Minister

152 [Jiankang Nine Years]

The leaves in the capital cannot withstand the autumn wind. When they leave the gate of the capital, the yellow leaves all over the ground remind passers-by—this warmth is the last warmth of early autumn. The wind seems warm and pure, but it is not soft anymore. .Update the fastest to go to the eye

Wei Chi was in a hurry along the way, the sun was just red, and he arrived outside Baiyun Nunnery, but he didn't dare to go in after he had enough breath.

The forests around Baiyun Nunnery were very lush, Wei Chi tied his horse in the forest, a little at a loss.

In autumn in Beijing, the sky is high, and flocks of migratory birds are migrating in the sky.The little nun of Baiyun Nunnery yawned and came out to sweep the floor. Just after she walked out of the gate, she saw a horse tied to a big tree by the courtyard gate.

"Come and see, come and see, whose horse is it?"

A group of working young nuns gathered around: "It looks like someone with status." Some knowledgeable people were guessing.

"Did someone forget it yesterday?"

"Where will it be? Don't forget to be at the gate, look, there is still a burden here."

Someone was about to open it, and an older man pressed her hand: "Look, they are all good things, let's not cause trouble, and tell Master Jingci quickly."

It was the time for chanting the morning scriptures, and all the monks were chanting scriptures in the hall except the little nun who was a handyman.A few days ago, Qi Yuan also participated in the morning scriptures, but because of the slight cold in early autumn, she had some cough due to exogenous diseases, so today she prepared breakfast in the house.

Mei Yue boiled the medicine and brought it over: "I don't know why Liu Ma was sent away, I don't know much about making medicine, Madam, can you taste it first?"

"It's not difficult to boil the medicine. I'm also a little sick. Don't mind too much. Just leave it for now. I'll come over to eat after I have breakfast."

Mei Yue agreed, and took out the medicine first, and it was still a little cold in the morning, so she went to the window to close some windows.

"oops!"

Qi Yuan was preparing to have breakfast when she suddenly heard Mei Yue yelling in the outer room.

"What's the matter?" Qi Yuan was taken aback by her, and hurried out to look - only to see a person crawling on the top of the courtyard wall.

"Wei Chi?" Even Qi Yuan couldn't help calling out.

The walls of the nunnery are very high!Wei Chi climbed very hard, and was startled by Mei Yue's screams just as he touched the top of the wall. After finally climbing up, he was startled by Qi Yuan again.

"Come on, come on..." Wei Chi waved out of breath.

"What's the matter?" Qi Yuan didn't care so much for the time being, and hurried over.

"The wall is too high... Get a chair and ask Mei Yue to close the courtyard door."

After another toss, Wei Chi finally entered the door.

"Oh! Master Wei! You, how did you come here?" Mei Yue exclaimed.

Qi Yuan looked at Wei Chi covering his hands: "What's wrong with your hands? Let me see."

Hearing these words, Wei Chi suddenly felt his nose sore: "No, I rubbed against the tiles."

It was the first time that Qi Yuan saw Wei Chi's face look so bad, so she didn't ask any more questions, and hurriedly pulled him into the house, and ordered Mei Yue to find the medicine and go to the gate of the courtyard to guard.

The smell of the medicinal wine was very pungent, and Qi Yuan was so smoked that she coughed.

"you are sick?"

"It's just some exogenous feeling, just a cough." Qi Yuan rolled up Wei Chi's sleeves—it seemed that he rubbed him more than once, and even had scratches on his arms.

"Why don't you go back to the capital? There is a shortage of doctors and medicines on this mountain!" Wei Chi held Qi Yuan's hand to prevent her from giving him medicine: "Is it because I don't want to go back even if I die of illness on the mountain?!"

"..." Qi Yuan couldn't hold back against him: "The mountain is a little bit cleaner, so I'll be able to recover from this illness."

"In your eyes, am I the same person as Feng Shixun? Me? Have I ever done something disrespectful to you? I know you, but is it a drag on your innocence?" Wei Chi was so angry that he couldn't speak clearly. up.

"I didn't think so..."

"Then you avoid me like this, you have avoided me since the first time we met? In your heart, there is no difference between me and Feng Shixun, right?"

"If I want to think this way, I won't let you hold my hand now."

Only then did Wei Chi realize that he was holding Qi Yuan's arm.

"Let go," Qi Yuan was anxious and angry: "You even came to climb over the wall of the nunnery! If you enter the wrong yard, no one will give you a chair to see if you fall to death! Spread your hands flat!"

Wei Chi felt that his anger just now seemed to be a child's fighting spirit, and his momentum suddenly faltered, and he honestly let go of his hand.

"It was very hot a few days ago, and I didn't go out to escape the heat, so I came to the mountain."

"You're talking nonsense!" Wei Chi didn't believe it: "You obviously find it annoying to explain to me every day! Why don't you even get a letter from where you go? If it wasn't for the change of furniture in your yard yesterday, I wouldn't know It's easy for you to walk alone. You don't know that all the old ladies in your yard were sent away by Feng Shixun, and the furniture was chosen by others before giving it to you. You promised me to live happily, no Those who deserve it are angry and sad, but you don’t care at all! So many people bully you, you don’t tell me, what’s the point of hiding alone?”

Qi Yuan's hand paused: "You... stupid boy, how can you control other people's affairs?"

"Why can't I care? Feng Shixun's actions would have been enough for him to sue if he was put on the table! If he happens to fall into my hands one day, I'll see if I won't cut him into pieces! It's fine if you don't tell me, and you still treat me as an outsider! Have I done something to be sorry for you?"

"How can I tell you..." Qi Yuan didn't expect this person to be so stubborn.

"You can say whatever you want, but I feel that you don't want to see him this time, but you don't want to see me!" Wei Chi withdrew his hand violently: "Your life and death have nothing to do with me, and mine has nothing to do with you."

Qi Yuan had no choice but to find a chair and sit down: "Where am I guarding against you? It's just people's words... Others don't know about the things I tell you on weekdays. Can Mei Yue not know? The two of us Is this what they think? We didn’t think too much when we were frank, but we couldn’t prevent others from thinking too much. I don’t know which day, the old woman in my yard might have seen something, because after all, she was brought by Feng Shixun’s family , I must have told him. Before I knew it, the old woman was sent away. Later, if I didn’t think of her strange speech in those days, I wouldn’t have expected so much. Our two houses are separated If you don't dodge it, I'm afraid it will be bad for your official career."

"I don't have an official career as rare as you think! What's more, what is Feng Shixun? You and I are innocent, even if he joins me, I won't be afraid of him! He will try if he has the guts? I want to join him in abusing his wife! "

"You're afraid..." Qi Yuan didn't know how this usually clever person suddenly became so stupid: "The ancients said that a man and a woman can't kiss each other, and it's also a matter of etiquette. The melon fields and plums like to make things out of nothing. Don't you know this?"

"I'm not afraid!" Wei Chi roared: "I think you are just blindly afraid of him to end up like this! Why do you waste your life with him like this? Why doesn't he pay you back so much? His little wives are in groups , live a good life, use you outside as a front, why? You still follow him? Follow their Feng family's face? He is sure about you, you are really going to piss me off One day in the court, if you don't join me, I will join you? A few words from an old woman can make him join me? Come and try? Why do you have to worry about something that can neither be eaten nor used? Do you have any friends in the capital? Do you have social relations? Are you happy when everyone praises you for your innocence? Those people like to catch wind and shadows, so let them go? They are not your relatives, so what do they care about you?"

"Why can't you understand what I say?" Qi Yuan kept calm, but Wei Chi's yell made her anxious: "Isn't life a human being in this world? People's words have been scary since ancient times. , you’ve read so many books, don’t you know? I’m afraid, I’m afraid that I will ruin my reputation and shame my old father. Although Feng Shixun and I only have the name of husband and wife, if it is said, no one but you Would you believe me? I'm just a girl. If I really lose my reputation, I'll go back to my hometown by myself. I'm even more afraid of you! You're still so young, and your family has not yet been settled. Those who spread rumors don't care if it's true or not. ? If it gets out, what are you going to do? Someone is taking advantage of it, so what are you going to do?"

Seeing Wei Chi for the first time, Qi Yuan blushed with anger, but after hearing what he said, she couldn't help feeling sour: "...I...I won't argue with you, you go back."

"Why don't you fight? Even if you can pity someone you don't like, can't you pity yourself?"

Wei Chi thought of the two white lanterns before the New Year's Eve, and remembered why she asked himself why he wanted to help her: "When I was with you, you were really happy...I...I don't know why you are like this willing!"

Really...happy?

A trace of panic suddenly appeared in Qi Yuan's heart, and the panic was inexplicably mixed with a trace of disgust: "Master Wei, don't say that. After all, I am a man with a family, and you are a grown man. You and I avoid it, there is nothing wrong."

"Me?" Wei Chi trembled with anger, "I'm an adult man? What if I'm not an adult man?"

Wei Chi pulled off his hairband violently: "Aren't you afraid that others will laugh at you? Whoever laughs at you, you might as well tell him frankly that Wei Chi is a woman, and she is also a woman!!!"

"Wei Chi? Wei Chi?"

Wei Chi shook off Qi Yuan's hand: "You don't need to chase me away, I'll go by myself! You care so much about your family, so go care about it, just pretend that I never knew you before!"

"You..." Qi Yuan's strength was far inferior to Wei Chi's, she was angry and anxious, but she didn't dare to let go: "Cough cough cough..."

Wei Chi wanted to break away from her hand, but Qi Yuan's cough tugged at her heart. She still couldn't bear it, but her self-esteem didn't allow her to compromise.Maybe Wei Chi himself didn't know how proud, arrogant, domineering, and unreasonable he was.

"Let me go!" Wei Chi saw that Qi Yuan's face turned pale, so he didn't dare to use any more force, and his head became clearer: "Let me go, I'm going back!"

"You...you take your medicine well." The two stalemate for a while before Wei Chi muttered quietly.

"You... said you were a woman?" Qi Yuan dared not let go.

"Forget it if you don't believe it..." Wei Chi said angrily.

"You can't go out like this." Qi Yuan still didn't dare to let go: "Listen to me, I'll help you comb your hair."

"I'm not afraid, at worst I'll retire."

"Okay, let me comb your hair for you in the end. When you leave this door, we... just pretend we don't know each other..." Qi Yuan let go of her hand.

"..."

Let's just pretend we didn't know each other, right?Qi Yuan suddenly felt relieved, as if she didn't owe anyone anymore.Wei Chi... I don't know why you are a woman, just like you don't understand why I insist on calling myself Feng's wife.We seem to understand each other very well, but in fact, we don't understand each other too much. We may be very close, but in fact, we are too far away from each other.Who are you?who I am?are you stupid?or am i stupid?Let's clear it up.

Let's just pretend we didn't know each other, right?Wei Chi suddenly felt terrified, as if he really had nothing to do with her anymore.In many cases, one's mischievous venting can always make others more dependent. Maybe I didn't do it on purpose, but I seem to be used to it.One day, when a person let go of his hand freely, he suddenly lost his direction, became timid and cowardly, and lost his vigor.

Qi Yuan went straight to the dressing box to find a comb, as if thinking that Wei Chi would definitely come.

Wei Chi wanted to run away, but he didn't dare to run away or resist, and he didn't dare to say another vicious word.

"Please sit down."

Wei Chi felt Qi Yuan supporting his shoulders, and the mahogany comb brushed his hair from top to bottom.

Wei Chi's hair is very good. In the past, the teacher always praised her exhaustively when combing her hair.Qi Yuan went from left to right, from right to left, reluctant to use a comb to pick them up.Combing, combing, my mood gradually calmed down, and I felt that this moment was both strange and familiar.Thinking of the first time between himself and him, the misty rain, he seemed to be able to smell him... Oh, no, it was her arrogance.Did my later self accept her sympathy?Or because I instinctively want to get close to her and feel that she is safe, that's why we meet again and again?When did you start to have some regrets?Now, suddenly ending with a ridiculous ending, I feel a little pity... I... don't seem to be as noble as I imagined... I really defiled her as she said.

It's really a pity...Qi Yuan suddenly realized that she felt a little pity. If today was not true, wouldn't she be relieved and be with him many years later?

impossible……

Qi Yuan put down her comb and tied her long hair into a bun.

In the past, when I planted willows, I depended on Hannan; now, it is scattered with my dreams, how can I bear it?

"I was the one who was rude before and forced you to say such things." Qi Yuan let go of her hand: "I... don't know how you came here, you must be as absurd as me, right? But after getting to know you, it seems to be true... I really have nostalgia and scruples. I also know a little about many things in the court, so don't use the old to perfuse me. I will not treat anyone today Speaking of which, just pretend you never told me. Feng Shixun is not a person who thinks of people in good ways. The less he moves, the more afraid I am that he will harm you. Maybe I didn’t think at first Innocent, it’s just that I don’t know it myself. If I really cared that much... I don’t think we would talk and laugh together. I... we... let’s do our own thing..."

Wei Chi went out the door in a daze - there was Jingci sitting in the yard, with Mei Yue beside him, drooping her head.

Human words?Wei Chi was actually scared: "...you?"

Jingci stood up, and put the bundle in Wei Chi's hand: "Go back to the city earlier, I've got your horse tied to the back door."

"I... I was rude today." Wei Chi finally admitted his mistake.

"Go..."

If there is not too much rain in autumn, Jingci will like it very much, because if she wants to count her best time, it is undoubtedly the golden autumn.A lot of happiness is golden and worth letting everyone know, but sometimes happiness is dark and needs to hide in a corner and sprout alone.If she hadn't seen too much, Jing Ci would have contempt for the latter like most people. Maybe this is the difference between a wise man and an ordinary man?

"Don't be dazed, go get a cup of tea."

Mei Yue said submissively: "What happened to my wife and Master Wei?"

Jingci smiled: "If one day your wife and Mr. Wei are together, what would you think?"

"How is this possible???" Mei Yue exclaimed.

"People, if you are smarter, you can live a better life, and if you see it well, you can live a more comfortable life. The most fearful thing is that people who think they are smart, blindly specialize in skills to compete for the top; Loneliness and indifference make you feel at ease in a prison. If you can't really wake up, this life will be in vain, right?"

The author has something to say: The second part is about to be finalized. To be honest, the latter part is very tasteful. I suggest that you wait until I finish writing all three parts before deciding whether to read it or not...

It's not that I'm afraid that everyone will shoot me, but I'm afraid that everyone will watch me...