Instinctive reaction

Ever since he was reborn, Ji Wanke would occasionally dream of that rainy night, when a truck came suddenly, and the lights dazzled his eyes, the light seemed to pierce his pupils, bright and naked, when he closed his eyes and opened them again, there was blood in front of his eyes ...

He woke up suddenly, and found himself lying safely in the cramped rental house, and his eyes fell on his white-stained arm again.

He is alive.

In another identity, another name to live in this world again.

Ji Wanke has many memories of Li Chuan, including being bullied by those bastards at school, and the pointers and ridicule behind those scenes... He became more depressed under the pressure, and couldn't find a way to survive in the depression, so he fell into a depression. Down, down, until you end your own life.

Returning to school, Ji Wanke has a lot of discomfort. The most urgent thing is to ensure that he can successfully graduate from this school, so that he can think about his future life. After all, he is only 19 years old now.

19 is old.

Thinking of this, Ji Wanke's expression is a little more complicated.

It is absolutely impossible for him to act like a 19-year-old boy on weekdays... Except in front of Lin Leyang, he has already done a good job at pretending to be tender.

In order to be able to complete his studies, Li Chuan first went back to school and attended classes honestly for a whole week, to find out what classes he could skip and what classes he had to be present, and even asked around where he could work part-time in order to make up for tuition fees.

It was a coincidence that I met those bastards who had bullied Li Chuan.

Ji Wanke has no sense of justice.

He lost his parents when he was very young, and he was a "beggar" in his aunt's house.Before, I wished I could engrave the four characters of selfishness and indifference on my face, but when I met Lin Leyang, I thought at first that this kid was a little careless, and he was actively involved in everything, and he was happy to use him as a coolie in voluntary activities of other clubs. Hehe promised, he didn't complain at all for things that obviously didn't bring any benefits.

In the beginning, it was a bit ironic that Ji Wanke nicknamed him "Lin Xiaoque". Lin Leyang was not angry, but said, "I'm not young, and my birthday is in March."

Ji Wanke put on a cold face: "Who cares about you." But he murmured in his heart, why is he older than him by more than half a year.

Immediately afterwards, Lin Leyang preached heartlessly: "I know you are in November... um."

Before he finished speaking, Ji Wanke covered his mouth and warned: "Understood, don't spread the word."

That was the first close contact between two people.

Lin Leyang blinked, thinking that his new roommate has really long eyelashes and good skin, he is the best-looking boy he has ever seen.When I go home this month, I must tell my parents and sister that he has a good-looking roommate with a bad temper.

But the mind is not bad.

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In the end, he taught people a lesson.

Ji Wanke went to the hospital with those bastards, and deceived the doctors and teachers with his superb acting skills. Everyone agreed that the responsibility was on those bastards.

Ji Wanke has no sense of justice.

But after all, he was the one who occupied Li Chuan's body, so he always had to pay some corresponding reward.

He said this to himself, but he really didn't know what to think.

Those fists and bullshit shouldn't have fallen on a 19-year-old.

Dull, cowardly, and eccentric as he was, that was no ground for ridicule, nor a pusher to push him into the abyss.

In the middle of the night, Ji Wanke woke up again. Since his rebirth, he had a very light sleep, and often woke up at night just to confirm one thing—he put his hand on his heart and felt its tiny beating.

He is still alive.

Li Limei would come to see him in the hospital, which Ji Wanke never expected.

It was awkward for the two of them to meet.

Ji Wanke and Li Chuan are two completely different individuals.

Faced with Li Chuan's mother who is directly related by blood, Ji Wanke is too easy to reveal his secrets.

It never occurred to Li Limei that he didn't care about his weirdness, or in other words - her son has always been weird.

Li Limei once wanted to live with her son, but Li Chuan hated her so much that she had a new family.

Ji Wanke looked at the woman in front of her, she was dressed so beautifully and eye-catchingly, she couldn't tell she was 42 years old at all.

In fact, half of Li Chuan's appearance followed her, otherwise he wouldn't have improved his appearance a lot with a little modification.

"I'll call you the money as usual." After leaving these words, the woman disappeared in a car on this prosperous street.

It's a little bit of compensation.

To make up for her not appearing in the boy's life in the days to come.

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In fact, Ji Wanke never wanted to make friends with eighteen or nineteen-year-old "peers". He felt that there was a generation gap. When listening to them discuss hot topics on the Internet during class, he would not consciously stay a little further away.

Can't understand.

The world of young people is scary.

Peng Siyuan was the first person who took the initiative to talk to him, just to learn how to dress.

Ji Wanke thought that there was nothing wrong with the half-sleeve pants. His dressing style followed Lin Leyang's. In the past, he would wear whatever Lin Leyang gave him. If he wants to be favored by his lover again after rebirth, he must dress himself up well.

Facing Peng Siyuan's bitter face, Ji Wanke expressed his deep understanding, it was all for the boyfriend/girlfriend.

Therefore, it is rare for him to take the initiative to say: "Do you need me to send you a link?"

The wonderful friendship between the two was thus established.

Later, when Lin Leyang came to their school to look for him, Ji Wanke was both pleasantly surprised and surprised, and got under the table the second he saw the caller ID.

Peng Siyuan had a question mark on his face, completely ignorant of Ji Wanke's urgency.

They haven't seen each other for a week.

They used to be together all the time, that is, they would call and video during the few days and a half months of business trip.

Most people think that Lin Leyang is more dependent on Ji Wanke. After his parents died, Ji Wanke accompanied him through the most difficult time, and after Ji Wanke died, Lin Leyang became like that again.

But in fact, Ji Wanke is the one who is coaxed to go to work on a business trip every month; the person who makes a video call immediately and asks why the other party doesn’t answer the phone immediately is Ji Wanke; the person who comes back in a hurry after work is Ji Wanke .

Of course, 26 years old must be mature and stable, but that is only in front of outsiders.

They have accompanied each other for such a long time, why haven't they seen each other?They don't mind exposing their most naive and vexatious side in front of each other.

So when the get out of class bell rang, Ji Wanke immediately rushed out of the classroom. The afternoon was hot, but he didn't stop at all.

He went to look for Lin Leyang, and finally found it under the shade of the tree that the other party said.

Lin Leyang asked him: "Why are you running?"

He said, "I'm in a hurry to see you."

As long as he runs faster, he can make the other party wait less.

Two years is too long.

Lin Leyang waited too long for him.

He didn't want him to wait for a moment.

That night at Lin's house, Ji Banke saw Lin Ruoliu again after a long time.

The last time I saw her was in the hospital.

At that time, his memory was confused and he couldn't tell who he was.

In fact, Ji Wanke has gotten along with her peacefully in the two years since he started working, and occasionally stabbing each other is just a joke.

But before that, he liked to provoke women, and he liked to show her how much Lin Leyang really liked him. Zhao Ruixiao commented on his behavior as follows: "Children are just fighting for favor, and Leyang is just spoiling you."

Ji Wanke retorted: "Can you stop calling him 'Le Yang'? Doesn't he have a last name?"

Zhao Ruixiao smirked slightly, pretending he didn't hear it.

It was indeed like this when he was young, he hoped that Lin Leyang would favor him and only love him.

Because he only loves Lin Leyang.

But as he grew older, he gradually understood that he had no parents in his childhood, so he had to be selfish and mean, so that others could not bully him and step on him to show off his might.

Lin Leyang grew up in a happy family and grew up to be kind and "dull".

He got love from his parents and sister, and used this sincere love to accommodate Ji Wanke.

That's what his family taught him, and it made him a caring kid, teenager, and then youth.

And when they met, the best Lin Leyang met the worst Ji Wanke.

Although he had been prepared for a long time, Ji Wanke inevitably froze when he saw Lin Ruoliu, and hesitantly called out "Sister Lin".

This was something that would never have happened before.

In the end, Lin Ruoliu not only didn't appreciate it, but also directly poked Ji Wanke in pain: "You look a lot younger than me, so it's appropriate to be called Auntie."

There is a nine-year age difference between him and Lin Leyang.

Although Ji Wanke didn't think it was a problem at all, Lin Leyang emphasized it several times before, which made him have to care.

Ji Wanke took revenge.

The next day, she directly called Lin Ruoliu "Auntie".

After that, everything was the same, except that I secretly kissed Lin Leyang and stood in front of his door for a long time that night.

Aunt Chang was even frightened by him when she got up at night.Ji Wanke also knew that this was abnormal for him. He always wanted to watch Lin Leyang all the time, worrying about what happened to him. Once the other party left his sight, he would panic if he didn't reply within half an hour.

This has been going on for a long time and has been going on.

Until one day Ji Wanke came to look for Lin Leyang and saw him sitting on the edge of the bed with a towel covering his head, he walked over to remove the towel, saw the young man's reddish eyes and aggrieved expression, his heart ached.

He softly asked Lin Leyang why he was crying.

"I had a nightmare." Lin Leyang replied.

"Dream what?"

"I can't remember." The pain in Lin Leyang's eyes also spread to Ji Wanke's heart when he spoke.

"Nightmares are not worth remembering."

Let's not remember, shall we?The past is not worth remembering.

I just want you to be well at the moment.

"Or," Ji Wanke said again, "brother can remember me in your dreams."

You don't have to remember loving me, I will always love you.

Until you fall in love with me again.

This time it was him who waited, no matter how long he waited.