Minister

45【Six Years of Jiankang】

Wei Chi looked through his fingers - Saul Hahan's shoulders, Saul Hahan's waist, Saul Hahan's wet belly.Obviously the same as himself, but it makes people feel flustered.

"Alas..." Wei Chi closed his eyes and sighed: "When I was six years old, my teacher and I went to the county town, probably to buy some fabrics and lamp oil. I felt tired after walking for a day, and it was summer again. I went back to the academy and had a sip of tea, the teacher went to rest, and I was alone under the eaves eating cold parfait and playing. I don’t know how long after that, the nephew of Uncle Chai Fang’s family ran over and invited me to go to the backyard together Floating water in the lake outside. I followed in a daze. When the teacher found me, I had already taken off my trousers." Speaking of this, Wei Chi couldn't help laughing: "Actually, I don't know that I It's a girl, I just think it's normal and naughty. On the way back when I was carried by the teacher, I was still thinking about how to talk back... Cough, the teacher made a face, and I didn't make a sound for a long time, I just thought I was going to be punished It's gone... Unexpectedly, the old man was silent for a long time, and only said one sentence.

'I shouldn't let your temper go like this, you go on like this... half man and not woman... what should I do? '

Later, I was determined to go to the scholar examination, and the teacher asked me to kneel in front of his house for a whole night. In the morning, all the students in the academy came to see my unlucky appearance. The teacher carried me into the room, and after a long sigh He rewarded me with that sentence again.Later, when I was about to take the exam, the teacher came into my room to watch me pack my luggage, and asked me, 'Is this academy so unable to accommodate you? 'At that time, I was so arrogant that I didn't know what to fear, and I blindly put on the attitude of 'not hitting the south wall'.Heh... That old man who was not serious all day long, suddenly shed tears, and he said that sentence that he said so many times, and it sounded unpleasant every time... Now that I think about it, maybe It's the last time. "

Saul Hahan let go, allowing Wei Chi to bury his face in again.

"In the past, I really never thought about whether I was a man or a woman. You know, before I became famous, I didn't want to think about anything but studying. The academy is the place I don't like the most. Those students, I I don’t socialize much. In fact, I’m just a stern-faced, annoying guy. What’s the matter with men and women to achieve a big career? Haven’t I always lived a happy life? After leaving the academy and coming to the capital, I realized that In fact, I have never been happy, because I don't even understand the most obvious problems. Some truths are understood late, it is really... painful."

"Wei Chi..." Saul Hahan leaned lightly on Wei Chi's shoulder: "Do you know now that you are a woman?"

"I'm not too clear... In short, I understand that I am different from a man, but it seems that I am different from a woman. I haven't found anyone like me..."

"Will you and your bureaucratic friends cuddle?"

"how come……"

"Then how dare you hug me so casually? I think you still know that you are a woman, right?"

"But I don't dare to get close to women other than you... Generally speaking, it's still very strange."

"Oh?" Saul Hahan made a gesture to twist Wei Chi's face: "You mean I'm also half-male?"

"Haha, you sat down on your own...don't care about my business" Wei Chi hid Saul Hahan's hand, Saul Hahan saw her struggling, and got excited too, and didn't stop twisting.The two scrambled for a while, but it was Wei Chi who was stronger and cut Saul Hahan's hand instead.

Looking at Wei Chi's somewhat messy hair, Saul Hahan suddenly lost his mind: "I think, you are really a woman...not a half-man and half-female person...because, how good-looking you are."

Wei Chi froze for a moment, without thinking about it: "You are also very good-looking." After finishing speaking, he felt that he was really baffled: "I mean, it is a lucky thing to know you. There are many things that I can't say There are a lot of doubts pressing in my heart, and I can finally... finally be able to talk about it."

After all, Wei Chi let go, and sat in the water blankly: "At that time, I was recognized by you, how could I dare to let you go so freely?"

Saul Hahan sat next to her: "Because I'm pretty."

"Impossible!" Wei Chi was very serious: "I was very jealous at the time! I also want to grow up to be like you, sweet."

Saul Hahan closed his eyes and smiled: "Let's say it's because of jealousy."

Wei Chi looked at Saul Hahan's peaceful expression and didn't speak.That day, that day, and that day, she could never forget.In fact, I knew very well that even if Saul Hahan really wanted to harm her, she would not be able to kill her.Not for anything else, just for that heart disease.Ever since he was a child, Wei Chi knew better than anyone else that he was a cold-hearted person, that kind of coldness could be so cold that he abandoned his family and children, and stayed away from his teacher.When chatting with the teacher, sometimes I also ask about my own life experience, not for other reasons, just want to know what kind of two people have the ability to give birth to such a hard-hearted guy like myself.That day, I was away from my hometown and was about to go to Beijing. The teacher and several students of the same class came to see me off.Beside the Wangjiang Pavilion, the teacher was staggering a little due to the crowd, and the elder brother finally led the scholar, wrapped in a square scarf, tremblingly protecting the old man's chubby body.I hastily grabbed the book basket and luggage and jumped onto the side of the boat, and glanced at the teacher——the romantic old man had gray temples, and his eyes were quite sad, as if he was going to feed the wolves.The elder brother is a bamboo pole figure, with his left hand protecting the old man, and his right hand leading several other acquaintances, each with tears in their eyes.I just smiled lightly, and then took a look at the mountain in the distance—in fact, I couldn’t see it at all, but I just thought in my heart, Master, if Xiaoshan goes here, I’m afraid I won’t be able to see it again in my life. Come back to burn incense and visit your grave, so farewell, farewell.Compared with the excited crowd around him, he just waved to the shore, quietly watching his hometown where he lived for more than ten years, being sent away by the river.

There was a cloth peddler next to him, who looked at himself for a long time, and then said: "Seller, I have left my relatives' homeland no less than [-] times, but every time I was sad and wept."Mr. Xiao, you... are really...'

It's really cold.

When I touched my heart, there was a throbbing thing inside, it was still jumping when it was cold.Think about that dagger, if it really hit Qiqige's chest, what kind of situation would it be?Wei Chi took a peek at Saul Hahan, made a gesture in his heart, and got goosebumps all over his body after the gesture.

"Hey, I'm talking about you," Saul Hahan grabbed Wei Chi's arm: "Why did you suddenly have such a small face? Central Plains girl, did I hurt your self-esteem just now?"

"Ah... no..." Sol Hahan's fingers were slightly cooler than the water in the pool, and Wei Chi held her fingertips with his backhand: "Do you still remember what happened when we were in the stable? Hehe, after I came out, I really felt a little bit I regret not killing you."

Saul Hahan didn't know what Wei Chi was thinking just now, so why did he bring up this unpleasant topic: "At that time, I really didn't see that you had the intention to kill."

"Hey," Wei Chi lowered his head. At this moment, he was a little used to being naked, so he slid down and down in the comfortable spring water: "I don't think I dare..."

Saul Hahan moved his fingertips and touched the thin calluses in Wei Chi's palm: "You dare, I have heard that you have met Rangers, you have killed them."

Wei Chi tilted his head, and looked at Saul Hahan for a moment: "No... I dare not, I dare not imagine the way you fall down and become cold with a knife stabbed in your body. Whether the knife was inserted by me or not I don’t even dare to think about going up.”

Saul Hahan pinched Wei Chi's chin and rubbed it: "You are a good boy. If you can go back this time, you can work hard as a civil servant. This place is really not suitable for you."

Wei Chi thought to himself, this is not a question of good or bad, it is a disease: "I am afraid of seeing women die, I think this is a disease."

Saul Hahan was taken aback, and let go: "Wei Chi, don't hold yourself back like this. Everyone has things they don't want to do, isn't it good to be free? You have a big heart, I understand, because I have a big heart, but don't I hold myself back for those big things. People like you and I are doomed to be vulgar, and we can’t live a carefree and open-minded life like a god, but we have spent a whole life for the secular world, so what’s the point of being carefree for a while? There is some real happiness in life, That's life."

"How did you get away with it?" Wei Chi held his chin.

"Me?" Saul Hahan rubbed his forehead: "When I was young, I began to read Buddhist scriptures and learn etiquette every day. Besides these, I dealt with various medicines and various corpses every day. Looking back at the top ten In 12, I lived a really hard life. Except for taking a break and having fun every New Year, I was so tired that my mouth was crooked and my nose collapsed. When I was [-] years old, I suddenly became a little playful. From that door, alas, even you The one I saw! At that time, the Princess Palace was only repaired. I moved there in early spring, and found out such a little secret in early summer. I hesitated until early autumn before I dared to run out. That day, I was like crazy, until midnight. Touch it back. Afraid? I still have it. I just entered the garden, and I was about to sneak back to the inner room along the corner, but I saw a person standing under the moon. That person stood leaning against a stone, quietly looking at me in a panic .”

"It's not your father!" Wei Chi gloated.

"Don't interrupt!" Saul Hahan didn't bother to talk to her: "She has been with me for as long as I was born. How should I put it? I am really used to her... I thought I Just getting used to it. That night in the garden she said softly

'You're back! '

Only then did I understand what a moment of leisure is... From the moment I sneaked away, she found out. She knew my state of mind, so she was willing to wait silently for me to come back.I went out and went crazy that night and forgot.Happy, maybe there is someone who can rest assured, someone who is waiting for me. "

"This person is your 'Zhu Ne'"

"You're pretty smart."

"Your bodyguard?"

Seeing Wei Chi's eyes, Saul Hahan said angrily: "Look at your virtue! Just like you! You're a woman!"

Wei Chi let out a groan, a little disappointed, thinking that the drama on the wall will not be able to be staged, it's boring, very boring...

Saul Hahan took his finger out of Wei Chi's hand, and lightly clasped it on her wrist, for a moment: "Did you really take the medicine I gave you?"

"I ate it, what's the matter? Is it really poisonous?" Wei Chi sighed: "Qi Qige, you have to pay attention, you have to soak in a pig cage if you murder your husband."

Saul Hahan touched carefully: "Have you come this month?"

"It's coming..." Wei Chi was a little shy: "Is your medicine accurate? I've been taking it for a month... Why do you think it's useless? This time, there are a lot of it... It's embarrassing."

Saul Hahan threw Wei Chi's wrist: "What do you know? It's not like your menarche, and the latter must be more than your first one. Besides, you think your body is made of iron? If it really can help you with a medicine?" Stop it, you!"

"It seems that you still don't dare to murder your own husband, I'm very relieved..." Wei Chi made a grimace.

"Alas..." Seeing that Wei Chi didn't take his words to heart at all, Saul Hahan couldn't help but sighed: "It's a good thing you should stop? If the medicine is not accurate, you will really be in trouble for the rest of your life." Endless."

Wei Chi slapped his hands: "Don't worry about taking medicine, I think it's something! What's the matter? Even if I can...cough cough, why not go there?"

"Nonsense! I think you really don't understand anything, nerd! nerd!" Saul Hahan knocked on Wei Chi's forehead.

"Alas!" Wei Chi hid twice: "I can't give birth, you just give me one, and when you give birth, I'll boil red eggs for you to eat!"

Without waiting for Saul Hahan to give birth, Wei Chi immediately had a 'red egg' on his head. Wei Chi rubbed the top of his head and howled.

"Don't worry, the princess's medicine is very accurate! Mr. Wei, you should boil red eggs for yourself!"

"It's so strange..." Wei Chi rubbed his head, and quickly delivered two flattering words: "I know a little bit about medicine, to stop menstruation... There are indeed some folk remedies, but there are no original medical skills. I’ve seen it before. Which medicines did you use? I’m going to take it in the future so I can make it myself.”

"You can't do it." Saul Hahan glanced at Wei Chi.

"Stingy!" Wei Chi pouted: "You are capable enough, if you tell me a secret recipe, it won't lose your business."

Saul Hahan was silent for a moment... Looking back at the outside of the cave, there was a gentle hillside outside the valley, and a corner of the hillside could be seen from here: "Look there."

Wei Chi leaned over and looked, it was a hillside, and he could vaguely see many small colored flags tied into small strands and inserted on the stone pile, and there was a big stone-like thing outside the stone pile: "What is that?"

Saul Hahan looked deeply at Wei Chi: "That's my altar, where generations of reincarnated golden Bodhisattva Namu have practiced it. The so-called practice, apart from praying and chanting scriptures, is brewing medicine."

"Oh?" Wei Chi suddenly became interested, and shook Saul Hahan's hand to tell her to speak quickly.

"The people in Monan eat herbal medicine. Only the nobles can eat the medicine brewed by doctors. Some diseases or miscellaneous diseases can't be cured except by our family. When people encounter such things, they have to mix 33 The lamb comes to me, and I will save his life. This is the only time in this life. A nobleman meets... Hehe, you know, when every nobleman's child is born, his family will count the time and match him with a companion, Apart from serving him, this companion has another important mission."

Wei Chi suddenly felt a chill down his back.

Saul Hahan paused: "The mission is the same as that of the people's lamb... After it is sent to me, I will check on his master's condition and then dispense the medicine. This kind of medicine needs to be cited." Saul Hahan pointed to the pool water next to Wei Chi: "First bring the man here, the fish can eat the dirt on his body, so as to show the awe of the gods. Then," Saul Hahan pointed to the outside of the cave The corner of the high platform: "I will send him there, cut off his head and limbs, dig out his stomach, and put the body on that stone platform. Below the stone platform is a bonfire with sheep bones. The stone platform There is a shallow groove on the side, and when the stone slab is heated, the grease will flow out of the groove and mix the medicine I prepared. I think...you can't make this kind of medicine. "

Wei Chi turned his face away, was silent for a moment, and asked, "Is human fat useful?"

"Most of the time, it's dispensable." Saul Hahan spread his hands, "It's a rule, it's just a rule. But because of this rule, I have such memories since I can remember. When the fish was slapped by your teacher, I have stood on that hillside countless times, standing behind my teacher, look... you are afraid of seeing women die, I am not afraid, I think I am really used to it, although I don’t like it very much, But it’s just that I don’t like it... Later, one day, when I was sick, I realized that the person who gave me a moment of freedom would not escape such a fate because of my cherishment.”

"So... you want to change this Monan?"

"Ha..." Saul Hahan smiled inadvertently: "The first time I studied medical science seriously was to save myself. I began to understand the despair behind the desperate eyes I had seen countless times."

"...Finally...have you turned the corner?"

"Hmm..." Saul Hahan stirred the pool water beside him, "I think life shouldn't be so shallow...even if she's a slave...this kind of thing shouldn't happen in this country, and I'd risk everything to change it. "

Hearing this, Wei Chi felt a little empty in his heart.In her eyes, Saul Hahan is an unusual figure, just like herself, but as a woman, she is obsessed with worrying about state affairs.Only today did I know that it was just that she had someone in her heart, and this person, this love, made her have earth-shaking thoughts, and she was still determined.Thinking of her words, deeds, and deeds, I feel a little envious. Compared with my life of being an "official" and "official", it seems to be much more exciting.What about the person in your heart?It's the King of Yan... the first disciple, and later the dandy, spent a day with him, listening to him sigh, lamenting the people's livelihood and homeland.Surprised, I talked to him a little bit more, who knew that my confidant was by my side, besides the original intention of being an "official" for the sake of being an "official", there was a seed deep in my heart, a seed that believed that he could bless the people .If Chen Ang wasn't a prince, he wouldn't need to be cautious about so many taboos... Would the people be happier if he was a petty official like himself?

But, with such a confidant, her heart is still empty. Wei Chi glanced at Saul Hahan and guessed... Is her heart the same?Or is it already filled?

Saul Hahan brushed his hair and stood up from the water. Wei Chi was startled, and quickly turned his head away. Hearing the sound of getting dressed behind him, he thought that this day seemed like a lifetime.

"Oh... let me tell you," Saul Hahan fastened his cuffs, "Master Wei, don't you think your skin is wrinkled?"

Wei Chi muttered: "I'm happy..." While muttering and listening, Saul Hahan seemed to have walked out of the cave. Looking back, he saw the man waiting at the entrance of the cave with his back turned to him. His clothes were laid on the stone, and beside him was a large sweat towel to wipe his body.

Wei Chi stepped out of the pool lightly, covered the water on his body with a sweat towel, and peeked at the person outside the cave, seeing that she didn't seem to be planning to play tricks on him, so he breathed a sigh of relief.Abandoning the sweat towel, he picked out a bellyband from a pile of clothes—this was Chen Ang's idea, and after jokingly pointing at Wei Chi's plump upper body, he sewed a strange bellyband himself.Wei Chi thought that the official robes were loose and thick, and it was fine not to wear such strange things. Chen Ang raised his eyebrows, and pointed to the side courtyard where he lived in the son: "A few days ago, didn't you follow that Helped the literati go to the brothel?I said, do you think you look like a real man?Some of the cleaners borrowed some alcohol and came over to lean in your arms...you can just pack up and go back to your hometown. Before putting it on, Wei Chi couldn't help but look at himself. In fact, he had never looked at his body carefully. Zhongyuan seemed to have a different kind of reserve, and he had a natural fear of □.But this time, Wei Chi couldn't help but look at himself under the warm sunset - it turned out that this was a woman.After staying for a while, I felt that I was really crazy!So he hurriedly put on his clothes and shoes, packed up the pile of ointment, stuffed the handkerchief into the box, and walked out of the cave.

When Saul Hahan turned his head, Wei Chi was already standing behind her neatly dressed.Saul Hahan looked around and frowned—this man!Even her hair was neatly tied up, and there was no point in trying to help her straighten it out.Scanning around twice, she saw that her neckline was a little wrinkled, and a section of her neck was exposed at the sagging place, which was white.Sighing, he stretched out his hand to help her smooth, Wei Chi bowed his body to follow Saul Hahan's wishes as if he had been subdued by the pool of water.After the wrinkles were smoothed out, Saul Hahan felt that the hand was no longer his own. He wanted to retract it but couldn't. He just stared fixedly at the earlobe beside his hand.There are no pierced ears, the shape is well-behaved, covered with a layer of very light down, warm in the sunset.I couldn't help but want to pinch it, but I felt it was abrupt, and I thought it was strange in private—why didn't I pinch it on weekdays?What are you holding back at this moment? ——But in the end, I couldn't touch that end, so I had to caress the neckline again.

"Let's go," Saul Hahan said.

Wei Chi held the box and followed Saul Hahan up the mountain road.Saul Hahan's walking posture is very elegant, like a willow leaf floating on the stream.Wei Chi pursed his lips, and twisted his buttocks a few times to imitate it, but unfortunately that posture was like a goose hurrying on its way.Thinking of Saul Hahan's sweet smile and crooked eyes again, he couldn't help grinning a few times.Looking at the box of noodles, how does his face look like—a toad?After being helpless, he secretly tucked the box under his armpit, and showed himself an orchid finger with one free hand——fortunately, ok, this is ok...

Saul Hahan turned his head inadvertently, saw Wei Chi pointing at himself with a raised orchid, and looked at himself. He smiled in his heart, and held back his jokes.A trace of sadness surged up, and she turned her head silently, thinking about the person behind her, and felt that her life experience made her extremely heartbroken... If it is possible, I really want to hold her by my side, protect and guard That's good.

The author has something to say: chatting time:

In the previous chapter, Carbon Flower was very shy, but it was really just that she was not used to streaking, and it had nothing to do with attributes~

By the way, spoiler the attributes (spoiler is a disease...can be cured...)

Qiqige: Pure p (Surprised or not?)

Chen Yuxiang: p

Qi Yuan: h

Wei Chi: h

Looking at the full text, there is not a t? ? ?

Hehe, isn't there still Dad Qian? (Hey, hey, hey!) I have confirmed my general offensive position today, and I am in a good mood, let’s continue blowing~

Every girl has one of the brightest cute points, and it is this point that is heart-warming.Qi Qige's words are kindness... She has experienced ups and downs in politics, and she has a lot of fun, but she is kind in her heart. Will fight against the current for those poor slaves who don't know each other at all and don't care about her affairs.When I write about her, I think of many people with lofty ideals, from ancient times to the present, who shed their blood for those of us who have nothing to do with them... What do you think it is their business!I think, this is not some kind of national righteousness, nor is it some awesome reasoning... It's just because they are kind and can't bear to see even strangers suffer and cannot afford to eat.

A person who pleads for the people... that kindness is earth-shattering.

Chen Yuxiang, this little girl who hasn't appeared on the stage yet, I set her as insanity, a kind of obsession that is close to insanity. (Hey, stop.)

Qi Yuan, it's a bit difficult to generalize, it can be regarded as a nobility of abandoning the world and being independent...cough cough cough.

Which flower is paired with the carbon flower in the end?This... please wait and see.

Finally, let’s talk about Tanhua. Since her appearance, Tanhua has always been a very lovable character.But judging from her memories, this girl had a very aggressive personality when she was a child, and she belonged to the kind of top student who seldom talked?The kind who looks at no one and takes himself seriously?Maybe it is... I will interview her superb teacher when I have time in the future.

It seems that the two years in the capital still gave her a lot of tempering, and she finally knew that Guo'er was an iron beater.

As for her transvestism, I think there is still a little bit of it. After all, she has been a boy since she was a child, so it is strange that her gender is not wrong.But I don't think she belongs to the kind that is naturally biased toward boys, she's just used to it.

Of course, the effect of acquired shaping cannot be ignored.To understand your gender (although it is a natural thing for us), carbon flowers may need to pay more attention.

Someone must have raised their hand at this time: Why is Miss Qi a pure p?

The setting gentleman replied: a moment of hand slipping...

(Set Jun being beaten...)

Just kidding, I just feel that the intuition of this sweet girl is that she is very gentle when she is private.Intuition... Intuition (what kind of explanation is this? Continue to be beaten)

oops...

Some students will definitely ask: Is the girl in the princess's mouth the hidden love rival of Tan Hua?

Alas, I wanted to show off... But spoilers are a disease, and I haven't cured it yet...

so: No..., Qi Qige and that girl = Marx and Engels.

By the way, Chen Ang is a standard rabbit master.Indeed!They even designed underwear for Carbon Flower, but that is also a great friendship ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhssesses)

Ah, so as not to spoil too much... so be it... so be it