talohi i.
Chapter 31
Traveling without you is a wandering——For the omitted part of Faye Wong's "You Wait for Me at the End", see Weibo
They stayed up all night that night, until the morning mist drifted into the house along the roses on the window sill, and they embraced each other and fell asleep.
It was already evening when Zhou Luo woke up, and when he opened his eyes, Chu Xun was standing above him, with his arms propped on the pillow, his light green eyes motionless, staring at him obsessively.
He pinched Chu Xun's jaw and kissed it.
Chu Xun pressed him to the bottom of his body, licked his lips, suck|sucked his lips, put his tongue into his mouth to stir|fiddled, he put his arms around Chu Xun's waist, and put his hands on Chu Xun's butt After patting, Chu Xun let out a low laugh and let go of his lips.
"Uncle took advantage of me." Chu Xun smiled at the tip of his nose.
"Do you want face? Chu Xun." He bit the tip of Chu Xun's nose with his teeth.
Chu Xun rubbed against his neck, and hummed softly, "No... I just want you, what face do I need..."
He was amused, and he hugged the fluffy head and rubbed it.
Chu Xun rubbed for a while, then suddenly asked him: "Don't you have anything to say to me?"
He froze for a moment, and said, "What are you talking about? If you have anything to say, you've done everything..."
"Zhou Luo, I want you to tell me what you did and what you think, I want you to tell me yourself." Chu Xun raised his head to look at him, all the smiles on his face dissipated, and a deep smile filled the air. wronged.
Well, the little brat will start to settle accounts with him after he has tasted the sweetness.
He turned his head and muttered unnaturally: "They're all men, what can I say..."
"Zhou Luo!!"
"All right, all right, I went to see you secretly when you were in New York, and kissed you secretly when you were sick, and recorded your song as a ringtone for your phone..."
The more he spoke, the lower his voice became, his entire face turned red from the base of his neck, "Okay? Fuck!"
Chu Xun refused to let go, and stared at him aggrieved: "You haven't said you like me, you love me."
He sighed, held Chu Xun's face and said, "I like you, I love you, okay? Take the water out of your eyes, and this will happen all day long."
He didn't expect that as soon as he finished speaking, the mist in Chu Xun's eyes became heavier, and the light green eyes were watery. In a blink of an eye, two or three lines of tears dripped down the corners of his eyes. Chu Xun cried and asked He: "Why do you love me and send me away? Why do you love me and ignore me? Why?!"
Chu Xun cried more and more sadly, tears slid down the corners of his eyes like a vast ocean, his nose was red from crying, his heart was throbbing with pain as if being grabbed by someone's hands, he stretched out his arms to hug Chu Xun, and kissed him In the corner of his eyes, he comforted him flatteringly: "Don't cry, don't cry, okay? Uncle, give me a hug."
Chu Xun cried more and more fiercely: "I don't want you to hug... Are you still driving me away? Do you still want me? Four years, I lived outside alone for four years... Do you know How did I get here in your days?"
He kissed Chu Xun's lips, and said softly, "Uncle is wrong, okay?"
Chu Xun suddenly raised his body and stared at him: "What's wrong with you?"
He touched Chu Xun's cheek and sighed: "I shouldn't send you away, I shouldn't leave you outside alone, I shouldn't..."
He shouldn't ignore Chu Xun's feelings in order to keep his loyalty, which is unfair to Chu Xun, but he realized it too late.
He had already seen his heart clearly two years ago, but he dared not touch such a taboo feeling at all.
He still vividly remembers the scene of Chu Chuan before his death, and he never dared to forget Chu Chuan's exhortation to him.He is today because of Chu Chuan. It was Chu Chuan who pulled him out of the mud and gave him a new life. If he hadn't met Chu Chuan, he might have been silent in some fight Died on the streets of Los Angeles.
Chu Chuan is his benefactor, his eldest brother, but he wants to abduct his benefactor's son, is he still human?He can't do it, and he can't do it.
After Chu Xun returned to China, he took Maria to hang around in front of him all day. God knows how jealous and angry he was, but he could only endure it, just like so many years, day after day.
But Chu Xun imprisoned him again, drugged him, and made him spend seven days and nights of madness and out of control.Those seven days and seven nights were not only physical torment for him, but also psychological torment. He almost couldn't bear it anymore, and he almost opened his arms to hug Chu Xun and tie him by his side. He could no longer find Maria, he almost did so, but at the last moment, reason overcame impulse, and he pushed Chu Xun away decisively again.
Chu Xun was really angry this time, he could feel it, but what could he do?He also has nowhere to go.
He watched Chu Xun and Maria get closer and closer. They kissed and hugged in front of him. Chu Xun even ran to the Jin's building alone to save Maria. He was very angry. He was angry that Chu Xun didn't take himself He was even more angry that Chu Xun was willing to risk his life for Maria.
Anger and jealousy tormented him day after day, and he was already on the brink of collapse, but Chu Xun told him that he was going to marry Maria, and that he would leave Talosi Island forever and never come back.
He panicked, he was confused, kindness, loyalty, ethics and morality all disappeared in his mind, his mind went blank, and only one voice repeated over and over again: "Chu Xun is leaving, Chu Xun is going to marry someone else , Chu Xun will never come back again."
He turned around and grabbed Chu Xun desperately, and at that moment he had already resigned to his fate.
Even if he was burdened with a lifetime of uneasiness, infidelity, and injustice, he would never let Chu Xun go again.
"At that time, I thought you were just young and eager to be fresh for a while, so I wanted to send you out, let you get away from everything here, and change your life. Maybe you won't have that kind of thought about me anymore. Being so young, you should be walking around, traveling and meeting new people."
"Travel? Do you call these four years travel?" Chu Xun bit his lips viciously, "This is not travel, this is wandering. Traveling without you is wandering for me. I have been wandering outside for four full years." Years, do you know, Zhou Luo!"
How can a trip be called a trip without you?I have no intention of looking at the scenery at all, because everything in the mountains and rivers turns into your shadow in my eyes. The moon on the sea is you, the clouds in the sky are you, and the flowers in the valley are also you. Traveling without you is obviously a journey of thousands of miles. miserable wandering.
He carefully lick|cleaned the tears from the corners of Chu Xun's eyes: "I will never drive you away again, and never let you be alone again, okay?"
"If you lie to me, I will..."
"I won't lie to you, I will never lie to you, Xiao Xun." He sat up holding Chu Xun's face, pressed Chu Xun to the bottom of his body, and kissed him.
He carefully thought about kissing Chu Xun's forehead, eyebrows, nose bridge, and lips. In so many dark and cold nights, he had described Chu Xun's appearance in his mind countless times. Now, he can finally open his arms and hug him child.
His kiss went down Chu Xun's neck, licking Chu Xun's skin bit by bit, inch by inch...
……
"Okay? Don't be angry, don't hold grudges." He rubbed Chu Xun's hair, breathing quickly.
"No, it's not enough." Chu Xun bit his earlobe, sticky playing a rascal.
He smiled and patted Chu Xun's buttocks, and said, "What else do you want? You will act like a baby."
Chu Xun put his hand on his thigh: "Why doesn't uncle wear shirt clips now?"
"You're not here, I'm not in the mood."
"But I want to see my uncle wear it. Do you know that every time you put on a shirt clip in front of me, I fantasized about pressing you to the bottom of my body?" Chu Xun raised his finger and pointed to the window sill. On that windowsill, I have fucked you countless times."
"I won't be mad if you put a shirt clip on for me last time, okay?"
"Okay, okay, fuck you, fuck you." He sat up helplessly, went to the closet and took out a white shirt and two black shirt clips, "I really don't know what your hobby is, this thing has What a strange thing."
He put the black shirt clip on his thigh, bent down and buttoned the bottom of the shirt to the shirt clip, smoked a cigarette, lit it, put it in his mouth, leaned on the window sill and looked at Chu Xun.
Behind him was the gorgeous sunset glow and large swaths of roses in full bloom. The sea breeze blew his shoulder-length hair into a mess, and he didn't fiddle with it, just let them mess around. His deep eyes were shadowy. Chu Xun stood up and walked towards him step by step. The closer he got, the brighter his eyes became, as if he fell into a clear lake after pushing aside the mountains and forests. inside.
Chu Xun reached out to take the cigarette in his mouth, and sucked it into his own mouth. The cigarette holder was still moist with moisture from his mouth. They kissed again in another way.
Chu Xun turned his body over, leaned against the window sill, took a deep breath of the cigarette, and exhaled misty smoke in his ear: "Uncle, you don't even know how sexy you are."
He turned his head and bit Chu Xun's Adam's apple, snatched the cigarette back again while Chu Xun was humming, and put it in his mouth, "Then what are you waiting for?"
Chu Xun suddenly knelt down, hugged his leg, and caressed the shirt clip on his leg with his hands like many years ago, and then opened his mouth to swallow it.
He took a puff of cigarette, his body arched involuntarily, Chu Xun knelt between his legs, like a devout believer, and he was his god.
Chu Xun lashed out at him, his body bent into a crescent moon, he supported the window sill with one hand, held the cigarette in the other, and raised his neck and groaned seductively.
From last night to today, they have been making love continuously, four years of irreversible time, and only crazy caresses can heal the hollowness in their hearts.
He bit his lip and lowered his head, his thin waist collapsed into a seductive arc, Chu Xun pushed forward, and he was knocked into the rose bushes, his eyes were full of pink petals, and his nose was full of fragrant fragrance .
The cigarette in his hand has been burned to the end. Following his movements, the ash fell onto a rose flower. The scarlet flame ignited the delicate petals. The smell of nicotine was like a catalyst, igniting the fragrance of flowers in the air. The strong aroma The smoke made the whole room crumbling, and he felt that his whole body had fallen into a sea of bright flowers, with only the bursting light and burning petals in front of his eyes.
Chu Xun raised his head and looked out, a moon rose from the sea, lowered his head, and his lover was beside him.
They stayed up all night that night, until the morning mist drifted into the house along the roses on the window sill, and they embraced each other and fell asleep.
It was already evening when Zhou Luo woke up, and when he opened his eyes, Chu Xun was standing above him, with his arms propped on the pillow, his light green eyes motionless, staring at him obsessively.
He pinched Chu Xun's jaw and kissed it.
Chu Xun pressed him to the bottom of his body, licked his lips, suck|sucked his lips, put his tongue into his mouth to stir|fiddled, he put his arms around Chu Xun's waist, and put his hands on Chu Xun's butt After patting, Chu Xun let out a low laugh and let go of his lips.
"Uncle took advantage of me." Chu Xun smiled at the tip of his nose.
"Do you want face? Chu Xun." He bit the tip of Chu Xun's nose with his teeth.
Chu Xun rubbed against his neck, and hummed softly, "No... I just want you, what face do I need..."
He was amused, and he hugged the fluffy head and rubbed it.
Chu Xun rubbed for a while, then suddenly asked him: "Don't you have anything to say to me?"
He froze for a moment, and said, "What are you talking about? If you have anything to say, you've done everything..."
"Zhou Luo, I want you to tell me what you did and what you think, I want you to tell me yourself." Chu Xun raised his head to look at him, all the smiles on his face dissipated, and a deep smile filled the air. wronged.
Well, the little brat will start to settle accounts with him after he has tasted the sweetness.
He turned his head and muttered unnaturally: "They're all men, what can I say..."
"Zhou Luo!!"
"All right, all right, I went to see you secretly when you were in New York, and kissed you secretly when you were sick, and recorded your song as a ringtone for your phone..."
The more he spoke, the lower his voice became, his entire face turned red from the base of his neck, "Okay? Fuck!"
Chu Xun refused to let go, and stared at him aggrieved: "You haven't said you like me, you love me."
He sighed, held Chu Xun's face and said, "I like you, I love you, okay? Take the water out of your eyes, and this will happen all day long."
He didn't expect that as soon as he finished speaking, the mist in Chu Xun's eyes became heavier, and the light green eyes were watery. In a blink of an eye, two or three lines of tears dripped down the corners of his eyes. Chu Xun cried and asked He: "Why do you love me and send me away? Why do you love me and ignore me? Why?!"
Chu Xun cried more and more sadly, tears slid down the corners of his eyes like a vast ocean, his nose was red from crying, his heart was throbbing with pain as if being grabbed by someone's hands, he stretched out his arms to hug Chu Xun, and kissed him In the corner of his eyes, he comforted him flatteringly: "Don't cry, don't cry, okay? Uncle, give me a hug."
Chu Xun cried more and more fiercely: "I don't want you to hug... Are you still driving me away? Do you still want me? Four years, I lived outside alone for four years... Do you know How did I get here in your days?"
He kissed Chu Xun's lips, and said softly, "Uncle is wrong, okay?"
Chu Xun suddenly raised his body and stared at him: "What's wrong with you?"
He touched Chu Xun's cheek and sighed: "I shouldn't send you away, I shouldn't leave you outside alone, I shouldn't..."
He shouldn't ignore Chu Xun's feelings in order to keep his loyalty, which is unfair to Chu Xun, but he realized it too late.
He had already seen his heart clearly two years ago, but he dared not touch such a taboo feeling at all.
He still vividly remembers the scene of Chu Chuan before his death, and he never dared to forget Chu Chuan's exhortation to him.He is today because of Chu Chuan. It was Chu Chuan who pulled him out of the mud and gave him a new life. If he hadn't met Chu Chuan, he might have been silent in some fight Died on the streets of Los Angeles.
Chu Chuan is his benefactor, his eldest brother, but he wants to abduct his benefactor's son, is he still human?He can't do it, and he can't do it.
After Chu Xun returned to China, he took Maria to hang around in front of him all day. God knows how jealous and angry he was, but he could only endure it, just like so many years, day after day.
But Chu Xun imprisoned him again, drugged him, and made him spend seven days and nights of madness and out of control.Those seven days and seven nights were not only physical torment for him, but also psychological torment. He almost couldn't bear it anymore, and he almost opened his arms to hug Chu Xun and tie him by his side. He could no longer find Maria, he almost did so, but at the last moment, reason overcame impulse, and he pushed Chu Xun away decisively again.
Chu Xun was really angry this time, he could feel it, but what could he do?He also has nowhere to go.
He watched Chu Xun and Maria get closer and closer. They kissed and hugged in front of him. Chu Xun even ran to the Jin's building alone to save Maria. He was very angry. He was angry that Chu Xun didn't take himself He was even more angry that Chu Xun was willing to risk his life for Maria.
Anger and jealousy tormented him day after day, and he was already on the brink of collapse, but Chu Xun told him that he was going to marry Maria, and that he would leave Talosi Island forever and never come back.
He panicked, he was confused, kindness, loyalty, ethics and morality all disappeared in his mind, his mind went blank, and only one voice repeated over and over again: "Chu Xun is leaving, Chu Xun is going to marry someone else , Chu Xun will never come back again."
He turned around and grabbed Chu Xun desperately, and at that moment he had already resigned to his fate.
Even if he was burdened with a lifetime of uneasiness, infidelity, and injustice, he would never let Chu Xun go again.
"At that time, I thought you were just young and eager to be fresh for a while, so I wanted to send you out, let you get away from everything here, and change your life. Maybe you won't have that kind of thought about me anymore. Being so young, you should be walking around, traveling and meeting new people."
"Travel? Do you call these four years travel?" Chu Xun bit his lips viciously, "This is not travel, this is wandering. Traveling without you is wandering for me. I have been wandering outside for four full years." Years, do you know, Zhou Luo!"
How can a trip be called a trip without you?I have no intention of looking at the scenery at all, because everything in the mountains and rivers turns into your shadow in my eyes. The moon on the sea is you, the clouds in the sky are you, and the flowers in the valley are also you. Traveling without you is obviously a journey of thousands of miles. miserable wandering.
He carefully lick|cleaned the tears from the corners of Chu Xun's eyes: "I will never drive you away again, and never let you be alone again, okay?"
"If you lie to me, I will..."
"I won't lie to you, I will never lie to you, Xiao Xun." He sat up holding Chu Xun's face, pressed Chu Xun to the bottom of his body, and kissed him.
He carefully thought about kissing Chu Xun's forehead, eyebrows, nose bridge, and lips. In so many dark and cold nights, he had described Chu Xun's appearance in his mind countless times. Now, he can finally open his arms and hug him child.
His kiss went down Chu Xun's neck, licking Chu Xun's skin bit by bit, inch by inch...
……
"Okay? Don't be angry, don't hold grudges." He rubbed Chu Xun's hair, breathing quickly.
"No, it's not enough." Chu Xun bit his earlobe, sticky playing a rascal.
He smiled and patted Chu Xun's buttocks, and said, "What else do you want? You will act like a baby."
Chu Xun put his hand on his thigh: "Why doesn't uncle wear shirt clips now?"
"You're not here, I'm not in the mood."
"But I want to see my uncle wear it. Do you know that every time you put on a shirt clip in front of me, I fantasized about pressing you to the bottom of my body?" Chu Xun raised his finger and pointed to the window sill. On that windowsill, I have fucked you countless times."
"I won't be mad if you put a shirt clip on for me last time, okay?"
"Okay, okay, fuck you, fuck you." He sat up helplessly, went to the closet and took out a white shirt and two black shirt clips, "I really don't know what your hobby is, this thing has What a strange thing."
He put the black shirt clip on his thigh, bent down and buttoned the bottom of the shirt to the shirt clip, smoked a cigarette, lit it, put it in his mouth, leaned on the window sill and looked at Chu Xun.
Behind him was the gorgeous sunset glow and large swaths of roses in full bloom. The sea breeze blew his shoulder-length hair into a mess, and he didn't fiddle with it, just let them mess around. His deep eyes were shadowy. Chu Xun stood up and walked towards him step by step. The closer he got, the brighter his eyes became, as if he fell into a clear lake after pushing aside the mountains and forests. inside.
Chu Xun reached out to take the cigarette in his mouth, and sucked it into his own mouth. The cigarette holder was still moist with moisture from his mouth. They kissed again in another way.
Chu Xun turned his body over, leaned against the window sill, took a deep breath of the cigarette, and exhaled misty smoke in his ear: "Uncle, you don't even know how sexy you are."
He turned his head and bit Chu Xun's Adam's apple, snatched the cigarette back again while Chu Xun was humming, and put it in his mouth, "Then what are you waiting for?"
Chu Xun suddenly knelt down, hugged his leg, and caressed the shirt clip on his leg with his hands like many years ago, and then opened his mouth to swallow it.
He took a puff of cigarette, his body arched involuntarily, Chu Xun knelt between his legs, like a devout believer, and he was his god.
Chu Xun lashed out at him, his body bent into a crescent moon, he supported the window sill with one hand, held the cigarette in the other, and raised his neck and groaned seductively.
From last night to today, they have been making love continuously, four years of irreversible time, and only crazy caresses can heal the hollowness in their hearts.
He bit his lip and lowered his head, his thin waist collapsed into a seductive arc, Chu Xun pushed forward, and he was knocked into the rose bushes, his eyes were full of pink petals, and his nose was full of fragrant fragrance .
The cigarette in his hand has been burned to the end. Following his movements, the ash fell onto a rose flower. The scarlet flame ignited the delicate petals. The smell of nicotine was like a catalyst, igniting the fragrance of flowers in the air. The strong aroma The smoke made the whole room crumbling, and he felt that his whole body had fallen into a sea of bright flowers, with only the bursting light and burning petals in front of his eyes.
Chu Xun raised his head and looked out, a moon rose from the sea, lowered his head, and his lover was beside him.
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