Instinctive reaction

Lin Leyang dried his hair and changed his clothes. When he came out of the cloakroom, Li Chuan was sitting on his bed and looking at the photo of him when he was a child next to the desk. In the photo, he was the only one in the photo, wearing a light pink sweater, holding his face in his hands and smiling. happy outside.

This should be a photo taken when he was five or six years old. The photo is quite old, but the photo frame used to hold the photo is brand new, and the old photo always looks out of place in the new photo frame.

Lin Leyang changed into loose short-sleeves and slacks. Even if he was in a bad mood, he curled his hair well. The slightly long hair was brushed back, and it just stopped on the side of his cheek to block his sight.

Li Chuan stood up and walked towards him, Lin Leyang suddenly felt nervous, but fortunately the young man didn't move at all, just said: "Then where are we going now?"

Li Chuan's voice is deep and pleasant, with a very perceptible gentleness in his voice, I don't know if it's the same when he's talking to others... Lin Leyang knew that he was thinking about something he shouldn't be thinking, so he pursed his lips and looked at the door indiscriminately , "As long as you don't stay at home, you can go anywhere."

What he said was a bit capricious, but Li Chuan responded without a doubt, and said, "Okay, let's take a stroll."

Aunt Chang asked if the two of them were not having dinner at home, seeing her embarrassed expression, Lin Leyang became even more anxious.

He knew that he couldn't go out easily, and they were worried about him, but what were they worried about?It's nothing more than fear that he will die again...

"I've already told my sister that I'm going out today."

Lin Leyang didn't look at anyone, afraid that others would see that he was in a bad mood.No one provoked him, he didn't want to show his face to anyone for no reason, but he couldn't control it.

He had indeed reported to Lin Ruoliu before taking a bath, but Lin Ruoliu never responded to his messages.

"That's good, then tonight..." Aunt Chang looked at the two of them, and her questioning tone was more inclined towards Li Chuan.

Li Chuan stretched out his hand to lightly touch Lin Leyang's finger, and Lin Leyang raised his head and smiled, "I'm not sure when I'll be back, Aunt Chang, you should rest if you want."

Aunt Chang nodded, her eyes still looking at Li Chuan.

Lin Leyang was a little depressed. In the eyes of others, Li Chuan, who was much younger than him, was unreliable...

But it's also true.

Lin Leyang also felt that he was quite unreliable, it was just a dream with no beginning and no end, and it could actually make his mood fall to the bottom.

Li Chuan said a few words to Aunt Chang, nothing more than telling her not to worry, and finally promised: "I will take good care of Brother Le Yang."

Lin Leyang sighed long behind the two of them, Li Chuan didn't even look back, he just reached out and rubbed his head.

Lin Leyang was taken aback, Li Chuan turned around and said to him naturally, "Let's go."

Lin Leyang couldn't say anything more.

In the taxi, Lin Leyang didn't take the initiative to speak, and the atmosphere in the car was always depressed.

When the car entered the tunnel, two rows of orange lights hit both sides of the road, and the wind blew in violently along the half-opened window, which dispelled the heat and made Lin Leyang's face covered with hair. He fiddled with it a few times, but found nothing No, he simply ignored it until the car drove out of the tunnel, and just as he was about to stretch his hands to brush his hair, he was snatched by Li Chuan next to him.

Lin Leyang had just taken a shower, and the smell of shampoo was especially obvious at this moment. Li Chuan's fingertips were full of that fragrance, and he even ran it down his hair.

"It's coming soon." Li Chuan broke the silence, "After getting out of the car, go to eat first?"

Lin Leyang looked down at his phone, but the screen didn't light up, "It's all fine."

"Are you hungry?" Li Chuan asked him.

"It's okay." Lin Leyang turned on the screen and looked at the time displayed on it.

Li Chuan said, "I didn't eat at noon."

Now Lin Leyang was finally willing to turn his head to him, and his voice raised slightly, "It's past six o'clock, and you haven't eaten yet?"

"Ah."

"Then go eat." Lin Leyang said immediately.

Li Chuan said calmly: "I'm not particularly hungry, if you want to go shopping first..."

"I have nothing to go shopping, I just want to come out to take a breath." Lin Leyang interrupted him, "Go and eat, you didn't eat at noon."

Li Chuan raised the corner of his mouth, "My brother cares about me so much."

Lin Leyang: "..."

"I'm very moved." When Li Chuan said these four words, he didn't look like he was moved at all, his eyes were fixed on Lin Leyang.

Lin Leyang looked away, looked at the back of the chair in front of him, and said dryly: "Don't be moved, it should be..."

Li Chuan said, "Are you still thinking about that dream?"

Lin Leyang was slightly taken aback, shook his head and said, "No, I've almost forgotten it." It's just that there was still a lump in his heart, and he couldn't breathe.

Li Chuan's hand suddenly fell on his, Lin Leyang was startled, the young man held him slightly, the strength was very loose, he could easily break free, but it was because of this ease that he hesitated.

Wouldn't it be too good if I did this... While hesitating, Lin Leyang had already missed the best time to break free from the other party.

"Then don't be so sullen, it's hard to come out." Li Chuan said, turning his head and getting closer, "We haven't seen each other for several days."

Lin Leyang moved his fingers slightly, but Li Chuan thought he was still in a mood, so he clasped his fingers to show comfort.

Lin Leyang: "..."

Is it intentional or not?He couldn't tell the difference at all.

Li Chuan's smile is just right, the bruise between the eyebrows is completely invisible, and his appearance is more energetic than before. Watching him seriously, the way he speaks is indescribably sexy... He doesn't look calm and introverted like he is 19 years old, but The eyes looking at Lin Leyang are bright again, with the vigor of a young man, no matter what Lin Leyang says, he always smiles back at him.

Lin Leyang's hand moved again, but this time he didn't intend to pull it away. He just curled his fingers into his palm, but Li Chuan let go of it on his own initiative, and asked him, "Are you happy?"

Only then did Lin Leyang realize that he was doing this to distract himself, his expression changed from dazed to stunned, and finally he smiled, "I really don't think about it anymore, let's think about what to eat next!"

He came back to life again.

Lin Ruoliu's phone call came when the two of them were halfway through their meal.

Lin Leyang was nervous about the phone, and after a few seconds of mental construction, Li Chuan mustered up the courage to pick it up, and said, "Do you want me to pick it up?"

Lin Leyang has already picked up the phone and shook his head, "How can that be? This is my sister."

Li Chuan put the peeled shrimp tails on Lin Leyang's dinner plate, "That's right."

Lin Leyang hurriedly made amends, "I didn't mean that."

"What do you think I mean?" Li Chuan raised his eyes and said indifferently, "I don't mean anything, please pick it up, or she may come directly to kill her."

Lin Leyang pressed the call button, and Lin Ruoliu's first sentence was, "Where are you?"

That sense of suffocation surged up again, Lin Leyang was very afraid that they would stare at him like this, as if he would make mistakes all the time.

"...Dinning outside with Li Chuan."

Lin Ruoliu was silent for two seconds, "Go home after dinner?"

"No...I want to stay outside for a while, or," Lin Leyang glanced at Li Chuan opposite, "I don't want to go back today."

Li Chuan naturally also heard this sentence, and still calmly peeled the shrimp and put it on Lin Leyang's dinner plate.

Lin Leyang moved the phone away a little, stopped Li Chuan and said, "Don't give it to me, I can't eat it."

At the same time, Lin Ruoliu asked him on the other end of the phone: "Where do you live if you don't come back?"

Lin Leyang had no choice but to put the phone back to his ear again. Just as he was about to speak, Li Chuan suddenly said, "He can live with me."

Lin Leyang was slightly taken aback. In fact, he was just talking casually and didn't think about where he could go. Maybe he would go back soon.

Li Chuan's words moved his heart.

It doesn't matter where he goes, he really doesn't want to go back.

Lin Ruoliu obviously disagreed, and said in a tone similar to that of a parent: "Aren't you causing trouble to others when you go to live in someone's house?"

"No trouble." Li Chuan really had good ears, stood up and bent over to Lin Leyang's ear, "Brother Leyang is very welcome to come."

Lin Ruoliu: "..."

Lin Leyang looked at Li Chuan who was suddenly approaching, and Li Chuan blinked at him suddenly, with a rare and playful look.

Lin Leyang couldn't help laughing, knowing that he was talking to Lin Ruoliu on purpose.

"I don't necessarily know how to live outside, but sister, I need my own space, and I don't want to be bored at home all the time." Lin Leyang explained to the other side again, "I often go out when I am, and go to live with friends. "

Lin Ruoliu had no choice but to give in, "Okay, you pay attention to safety, remember to call me if you need anything, it's best to go home at night."

"Mm, um, good." Lin Leyang hung up the phone in full agreement, and just about to let out a breath, Li Chuan suddenly said, "Brother."

"Huh?" Lin Leyang raised his head.

"Which friend's house did you often go to live in?"

Lin Leyang blinked blankly, "Wu Xu...?" In fact, he seldom stays at a friend's house, and what he said just now was just to let both parties take a step back.

Li Chuan pulled the corner of his mouth, "Oh."

Lin Leyang asked: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Li Chuan showed his smile again, "In the future, my brother can also come to live with me often."

Lin Leyang suddenly felt restless, and it was the first time that Li Chuan showed his emotions so clearly on his face.

"Don't bring me food, I can't eat it at all." Lin Leyang said again.

Li Chuan reached out and shook his wrist, "You are too thin, you should eat more."

Lin Leyang knew that the other party had good intentions, but he had no choice but to say: "I want to eat more, but I will vomit if I eat too much."

Li Chuan took off the plastic gloves, put his hands on his legs and clenched into fists, looked at him, "Is it so serious?"

Lin Leyang nodded, "Well... I don't know what happened, it seems like it happened a long time ago."

Li Chuan's eyes sank, his brows lowered and his eyes looked cold.

Lin Leyang was a little afraid of his expression, "It's not what I thought, you know, it will be ten years after I wake up..."

Li Chuan adjusted his expression instantly, suppressing the emotion in his eyes, "I know, you don't want to either."

Lin Leyang nodded immediately.

Li Chuan smiled at him, "If you can't eat it, don't eat it. If you feel uncomfortable, you must tell me, okay?"

Lin Leyang nodded hesitantly, Li Chuan got up suddenly, "I'm going to the bathroom, I'll be right back."

In front of the glass mirror of the sink, Li Chuan looked at himself in the mirror with a gloomy expression. His eyelashes and chin were dripping with water. The faucet was turned on, and the water was still pouring down, and the sound of washing could be heard in the bathroom.

Someone came out of the private room and was startled when he saw the boy's frozen face. He timidly washed his hands next to him, and left without taking out a tissue.

And left him there alone.

After a while, Li Chuan came out of it as if nothing had happened, without any trace of water on his face, and sat down opposite Lin Leyang, with a faint smile on his lips, "Brother, are you full?"

"I'm full." Lin Leyang laughed along with him, "The food in this restaurant is delicious, did you come here often?"

"Hmm." Li Chuan tapped his fingers on the table lightly, a little distracted, and replied casually.

Lin Leyang tilted his head, "Are you coming by yourself?" Li Chuan didn't seem like someone who would come to a restaurant by himself.