Instinctive reaction

Chapter 4 I Don't Remember

The boy noticed his vigilance and paused slightly, "Don't be nervous, just ask."

Lin Leyang became even more nervous.

He is quite sensitive to age now, knowing that the person in front of him is about the same age as himself ten years ago, and he has a youthful aura about him. At a glance, there were countless deep and shallow scratches on the opponent's arm.

Lin Leyang put on whatever he thought in his heart.

The boy noticed it, and put his arms back slightly, as if trying to hide.

Lin Leyang realized that he was wrong, wanted to say something but couldn't.He only played tricks on people he knew well, and this was the first time that this happened.

The little nurse came over and couldn't help being taken aback when she saw the person opposite him, but she didn't say anything, instead she turned her head and taught Lin Leyang a lesson.

Lin Leyang was scolded with an innocent face.The man hadn't left yet, and he stood by and listened stiffly.

Lin Leyang suddenly felt that his face couldn't be wiped away. Although he believed in himself in his heart, others didn't know it, and the training became difficult. He lowered his head, and one side of his hair slid down to cover his face.

The boy suddenly stretched out his hand to pin the lock of hair behind his ear, Lin Leyang was startled, and turned to look at him.

The man didn't feel that he had done such a horrible move, and looked back very calmly.

This made Lin Leyang confused, and looked at the nurse half suspiciously, pointing his fingers back and forth, "Do you know each other?"

The nurse pursed her lips.

Instead, Li Chuan replied, "She gave me medicine."

The little nurse said to Lin Leyang: "Don't run around. The family members specifically told you not to leave you alone. We will be responsible for any accidents."

Lin Leyang had no choice but to nod, "I see." After speaking, he couldn't help but secretly glanced at the person next to him.

Noticing his gaze, the young man turned his head slightly and bent his mouth towards him, "My name is Li Chuan."

Lin Leyang was stunned, mainly because there was a gloomy look in the boy's brows and eyes, and his smile should be brighter.But just this point, it seems to have a profound charm.

The nurse separated the two of them at this moment, and finally agreed to talk to Li Chuan, her tone was not very good, "Why did you come out?"

Seeing that he was being pushed away, Lin Leyang did not hide. He staggered back a few steps, still looking at himself, with no expression on his face, but his eyes caught him.

"You haven't told me your name yet," he said.

Lin Leyang was completely unprepared for such a situation. In order not to be embarrassed, he stammered: "Lin, Le Yang."

The nurse immediately looked at him disapprovingly, but didn't intervene too much.

Li Chuan let out a "hmm" and suddenly stretched out his hand towards him.

Lin Leyang was even more puzzled, but he still stretched out his hand, and the two held hands together solemnly.

Nurse:"……"

Lin Leyang was also very thin, and his hospital gown was loose and loose. Half of his wrist was exposed when he raised his hand a little. The bandage was just changed this morning, and it was placed together with the light blue cuffs, and there was an obvious boundary line.

Li Chuan stared straight at that place, Lin Leyang wanted to withdraw his hand uncomfortably.

This time the boy let go readily, just stood there quietly, watching the nurse lead Lin Leyang away.

##

In the evening, Lin Leyang received a call from Lin Ruoliu. On the phone, the woman asked him about his itinerary for the whole day today, and also asked him if he slept well.

This was a very common topic, and Lin Leyang answered it to the point. After hanging up the phone, he threw the phone on the bed angrily, and buried his head in the quilt.

He understood that Lin Ruoliu cared about him, but such caring made him feel like he was being treated as an outsider.Obviously, the relationship between siblings was not like this before... Can ten years really change a lot of things? At this moment, he misses his parents very much, but he knows that calling his parents with such a face will only make them more worried.

It has only been a few months since he came of age, and before March, he could not go to Internet cafes with his ID card, but now he is at the normal age to get a marriage license directly.

and 28 years old.

He still can't find a balance between them, he can't maintain the image of a young man, and he doesn't want to be coaxed as a child.

Lin Leyang suddenly remembered the boy he saw in the afternoon, the dense scars on his arms were in stark contrast to the indifferent expression on his face.He couldn't help stretching out his hand in front of him. After several dressing changes, the wound was slowly healing, and the pain was almost gone.

Lin Leyang touched the bandage and pressed it hard with his fingers. The pain felt like needle pricks from his wrist to his fingertips, and his whole arm trembled uncontrollably.

It turned out that the pain was still there.

Early the next morning, Lin Leyang jumped up from the hospital bed, and it happened to be the nurse from yesterday who came to check on his condition.She didn't wear a nurse's cap today, but simply tied her hair up.

"Can I go out today too?" Lin Leyang asked.

"Okay." The nurse thought of something, hesitated, and finally reminded, "That boy yesterday...you should pay attention."

"Pay attention to what?"

The nurse wrote a few words in the notebook, but said nothing when she raised her head.

Lin Leyang did not see the boy named Li Chuan that day.

Compared with regaining freedom yesterday, going out for a walk today is nothing new. Lin Leyang only walked around the park and went back to his room.

After several days in a row, he still could not be discharged from the hospital. He had checked everything that needed to be checked. He lay on the hospital bed all day with nothing to do, but the doctor said he needed to observe for a while.

"What's there to observe?" Lin Leyang asked Wu Xu who had just arrived with a sullen face. Now even the nurse didn't bother to follow him.

Wu Xu said: "Wait a little longer, one more week... soon, I will be discharged from the hospital soon."

Lin Leyang exploded, "A week?!"

Wu Xu stretched out his hands and pressed down on the air, "Calm down, calm down, time travel is no small matter! This has to be investigated..."

"Farewell, I have a showdown! I just have amnesia!" Lin Leyang was about to go crazy, "Amnesia head office? Please keep me away from here, I don't want to go to the hospital for the rest of my life!"

Wu Xu laughed: "I'll discuss with the doctor to see if I can leave the hospital early. Oh, don't be so half-dead. Just play with your phone when you're bored."

"I have to pass the level even if I look at it."

"Do you have to focus on this game?"

Speaking of this, Lin Leyang became even more angry, "How do you play mobile games? It's not the same version as it was ten years ago. It's so annoying to keep dying!"

"You were good at playing games ten years ago. I think you are quite happy to play."

Lin Leyang turned over the quilt and covered himself in.

Recently, Wu Xu was forced to recall a lot of things from ten years ago. Coupled with the blessing of age, Lin Leyang couldn't beat him at all.

After a while Lin Leyang crawled out of the quilt, his hair became static and a few tufts flew above his head.

Zhao Ruixiao was stunned when he entered the door, "Are you two fighting?"

Lin Leyang sat cross-legged on the bed depressed, slapped his head, "Give me some fun."

Zhao Ruixiao: "?"

Zhao Ruixiao: "Missing a man?"

Before Lin Leyang could react, Wu Xu shook the hand holding the strawberry and coughed loudly.

Both of them looked at him together.

"This strawberry is really sour." Wu Xu shook his head and waved his hands again and again, Zhao Ruixiao realized, "I mean, do you want to have a relationship?"

Lin Leyang didn't understand even more, "I said have some fun, but I mean it's too boring to stay here, no one talks to me at all!"

Zhao Ruixiao nodded, and said too deliberately: "So you don't want to date a girl."

Lin Leyang rubbed his chin, "Do you think it's appropriate for me to date an 18-year-old girl?"

Zhao Ruixiao: "It's really not suitable."

Lin Leyang nodded in agreement, leaving the marriage to the 28-year-old, and he is not in a hurry right now.

He completely removed the bandage today, and it would be bad for the wound if he covered it again. The cuffs had no resistance and kept sliding down, and when the hideous scar was exposed, he could always feel the surroundings were quiet.

Lin Leyang was a little depressed, "How did my hands become like this, none of you are willing to talk about it?"

Wu Xu took the words over, and he didn't hem and haw like before, "Who knows what's going on with you, you were fine that afternoon, and you couldn't get in touch when you got home after we got together, luckily Zhao Ruixiao went to your house to find You, otherwise your little life will be confessed, you know?"

Lin Leyang raised his head weakly and said to Zhao Ruixiao, "Thank you then."

He is not stupid, he can feel that people around him are hiding from him, and whoever sees him will have an expression of "I know everything but I won't tell you anything".

His soul is too young, with a youthful heart, always thinking that since no one is willing to tell him the answer, then forget it, and he can find it by himself.

##

Li Chuan was still behind the rockery, using a piece of cardboard as a backing board to paint and draw on the thin white paper.

Lin Leyang walked over, and he moved his seat very naturally, leaving half of the stone for him to sit on.

"You're drawing again." Lin Leyang tilted his head to look at his painting, a series of ellipsis appeared in his heart.

Fortunately, Li Chuan was very quiet and never asked him to comment on his paintings, otherwise he really didn't know what to say.

After a while, Li Chuan turned the paper over and turned to look at him, "When will you be discharged from the hospital?"

Lin Leyang pouted and stopped.Now he deliberately restrains himself from doing things that do not conform to his age, but this face has given him a lot of advantages, no matter how immature Lu looks, it is not a violation of harmony.

"How much longer?" Li Chuan asked him.

"Probably another week." Lin Leyang lowered his head dejectedly.

Apart from Wu Xu and Zhao Ruixiao, whom they already knew, only Li Chuan was willing to communicate with him on an equal footing.

Li Chuan said, "They don't trust you."

Lin Leyang raised his head, "Why do you say it as if you are very clear?"

Li Chuan curled the corner of his lips, his smile was too weak and insincere, "Isn't it normal for family members to do this?" His eyes were dark, like a corner that was never illuminated by light, and he couldn't look closely.

Lin Leyang stretched out his hand and scratched his head, his wrist was exposed to the air again.

Li Chuan looked at his wound, and suddenly stretched out his hand to touch it, touching the scabbed place, which was bent and stretched across the pulse, like an ugly centipede.

Lin Leyang's body trembled for no reason, half of his body was numb with pain.This is entirely a psychological effect, the wound does not hurt, the young man's fingers brushed over that spot too gently.

"How did you do this?" Li Chuan asked.

Lin Leyang knew that he had more scars hidden under his sleeves than himself, so such an inquiry was obviously unnecessary.

He had seen Li Chuan go in and out of that deep corridor, and the nurse had repeatedly reminded him not to have too much contact with the patients there.Lin Leyang planned to listen to the nurse at first, but he was too boring, and Li Chuan was the only "peer" here, so it was normal for the two of them to chat again.

Now Li Chuan is looking at the injury on his wrist seriously and intently, his tone is obviously very light, but he knocks on Lin Leyang's eardrum again and again.

The scabbed wound on the wrist was lightly touched, and it hurt like a larva burrowing into the innermost layer of skin.

Here Zhao Ruixiao is a wrong demonstration, the correct way should be:

Le Zai: Find me some fun

Li Chuan: Okay, let’s play with you

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