.He was in a distorted posture in an instant, and before the blood could splash out, he was chopped into a bloody pulp amidst the sound of explosions!
Pupils shrink!
"...Ah..." My lips began to tremble white, making an unconscious trill.Fear suddenly flooded in my heart. When animals face creatures hundreds of times stronger than themselves, they always have a kind of weakness and despair that comes from human instinct.
I looked up, facing the glaring sunlight overflowing from the edge of that giant, and in the shadows, I saw that giant's blond hair like a floating corpse of a drowned woman, with no skin on his body, fat and muscle tissue clearly exposed in the air.
While I was looking at the giantess, she suddenly turned her head and looked at me with those eyeballs without lower lid skin.The Grim Reaper was covered in wet red blood, smiled sinisterly, turned his head abruptly, and locked on to me.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!" I suddenly realized that I couldn't help screaming out of terror.I began to drive the horses to escape quickly.
I tightened my grip on the rein and the horse's belly.The war horse lifted its front legs after being hit by the violent storm of that foot, neighed sharply, and then led me and galloped forward at the fastest speed.I gritted my teeth, screamed out, my eyes were wide open, and I trembled to drive the horse to run.
The giantess checked her position on the spot, and the trampled and still warm remains of human flesh and blood stuck to the soles of her feet.Then suddenly it was straight at me.The speed is as fast as tearing space.
"Boom! Boom! Boom! Boom! Boom!...!" Following the footsteps that shook the ground, she quickly approached me.
I felt that the faster and faster footsteps seemed to be stepping on my crumbling heart, and then spread crazily to my whole body.The growing vibration almost made the horse unsteady.
"Hurry up! Hurry up!" I squeezed the rein tightly in my hand and patted the horse's belly vigorously, trying to escape the strong vibration behind me like a talisman.
"Boom! Boom! Boom! Boom! Boom!...!"
The vibration is getting closer and closer, and the vibration is getting stronger and stronger!The horse's back began to bump even more, and the horse let out some overwhelmed neighing as it galloped.The surrounding scene began to retreat at a high speed, and the land and vegetation were pulled into long strips of green and yellow light, which was as sharp as the sound of wind tearing in the ears.
"Hurry up! I'm going to be overtaken!" I hysterically wanted the horse to run faster, but I could do nothing but see death getting closer.I turned my head and was caught off guard and saw those huge eyeballs staring at me. The red lower lids had no flesh, and the high temperature began to distort the surrounding temperature.
I immediately turned around in fear.
"Boom! Boom! Boom! Boom!! Boom!!!...!"
Getting closer, getting closer...
I stretched out my trembling hand, which was covered with cold sweat and the knuckles were cold.I took out a black signal flare from the leather case next to the horse's belly, and it kept shaking in my hand.Then he took out the flare gun from his belt and eagerly tried to slip it in.
But the fingers kept trembling disobediently, as if the signal flare was stuck on it, no matter how much you pushed it, it couldn't be inserted!Damn it!asshole!
"Boom!! Boom!! Boom!! Boom!! Boom!! Boom!!!...!"
I broke out in a cold sweat.Come in quickly!
"Boom!! Boom!! Boom!! Boom!! Boom!! Boom!!!...!"
Why the hell can't it fit in! !
The giantess seemed to pick up speed, and every step made the ground tremble violently.Suddenly, the horse's back suddenly moved, and I staggered and almost fell to the ground.Finally, with the thrust of the horse's back, the flare was finally stuffed into the flare gun.
I almost didn't dare to turn my head, I was afraid that if I turned my head, I would see the bloodshot eyeball that was about to stick to my back.
I hastily raised my left arm, and bent my index and middle fingers to press.
"Boom!" Suddenly, the signal flare was blocked by something in the middle of flying out, making a short and rapid muffled sound.
I looked up—
Before he could react, there was a blasting sound in his ears, and then he felt a destructive air storm sweeping towards him.I heard my horse neighing in pain, and then my body was thrown out like a kite with a broken string.
The world suddenly began to roll left and right and up and down rapidly!The sound of the wind in my ears was so sharp that it seemed to tear the eardrums, and my mind went blank.My eyes still retain the scene just before flying out: in the shadows all over, a huge terrifying face is facing me, the eyeballs with no lower eyelid skin but red flesh seem to fall on me It stings at me.
The feeling of weightlessness didn't last long. What followed was the pain of being hit hard on the ground and rolling continuously. When the body kept hitting the ground due to the huge inertia, the bones seemed to be crushed and creaked.The sound of three-dimensional mobile friction and collision metal collisions echoed in my ears.
I just felt a burst of pain in my head, and then passed out.
The author has something to say: um... well, I underestimated my ability to be verbose... there should be one or two chapters to come to an end ==
☆、Conclusion: When will we be free.
When I was woken up by Uncle Di He, I was already bloodstained and embarrassed.
I stood up with Di He's support.Fortunately, the bones of the whole body have not been broken, but there are many bruises all over the body, but that doesn't matter, the three-dimensional maneuver was not damaged during the roll, and all the equipment is still normal.
I remounted and returned to the team.
We are continuing to move forward in accordance with the instructions of the head of the regiment.I told Di He about the situation of the giantess, and with a solemn expression, he immediately took out the flare gun and fired a black flare. After a while, the rest of the black flares began to spread in the formation.
"I found a strange species!! No! It's two..." The veteran in front suddenly paused, and the next voice suddenly became trembling and frightened: "A group of strange species is attacking!!"
"What?!" Everyone looked pale in the direction of the earthquake.
I gritted my teeth, followed their gazes and looked over——
But in an instant, I felt my heartbeat suddenly stopped, and my whole body was almost suffocated.
A group... no, a large group!The odd-looking species with strange complexions and extremely fast speeds were heading towards us. The sunlight in the distance emitted a dying-like blazing light. Their figures blocked the sunlight, and the shadows spread all over.
"Come on, get ready to fight!" Standing beside me, Di He was sweating like rain. He calmly issued instructions to his teammates, but I saw his fingertips holding the steel knife kept shaking.
"do not panic!"
Although the order was like this, everyone was frightened, their white lips trembling, and they held the reins tightly in their hands, as if they were about to flee in the next second.
Di He changed a sharp blade in front of me. When he pulled the steel knife out of the iron box, the shiny silver light flashed.He clenched his trembling palms, smiled wryly, and said in a low voice, "I'm afraid I really can't escape this time."
I stared at him in a daze, he turned his head slightly, the fiery red sunlight left a meandering shadow on his side face, but it was like a faint smile.I heard Di He say to me, "I'm so sorry, little guy..."
I choked up and didn't know what to say to this kind uncle who was still standing in front of me at the end of despair.He said, "If you can live, live as long as you can..."
His eyes no longer had the bewilderment and decadence just now, but a determination to die together, burning with the anger and hatred accumulated over the years.These are his beliefs in life and his hope of living. At this moment, he turns these into his fighting strength and fights to the death.
"After all, surviving is... a very important thing."
"Your mother is still waiting for you to come home, isn't she..."
After he finished speaking, he smiled at me.As usual, when he smiled, the corners of his mouth turned up, there were two shallow wrinkles, and the stubble trembled on his chin... But at this moment, his eyes lost the kindness of the past, and it turned into a smile that was gone forever. farewell.
I can't remember clearly what happened after that, and I don't want to.It was a hell, a hell stained red with blood and severed limbs.
I dragged my broken leg, meandering with blood, and rubbed myself forward with only half of my missing left arm, and then climbed to the side of Di He's head that was thrown by the tree, and helped him close his eyes that were dying. resumed.
I hope all the kind people in the world are well.
But sorry... I didn't make it once.
I could only drag myself again, enduring the excruciating pain of being torn flesh, crawled to the side of a horse corpse, then took out the yellow signal flare from the blood-stained black leather case with my mouth, and fired it.
The right wing was wiped out.
I collapsed on the bloody ground, a sense of near-death fainting replaced the pain of broken limbs.I suddenly had the illusion that I was really going to die this time. This sense of powerlessness was like a call from the sky. It made all human life energy sluggish, and then I felt tired and sleepy physically and mentally. Will wake up again.
Die or die.
I looked at the bloody battlefield around me. Some of the broken limbs and arms were still holding steel knives powerlessly hanging on the ground blackened, and some were still dangling in the mouth of the strange species.There were gloomy cumulus clouds overhead, and the smell of blood filled his nostrils.
In this hell... there is no reason to live, right?
"Tearing——" the strange line lying on the ground was covered in human red blood and internal organs. It chewed the body of the person in its mouth excitedly, and suddenly shook its head, and immediately sprinkled a piece of intestines on the head and face. There is still sticky warm blood on my body.
I should be relieved, I shouldn't continue to struggle... I knew this was the result, didn't I?
Suddenly, there was another burst of friction and tearing pain in the waist and abdomen.I turned my head and saw my body moving forward and crawling, leaving a meandering but inconspicuous bloodstain.
Why... why am I still crawling towards my own limbs...
Obviously you've given up, haven't you...
Why do I still stubbornly put those trivial limbs together, and then repair them painfully...
It obviously hurts...
It hurts so much that I want to cry...why can't I cry...
At that moment, I thought of a lot.It's as if all the memories of a person before death have been transformed into black and white tape that has been reversed, and the only thing left in this life is the last time to watch flowers.
I suddenly thought of Thomas, and of those shimmering quiet nights, when he sat beside me and had long talks.Those ordinary and peaceful days passed by with the slight ripples in the dark blue dotted lake in front of my eyes every time.
I seem to hear him say again, "So, live for yourself."
I suddenly felt as if I had returned to that dark and cold underground street again, and saw that little figure was beaten all over by a group of big and three rough gangsters, and after enduring all kinds of humiliation, he finally took out the blade that had been dormant from his arms for a long time.With a gesture of despair, he found hope for himself.
I seem to hear the little curled up guy say, "I gotta get used to the pain."
"After all, staying alive...is a very important thing."
"Your mother is still waiting for you to come home, isn't she?"
……
I'm so sorry everyone...
I really, almost gave up.
I felt some warm liquid flowing down my face, turbulent.Fuzzy and blackened blood was mixed on the face, congealed into a shell lying on the face, and every time the muscles twitched and hurt, there was a tight feeling of being pulled.
A horse that didn't look strong got out of the grass, and it was still carrying the corpse of its previous owner on its back.I looked at it, and it also looked at me with those round horse eyes, which were filled with warm water.
I limped towards it, then put my face on its head and stroked the mane of the surviving horse.It also seems to rub against me very docilely, as if relying on it.
When I finally had the strength to get back on the horse, the large army hadn't gone far.When I left, I didn’t go to see the battlefield of horse leather shrouds, these warriors I couldn’t bring back, these fading beliefs.
I rode my horse away, and there was a lot of holes behind me.
Our existence is all sinful, because we bear too many deaths.However, if we choose to give up, then we are also guilty because we have too many hopes.
We really have no choice but to fight.
Fight with all your might, revenge at the risk of death.Really unconsciously, it became our only salvation.
I look at the sky.When everything in time has been reduced to a dirty sea of blood, the sky is still a clear blue and peaceful after the clouds have cleared, and the birds in the sky are circling by.And human beings are born without wings. When will this inferior, missing, and doomed flying tool take us out of the sea of suffering?
So, in this endless fear and despair, what kind of mood do human beings fight with?
When will we be free?
[End of the first part]
The author has something to say: Ah ah ah ... finally finished ... because this one only wrote the end of the first season.After the first season of the anime, there is also the capture of the giantess, but I really don't want to write it, so I just ended it hastily...
Maybe after the second season of Jinju came out in 16, Xi-chan would continue writing, so I didn't get Mia back... ==
Thank you very much for your support for Zha Wen, because this is the first time Xi-chan has written a long novel. At the beginning, the number of words and writing style were too naive, and later it gradually changed to a relatively plain style of writing.Thank you very much.I also hope that everyone can support the essays written by Xijiang in the future. I have been taken care of by my relatives during this time. I am sincerely grateful to everyone for reading the scumbag essays to the end.Although quite anticlimactic...
Xi-chan will write some thoughts after the end, um... If you are not tired of Xi-chan's long-winded nature, you can read it~
☆, end the chat
At the end of the day, there are still about seven or eight days before I leave school.From now on, Xi-chan has to put Wenwen aside and focus on her studies. After all, no matter what, she can't fall behind in her studies, and Xi-chan is not the kind of superman who can do two things with one mind ==...so this It's over, really...
I started writing this article on July [-]st.This is a stalk that Xi-chan thought of a long time ago... Well, time travel is not a new stalk.This article of Wen Xijiang is Mia who brought herself into the text, um, how should I put it, it’s okay to write it so that I feel very happy ==Although the effect of writing is not satisfactory...
This is really the first time I wrote a novel, and at the time I felt that my perseverance was not enough, and I was afraid that I would give up while writing in the computer alone, so I put Wenwen in Jinjiang, so that Zha Wen shared with everyone and urged himself to finish writing this article...
When I came to Jinjiang, I really didn’t understand anything, and I struggled for a long time when I registered as an author, and it was always wrong!Finally, Wenwen was moved out.But when I moved it out, I really made a lot of mistakes. For example, I don't know the approximate number of words in a chapter?How should the characters be shaped?How to write a text to attract people? ... There are so many, many, many, I thought it was just a time-travel article written by myself for myself, but in the end, I knew nothing and couldn't move an inch!
The first few chapters are really bad... Let’s not talk about the word count, just talk about the complaints, writing styles, etc... It’s like a neuropathy [although I’m a neuropathy ==], I wrote it myself Can't bear to look straight now...
I remember at that time, I was thankful that I could get [-] or [-] clicks a day, and I was really happy to see my clicks hit more than [-] at that time […], hey, after all, the quality of the text is just like this, really...
Here, I should thank Xiaojin.Xiaojinmeizhi was really the first to comment on my essays and insisted on commenting on each chapter, and she stayed with me until the end... I was really touched.If it wasn't like this, maybe I would have been tortured to death by that horrific digital progress... ==
Later, I gradually got a lot of friends. Although the number of clicks did not increase quickly, and the number of favorites did not exceed [-], I really appreciate your support and company.
Writing an article is actually a difficult thing to persist, especially the daily update.Really, sometimes I rack my brains and can't figure out what to write, how to write it, will the plot be too vulgar... or something.The friends who write with me, including whether the writing is good or not, whether the response is great or not, will have a lack of inspiration and jump off the building and cannot write ==... But how should I put it, I can persist until the end, really It's not easy, and I'm really grateful to those friends who read the text.
As for me, now that the text is over, I don't plan to open a new pit at the moment.If it is to open a new hole, I will try to try some different styles, such as romance, or Tanmei or something... But to be honest, I am very happy to write this offensive fanfiction==...
During the period of writing the article, every morning when I come together, I go to see the clicks, read the comments and so on. I am very excited to see the long comments, but I am afraid to see the bad comments that the children are not satisfied with. Ahh...
When writing a fan, I think the most difficult thing is the plot and character creation.Originally, for me, the plot should not be too difficult, because most of it is written according to the trend of anime, but then I made a little change, but generally speaking, there is no big change.However, as a novice, I really feel a little powerless when it comes to arranging details and transitions.How to make the plot not so dry, full, and restore the tragic emotion and atmosphere of animation; how to make the characters not collapse, in line with the character's own personality.
Many friends, including myself, have discovered that my plot is often very slow and slow, and there is almost no progress in a chapter ==... Hey, this really makes me troubled.I don't have any other experience in writing novels, and I just entered into such a huge and magnificent world view. Xi-chan said that it is really difficult for me to hold... Fortunately, it is almost finished now.
The character... To be honest, I really racked my brains to figure it out.The essence of doujin lies in the mastery of characters. During this period, I almost browsed 'analysis posts' and 'formula books' and so on in post bars and so on.I think it is Alan and the captain who are very difficult to catch.I have to say that I'm a bit rotten == I'm also cute. This pair of CPs... I have watched a lot of fanfiction and fanmanga, and I don't want to refuse anyone who comes to me.But doujin is doujin after all, yy is yy after all, and the original book did not have this kind of plot, so the performance of the characters in CP depends entirely on the in-depth understanding of the characters' personalities.
This is really difficult.Because in Liai, Allen was completely weakened into a delicate and sensitive person, and even became a bit of a bitch in some fan works [It's really hard to accept! ! ], when Xi-chan saw this, to be honest... I refused ==.
When everyone is saying "so cute!!" to those delicate Allen, try to recall the story of Allen in anime or manga.Think about it, everyone, in the second episode, Allen, facing the death of his mother, clenched his hands into fists desperately, his fingertips pierced into the flesh, and the blood flowed, but he looked ferocious, his eyes were determined, and he crazily roared for revenge and to kill those giants. Not one eviction left!Or in the last few episodes, when Allen's chest was pierced by solid stone and wood, and his head was bleeding, how he listened to the sound of his body tearing and collapsing, and sat up abruptly and turned into a giant.
Let's overlap with those delicate Allen again, do you really think...it's appropriate.I immediately closed the page at that time, and then watched a few more episodes to calm down the chill in my heart.
Therefore, I personally think that Alan is an impulsive, brave, desperate and even "stubborn" hot-blooded young man. He is aggressive and purposeful, possessive and protective. He wants to get back what he lost Everything, nothing can stop him from being domesticated. He is a wild wolf, and what stops him from destroying him. "A real monster." This is what the captain said about Allen. I think the reason why the captain said this was that he knew it when he heard that Allen was going to join the Survey Corps in the basement.
Of course, Allen will gradually mature. When Isayama Tsutomu was interviewed in Nahansha [Yu-chan learned from frantic searches], he said that Allen would change from "innovative" to "conservative".Children who have followed comics know that in the next sixty or seventy episodes, we obviously saw that Allen became a little more restrained, he gradually became less impulsive, gradually recognized his own strength and began to gradually drive it .However, it's not that Allen has weakened, it's just that his fervent heart of the beast is wrapped in a mature skin, and it's just hidden deep. In many small details, we can still see the original beast.
Now let's talk about Levi.Hmm... To be honest, Levi and I really spent more effort than Allen, various analysis posts, various official materials, and kept looking at Wugui's choice and the best posts describing the captain in the post bar.To be honest, in order to write this article, I kept re-reading it from beginning to end==I read it so that I could recite it backwards...I have memorized a lot of sincere Japanese phrases...
Captain... This person, I think I mentioned him repeatedly in the text.The captain is actually a very complicated person. After all, he has experienced so many setbacks since he was a child. He has been fighting against the cruelty of this world throughout his life.The soldier commander lived in that underground street that was a hundred times crueler than today's society since he was very young. We may not be able to imagine the jungle there.I believe, and have to admit, that Levi knew how to kill and rob, how to survive all the adversity and sharp knives at a very young age.Hey...Speaking of it this way, the captain really makes me feel bad. Who knows how his heart is riddled with holes under his face that has remained unchanged for a hundred years.
The captain, when he was just Levi, rolled around in the underground mall, and he was also a master for a while.To be honest, Levi's cultural level is not very high... so it's really dumbfounding to spit out some words occasionally.
He ran his hands across Levi's waist, got inside the latter's clothes again, and then moved up, aggressively but patiently stroking the other's texture, chest, the bulge on Levi's chest Stay slightly.At the same time, the head buried next to Levi's neck began to kiss the other's collarbone and ear pinna sideways.
Restraining his savage impulse, Allen tried his best to touch a fragile thing carefully with a gentle gesture.He gently licked the Adam's apple bitten by himself, and meandered up apologetically.Under the movement of his right hand, Allen gasped harder and harder.
"Lee, Captain Levi...can you close your eyes..."
Levi also endured the constant rubbing, pressing, and coquettish of Alan's fingertips very hard.He tried his best to suppress the urge to overwhelm the puppy-like boy lying on top of him, and let him vent.
When Levi heard the kid's probing voice, a smile suddenly appeared in his eyes.Finally couldn't take it anymore?Still want to kiss.
He closed his eyes, black eyelashes covered his slightly fair skin, and the tips seemed to be caught in the rippling moonlight.Allen put his head up, like a curtain of rain and mist, in this quiet world, going on a journey with no result.Allen imprinted the long-awaited warmth with a gentle and cherished force.
I have to say that Oluou's little yellow book played a big role at this time.At least there is no need for Levi to teach Allen what tongue/kiss is. Allen, who tasted the rain and dew for the first time, just put his tongue into the other's mouth a little bit at a loss, under the guidance of Levi Next, they entangled and comforted each other, and the sound of water began to linger in their ears.
As if it was a solemn and sacred ceremony, the other party's somewhat irregular breathing was like the tedious prayers chanted by a priest. In this moonlit night destined to be sleepless, it was quiet and humid.
After that, they have been through a lot.This swaying feeling that is still tightly embraced under the storm has been separated and separated several times in this bloody world.
But they still hug, those so-called permanents are starting to turn yellow after all these years.We cannot tell permanence to each other because neither of us is permanence.What we can do is hug each other in pain, pray in parting, and lean on each other's back to resist tenaciously when all the hurt comes.Then after the dust settles, use each other's lives to give what you can give for a few decades.
To die together has nothing to do with eternity.
I don't love the whole world, I only love you.Therefore, I am willing to betray the whole world for you.
All love is hard-won.There are so many crowds in the world, there is one person, he will definitely come, cross the crowd, and walk towards you amidst so many inadvertents and misses.
Just like many years ago, in the bloody evening of the setting sun, the moment when the knife fell to the ground and suddenly looked back.
No matter whether we have it or not, please bow your head and bless your eyes.
May you all be safe on the other side of the dimension.
happy Valentine's day.
——We who love you
The author has something to say: Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Another chapter?The first part of this article is coming to an end... because Jin Ju is not finished, so I can't get Mia back for the time being, isn't it... ==
So when I think about whether I can continue to write after the second part of Jinju came out in 16... hey
I am also confused about whether it is Liai or Ai Li... It seems to be Ai Li...== Li Ai's party took it as Ai Lun's counterattack, and they didn't do it anyway...
I originally wanted to write meat dregs, but it turned out to be wrong. What's going on... Xi-chan wrote meat dregs for the first time, and the writing was not good... Please forgive me ==
☆、Meet the giantess
Before the expedition, I put on the three-dimensional maneuver, led my horse, and walked in the large army.Uncle Di He squeezed through the crowd and horses with a sad face. He frowned and said, "Hey...the regiment commander still let you stay behind the right wing." Naturally, there are other plans.
"But it doesn't matter!" Di He suddenly laughed heartily and roughly, and he patted his solid chest, "I'm at the nearest coordinate to your left. Although I'm not very skilled, I can kill giants or something. no problem!"
I smiled gratefully at Di He.I have to say that I was very touched in my heart, after all, no one is obliged to help others.
It is early morning now, the rain and dew have not completely dissipated, and there is some fresh breath in the air.The open space of this yellow land is the place where the army was assembled before the expedition outside the wall. Since it was the first time to start from the east of Rose's Wall, the storage area here is a little rough.
Some soldiers sat on dilapidated stone sills to sort out and check their three-dimensional maneuvers, and the scouts who came and went yelled at the horses that lived and died with them. Slightly damp.The soft loess reflects the horizontal ruts run over by the carriage and the accompanying deep or shallow horseshoe prints, and the shallow and wide footprints occasionally intersect with these prints at the corner.
I took my black horse and looked for Almin in the crowd.Finally, he saw him and Mikasa sitting and standing on a higher slope, waiting for the expedition.
"Almin!" With the sound of the horse's hooves, I approached them.Mikasa watched me approach, and sat down on the dirt slope.I tied the horse to a wooden post, stuffed it with a handful of hay, and rolled over the dirt slope.
After I explained my reason for coming, Mikasa looked at a coordinate engraved on the right in his hand and frowned slightly: "That's the front line."
Armin lowered his head, spread out the map and placed it on the ground.We all looked at the coordinates of the "convex" sub-type on the yellow-brown kraft paper that was next to the blank. "The front line is generally composed of experienced veterans." Armin lowered his head in thought, his voice low and heavy, "because it is usually the place where there are the most contact with giants, and the death rate is the highest."
Armin raised his head and looked into my eyes, the shadow of blond hair was in his eyes, "The commander did this...maybe he wanted to..."
"Maybe I want the giant to test my physique." I took Almin's words with a blank face, "Is it?"
Armin nodded and lowered his eyes.
We all fell into silence, looking at this simple but clear drawing.Drawings are always the most ideal situation. After a few hours, those blank places that look clean will be filled by groups of giants.And the coordinates of those knights who look magnificent and powerful will be blurred by the blood and flesh bitten by the bloody bites.
After all, no one knows whether they will survive or not.
"It's cruel to do this." Almin said, his thoughts were meticulous, and his eyes were as clear as the sky. "However, for the top executives of the Survey Corps, they no longer have extra troops. This is the most time-saving and most effective measure."
I did not speak.
Armin smiled at me, her voice gradually became soothing, those slightly floating blond hair looked pure and beautiful in the faint sunlight. "But Mia, don't be too scared, maybe this investigation outside the wall can be successfully completed..."
I gave a reassuring smile.Then after saying goodbye to them, I took my horse and returned to my place where the main force was ready to go.
I got on the horse and sat on the horse's back.Most of the unfamiliar faces around were staring ahead in a somewhat apprehensive and serious atmosphere, and the war horses that were about to gallop neighed one after another in the crowded formation.
I hid my face in the shadows, grabbed the reins on the horse's back, and felt a long-lost worry and fear spreading in my heart.I seem to be able to stay away from my companions, and I am alone in the raging waves.I raised my head and looked at the increasingly intense sunlight in the sky, feeling dazed for a while.
Now, Armin, how is it possible.
When did this world forgive us...
"Boom!!" The city gate opened with a deafening sound.The slow-moving thick stone slab climbed the rocks with the long-growing green moss, and the dust began to fall down, raising a yellow sandstorm.Everything is watching these soldiers who are about to go to distant lands to conquer and never return.
"The seven investigations outside the wall have begun!!" The head of the group in front of the thick and clear voice sounded like a trumpet, which was inspiring.
"The whole army is advancing!!"
Hissing and cracking ears!Resound through the sky!
"Boom!" Flip violently!A silver light flashed across the blade!
"Boom—" Another strange species was successfully slashed with the cooperation of several soldiers.Along the way, as the outermost protective wall of plastic surgery, more and more giants were encountered as the march deepened.
"Hey! Recruit! Good job!" After the three-dimensional maneuver recovery, I got on my horse and returned to the formation.Suddenly, I heard a senior who had just cooperated with me laughing and appreciating loudly behind me.
He drove his horse towards me, smiled and yelled, "No wonder the head of the regiment wanted me to join the right wing." His expression was very humorous, and I couldn't help laughing.
"Recruit! Your speed just now was pretty good! How did you...!!" Before he finished speaking, a huge shadow fell from the sky rapidly with the sound of breaking wind!
"Boom—" With the deafening crackling sound, the ground trembled rapidly.The huge red feet were accompanied by a gust of high temperature and scalding air, and they landed heavily on the place where the senior was just now!
My movements suddenly froze, and my eyes opened wide.I saw that the smile on the corner of the senior's mouth hadn't come off in the future, the instinctive fear of dying filled his eyes, and despair was overwhelming.He was in a distorted posture in an instant, and before the blood could splash out, he was chopped into a bloody pulp amidst the sound of explosions!
Pupils shrink!
"...Ah..." My lips began to tremble white, making an unconscious trill.Fear suddenly flooded in my heart. When animals face creatures hundreds of times stronger than themselves, they always have a kind of weakness and despair that comes from human instinct.
I looked up, facing the glaring sunlight overflowing from the edge of that giant, and in the shadows, I saw that giant's blond hair like a floating corpse of a drowned woman, with no skin on his body, fat and muscle tissue clearly exposed in the air.
While I was looking at the giantess, she suddenly turned her head and looked at me with those eyeballs without lower lid skin.The Grim Reaper was covered in wet red blood, smiled sinisterly, turned his head abruptly, and locked on to me.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!" I suddenly realized that I couldn't help screaming out of terror.I began to drive the horses to escape quickly.
I tightened my grip on the rein and the horse's belly.The war horse lifted its front legs after being hit by the violent storm of that foot, neighed sharply, and then led me and galloped forward at the fastest speed.I gritted my teeth, screamed out, my eyes were wide open, and I trembled to drive the horse to run.
The giantess checked her position on the spot, and the trampled and still warm remains of human flesh and blood stuck to the soles of her feet.Then suddenly it was straight at me.The speed is as fast as tearing space.
"Boom! Boom! Boom! Boom! Boom!...!" Following the footsteps that shook the ground, she quickly approached me.
I felt that the faster and faster footsteps seemed to be stepping on my crumbling heart, and then spread crazily to my whole body.The growing vibration almost made the horse unsteady.
"Hurry up! Hurry up!" I squeezed the rein tightly in my hand and patted the horse's belly vigorously, trying to escape the strong vibration behind me like a talisman.
"Boom! Boom! Boom! Boom! Boom!...!"
The vibration is getting closer and closer, and the vibration is getting stronger and stronger!The horse's back began to bump even more, and the horse let out some overwhelmed neighing as it galloped.The surrounding scene began to retreat at a high speed, and the land and vegetation were pulled into long strips of green and yellow light, which was as sharp as the sound of wind tearing in the ears.
"Hurry up! I'm going to be overtaken!" I hysterically wanted the horse to run faster, but I could do nothing but see death getting closer.I turned my head and was caught off guard and saw those huge eyeballs staring at me. The red lower lids had no flesh, and the high temperature began to distort the surrounding temperature.
I immediately turned around in fear.
"Boom! Boom! Boom! Boom!! Boom!!!...!"
Getting closer, getting closer...
I stretched out my trembling hand, which was covered with cold sweat and the knuckles were cold.I took out a black signal flare from the leather case next to the horse's belly, and it kept shaking in my hand.Then he took out the flare gun from his belt and eagerly tried to slip it in.
But the fingers kept trembling disobediently, as if the signal flare was stuck on it, no matter how much you pushed it, it couldn't be inserted!Damn it!asshole!
"Boom!! Boom!! Boom!! Boom!! Boom!! Boom!!!...!"
I broke out in a cold sweat.Come in quickly!
"Boom!! Boom!! Boom!! Boom!! Boom!! Boom!!!...!"
Why the hell can't it fit in! !
The giantess seemed to pick up speed, and every step made the ground tremble violently.Suddenly, the horse's back suddenly moved, and I staggered and almost fell to the ground.Finally, with the thrust of the horse's back, the flare was finally stuffed into the flare gun.
I almost didn't dare to turn my head, I was afraid that if I turned my head, I would see the bloodshot eyeball that was about to stick to my back.
I hastily raised my left arm, and bent my index and middle fingers to press.
"Boom!" Suddenly, the signal flare was blocked by something in the middle of flying out, making a short and rapid muffled sound.
I looked up—
Before he could react, there was a blasting sound in his ears, and then he felt a destructive air storm sweeping towards him.I heard my horse neighing in pain, and then my body was thrown out like a kite with a broken string.
The world suddenly began to roll left and right and up and down rapidly!The sound of the wind in my ears was so sharp that it seemed to tear the eardrums, and my mind went blank.My eyes still retain the scene just before flying out: in the shadows all over, a huge terrifying face is facing me, the eyeballs with no lower eyelid skin but red flesh seem to fall on me It stings at me.
The feeling of weightlessness didn't last long. What followed was the pain of being hit hard on the ground and rolling continuously. When the body kept hitting the ground due to the huge inertia, the bones seemed to be crushed and creaked.The sound of three-dimensional mobile friction and collision metal collisions echoed in my ears.
I just felt a burst of pain in my head, and then passed out.
The author has something to say: um... well, I underestimated my ability to be verbose... there should be one or two chapters to come to an end ==
☆、Conclusion: When will we be free.
When I was woken up by Uncle Di He, I was already bloodstained and embarrassed.
I stood up with Di He's support.Fortunately, the bones of the whole body have not been broken, but there are many bruises all over the body, but that doesn't matter, the three-dimensional maneuver was not damaged during the roll, and all the equipment is still normal.
I remounted and returned to the team.
We are continuing to move forward in accordance with the instructions of the head of the regiment.I told Di He about the situation of the giantess, and with a solemn expression, he immediately took out the flare gun and fired a black flare. After a while, the rest of the black flares began to spread in the formation.
"I found a strange species!! No! It's two..." The veteran in front suddenly paused, and the next voice suddenly became trembling and frightened: "A group of strange species is attacking!!"
"What?!" Everyone looked pale in the direction of the earthquake.
I gritted my teeth, followed their gazes and looked over——
But in an instant, I felt my heartbeat suddenly stopped, and my whole body was almost suffocated.
A group... no, a large group!The odd-looking species with strange complexions and extremely fast speeds were heading towards us. The sunlight in the distance emitted a dying-like blazing light. Their figures blocked the sunlight, and the shadows spread all over.
"Come on, get ready to fight!" Standing beside me, Di He was sweating like rain. He calmly issued instructions to his teammates, but I saw his fingertips holding the steel knife kept shaking.
"do not panic!"
Although the order was like this, everyone was frightened, their white lips trembling, and they held the reins tightly in their hands, as if they were about to flee in the next second.
Di He changed a sharp blade in front of me. When he pulled the steel knife out of the iron box, the shiny silver light flashed.He clenched his trembling palms, smiled wryly, and said in a low voice, "I'm afraid I really can't escape this time."
I stared at him in a daze, he turned his head slightly, the fiery red sunlight left a meandering shadow on his side face, but it was like a faint smile.I heard Di He say to me, "I'm so sorry, little guy..."
I choked up and didn't know what to say to this kind uncle who was still standing in front of me at the end of despair.He said, "If you can live, live as long as you can..."
His eyes no longer had the bewilderment and decadence just now, but a determination to die together, burning with the anger and hatred accumulated over the years.These are his beliefs in life and his hope of living. At this moment, he turns these into his fighting strength and fights to the death.
"After all, surviving is... a very important thing."
"Your mother is still waiting for you to come home, isn't she..."
After he finished speaking, he smiled at me.As usual, when he smiled, the corners of his mouth turned up, there were two shallow wrinkles, and the stubble trembled on his chin... But at this moment, his eyes lost the kindness of the past, and it turned into a smile that was gone forever. farewell.
I can't remember clearly what happened after that, and I don't want to.It was a hell, a hell stained red with blood and severed limbs.
I dragged my broken leg, meandering with blood, and rubbed myself forward with only half of my missing left arm, and then climbed to the side of Di He's head that was thrown by the tree, and helped him close his eyes that were dying. resumed.
I hope all the kind people in the world are well.
But sorry... I didn't make it once.
I could only drag myself again, enduring the excruciating pain of being torn flesh, crawled to the side of a horse corpse, then took out the yellow signal flare from the blood-stained black leather case with my mouth, and fired it.
The right wing was wiped out.
I collapsed on the bloody ground, a sense of near-death fainting replaced the pain of broken limbs.I suddenly had the illusion that I was really going to die this time. This sense of powerlessness was like a call from the sky. It made all human life energy sluggish, and then I felt tired and sleepy physically and mentally. Will wake up again.
Die or die.
I looked at the bloody battlefield around me. Some of the broken limbs and arms were still holding steel knives powerlessly hanging on the ground blackened, and some were still dangling in the mouth of the strange species.There were gloomy cumulus clouds overhead, and the smell of blood filled his nostrils.
In this hell... there is no reason to live, right?
"Tearing——" the strange line lying on the ground was covered in human red blood and internal organs. It chewed the body of the person in its mouth excitedly, and suddenly shook its head, and immediately sprinkled a piece of intestines on the head and face. There is still sticky warm blood on my body.
I should be relieved, I shouldn't continue to struggle... I knew this was the result, didn't I?
Suddenly, there was another burst of friction and tearing pain in the waist and abdomen.I turned my head and saw my body moving forward and crawling, leaving a meandering but inconspicuous bloodstain.
Why... why am I still crawling towards my own limbs...
Obviously you've given up, haven't you...
Why do I still stubbornly put those trivial limbs together, and then repair them painfully...
It obviously hurts...
It hurts so much that I want to cry...why can't I cry...
At that moment, I thought of a lot.It's as if all the memories of a person before death have been transformed into black and white tape that has been reversed, and the only thing left in this life is the last time to watch flowers.
I suddenly thought of Thomas, and of those shimmering quiet nights, when he sat beside me and had long talks.Those ordinary and peaceful days passed by with the slight ripples in the dark blue dotted lake in front of my eyes every time.
I seem to hear him say again, "So, live for yourself."
I suddenly felt as if I had returned to that dark and cold underground street again, and saw that little figure was beaten all over by a group of big and three rough gangsters, and after enduring all kinds of humiliation, he finally took out the blade that had been dormant from his arms for a long time.With a gesture of despair, he found hope for himself.
I seem to hear the little curled up guy say, "I gotta get used to the pain."
"After all, staying alive...is a very important thing."
"Your mother is still waiting for you to come home, isn't she?"
……
I'm so sorry everyone...
I really, almost gave up.
I felt some warm liquid flowing down my face, turbulent.Fuzzy and blackened blood was mixed on the face, congealed into a shell lying on the face, and every time the muscles twitched and hurt, there was a tight feeling of being pulled.
A horse that didn't look strong got out of the grass, and it was still carrying the corpse of its previous owner on its back.I looked at it, and it also looked at me with those round horse eyes, which were filled with warm water.
I limped towards it, then put my face on its head and stroked the mane of the surviving horse.It also seems to rub against me very docilely, as if relying on it.
When I finally had the strength to get back on the horse, the large army hadn't gone far.When I left, I didn’t go to see the battlefield of horse leather shrouds, these warriors I couldn’t bring back, these fading beliefs.
I rode my horse away, and there was a lot of holes behind me.
Our existence is all sinful, because we bear too many deaths.However, if we choose to give up, then we are also guilty because we have too many hopes.
We really have no choice but to fight.
Fight with all your might, revenge at the risk of death.Really unconsciously, it became our only salvation.
I look at the sky.When everything in time has been reduced to a dirty sea of blood, the sky is still a clear blue and peaceful after the clouds have cleared, and the birds in the sky are circling by.And human beings are born without wings. When will this inferior, missing, and doomed flying tool take us out of the sea of suffering?
So, in this endless fear and despair, what kind of mood do human beings fight with?
When will we be free?
[End of the first part]
The author has something to say: Ah ah ah ... finally finished ... because this one only wrote the end of the first season.After the first season of the anime, there is also the capture of the giantess, but I really don't want to write it, so I just ended it hastily...
Maybe after the second season of Jinju came out in 16, Xi-chan would continue writing, so I didn't get Mia back... ==
Thank you very much for your support for Zha Wen, because this is the first time Xi-chan has written a long novel. At the beginning, the number of words and writing style were too naive, and later it gradually changed to a relatively plain style of writing.Thank you very much.I also hope that everyone can support the essays written by Xijiang in the future. I have been taken care of by my relatives during this time. I am sincerely grateful to everyone for reading the scumbag essays to the end.Although quite anticlimactic...
Xi-chan will write some thoughts after the end, um... If you are not tired of Xi-chan's long-winded nature, you can read it~
☆, end the chat
At the end of the day, there are still about seven or eight days before I leave school.From now on, Xi-chan has to put Wenwen aside and focus on her studies. After all, no matter what, she can't fall behind in her studies, and Xi-chan is not the kind of superman who can do two things with one mind ==...so this It's over, really...
I started writing this article on July [-]st.This is a stalk that Xi-chan thought of a long time ago... Well, time travel is not a new stalk.This article of Wen Xijiang is Mia who brought herself into the text, um, how should I put it, it’s okay to write it so that I feel very happy ==Although the effect of writing is not satisfactory...
This is really the first time I wrote a novel, and at the time I felt that my perseverance was not enough, and I was afraid that I would give up while writing in the computer alone, so I put Wenwen in Jinjiang, so that Zha Wen shared with everyone and urged himself to finish writing this article...
When I came to Jinjiang, I really didn’t understand anything, and I struggled for a long time when I registered as an author, and it was always wrong!Finally, Wenwen was moved out.But when I moved it out, I really made a lot of mistakes. For example, I don't know the approximate number of words in a chapter?How should the characters be shaped?How to write a text to attract people? ... There are so many, many, many, I thought it was just a time-travel article written by myself for myself, but in the end, I knew nothing and couldn't move an inch!
The first few chapters are really bad... Let’s not talk about the word count, just talk about the complaints, writing styles, etc... It’s like a neuropathy [although I’m a neuropathy ==], I wrote it myself Can't bear to look straight now...
I remember at that time, I was thankful that I could get [-] or [-] clicks a day, and I was really happy to see my clicks hit more than [-] at that time […], hey, after all, the quality of the text is just like this, really...
Here, I should thank Xiaojin.Xiaojinmeizhi was really the first to comment on my essays and insisted on commenting on each chapter, and she stayed with me until the end... I was really touched.If it wasn't like this, maybe I would have been tortured to death by that horrific digital progress... ==
Later, I gradually got a lot of friends. Although the number of clicks did not increase quickly, and the number of favorites did not exceed [-], I really appreciate your support and company.
Writing an article is actually a difficult thing to persist, especially the daily update.Really, sometimes I rack my brains and can't figure out what to write, how to write it, will the plot be too vulgar... or something.The friends who write with me, including whether the writing is good or not, whether the response is great or not, will have a lack of inspiration and jump off the building and cannot write ==... But how should I put it, I can persist until the end, really It's not easy, and I'm really grateful to those friends who read the text.
As for me, now that the text is over, I don't plan to open a new pit at the moment.If it is to open a new hole, I will try to try some different styles, such as romance, or Tanmei or something... But to be honest, I am very happy to write this offensive fanfiction==...
During the period of writing the article, every morning when I come together, I go to see the clicks, read the comments and so on. I am very excited to see the long comments, but I am afraid to see the bad comments that the children are not satisfied with. Ahh...
When writing a fan, I think the most difficult thing is the plot and character creation.Originally, for me, the plot should not be too difficult, because most of it is written according to the trend of anime, but then I made a little change, but generally speaking, there is no big change.However, as a novice, I really feel a little powerless when it comes to arranging details and transitions.How to make the plot not so dry, full, and restore the tragic emotion and atmosphere of animation; how to make the characters not collapse, in line with the character's own personality.
Many friends, including myself, have discovered that my plot is often very slow and slow, and there is almost no progress in a chapter ==... Hey, this really makes me troubled.I don't have any other experience in writing novels, and I just entered into such a huge and magnificent world view. Xi-chan said that it is really difficult for me to hold... Fortunately, it is almost finished now.
The character... To be honest, I really racked my brains to figure it out.The essence of doujin lies in the mastery of characters. During this period, I almost browsed 'analysis posts' and 'formula books' and so on in post bars and so on.I think it is Alan and the captain who are very difficult to catch.I have to say that I'm a bit rotten == I'm also cute. This pair of CPs... I have watched a lot of fanfiction and fanmanga, and I don't want to refuse anyone who comes to me.But doujin is doujin after all, yy is yy after all, and the original book did not have this kind of plot, so the performance of the characters in CP depends entirely on the in-depth understanding of the characters' personalities.
This is really difficult.Because in Liai, Allen was completely weakened into a delicate and sensitive person, and even became a bit of a bitch in some fan works [It's really hard to accept! ! ], when Xi-chan saw this, to be honest... I refused ==.
When everyone is saying "so cute!!" to those delicate Allen, try to recall the story of Allen in anime or manga.Think about it, everyone, in the second episode, Allen, facing the death of his mother, clenched his hands into fists desperately, his fingertips pierced into the flesh, and the blood flowed, but he looked ferocious, his eyes were determined, and he crazily roared for revenge and to kill those giants. Not one eviction left!Or in the last few episodes, when Allen's chest was pierced by solid stone and wood, and his head was bleeding, how he listened to the sound of his body tearing and collapsing, and sat up abruptly and turned into a giant.
Let's overlap with those delicate Allen again, do you really think...it's appropriate.I immediately closed the page at that time, and then watched a few more episodes to calm down the chill in my heart.
Therefore, I personally think that Alan is an impulsive, brave, desperate and even "stubborn" hot-blooded young man. He is aggressive and purposeful, possessive and protective. He wants to get back what he lost Everything, nothing can stop him from being domesticated. He is a wild wolf, and what stops him from destroying him. "A real monster." This is what the captain said about Allen. I think the reason why the captain said this was that he knew it when he heard that Allen was going to join the Survey Corps in the basement.
Of course, Allen will gradually mature. When Isayama Tsutomu was interviewed in Nahansha [Yu-chan learned from frantic searches], he said that Allen would change from "innovative" to "conservative".Children who have followed comics know that in the next sixty or seventy episodes, we obviously saw that Allen became a little more restrained, he gradually became less impulsive, gradually recognized his own strength and began to gradually drive it .However, it's not that Allen has weakened, it's just that his fervent heart of the beast is wrapped in a mature skin, and it's just hidden deep. In many small details, we can still see the original beast.
Now let's talk about Levi.Hmm... To be honest, Levi and I really spent more effort than Allen, various analysis posts, various official materials, and kept looking at Wugui's choice and the best posts describing the captain in the post bar.To be honest, in order to write this article, I kept re-reading it from beginning to end==I read it so that I could recite it backwards...I have memorized a lot of sincere Japanese phrases...
Captain... This person, I think I mentioned him repeatedly in the text.The captain is actually a very complicated person. After all, he has experienced so many setbacks since he was a child. He has been fighting against the cruelty of this world throughout his life.The soldier commander lived in that underground street that was a hundred times crueler than today's society since he was very young. We may not be able to imagine the jungle there.I believe, and have to admit, that Levi knew how to kill and rob, how to survive all the adversity and sharp knives at a very young age.Hey...Speaking of it this way, the captain really makes me feel bad. Who knows how his heart is riddled with holes under his face that has remained unchanged for a hundred years.
The captain, when he was just Levi, rolled around in the underground mall, and he was also a master for a while.To be honest, Levi's cultural level is not very high... so it's really dumbfounding to spit out some words occasionally.
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Super God: Penetrates through the Dragon Ball twice and kills Liu Chuang at the beginning!
Chapter 46 21 hours ago -
The Unrivaled Divine Emperor
Chapter 1685 22 hours ago -
Holy Dragon Totem
Chapter 1442 22 hours ago -
I turned into a planet and was discovered by the people on earth
Chapter 94 22 hours ago -
Five-star talent! I'm determined to hire this employee!
Chapter 211 22 hours ago -
I became the Styx, and my clone dominated the wild world
Chapter 284 22 hours ago