{Attack on Titan}I just want to live
Chapter 1 Traveling only has the upper body! (9)
Go, end up with nothing...
But I have no choice but to leave him.Leave this strong but distressed little guy.
I actually knew who he was, I knew it from the first moment I saw him.
I know we'll meet again eventually, but will I ever see this little guy again... I don't know, I really don't know.
He didn't speak, watching me stubbornly trying to hug him again and again but passing by, he was just silent.
I went back to my own wretch, lay down, and looked out the window into the starless darkness.Remember when you just left the little guy's room.
I feel that I have left all the loneliness and darkness of this world to him again.
The cold echo of the water dripping on the iron bucket can be heard next to my ears, like the cold ice slag falling from the black cliff to the sea surface, stimulating my gradually sober nerves.I opened my eyes, and my body was still sitting slumped in the narrow alley, the darkness was overwhelming, and I looked up and saw layers of black and blue eaves in front of me.
Memories began to flood in like a tidal wave, from the destruction of Trost District, Julie died in front of me, to the loss of her left arm, serious injury, rescue of Almin, and collapse here... I raised my left hand and rubbed it slightly Frowning brows, I feel that everything that happened when the soul came out of the body is just a moment in memory.And I, after experiencing this dreamlike dream, had to rearrange my thoughts and return to reality.
Suddenly, I stared fixedly at the left hand that was rubbing between my brows, and then I was ecstatic.
I looked at the joint where the left arm was originally torn. The fabric there was not connected together like the flesh inside. The blood-stained fabric was unrecognizable and hung unevenly on the left arm and shoulder. During the movement, you can see the newly formed red skin like a scab from the gap.
Stand up and take a few steps.The almost broken wound on the knee of the right leg has also healed. There is a half-moon-shaped red flesh in the gap in the clothes. When walking, there is a bit of tearing pain due to the involvement of the skin.But the wound on the waist did not go so smoothly. Although the bleeding had stopped and some repairs had been made, the bloody wound could still be seen.
I took off the unstable cloth on my left arm, revealing a smooth and white arm and half of the looming scab wound.Then tear the cloth into strips and wrap them around the wound around the waist.
After finishing these simple procedures, I collected my mind and began to explore whether there are giants around here.In a gap, I carefully ejected the gas in the cylinder, stood on the roof and started looking for Almin to join him.
After that, as expected, many earth-shattering things happened, including the mysterious giant attacking the giant, Alan was found to emerge from the giant's body, Alan transformed into a giant to resist grenades, and Alan turned into a giant again to block the wall door .
Everything seems to be a lifetime away.Those who were crying and laughing on the screen, screaming and boiling, desperately hoping...all of those things were performed again in my sight with flesh and blood.It's just that this time I'm no longer staying out of it. I lose what they lose and gain what they gain.
I heard Alan yelling at the last moment of his severe body collapse: "Fight!! Fight!! Fight!!!!"
His earth-shattering roar beat the sleeping heart on the left side of his chest every time.stand up!fight!Humanity did not lose!I want them to know that the dying struggle of human beings is terrifying!
Humanity is always lost, we are always undeserved.
So what?So what?So what if you don't deserve it?
Even if we don't deserve it, we will rebel against the law of heaven and snatch it.Even without arms, we bite the last foe with our sharpened teeth.
We will take back what is ours.
Humans never compromise.
When all the dust fell to the ground, I looked at the wall that Allen had tried his best to block, and a kind of relief that I had never felt before spread in my heart. The gains after having nothing always seemed precious.
Allen was rescued by Captain Levi who rushed over, and the remaining combat power of the Survey Corps and the Garrison Corps combined to solve the giants wandering in the Trost District. The troops captured the two giants.
But as soon as the success is complete, when I realize it, many people are gone.
The surviving trainees were ordered to carry out the work of recovering the remains and cleaning up after the battle.
There, I saw Mark's dead body.
Mark lay quietly in a corner and went quietly.Just like his personality, he left this world in a gentle and calm manner, in a way that least disturbed the world.
The entire town has become a relic of a dead city discovered many years later. The huge and magnificent body is its once prosperous and now endless sad emptiness.All the clues still retain the breath of the past, the discarded rag dolls, the unclosed windows and unclosed lamps, the half-eaten food that has become cold, the books that have been placed on the table, and the papers are interrupted before they are finished. The flowing affection...
I have never seen such a city with such sadness.The gloomy sky oppresses the lingering air, the flames of burning corpses ignite in the corner, and the dust that rises up is mixed with human ashes and flies hopelessly to the sky. The sparks are flickering in mid-air, as if those ordinary things that have passed away The warmth and happiness that never existed again.
Under the light of the fire, the sporadic blood stains looked like frozen blood and tears, turning black and cold.The smiling eyes of the father, the apron of the mother, the calling of the child... Those warm hands are still tightly held together, but now they are just lonely in the corner, holding the empty air, under the light of the fire, the white Promise haggard and motionless.
"Dad, come back..." "Dad, he will be back at night." "Mom, why hasn't Dad come back..." "Good boy, Dad... he will come back..."
I watched the flickering flames and dust disappear into the gray sky, as if I heard something.
"Mom... Dad, he's asleep... No matter how I call him, he won't wake up..."
I touched my face, a bone-chilling coldness.
The shell necklace on the left wrist was still swaying slightly as warm as jade, and was carried a faint warmth by the body temperature.Whenever I touch it with my hands, there will always be a kind of warm water to the people I think of.
He was there.He is always there.When I was in pain, hesitant or tired, he was always there, stretching out his arms to me, waiting for me to go to that warm destination, stay and rest.
However, he died.
Thomas is dead.
He didn't say goodbye to me, and left silently.
Unknowingly, I walked to the place where he gave me the bracelet, I still lowered my head and said nothing.Here is still a scene of warblers flying and grass growing. When I came, my leather boots were still stained with the fragrance of green grass, and the edges of the leather boots still had khaki spots of undried mud.
Still here, I'm still here.
Just like that day, I turned my head and left with a straight back and quick steps.The wind is still whistling in the ear, the mist in the distance still envelops the horizon, and the fuzzy cyan is the free and undulating mountain at the junction of the clear blue.
Suddenly, I stopped in the same far enough place that day.
Looking back suddenly, I no longer see the figure who has been silently watching me leave.
I suddenly burst into tears.
It turns out that after so long, I'm still so far away from you.So far this time, I can't see you, Thomas.
In these days, I suddenly want to go to that lake for a sit at night.I packed up my clothes and prepared to set off by myself. Mikasa looked at me and followed me silently.
This time, I didn't gossip with her on the road.I was just hurrying on my way, I didn’t know what I was busy with, I just speeded up my pace as fast as possible, only the sound of the rustling wind and the footsteps of shadows swaying in the woods at night, the moonlight silently sprinkled in front of us, the dark blue The sky has no stars.
My footsteps rustled through the dark woods and stopped at the entrance of the small lake.Mikasa stood beside me, not saying a word.I looked at a protruding stone in the lake, as if I saw a strong figure sitting there, throwing stones boredly.
The lake is still slightly rippling, and the moonlight floats on the blue-blue lake in the only gap in the black forest. The sparkling light is a cool silver color, and the mist floats on the lake, like snow Lianzhimei is in full bloom, and those dusty moonlight and thin fragrance in the cold night always remind me of the promise I made in a hurry that night.
The darkness behind me was diluted by the moist lake light, like a cat lying behind me.I am clearly standing here, but I seem to hear myself approaching that shallow figure that seems to be about to go with the wind.
I stood there, staring blankly at the figure throwing stones into the lake one by one, watching the stones draw beautiful arcs in the air, but at the other end of the arc, the wind and the sea were calm.Those shimmering stones seemed to have fallen into the sea-like air, sinking silently, gradually fading, and disappearing.
I feel sour in my eyes.Just like that day, I approached the figure and looked at it carefully over and over again.I stepped over the stones, walked across the grass, and stood beside the phantom.
"You... disturb the sleep of the fish at the bottom of the lake..." I heard the traces of sobs in my voice, tears began to fall into my mouth, and the bitter taste trembled slightly: "Yes... it is immoral, the behavior of……"
He turned his head, looked at me ecstatically, and hid the stone in his hand behind his back.I heard his voice from far away: "Mia, you are here..."
"Why are you crying..."
My eyes are wide open, tears make the world soft and blurry.I looked at his fading figure, he still seemed to be very stubborn and wanted to stand still, but his face became more and more blurred, and I could hardly see it clearly.
"Don't cry." He seemed to be working hard to raise his hands, and those hands were so transparent that he could see the cold moon in the sky.He put his hand on my head, just like before, caressing the top of my head, but I didn't feel any temperature, I didn't have any sense of touch...
"Don't cry..." He seemed to have exhausted all his vitality, his transparent body began to turn into twinkling stars, he smiled at me, tears slowly overflowed from his eyes, he still looked at me stubbornly .
I saw that his tears had not yet fallen from his face, and were annihilated into blurred white starlight.His eyes are still compassionate and gentle, I seem to hear his last whisper: "How much I miss you..."
I watched the last trace of him disappear in the air, and the faint fragrance quietly surrounded me, they wrapped me, as if only in this way, he could do his best to hug me for the last time.
When the fragrance gradually dissipated, I squatted down and hugged myself.I sat on the rock I used to sit on, looking at the lake in the misty tears. Thin clouds surrounded the surface of the lake, and the moonlight turned into colorful streamers. The moist light seemed as if it was wet Tears, this lake compassionately shelters the dead and the living, silently watching them parting from life and death, separating heaven and man.
In fact, they all know that each other is here.But I know but I can't touch it, I can't see the face, I can't hear the voice, I can't smell a breath of grand scenery on such a beautiful lake.
Mikasa sat beside me, silently accompanying me.
We sat on the edge of this time-changing lake, watching all the joys and sorrows here are ups and downs in the unchanging microwave of the lake.I looked at the lake and said to myself, "I taught him to sing a song before."
Mikasa remained silent.
I sang in a low voice as if no one else was there, my voice seemed hoarse in the wind, all my emotions fluctuated in the gradually cooling moonlight, and finally settled on the top of a certain nameless tree and fell into a deep sleep.
We think that all our sorrows are a lifetime.But the moon watches from the sidelines year after year, and all the joys and sorrows of parting are just a moment of dust to it.
"Are you sad to say goodbye without saying goodbye
Turning around with a few smiling faces unwilling to be willing
Maybe next winter maybe another ten years
Come back to you and hold an umbrella for you
......"
I suddenly remembered that I sat with him before, chatting unhurriedly about some unimportant things.I listen to what he says, and watch the scenery with me when he rests.Just like that, once when he talked about the "goddess list" and "ranking of the girls most hoped to date" that his boys secretly ranked for the girls of the same period, he suddenly laughed, as if he had stolen a fishy cat.
He said that originally the boys stipulated that the two lists must choose two different girls, but he secretly voted for both of them.He smiled happily, and I laughed too.
Smiling and laughing, looking at the deserted lake on the right, I cried.
this idiot...
"Forgive the bouquet, I dress up just to miss you
Pray that natural disasters and man-made disasters will be distributed to me, and only give you this fragrance
But I am humble and extravagant to let me retain a little breath
So that you can remember in your dreams, the strength I used to hold you tightly
......"
I seem to hear his deep and peaceful voice singing this song quietly again.
He said he liked the song very much.When he said this, his eyes were clear and soft, and he stared at me lightly.
"I want to speak boldly, be humble and extravagant, and hope to love you again in the next life
I hope that every night when the stars shine into my dreams
Someone to kiss you instead of me. "
Both Mikasa and I knew that we were going to investigate the Corps. We sat together and looked at the beautiful scenery in front of us in silence. We both knew that we were about to go on a dangerous journey with no known outcome. Will we be able to come back again? What will be the next time we come back? At that time, everything is unknown.
Our lives are beyond our control, so we have to stay away from everything we miss.
I looked at the misty lake in front of me and the faint moonlight.Suddenly said to Mikasa, "Mikasa, actually." I raised my head, in the starless night, "I didn't even let him say 'I like you'..."
"I actually thought he'd come back."
That night, I didn't have a sleepless night like I imagined. I fell asleep peacefully, but felt lost.When I woke up, everything, suddenly, was at a loss.
Thomas, when I attended the soldier's memorial service, I solemnly put all my hair up for the first time.
do you know?
I dressed up to attend, just to miss you.
- I remember that day
I interrupted your confession
i thought you would disappoint me
But, you don't.
remember that day,
I refuse you to touch the top of my head
i thought you would be disheartened
But, you don't.
remember that day,
I hooked up with Ellen in front of you
I thought you would look down on me
But, you don't.
remember that day,
Once again I resolutely walk away
I thought you'd turn around and leave
But, you don't.
yes there are many things you don't do
You take care of me, love me, wait for me
There are many, many things waiting for me to repay you
I plan to wait for you to come back
just consider being with you
But
you have not.
The author has something to say: This chapter is almost 5000 words long... Xi-chan has something to do tomorrow, so I will post today and tomorrow together... I know the number of words is not enough.
Tomorrow, Xi-chan will be lazy~ The children are puppet [circle circle...]
☆, the trapped beast of the world
We've all had an extremely restless few days, exhausted from the daily recovery of human remains and the cleanup of the city.Sasha sneaked up to me and told me that she had no appetite at all these days.I was surprised to see her sleepy and melancholy expression, and she said: "Every day, I am afraid of seeing the corpse of a very familiar companion..." After that, I also lowered my head and buried my face in the in the shadows.
When Almin first saw my left arm, he had a look of horror and doubt. The uncertainty and disbelief in his eyes were choppy, but he still looked at me, hesitating to speak.
Armin saw me when I broke my arm, but now I don't have the energy to organize words to tell him the truth.I have been in a state of mental tension and near collapse almost recently. Many familiar faces were found blackened and mutilated in a corner. This depressive atmosphere almost made death take root in the hearts of those who were still alive. The dead flowed from the blood to the whole body.
But today, Armin finally looked at my left arm again, and the certainty and doubt in his eyes were almost ready to come out.I sighed silently in my heart, and then whispered: "After dinner later, you come with me to the open space behind." Mikasa took a drink of the water glass in his hand, and turned his head lightly.I lowered my head, looked at the vegetable soup in my hand that was shining brightly under the bright yellow light, and continued, "I have something to tell you."
We came to the open space behind, no one spoke along the way, the rustling footsteps seemed dignified and slow in the darkness.In this starless and moonless night, the surrounding grass was full of black shadows, and the occasional chirping of insects made the depths of the forest a secluded forest that no one knew about.
There is an oil lamp on the wooden wall, and the faint light of the fire weakly casts a cloud of light yellow light on the ground, cascading on the side of the simple wooden stairs, the increasingly faint triangular black shadows are like the haze at the corner of the light , the corruption behind tranquility.In this pitch-black night, faintly dissipating in the air, the light is like a thin mist, floating alone and helpless in the deep sea, and the shadows appear unusually harmonious.
In fact, all the light in this world is an illusion, and only darkness is eternal.
I squatted down on the edge of the small clump of light, and the two of them sat next to me without saying anything.I didn't look at them, I slowly stretched out my hand, and then took out a small silver shiny knife from my belt.
Under their shocked eyes and unceasing exclamation, I used my knife vigorously, and quickly slashed down in the air!
"Tearing—" The sound of the knife cutting the skin and piercing the blood vessels.
The blood suddenly surged out like a water column after a moment of silence, and the sound of the liquid collapsing on the stone slab seemed abrupt.I exerted force almost instantly and chopped off my left wrist.
"M, Mia..." I heard Mikasa gasp and Almin's exclamation and trembling voice.
I didn't look up at them, I just watched pools of blood flowing in the darkness. Those black-red translucent liquids seemed to have life, blending into the abyss of the night and stirring. It is impossible to make the blood beach have a ripple.The pain in my wrist was almost excruciating, and I felt my lips start to tremble.
More black-red liquid fell from the wrist, and the blood pool connected to the end sucked it up silently and greedily. It slowly eroded everyone's sanity and fell down the wooden ladder softly in the dark. The shallow flowing sound became more and more intense. In the distance, on the wooden ladder is a winding black footprint.
As if a gate had been pressed somewhere, the blood from the wound on the wrist was suddenly cursed as if from hell, and it consciously stopped flowing out.The wound at the incision was not covered by the gushing blood, revealing red flesh and indistinguishable wrist bones.
The rapid beating of my heart made my brain cloudy. I didn't know that my face was as pale as paper at this moment, and the blue veins on my forehead were struggling under the skin.
Somewhat delirious, I stretched out my right hand and groped left and right on the ground, and grasped the left hand that was starting to turn white on the ground but still had a trace of warmth.The left hand still remained the same as it was before it fell, the five fingers stretched forward naturally, and the knuckles stretched slightly, but the color of the nails had changed from the original pale pink to a lifeless white.
Under the watchful eyes of Mikasa and Armin, I put my left hand on the left wrist, and waited for a while, I saw the bone growth connection that I had seen before, the red muscle tissue twisted and twisted together, It makes a sound like a new branch of a tree.Flesh began to wrap new tissue, and then a pink scab formed around the wound.
After everything was done, I leaned against the wall to catch my breath.I flipped and pinched my returned left hand up and down in front of Armin and Mikasa, and then placed it weakly on the side of my leg.
"Did you see..." My mind seemed to be stuffed with cotton, my head was light and my thoughts were stagnant.I took a big gulp of fresh air to keep my mind clear.
"It's...unbelievable..." Armin seemed to be still in the aftertaste of shock, his eyes fixed on my left hand, which was covered with new pink flesh.
Compared to Armin, Mikasa was much calmer.She should have heard what Armin said about my left arm before, so she didn't stop me just now, which is undoubtedly tantamount to self-harm for ordinary people.
Mikasa walked up to me, and I was panting, my chest heaving up and down.She sat next to me and asked me: "Is it okay?" I looked at her and smiled with the corners of my mouth parted, "Don't worry, I won't die."
Armin controlled his emotions. He came back from the darkness not far away, holding a water bag in his hand, and handed it to me.After filling up the water, he sat in front of me in a new state of calm thinking.
His blond hair was slightly raised in the night wind, it was a kind of vague mixed color, like a pair of watercolors that had just been finished was accidentally stained with a puddle of water, smudged pale yellow.His cheeks were hidden in shadow, but his eyes had a rare luminosity, an intelligent gleam that seemed calm and dependable in this almost inexplicable situation.
"In this case, does it mean that Mia has the ability to lose limbs one after another..." His voice was calm, giving people a sense of stability, "Then this ability is infinitely usable but without any limit? ?”
I pondered, looked at him and said, "I don't fully understand this ability yet. But this ability is not without any limits."
"I have been bitten off by giants a few times, but some have been successfully repaired like this one just now. It's just that this kind of physical and physical load is very heavy. Although the amount of bleeding will be controlled, the blood loss will still be serious."
"Then, is there any one that has been successfully repaired?" Armin's eyes were burning, and his voice became deeper and deeper, "I mean, if the injury in Mia is too serious, will it not be repaired? If it cannot be repaired, it will die. ?"
I looked at him, and the truth was lifted layer by layer, and a feeling of nowhere to hide began to spread in my heart.I heard my voice answer:
"Won't die."
"What will happen then?"
"Change another body."
A dead silence.
Armin almost looked at me with a monster's eyes, and every word he said seemed to use a tone of affirmation to the point of creeping: "This is not the same as a giant..."
"Yes, it's different."
I looked at him, Armin had stopped talking.There was a blur in his eyes, as if thousands of thoughts passed by in a flash but failed to come to fruition.I sighed: "Armin, do you... believe in souls?"
"..." Armin paused, the ever-changing expression in his eyes stagnated, and then gradually became clear, "Ah, this way, it seems to make sense..."
"However, does such a thing as the soul really exist?" Mikasa who had been silent on the side suddenly spoke, her voice was still calm, like a deep pool of thousands of years of silence in the secluded forest, where no one cared.
"I don't know..." I looked up, the sky was starless and moonless, and darkness enveloped the earth.
Armin pondered, and suddenly remembered an important question. He asked me: "If Mia's left arm was swallowed by a giant at that time. Although the body has not reached the point where it cannot be restored, there is no way to get the severed limb. The soul Will you also give up this body automatically?"
I was taken aback, I had never considered this question before.Looking at the bright young man in front of me, I thought for a while, and then I also felt an unbelievable and terrifying sense of disobedience.
"I seem... this premise has never been established. Every time the giant bites off my limbs, does it... spit it out?"
Before I finished speaking, I was shocked myself.That's right, why did I just find out now that when giants devour other companions, they always swallow humans.But why?Why does it hang my limbs in the mouth and then throw them out every time?
It was the same in the forest outside the wall a long time ago, I was able to find my lower body, and this battle is also like this...
Armin was silent.He looked down at my left arm.The surroundings fell into silence again, except for the chirping of unknown insects in the grass, everything was almost silent.
"Let's go back today." Mikasa stood up suddenly, the wind blowing the gray hair around my ear, "we can't figure it out no matter what."
Armin nodded: "Now we can only take one step at a time."
Mikasa helped me up, and I gave her a grateful smile.Before leaving, I suggested "don't expose it for now", and Armin agreed, saying that my ability might not have much to do with giants.
When I was walking beside Mikasa, the surrounding scenery slowly faded back step by step. The black outlines of the grass rose and fell one after another not far away, and a little bit of leaf turning could be seen at the end, and the sound of the wind Shallow, the sky in the distance is an impenetrable deep sea that is rarely visited by people.
After walking a certain distance, I finally couldn't bear to look back.Mikasa's hand pulled forward, and then stopped following my body.She turned around, and we looked at the bracelet that had just been intentionally left in the corner with me.
Although there is only a faint yellow haze of light, the string of shell bracelets is still covered in porcelain white in the dusty corner, and the shells are stained with some innocence that I thought was not worth mentioning before, exuding a radiant and moist light.Just like on a misty and grassy morning not long ago, when I first got it, it was the same, silently warming the wrist that had been robbed of all the warmth by time.
At the beginning and end of the story, it is still there, carrying joy, entrusting promises, passing through the years, blurring the face.Not coming or going, impartial.
It bears witness to many things, many tender, kind, compassionate things.But this world doesn't allow it, when the grand and sacred sun shrouded, everything fell into a great fate.
So in this night that no one knows, there is only one parting left for us.
— "Can you wear it on your left hand?"
The left hand is close to the heart.
Do you want to live here?I cover my chest.Do you want to approach a little bit, give a little bit, and warm this numb and frozen heart a little bit?Even if moths to the flame?Even if it is beyond redemption?
But ah, when we were desperately flying to the flames and thirsting for warmth, our bodies were already cold.
I rubbed my left wrist habitually, and suddenly I was taken aback.
I used to have nothing.
"Let's go, Mikasa." I turned my head and whispered to Mikasa next to me.She looked at me without saying anything, then continued to support me and staggered forward.We all know that we can only move forward, we are about to go to investigate the Corps, many things are beyond our control, after all, the people there must always have the awareness to die.
As the trapped animals in this world, we turn back step by step, but we can only move forward step by step.
I know exactly what should be picked up and what should be discarded.
I know very well.
The author has something to say: I will join the Survey Corps in the next chapter!welcome!The captain is coming again!This kind of more than 700 words! Xi-chan is very diligent~【Praise me quickly! 】
☆, Join the Survey Corps
Not long after, I witnessed the live broadcast of the captain kicking Allen violently.Since Allen was rescued by Captain Levi, he has been imprisoned in the basement by the Gendarmerie.In order to obtain Allen's authority, the Investigation Corps, on the day of the trial, Captain Levi accepted the instructions of Captain Alvin, and staged the scene of "the best lesson is pain" in full view.
After Allen, who lost and recovered Mikasa, was taken away, Mikasa was in a state of tension and decadence.Finally erupted after witnessing "Alan was abused unforgivably by a short man!!!" in the audience.
Although Almin spared no effort to stop him, Mikasa didn't turn black on the spot and pulled out a steel knife to play on the field.But after she came back, she gritted her teeth and wrote the word "Levi" on all of Mikasa's sandbags, and then she was deadly when training martial arts.
Shortly after that, we're about to have the Corps Selection Ceremony.The 104th batch of recruits who have experienced the death wash prematurely will also decide their own affiliation, and face this collapsed world with an unmajestic posture.
"Hey! Mia! Did you see Armin?" Early in the morning, I was walking on the way to clean up the town when I suddenly saw Jean running towards me.
I paused, then shook my head, "No."
"Damn it!" He ran in front of me, and slapped his palm on his forehead vigorously. His short brown hair leaked out from between his fingers, but it didn't reduce the annoyance and irritability in his eyes.
He panted, and moved around unsteadily, "That kid hasn't seen me since yesterday!" "Ah! Damn it!" Let Hesitation annoyed him for a while, and then continued to run forward, shouting as he ran: " Armin! Armin!" "Bastard!" …
I looked at him and walked forward in a daze, ignoring this little episode.
Armin, who thought it would be difficult to meet, met me when I finished all my work and planned to go to the cafeteria with Sasha for lunch.He walked up to me, then pushed Sasha away, and pulled me to a corner under Sasha's resentful gaze.
"What's wrong with you?" I was dragged away inexplicably, so I turned around and asked Almin who was walking straight ahead.
Armin didn't speak, he stopped at a triangle where two houses meet.The midday sun scorched overhead, and the air began to warp under the sweltering heat.Although this narrow corner is in a densely populated place, there is no shadow to hide it.
He turned his head, looked around cautiously, and then looked at me seriously.I was a little numb from his look, and asked what happened.Finally he sighed and whispered to me, "I saw Captain Levi and Ellen yesterday."
I was taken aback, then thought about it, and said to him, "Aren't they investigating the headquarters of the Corps?"
Armin shook his head, his blond hair became messy in the rotation: "That's not the point. They may have come out to buy some supplies." After speaking, he looked at me solemnly again.
I said "oh", then frowned and thought for a while.He raised his head in doubt, and said with some embarrassment: "Apart from this, is there any other point in what you just said?"
Armin sighed again, and then there was a wandering light in his eyes. "But, I never thought that Allen would look very close to Captain Levi?"
"Intimate?" I looked at Armin in a daze, and then said disapprovingly: "Levi is Ellen's guardian, it's normal to be very intimate..." Armin remained silent.
After a while, the emotion in Armin's eyes settled slightly, and he seemed to start to reflect on something again, "Maybe... I was wrong?" After speaking, he shook his head in self-denial. "No way? But it really looks weird!"
"Anyway, don't let Mikasa see it." Armin closed his eyes and sighed helplessly, "Otherwise, Mikasa will definitely be unable to control himself and draw his sword."
"Let's go. It's almost past noon." Armin sorted out his thoughts, then switched to a normal face, and smiled at me.I followed behind him thoughtfully, but my thoughts followed Almin's unfinished words climbing up the rock.
Will Mikasa be tempted to draw his sword?I unconsciously stuck a few strands of wind-blown hair behind my ears with my hands.If Mikasa draws his sword... Could it be that when Levi and Allen are out shopping... Levi is still kicking while walking? !
I suddenly couldn't help laughing, and shy away under Armin's eyes that didn't understand.
But I have no choice but to leave him.Leave this strong but distressed little guy.
I actually knew who he was, I knew it from the first moment I saw him.
I know we'll meet again eventually, but will I ever see this little guy again... I don't know, I really don't know.
He didn't speak, watching me stubbornly trying to hug him again and again but passing by, he was just silent.
I went back to my own wretch, lay down, and looked out the window into the starless darkness.Remember when you just left the little guy's room.
I feel that I have left all the loneliness and darkness of this world to him again.
The cold echo of the water dripping on the iron bucket can be heard next to my ears, like the cold ice slag falling from the black cliff to the sea surface, stimulating my gradually sober nerves.I opened my eyes, and my body was still sitting slumped in the narrow alley, the darkness was overwhelming, and I looked up and saw layers of black and blue eaves in front of me.
Memories began to flood in like a tidal wave, from the destruction of Trost District, Julie died in front of me, to the loss of her left arm, serious injury, rescue of Almin, and collapse here... I raised my left hand and rubbed it slightly Frowning brows, I feel that everything that happened when the soul came out of the body is just a moment in memory.And I, after experiencing this dreamlike dream, had to rearrange my thoughts and return to reality.
Suddenly, I stared fixedly at the left hand that was rubbing between my brows, and then I was ecstatic.
I looked at the joint where the left arm was originally torn. The fabric there was not connected together like the flesh inside. The blood-stained fabric was unrecognizable and hung unevenly on the left arm and shoulder. During the movement, you can see the newly formed red skin like a scab from the gap.
Stand up and take a few steps.The almost broken wound on the knee of the right leg has also healed. There is a half-moon-shaped red flesh in the gap in the clothes. When walking, there is a bit of tearing pain due to the involvement of the skin.But the wound on the waist did not go so smoothly. Although the bleeding had stopped and some repairs had been made, the bloody wound could still be seen.
I took off the unstable cloth on my left arm, revealing a smooth and white arm and half of the looming scab wound.Then tear the cloth into strips and wrap them around the wound around the waist.
After finishing these simple procedures, I collected my mind and began to explore whether there are giants around here.In a gap, I carefully ejected the gas in the cylinder, stood on the roof and started looking for Almin to join him.
After that, as expected, many earth-shattering things happened, including the mysterious giant attacking the giant, Alan was found to emerge from the giant's body, Alan transformed into a giant to resist grenades, and Alan turned into a giant again to block the wall door .
Everything seems to be a lifetime away.Those who were crying and laughing on the screen, screaming and boiling, desperately hoping...all of those things were performed again in my sight with flesh and blood.It's just that this time I'm no longer staying out of it. I lose what they lose and gain what they gain.
I heard Alan yelling at the last moment of his severe body collapse: "Fight!! Fight!! Fight!!!!"
His earth-shattering roar beat the sleeping heart on the left side of his chest every time.stand up!fight!Humanity did not lose!I want them to know that the dying struggle of human beings is terrifying!
Humanity is always lost, we are always undeserved.
So what?So what?So what if you don't deserve it?
Even if we don't deserve it, we will rebel against the law of heaven and snatch it.Even without arms, we bite the last foe with our sharpened teeth.
We will take back what is ours.
Humans never compromise.
When all the dust fell to the ground, I looked at the wall that Allen had tried his best to block, and a kind of relief that I had never felt before spread in my heart. The gains after having nothing always seemed precious.
Allen was rescued by Captain Levi who rushed over, and the remaining combat power of the Survey Corps and the Garrison Corps combined to solve the giants wandering in the Trost District. The troops captured the two giants.
But as soon as the success is complete, when I realize it, many people are gone.
The surviving trainees were ordered to carry out the work of recovering the remains and cleaning up after the battle.
There, I saw Mark's dead body.
Mark lay quietly in a corner and went quietly.Just like his personality, he left this world in a gentle and calm manner, in a way that least disturbed the world.
The entire town has become a relic of a dead city discovered many years later. The huge and magnificent body is its once prosperous and now endless sad emptiness.All the clues still retain the breath of the past, the discarded rag dolls, the unclosed windows and unclosed lamps, the half-eaten food that has become cold, the books that have been placed on the table, and the papers are interrupted before they are finished. The flowing affection...
I have never seen such a city with such sadness.The gloomy sky oppresses the lingering air, the flames of burning corpses ignite in the corner, and the dust that rises up is mixed with human ashes and flies hopelessly to the sky. The sparks are flickering in mid-air, as if those ordinary things that have passed away The warmth and happiness that never existed again.
Under the light of the fire, the sporadic blood stains looked like frozen blood and tears, turning black and cold.The smiling eyes of the father, the apron of the mother, the calling of the child... Those warm hands are still tightly held together, but now they are just lonely in the corner, holding the empty air, under the light of the fire, the white Promise haggard and motionless.
"Dad, come back..." "Dad, he will be back at night." "Mom, why hasn't Dad come back..." "Good boy, Dad... he will come back..."
I watched the flickering flames and dust disappear into the gray sky, as if I heard something.
"Mom... Dad, he's asleep... No matter how I call him, he won't wake up..."
I touched my face, a bone-chilling coldness.
The shell necklace on the left wrist was still swaying slightly as warm as jade, and was carried a faint warmth by the body temperature.Whenever I touch it with my hands, there will always be a kind of warm water to the people I think of.
He was there.He is always there.When I was in pain, hesitant or tired, he was always there, stretching out his arms to me, waiting for me to go to that warm destination, stay and rest.
However, he died.
Thomas is dead.
He didn't say goodbye to me, and left silently.
Unknowingly, I walked to the place where he gave me the bracelet, I still lowered my head and said nothing.Here is still a scene of warblers flying and grass growing. When I came, my leather boots were still stained with the fragrance of green grass, and the edges of the leather boots still had khaki spots of undried mud.
Still here, I'm still here.
Just like that day, I turned my head and left with a straight back and quick steps.The wind is still whistling in the ear, the mist in the distance still envelops the horizon, and the fuzzy cyan is the free and undulating mountain at the junction of the clear blue.
Suddenly, I stopped in the same far enough place that day.
Looking back suddenly, I no longer see the figure who has been silently watching me leave.
I suddenly burst into tears.
It turns out that after so long, I'm still so far away from you.So far this time, I can't see you, Thomas.
In these days, I suddenly want to go to that lake for a sit at night.I packed up my clothes and prepared to set off by myself. Mikasa looked at me and followed me silently.
This time, I didn't gossip with her on the road.I was just hurrying on my way, I didn’t know what I was busy with, I just speeded up my pace as fast as possible, only the sound of the rustling wind and the footsteps of shadows swaying in the woods at night, the moonlight silently sprinkled in front of us, the dark blue The sky has no stars.
My footsteps rustled through the dark woods and stopped at the entrance of the small lake.Mikasa stood beside me, not saying a word.I looked at a protruding stone in the lake, as if I saw a strong figure sitting there, throwing stones boredly.
The lake is still slightly rippling, and the moonlight floats on the blue-blue lake in the only gap in the black forest. The sparkling light is a cool silver color, and the mist floats on the lake, like snow Lianzhimei is in full bloom, and those dusty moonlight and thin fragrance in the cold night always remind me of the promise I made in a hurry that night.
The darkness behind me was diluted by the moist lake light, like a cat lying behind me.I am clearly standing here, but I seem to hear myself approaching that shallow figure that seems to be about to go with the wind.
I stood there, staring blankly at the figure throwing stones into the lake one by one, watching the stones draw beautiful arcs in the air, but at the other end of the arc, the wind and the sea were calm.Those shimmering stones seemed to have fallen into the sea-like air, sinking silently, gradually fading, and disappearing.
I feel sour in my eyes.Just like that day, I approached the figure and looked at it carefully over and over again.I stepped over the stones, walked across the grass, and stood beside the phantom.
"You... disturb the sleep of the fish at the bottom of the lake..." I heard the traces of sobs in my voice, tears began to fall into my mouth, and the bitter taste trembled slightly: "Yes... it is immoral, the behavior of……"
He turned his head, looked at me ecstatically, and hid the stone in his hand behind his back.I heard his voice from far away: "Mia, you are here..."
"Why are you crying..."
My eyes are wide open, tears make the world soft and blurry.I looked at his fading figure, he still seemed to be very stubborn and wanted to stand still, but his face became more and more blurred, and I could hardly see it clearly.
"Don't cry." He seemed to be working hard to raise his hands, and those hands were so transparent that he could see the cold moon in the sky.He put his hand on my head, just like before, caressing the top of my head, but I didn't feel any temperature, I didn't have any sense of touch...
"Don't cry..." He seemed to have exhausted all his vitality, his transparent body began to turn into twinkling stars, he smiled at me, tears slowly overflowed from his eyes, he still looked at me stubbornly .
I saw that his tears had not yet fallen from his face, and were annihilated into blurred white starlight.His eyes are still compassionate and gentle, I seem to hear his last whisper: "How much I miss you..."
I watched the last trace of him disappear in the air, and the faint fragrance quietly surrounded me, they wrapped me, as if only in this way, he could do his best to hug me for the last time.
When the fragrance gradually dissipated, I squatted down and hugged myself.I sat on the rock I used to sit on, looking at the lake in the misty tears. Thin clouds surrounded the surface of the lake, and the moonlight turned into colorful streamers. The moist light seemed as if it was wet Tears, this lake compassionately shelters the dead and the living, silently watching them parting from life and death, separating heaven and man.
In fact, they all know that each other is here.But I know but I can't touch it, I can't see the face, I can't hear the voice, I can't smell a breath of grand scenery on such a beautiful lake.
Mikasa sat beside me, silently accompanying me.
We sat on the edge of this time-changing lake, watching all the joys and sorrows here are ups and downs in the unchanging microwave of the lake.I looked at the lake and said to myself, "I taught him to sing a song before."
Mikasa remained silent.
I sang in a low voice as if no one else was there, my voice seemed hoarse in the wind, all my emotions fluctuated in the gradually cooling moonlight, and finally settled on the top of a certain nameless tree and fell into a deep sleep.
We think that all our sorrows are a lifetime.But the moon watches from the sidelines year after year, and all the joys and sorrows of parting are just a moment of dust to it.
"Are you sad to say goodbye without saying goodbye
Turning around with a few smiling faces unwilling to be willing
Maybe next winter maybe another ten years
Come back to you and hold an umbrella for you
......"
I suddenly remembered that I sat with him before, chatting unhurriedly about some unimportant things.I listen to what he says, and watch the scenery with me when he rests.Just like that, once when he talked about the "goddess list" and "ranking of the girls most hoped to date" that his boys secretly ranked for the girls of the same period, he suddenly laughed, as if he had stolen a fishy cat.
He said that originally the boys stipulated that the two lists must choose two different girls, but he secretly voted for both of them.He smiled happily, and I laughed too.
Smiling and laughing, looking at the deserted lake on the right, I cried.
this idiot...
"Forgive the bouquet, I dress up just to miss you
Pray that natural disasters and man-made disasters will be distributed to me, and only give you this fragrance
But I am humble and extravagant to let me retain a little breath
So that you can remember in your dreams, the strength I used to hold you tightly
......"
I seem to hear his deep and peaceful voice singing this song quietly again.
He said he liked the song very much.When he said this, his eyes were clear and soft, and he stared at me lightly.
"I want to speak boldly, be humble and extravagant, and hope to love you again in the next life
I hope that every night when the stars shine into my dreams
Someone to kiss you instead of me. "
Both Mikasa and I knew that we were going to investigate the Corps. We sat together and looked at the beautiful scenery in front of us in silence. We both knew that we were about to go on a dangerous journey with no known outcome. Will we be able to come back again? What will be the next time we come back? At that time, everything is unknown.
Our lives are beyond our control, so we have to stay away from everything we miss.
I looked at the misty lake in front of me and the faint moonlight.Suddenly said to Mikasa, "Mikasa, actually." I raised my head, in the starless night, "I didn't even let him say 'I like you'..."
"I actually thought he'd come back."
That night, I didn't have a sleepless night like I imagined. I fell asleep peacefully, but felt lost.When I woke up, everything, suddenly, was at a loss.
Thomas, when I attended the soldier's memorial service, I solemnly put all my hair up for the first time.
do you know?
I dressed up to attend, just to miss you.
- I remember that day
I interrupted your confession
i thought you would disappoint me
But, you don't.
remember that day,
I refuse you to touch the top of my head
i thought you would be disheartened
But, you don't.
remember that day,
I hooked up with Ellen in front of you
I thought you would look down on me
But, you don't.
remember that day,
Once again I resolutely walk away
I thought you'd turn around and leave
But, you don't.
yes there are many things you don't do
You take care of me, love me, wait for me
There are many, many things waiting for me to repay you
I plan to wait for you to come back
just consider being with you
But
you have not.
The author has something to say: This chapter is almost 5000 words long... Xi-chan has something to do tomorrow, so I will post today and tomorrow together... I know the number of words is not enough.
Tomorrow, Xi-chan will be lazy~ The children are puppet [circle circle...]
☆, the trapped beast of the world
We've all had an extremely restless few days, exhausted from the daily recovery of human remains and the cleanup of the city.Sasha sneaked up to me and told me that she had no appetite at all these days.I was surprised to see her sleepy and melancholy expression, and she said: "Every day, I am afraid of seeing the corpse of a very familiar companion..." After that, I also lowered my head and buried my face in the in the shadows.
When Almin first saw my left arm, he had a look of horror and doubt. The uncertainty and disbelief in his eyes were choppy, but he still looked at me, hesitating to speak.
Armin saw me when I broke my arm, but now I don't have the energy to organize words to tell him the truth.I have been in a state of mental tension and near collapse almost recently. Many familiar faces were found blackened and mutilated in a corner. This depressive atmosphere almost made death take root in the hearts of those who were still alive. The dead flowed from the blood to the whole body.
But today, Armin finally looked at my left arm again, and the certainty and doubt in his eyes were almost ready to come out.I sighed silently in my heart, and then whispered: "After dinner later, you come with me to the open space behind." Mikasa took a drink of the water glass in his hand, and turned his head lightly.I lowered my head, looked at the vegetable soup in my hand that was shining brightly under the bright yellow light, and continued, "I have something to tell you."
We came to the open space behind, no one spoke along the way, the rustling footsteps seemed dignified and slow in the darkness.In this starless and moonless night, the surrounding grass was full of black shadows, and the occasional chirping of insects made the depths of the forest a secluded forest that no one knew about.
There is an oil lamp on the wooden wall, and the faint light of the fire weakly casts a cloud of light yellow light on the ground, cascading on the side of the simple wooden stairs, the increasingly faint triangular black shadows are like the haze at the corner of the light , the corruption behind tranquility.In this pitch-black night, faintly dissipating in the air, the light is like a thin mist, floating alone and helpless in the deep sea, and the shadows appear unusually harmonious.
In fact, all the light in this world is an illusion, and only darkness is eternal.
I squatted down on the edge of the small clump of light, and the two of them sat next to me without saying anything.I didn't look at them, I slowly stretched out my hand, and then took out a small silver shiny knife from my belt.
Under their shocked eyes and unceasing exclamation, I used my knife vigorously, and quickly slashed down in the air!
"Tearing—" The sound of the knife cutting the skin and piercing the blood vessels.
The blood suddenly surged out like a water column after a moment of silence, and the sound of the liquid collapsing on the stone slab seemed abrupt.I exerted force almost instantly and chopped off my left wrist.
"M, Mia..." I heard Mikasa gasp and Almin's exclamation and trembling voice.
I didn't look up at them, I just watched pools of blood flowing in the darkness. Those black-red translucent liquids seemed to have life, blending into the abyss of the night and stirring. It is impossible to make the blood beach have a ripple.The pain in my wrist was almost excruciating, and I felt my lips start to tremble.
More black-red liquid fell from the wrist, and the blood pool connected to the end sucked it up silently and greedily. It slowly eroded everyone's sanity and fell down the wooden ladder softly in the dark. The shallow flowing sound became more and more intense. In the distance, on the wooden ladder is a winding black footprint.
As if a gate had been pressed somewhere, the blood from the wound on the wrist was suddenly cursed as if from hell, and it consciously stopped flowing out.The wound at the incision was not covered by the gushing blood, revealing red flesh and indistinguishable wrist bones.
The rapid beating of my heart made my brain cloudy. I didn't know that my face was as pale as paper at this moment, and the blue veins on my forehead were struggling under the skin.
Somewhat delirious, I stretched out my right hand and groped left and right on the ground, and grasped the left hand that was starting to turn white on the ground but still had a trace of warmth.The left hand still remained the same as it was before it fell, the five fingers stretched forward naturally, and the knuckles stretched slightly, but the color of the nails had changed from the original pale pink to a lifeless white.
Under the watchful eyes of Mikasa and Armin, I put my left hand on the left wrist, and waited for a while, I saw the bone growth connection that I had seen before, the red muscle tissue twisted and twisted together, It makes a sound like a new branch of a tree.Flesh began to wrap new tissue, and then a pink scab formed around the wound.
After everything was done, I leaned against the wall to catch my breath.I flipped and pinched my returned left hand up and down in front of Armin and Mikasa, and then placed it weakly on the side of my leg.
"Did you see..." My mind seemed to be stuffed with cotton, my head was light and my thoughts were stagnant.I took a big gulp of fresh air to keep my mind clear.
"It's...unbelievable..." Armin seemed to be still in the aftertaste of shock, his eyes fixed on my left hand, which was covered with new pink flesh.
Compared to Armin, Mikasa was much calmer.She should have heard what Armin said about my left arm before, so she didn't stop me just now, which is undoubtedly tantamount to self-harm for ordinary people.
Mikasa walked up to me, and I was panting, my chest heaving up and down.She sat next to me and asked me: "Is it okay?" I looked at her and smiled with the corners of my mouth parted, "Don't worry, I won't die."
Armin controlled his emotions. He came back from the darkness not far away, holding a water bag in his hand, and handed it to me.After filling up the water, he sat in front of me in a new state of calm thinking.
His blond hair was slightly raised in the night wind, it was a kind of vague mixed color, like a pair of watercolors that had just been finished was accidentally stained with a puddle of water, smudged pale yellow.His cheeks were hidden in shadow, but his eyes had a rare luminosity, an intelligent gleam that seemed calm and dependable in this almost inexplicable situation.
"In this case, does it mean that Mia has the ability to lose limbs one after another..." His voice was calm, giving people a sense of stability, "Then this ability is infinitely usable but without any limit? ?”
I pondered, looked at him and said, "I don't fully understand this ability yet. But this ability is not without any limits."
"I have been bitten off by giants a few times, but some have been successfully repaired like this one just now. It's just that this kind of physical and physical load is very heavy. Although the amount of bleeding will be controlled, the blood loss will still be serious."
"Then, is there any one that has been successfully repaired?" Armin's eyes were burning, and his voice became deeper and deeper, "I mean, if the injury in Mia is too serious, will it not be repaired? If it cannot be repaired, it will die. ?"
I looked at him, and the truth was lifted layer by layer, and a feeling of nowhere to hide began to spread in my heart.I heard my voice answer:
"Won't die."
"What will happen then?"
"Change another body."
A dead silence.
Armin almost looked at me with a monster's eyes, and every word he said seemed to use a tone of affirmation to the point of creeping: "This is not the same as a giant..."
"Yes, it's different."
I looked at him, Armin had stopped talking.There was a blur in his eyes, as if thousands of thoughts passed by in a flash but failed to come to fruition.I sighed: "Armin, do you... believe in souls?"
"..." Armin paused, the ever-changing expression in his eyes stagnated, and then gradually became clear, "Ah, this way, it seems to make sense..."
"However, does such a thing as the soul really exist?" Mikasa who had been silent on the side suddenly spoke, her voice was still calm, like a deep pool of thousands of years of silence in the secluded forest, where no one cared.
"I don't know..." I looked up, the sky was starless and moonless, and darkness enveloped the earth.
Armin pondered, and suddenly remembered an important question. He asked me: "If Mia's left arm was swallowed by a giant at that time. Although the body has not reached the point where it cannot be restored, there is no way to get the severed limb. The soul Will you also give up this body automatically?"
I was taken aback, I had never considered this question before.Looking at the bright young man in front of me, I thought for a while, and then I also felt an unbelievable and terrifying sense of disobedience.
"I seem... this premise has never been established. Every time the giant bites off my limbs, does it... spit it out?"
Before I finished speaking, I was shocked myself.That's right, why did I just find out now that when giants devour other companions, they always swallow humans.But why?Why does it hang my limbs in the mouth and then throw them out every time?
It was the same in the forest outside the wall a long time ago, I was able to find my lower body, and this battle is also like this...
Armin was silent.He looked down at my left arm.The surroundings fell into silence again, except for the chirping of unknown insects in the grass, everything was almost silent.
"Let's go back today." Mikasa stood up suddenly, the wind blowing the gray hair around my ear, "we can't figure it out no matter what."
Armin nodded: "Now we can only take one step at a time."
Mikasa helped me up, and I gave her a grateful smile.Before leaving, I suggested "don't expose it for now", and Armin agreed, saying that my ability might not have much to do with giants.
When I was walking beside Mikasa, the surrounding scenery slowly faded back step by step. The black outlines of the grass rose and fell one after another not far away, and a little bit of leaf turning could be seen at the end, and the sound of the wind Shallow, the sky in the distance is an impenetrable deep sea that is rarely visited by people.
After walking a certain distance, I finally couldn't bear to look back.Mikasa's hand pulled forward, and then stopped following my body.She turned around, and we looked at the bracelet that had just been intentionally left in the corner with me.
Although there is only a faint yellow haze of light, the string of shell bracelets is still covered in porcelain white in the dusty corner, and the shells are stained with some innocence that I thought was not worth mentioning before, exuding a radiant and moist light.Just like on a misty and grassy morning not long ago, when I first got it, it was the same, silently warming the wrist that had been robbed of all the warmth by time.
At the beginning and end of the story, it is still there, carrying joy, entrusting promises, passing through the years, blurring the face.Not coming or going, impartial.
It bears witness to many things, many tender, kind, compassionate things.But this world doesn't allow it, when the grand and sacred sun shrouded, everything fell into a great fate.
So in this night that no one knows, there is only one parting left for us.
— "Can you wear it on your left hand?"
The left hand is close to the heart.
Do you want to live here?I cover my chest.Do you want to approach a little bit, give a little bit, and warm this numb and frozen heart a little bit?Even if moths to the flame?Even if it is beyond redemption?
But ah, when we were desperately flying to the flames and thirsting for warmth, our bodies were already cold.
I rubbed my left wrist habitually, and suddenly I was taken aback.
I used to have nothing.
"Let's go, Mikasa." I turned my head and whispered to Mikasa next to me.She looked at me without saying anything, then continued to support me and staggered forward.We all know that we can only move forward, we are about to go to investigate the Corps, many things are beyond our control, after all, the people there must always have the awareness to die.
As the trapped animals in this world, we turn back step by step, but we can only move forward step by step.
I know exactly what should be picked up and what should be discarded.
I know very well.
The author has something to say: I will join the Survey Corps in the next chapter!welcome!The captain is coming again!This kind of more than 700 words! Xi-chan is very diligent~【Praise me quickly! 】
☆, Join the Survey Corps
Not long after, I witnessed the live broadcast of the captain kicking Allen violently.Since Allen was rescued by Captain Levi, he has been imprisoned in the basement by the Gendarmerie.In order to obtain Allen's authority, the Investigation Corps, on the day of the trial, Captain Levi accepted the instructions of Captain Alvin, and staged the scene of "the best lesson is pain" in full view.
After Allen, who lost and recovered Mikasa, was taken away, Mikasa was in a state of tension and decadence.Finally erupted after witnessing "Alan was abused unforgivably by a short man!!!" in the audience.
Although Almin spared no effort to stop him, Mikasa didn't turn black on the spot and pulled out a steel knife to play on the field.But after she came back, she gritted her teeth and wrote the word "Levi" on all of Mikasa's sandbags, and then she was deadly when training martial arts.
Shortly after that, we're about to have the Corps Selection Ceremony.The 104th batch of recruits who have experienced the death wash prematurely will also decide their own affiliation, and face this collapsed world with an unmajestic posture.
"Hey! Mia! Did you see Armin?" Early in the morning, I was walking on the way to clean up the town when I suddenly saw Jean running towards me.
I paused, then shook my head, "No."
"Damn it!" He ran in front of me, and slapped his palm on his forehead vigorously. His short brown hair leaked out from between his fingers, but it didn't reduce the annoyance and irritability in his eyes.
He panted, and moved around unsteadily, "That kid hasn't seen me since yesterday!" "Ah! Damn it!" Let Hesitation annoyed him for a while, and then continued to run forward, shouting as he ran: " Armin! Armin!" "Bastard!" …
I looked at him and walked forward in a daze, ignoring this little episode.
Armin, who thought it would be difficult to meet, met me when I finished all my work and planned to go to the cafeteria with Sasha for lunch.He walked up to me, then pushed Sasha away, and pulled me to a corner under Sasha's resentful gaze.
"What's wrong with you?" I was dragged away inexplicably, so I turned around and asked Almin who was walking straight ahead.
Armin didn't speak, he stopped at a triangle where two houses meet.The midday sun scorched overhead, and the air began to warp under the sweltering heat.Although this narrow corner is in a densely populated place, there is no shadow to hide it.
He turned his head, looked around cautiously, and then looked at me seriously.I was a little numb from his look, and asked what happened.Finally he sighed and whispered to me, "I saw Captain Levi and Ellen yesterday."
I was taken aback, then thought about it, and said to him, "Aren't they investigating the headquarters of the Corps?"
Armin shook his head, his blond hair became messy in the rotation: "That's not the point. They may have come out to buy some supplies." After speaking, he looked at me solemnly again.
I said "oh", then frowned and thought for a while.He raised his head in doubt, and said with some embarrassment: "Apart from this, is there any other point in what you just said?"
Armin sighed again, and then there was a wandering light in his eyes. "But, I never thought that Allen would look very close to Captain Levi?"
"Intimate?" I looked at Armin in a daze, and then said disapprovingly: "Levi is Ellen's guardian, it's normal to be very intimate..." Armin remained silent.
After a while, the emotion in Armin's eyes settled slightly, and he seemed to start to reflect on something again, "Maybe... I was wrong?" After speaking, he shook his head in self-denial. "No way? But it really looks weird!"
"Anyway, don't let Mikasa see it." Armin closed his eyes and sighed helplessly, "Otherwise, Mikasa will definitely be unable to control himself and draw his sword."
"Let's go. It's almost past noon." Armin sorted out his thoughts, then switched to a normal face, and smiled at me.I followed behind him thoughtfully, but my thoughts followed Almin's unfinished words climbing up the rock.
Will Mikasa be tempted to draw his sword?I unconsciously stuck a few strands of wind-blown hair behind my ears with my hands.If Mikasa draws his sword... Could it be that when Levi and Allen are out shopping... Levi is still kicking while walking? !
I suddenly couldn't help laughing, and shy away under Armin's eyes that didn't understand.
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