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Chapter 31 Simu wants to let go of humble feelings

"Nian'an was just joking, he won't break off the engagement with you." Qin Simu didn't drink, he was afraid that it would be unsafe for both of them to get drunk in the bar.

Li Chuxia was very drunk, and cared too much about whether Qin Simu drank or not. After hearing what Qin Simu said, he shook his head and said, "He's not kidding, he's very serious."

Qin Simu sighed, and listened to Li Chuxia rambling: "He promised me that he would try to treat me like a boyfriend when he was attending the school entrance banquet, but now, after only ten days, he accidentally discovered that I was Not drunk, and then I misunderstood that I like you."

"He proposed to dissolve the engagement without even waiting for my explanation. Nian'an must have felt that I had betrayed him, but I didn't... I only wanted to marry him all this time."

"I didn't betray him, Simu, I didn't betray Nian'an."

"Simu, I don't like you."

Li Chuxia said, Simu, I don't like you.Qin Simu lost his composure, picked up the wine on the table, and took a sip.

The wine was very strong, and when it slid down his throat, it caused a burst of pungentness, but it didn't relieve Qin Simu's pain at all. Qin Simu prayed that Li Chuxia would stop talking, but Li Chuxia didn't want to let Qin Simu go. Thinking: "Simu, I don't like you, I always only want to marry Nian'an."

Over and over again, Qin Simu felt as if he was being pricked by a needle, and the fingertips of his fingers holding the wine glass turned white, as if he wanted to crush the wine glass to be reconciled.

After a long time, Qin Simu let go of his hand little by little. He moved his eyes to Li Chuxia's face, his eyes flickered again and again, he opened his mouth slowly, and said in a slightly dry voice: "I know."

know you don't like me.

I always knew that you didn't like me, but you liked Nian'an.

It’s just myself, I have always been unable to let you go, I want to keep you in my heart quietly, I thought that as long as I hide it well enough, I can hide it from the world and hide you in my heart for the rest of my life, but I forgot, you always have One day I will leave, and I will spend my whole life with another person.

Qin Simu thought, Li Chuxia's feelings for Qin Nian'an, which he had always wanted to know, was verified at this moment, and this feeling was so deep that he had to give up.

At this time, the reason he lacked all the time and used to willingly give up was finally found at this time, but he didn't feel willing, but distressed, which made him want to cry.

Qin Simu didn't want to cry, so he tried his best to open the corners of his mouth to smile, regardless of whether he was ugly or not, whether anyone saw it, whether anyone cared, he tried his best to raise the corners of his mouth.

"I know you don't like me, don't worry, I will explain clearly to Nian'an."

Li Chuxia tilted her head in a daze and asked, "Will Nian An still break off my engagement?"

Qin Simu was silent for a moment, and said: "I dare not promise you, but I will try my best to persuade him, so stop drinking, take a good rest, everything will be fine when you wake up."

"Everything will be fine when I wake up..." Li Chuxia muttered to himself, "When I wake up tomorrow, Nian An won't misunderstand."

Qin Simu tried again to get the wine bottle that Li Chuxia was holding, and this time he managed to take the bottle away smoothly, then Qin Simu helped Li Chuxia up with difficulty, and said, "Yes, everything will be fine after a sleep, so... Come on , stand up, let's go back to the hotel first."

Li Chuxia nodded obediently, and staggered to stand up with Qin Simu's strength. He drank too much, his whole body was weak and weak, most of his body weight was on Qin Simu's body.

Qin Simu staggered along the way, and it took all his strength to carry Li Chuxia to the nearest hotel to stay.

Stepping into the door of the hotel room, Qin Simu put Li Chuxia flat on the bed. Li Chuxia was already very drunk, and she didn't wake up even after being thrown on the bed.

Qin Simu really didn't have the energy to change Li Chuxia's clothes, so he pulled the quilt aside and covered Li Chuxia, so that people would not catch a cold.

Soon, Li Chuxia's slight snoring sounded, disturbing Qin Simu became more and more irritable. Instead of sleeping, he walked to the window and opened it wide.

Downstairs is the Limit Square, with colorful lights in the eyes, and occasionally "night owls" passing by, Qin Simu didn't know what he was looking at, he stared at everything outside the window divergently, and then his eyes suddenly became a little sour Vague.

Qin Simu rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand, cursing himself for being worthless, but the more he rubbed, the more unbridled his tears became, and soon tears fell on the window sill.

He wiped the tears carelessly across his face, and suddenly looked back at Li Chuxia, then packed his things, opened the door with a click, and walked out.

Qin Simu didn't want to stay in the hotel, he was afraid that he would lose control of his emotions, which would cause Li Chuxia to find something abnormal when he woke up the next day.

Some feelings are so humble, so humble that he would give up and dare not let the other party know.

It was already early in the morning, and the car back to the city had stopped running long ago, so Qin Simu leaned on his legs and walked slowly towards the city.

At first he was able to walk calmly, but soon, he slowed down, slowed down even more, and then stopped suddenly.

It was tears that blurred his vision and made him unable to see the road clearly.

Qin Simu raised his head, inhaled and then exhaled, maybe it was the twinkling stars in the night sky that attracted his attention, he raised his head for a long time without lowering his head again, until the phone in his pocket vibrated suddenly.

Qin Simu took out his cell phone, it was Qin Nian'an calling.

"Brother, is Brother Ping'an okay?" Qin Nian'an asked with a little guilt.

Qin Simu swallowed, and tried to restore his normal tone, "He's drunk, but it's nothing serious."

"Brother..." Qin Nian'an hesitated, "Did you cry?"

Before Qin Simu answered, Qin Nian'an asked again: "Did you quarrel because of me? Brother, I'm telling you the truth. I really don't like Brother Pingan. Don't have conflicts because of me."

"Nian'an." Qin Simu paused, "You misunderstood, Chu Xia started playing Dihuang because you were playing, and then he asked me to transfer the equipment I gave you. The person he has always liked is you , As for the fact that he lied to be my fiancé, it was only out of a friend's help."

"So the person he likes in early summer is you, not me. Don't be childish. The 19-year engagement can be broken up wherever you can."

Qin Nian'an was silent for a long time before asking: "What about you? Brother, do you like Brother Pingan?"

Qin Simu's hand holding the mobile phone trembled, and he almost dropped the mobile phone on the ground. Could it be that Nian'an had already discovered the thoughts he thought he had hidden well?Or maybe Nian An just asked casually?

Qin Simu quickly stabilized his mind, took a breath, and replied: "Of course I want to be with Ai Sa, don't think about it."

"Are you really going to be with Zhang Aisha?"

Qin Simu opened his mouth, one word stuck in his throat, but he couldn't spit it out.

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