Instinctive reaction

Lin Leyang was so ashamed that his ears turned red instantly, praying that the conversation he had just had with Zhao Ruixiao was not overheard.

This is too bad!

Li Chuan ignored the two people in the room and walked directly towards Lin Leyang.

Or Wu Xu asked: "Is this the child you mentioned? I thought it was really a child..."

Lin Leyang winked and told Wu Xu not to continue, but unfortunately Wu Xu finished.

He wants to bury himself even more now.

Li Chuan didn't care, nodded to the two of them, and said his name, "My name is Li Chuan."

Wu Xu looked him up and down, Lin Leyang didn't know where to look for a while, so he followed him.

Li Chuan is much better than when we first met. On the one hand, he actively cooperates with the treatment, and on the other hand, no matter how unpalatable the food in the hospital canteen is, he will eat it all.Even the nurses who made the ward rounds admired this point. It doesn't matter if you remind yourself that it is really hard to swallow out of kindness.Li Chuan's answer was just: "I need to adjust my body to a healthy state."

He looked like an ordinary hospital patient, nothing special except that he was younger.

Yes, it's strange to say that when he looks at Lin Leyang, there is always a kind of paranoia mixed with it. When he looks at others, his eyes are always calm. At most, it makes people feel a little introverted, but not aggressive.

"Okay, then you two talk, we'll leave first." Wu Xu pulled Zhao Ruixiao's arm, looking like there was something urgent, he turned to Lin Leyang, "Are you... all right?"

"What's my problem?" Lin Leyang insisted, but his heart was still in a mess. Although he found the answer, it was not as complicated as he thought. It was just for one person, and he easily ended his life for one person.

Before leaving, Zhao Ruixiao and Lin Leyang said goodbye.

Lin Leyang said goodbye, the man suddenly curled up his mouth and smiled at him, his expression was very gentle and restrained, with emotions that Lin Leyang could not understand.

After the two left, the room became quiet.

Lin Leyang gave up his seat to Li Chuan, and Li Chuan also sat on his bed unceremoniously.

"Did you hear that just now?" He asked Li Chuan.

"What do you mean?" Li Chuan said calmly, "Do you mean you like men?"

Lin Leyang: "..."

He weakly defended, "I don't like it."

"Really?" Li Chuan looked at him, "If you don't like it, then don't like it."

Lin Leyang became even more embarrassed, and tried to defend himself: "You know, I came here through time travel."

He was not afraid to talk to Li Chuan like this, because no matter how outrageous what he said, Li Chuan would accept it.

Sometimes Lin Leyang can't figure out whether he accepts these absurd things, or simply accepts him.

"Well, so you don't know anything, and you didn't do those things now." Li Chuan said, "They are right, it's good as it is now."

Lin Leyang said: "As expected, you heard everything."

Li Chuan nodded calmly: "I have heard most of them."

Lin Leyang was a little shocked, "Are you eavesdropping?"

"Then you want to arrest me?" Li Chuan asked.

Lin Leyang became hoarse, "... next time you come, just go in, why are you standing outside?"

Li Chuan said, "Understood."

Lin Leyang also felt that he was very obedient and could not say anything serious. He seldom lost his temper when he got angry, not to mention he never really regarded himself as an elder, looking down on Li Chuan from top to bottom.They are together and communicate with each other as equals in most cases.

After a while, Li Chuan took an apple in his hand and asked Lin Leyang, "Do you want to eat it?"

Although Lin Leyang was listless, he still acted like an adult, "I won't eat it, you can eat it yourself."

Li Chuan tried to break open the apple vigorously. After trying twice, his arms shook and he still couldn't open it.

Seeing him, Lin Leyang temporarily put aside his entanglement, put one hand on his shoulder, and comforted him: "If you can't, let's not force it."

Hearing this, Li Chuan tried harder to break the apple in his hand.

After a while, he lowered his eyes and said, "I was not like this before."

It was very rare for Lin Leyang to find the part belonging to a teenager in his expression, and felt that Li Chuan said this sentence with emotion and a little gloom.

So he patted Li Chuan on the back with great loyalty, "It's okay, I will give you half of my lunch in the future, and I guarantee that you will be healthy and healthy."

Li Chuan squinted at him, "I can do it now."

Lin Leyang opened his mouth and said, "Are you bragging?"

Li Chuan suddenly smiled at him. This is a very rare thing, and the next thing he said was even fresher, "Won't you know if you try it?"

He looked at Li Chuan puzzled, "How to try?"

Li Chuan's hand was clasped on his wrist, but this was a common occurrence. From the time the two met to now, there were not many such physical contacts. Lin Leyang tacitly agreed that his actions were harmless, and he didn't even struggle at all.

Li Chuan pursed his lips slightly, and the apple broke open at some point, but the cross-section was not very beautiful, so he stuffed the smaller piece into Lin Leyang's mouth.

Lin Leyang: "???"

Li Chuanbie said at the beginning: "Forget it, you still don't understand anything."

"How do you say it? Please explain clearly." Lin Leyang bit the piece of apple, with a hint of sweetness in his mouth, Li Chuan seemed to have expected him to do this, reached out to catch the dropped piece, and looked up at him.

Lin Leyang said embarrassingly: "Why did you suddenly give me..."

He reached out to take the apple, and the hands of the two touched together, and the juice was sticky around the fingers.

"It's my fault." Li Chuan skillfully took out a few pieces of paper and handed them to Lin Leyang, "Talk after eating, don't worry, don't choke."

Lin Leyang: "..."

Who is 28 and who is 19?

When Lin Leyang thought about himself, he was not as thoughtful as Li Chuan. There is really no comparison between people. Perhaps it was because of his family, Li Chuan’s various performances were extremely precocious; or because of his family, Lin Leyang was spoiled by his parents when he grew up. The family education is good and there is no long crooked.

Li Chuan went to the bathroom to wash his hands, Lin Leyang lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling to let go of his thoughts.

He didn't find a way to travel back, but now, ten years later, he learned that he was dying for a man... He turned over and lay on his side, thinking that this is too ridiculous, no matter what kind of person he is Is it worth it for him to do this, is he crazy in ten years' time?

Li Chuan came out of the bathroom, both hands were still dripping water, and his cuffs were rolled up on his arms. Lin Leyang could easily see the fine and dense scabs on his arms, some of which had fallen off, leaving pale marks.

For some reason, he asked, "Do you want to die too?"

He shouldn't have asked, he regretted it when he said it, and quickly got up to make amends.

But Li Chuan answered.

He sat back in front of Lin Leyang again, looked at him and shook his head seriously and said, "I want to live."

Lin Leyang's expression froze, and he was about to blurt out the phrase "I'm sorry", but was stopped by Li Chuan, and the young man stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around him, in a gesture like a hug.

The two were so close that they could feel each other's breath.Li Chuan smoothed his hair with his wet hands, "I asked the nurse to bring a rubber band from the outside. It is new and has never been used. Can I tie your hair?"

Feeling guilty in his heart, Lin Leyang nodded without thinking, and let Li Chuan play with his hair, combing it skillfully into a little chirp.

Li Chuan's technique was very gentle, he tied the light pink hair rope for a good look, and said, "It suits you very well."

"Don't you look like a girl? This morning I heard people say that I look like a girl with long hair." Lin Leyang put on a dazed look, as he often does. Ever since he came to this strange place, his expression always showed a fragility , people can't help but treat it in a gentler and lighter way.

Li Chuan looked at his face, his fingers were still wrapped around his hair, and asked calmly, "Then do you want to cut off your hair?"

Lin Leyang was stunned for a moment, it was strange to say that such slightly long hair was indeed in the way, and it took more time to take care of it, but he never seemed to think about cutting his hair.

"I don't want it anymore." Lin Leyang said, "I didn't keep my hair. I don't know if he wants to cut it or not."

He was vague, but Li Chuan completely understood what he meant.

"The you ten years ago and the you ten years later are the same person. Your thoughts are his thoughts. There is nothing to hesitate."

Lin Leyang thought for a moment and shook his head, "Forget it, I don't know what the 28-year-old me thinks at all, he even likes men..." He covered his mouth and closed his mouth, and looked up at Li Chuan.

"Can't men like men, Brother Le Yang?" Li Chuan suddenly showed a hurt expression, which was unprecedented before, and Lin Leyang was a little confused for a while.

Why did you suddenly call him brother?

"You hate homosexuality?" Li Chuan asked.

"No, no."

Li Chuan suddenly laughed. He was a bit handsome when he smiled. He should be a very energetic college student who changed out of his hospital clothes.

"That's great, as long as you don't hate it." He smiled, but the emotion in his eyes was calm, "Because I am."

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