Instinctive reaction

Lin Leyang looked at the ceiling full of gaps and cracks, and the tiny lines also covered his heart.

He is very clear that this is not the emotion he has now, but the emotion left in this body.

He is somewhat confused, he is clearly the same person as his 28-year-old self, can his emotions be separated into two parts?

Li Chuan's embrace is very hot, and his emotions are also hot, but his hands and feet are cold, except for his heart that is so hot that it hurts.

"I can't respond to you." Lin Leyang didn't know how he would accept or reject such a love. "Sooner or later, I will go back."

Back, back to the day before school started, I opened my eyes and found that everything was a dream.

This is the best result.

He sincerely hoped that it would end in this way.

As Lin Leyang said, he raised his hand and rubbed the boy's hair, and finally looked a little older, "You have also seen that I am 28 years old. I am terrible. When you think about it, you probably won't like me like this."

"From the moment I saw you, no matter what you looked like, I liked it." Li Chuan raised his head, a certain emotion in his eyes stung him, "I will like you no matter what you look like, do you want me to prove it to you? ?”

Lin Leyang wanted to prop up his upper body with his elbows, but Li Chuan hugged him tightly, holding him tightly like a doll, and it was rare to vent his emotions clearly, looking at him unhappy and unwilling, childishly let him Soft heart.

Lin Leyang's ears and neck were flushed, and he said weakly, "Don't keep saying that word, you're not mature at all..." He originally wanted to be more like an adult, and used his age to overwhelm Li Chuan.

Li Chuan approached more forcefully, "What word? 'Like'? I can't even say like?"

Lin Leyang shrank back a little bit, and he followed up a little bit, until finally Lin Leyang's back was leaning against the wall covered with newspapers.

"I just like you, brother, I don't need to respond, but you can't limit my feelings."

Lin Leyang gave up thinking completely, and put one hand in front of his eyes to hide his embarrassment.

Li Chuan, on the other hand, broke away his wrist forcefully and held him tightly, "You are not bad at all, we will meet, I will like you, this has already happened, you cannot change it."

"If we do it all over again, I'll still let us meet." Li Chuan looked at him with great emotional ups and downs, and the corners of his eyes were red, but his eyes were fierce, "You don't want to meet me anymore, do you think we missed it? .”

Lin Leyang panicked inexplicably, "I didn't, I didn't say that..."

"You regret Lin Leyang." This was the first time Li Chuan called him by his first name, and turned his red eyes to him, "You regret saying these things to me, you want to get rid of me, you are dreaming!"

Seeing him crying, Lin Leyang felt his entire back go numb, and hurriedly wiped the tears on the boy's face with his hands. When Li Chuan blinked, his wet eyelashes swept across the back of his hand.

Lin Leyang instantly felt that he was unpardonable for bullying a boy so much younger than him.

However, Li Chuan held his wrist so that he could not move, and said with a firm attitude: "Take back what you just said."

"What... what did I just say?" Lin Leyang's head was in a mess, all he knew was that he had made someone cry, even though he himself was crying just now, but the nature was completely different.

Li Chuan calmed down a little, and resumed his usual tone of speech, "Taking it all back, I'll just pretend I didn't hear it."

"But..." Lin Leyang wanted to say that he really couldn't respond to him, but just as he started, Li Chuan started crying again, without making a sound, and his expression was very fierce, but tears flowed out, so scared that Lin Leyang didn't dare to say anything.

Li Chuan asked in a cold tone while shedding tears, "But what?"

With a nasal voice, it sounds pitiful.

"It's nothing, I take back what I said just now." Lin Leyang immediately answered.

Li Chuan looked at him, "You said that."

"Uh-huh."

Li Chuan got up, pulled Lin Leyang up, and then bent over to take off his shoes. Lin Leyang's feet flinched in the air, but Li Chuan precisely grabbed his ankles, and the shoes fell to the ground.

The young man turned his head, his eyes were still red, and there were still tears on his chin, but his expression was extremely calm, as if he was not the one crying.

Lin Leyang was stupefied for a while, and couldn't help asking after a while: "You..."

"Huh?" Li Chuan raised his eyes, his expression was a little cold, but the movements of his hands were gentle, and he combed his hair again. The hair band on his wrist was untied and wrapped around his head, and wrapped around it again.

Lin Leyang didn't dare to move, and let him play with his hair, and when he combed it, it was another little tug.

Li Chuan was in a bad mood and poked him several times expressionlessly.

Lin Leyang also poked him casually, as if he had always been doing this.

"Are you okay..." Lin Leyang looked at him inquisitively.

"You want to ask me if I'm pretending to cry?" Li Chuan saw through him, his black shiny eyes glanced over, and wiped away the tears with the back of his hand while asking, more like accusing, "If I say no, Will you believe me?"

In order to make himself look sincere, Lin Leyang nodded quickly.

However, Li Chuan did not play his cards according to common sense, "Then what should I say? I just cried for you on purpose, what do you want?" He asked while looking at him, "You will get angry and push me away, and then Go back by yourself?"

Li Chuan finished all the good and bad things, and Lin Leyang couldn't say anything.

I don't know when it started to rain outside again, and the rain hit the windows with a "slapping" sound. The sky was so overcast that it was purple, and it looked like bad weather.Apart from the humidity, the rental house was surprisingly warm and even stuffy.

Lin Leyang's neck was wet with sweat, and he felt uncomfortable sitting on the bed. His toes were curled up and spread out in the white socks. When he saw that the sheets were wrinkled by himself, he reached out to smooth them out.

Finally Li Chuan got up to check whether the window was closed tightly. He took the opportunity to move to the end of the bed, but he didn't expect the other party to come back so fast. He was caught before he could reach his shoes, so he could only straighten up awkwardly.

"That... I should go back."

"It's raining outside again, do you want to go back tonight?" Li Chuan walked in front of him again, lowered his head slightly to look at him, "Let me tell you first, if you want to go back, I will definitely see you off, you stay I can't do anything. How do you choose, brother?"

He said it nicely, leaving the right to choose to Lin Leyang, but there was not much room for him, and he all leaned to one side.

Lin Leyang was a little afraid of him, not because he was afraid that he would kill him, but because he knew for no reason that he couldn't deal with Li Chuan.

Lin Leyang said confusedly: "Then why don't I stay?"

This time he took the initiative to look at Li Chuan with clear eyes, "But I have a question to ask."

"what?"

"Did you expect that I would come one day?" Lin Leyang's eyes remained unchanged, as if he was just asking a question without breaking anyone's plan, "You said before that the room was cleaned very clean, so I guess the toiletries Prepared in advance too?"

Li Chuan: "..."

Lin Leyang turned his head sideways, his hair fell to one side of his cheek, trying to see Li Chuan's expression clearly, he poked his head forward a little, with pure curiosity, and didn't think there was any problem with such a distance.

"I thought in case you came over one day, the house was messy and I was afraid you would dislike it, so I cleaned it in advance..." Li Chuan let Lin Leyang get closer, wishing to get closer, breathing lightly, "Are you suspicious of me? eh, brother?"

"Yes, I am very skeptical." Lin Leyang imitated Li Chuan, "If you say no, I will believe you."

Li Chuan couldn't nod his head readily, Lin Leyang withdrew during the stalemate, and the atmosphere finally stopped developing in a strange direction, "I found that you always speak half-truths, can you be more sincere?"

Li Chuan: "It's true that I like you."

Lin Leyang: "..."

Li Chuan tilted his head slightly, trying to appear more innocent, but the dark look in his eyes betrayed him, he did it on purpose.

"I'm sorry, can't I say it? I can withdraw it."

Lin Leyang had no choice but to complain in another direction: "You have prepared in advance."

"Well, because I like you, I want you to come to my house as a guest." Li Chuan's words were blunt, "Is it difficult to understand that you want to have a further development when you are emotional with the person you like?"

Lin Leyang said: "I'd better go back."

Li Chuan changed his words: "I'm just joking, I won't say it again."

Lin Leyang shook his head, "I was planning to go back."

"It's raining too much today, what if you catch a cold when you go back?" Li Chuan said, and moved Lin Ruoliu out, "Your sister will kill me."

"She won't."

"She will." After Li Chuan finished speaking, he pulled his two hands together, holding them together very childishly. Because it was too childish, Lin Leyang didn't feel that he had crossed the line.

Although it is abnormal to say so, I really like to write Gongcry and cry when I write this year?*??(ˊ?ˋ*)??*?