The actor is sick, I have no medicine

"..."

Hearing his sister's voice, Lu Danggui's head short-circuited for a second.

Xing Xing moved one step ahead of him.

When ordinary people hear a sound coming from behind, they will subconsciously look towards the source of the sound.Xing Xuan was not.

When he found a stranger haunting him, his first reaction was to tense up.Then he immediately let go of Lu Danggui's hand, and pulled down the brim of his hat, covering his entire face tightly.

"I go first."

He whispered in Lu Danggui's ear.

Ignoring the girl in the wheelchair looking at him, Xing Xuan picked up the cane in front of the bench and walked towards the elevator entrance.

Perhaps it was because his legs were not fully intact, his gait was a little staggering.

Lu Danggui sweated in his heart.

Xing Xuan didn't wear sunglasses today, and the mole at the corner of his eye was shining brightly.Although he covered his eyes with the brim of his hat, if he looked carefully, he could still find some clues.

What's more, the person who came today was none other than Lu Wenfei, a die-hard fan who had been infatuated with Xing Xuan since his debut and had ordered this person's body pillow.

Seeing her younger sister's eyes kept on Xing Xuan, Lu Danggui coughed twice, trying to divert Lu Wenfei's attention:

"Wen Fei, why did you come to the hospital today? Your school is closed?"

Looking away from the masked man, Lu Wenfei raised her head and looked at her brother standing in front of her, her face full of secrecy: "Brother, have you forgotten what day it is?"

Glancing at the numbers on the elevator, Lu Danggui turned his sister's wheelchair around and began to babble: "...Is it that art festival you mentioned last time? There are too many things going on in the hospital recently, so I forgot."

"Nah!"

Lu Wenfei was very helpless to her brother: "Brother, today is your birthday, have you really forgotten?"

……Birthday?

Lu Danggui was stunned for a moment.

He saw Xing Xuan turned his head and glanced at himself through the brim of his hat.

November [-]th, November [-]th... Lu Danggui silently snapped his fingers in his heart.

Today is November NO.16, it's really my birthday!

After entering university, he took Lu Wenfei out of his relative's house and stopped living under the fence.Since then, he rarely celebrates his birthday.In addition, there have been too many messy things recently, and there are also many jobs in the hospital, so he has long forgotten about this matter.

"Ah Yue and I have discussed it a long time ago and ordered a cake for you. Ah Yue just went downstairs to pick it up, and it will be there soon."

Lu Wenfei smiled and talked about her plan to Lu Danggui.In order to prepare a surprise for her brother, she and her best friend have been secretly planning for several days.

Lu Wenfei didn't expect her brother's expression to change as soon as she finished saying this.

It wasn't the excitement of learning about the surprise, but it seemed to be frightened by something.

Lu Wenfei raised her hand and waved it in front of her brother's dull eyes:

"……elder brother?"

Lu Danggui's gaze had already passed his sister, and looked at the elevator door not far away.

The elevator has stopped on the ninth floor, and there are only two floors left from the psychiatric department.

He hurriedly walked behind Xing Xing who was waiting for the elevator, and grabbed Xing Xing's arm again.

Being held back by someone again, Xing Xuan said in doubt:

"... Doctor Lu?"

Lu Danggui gritted his teeth, and squeezed out four words from his throat: "Do me a favor."

If it weren't for Xing Xuan's inconvenience in walking, he wouldn't have had physical contact with this person again and again.

"Wenfei, tell Ah Yue to wait for me, I'll treat the patient's wound, and I'll be here right away."

Jian Jian explained a few words to Lu Wenfei, and he led them to his consulting room.

Lu Wenfei's best friend, Chen Queyue, known online as "Ayue Mama", is the head of Xing Huan's back-up casting station, and a well-known fan artist in the circle.As Xing Xuan's number one fan with hundreds of thousands of fans, Chen Queyue was once invited to drink tea by Baiwen Entertainment because of her great influence in the fan circle.

Because of chasing stars, Lu Wenfei and Chen Queyue have known each other for a long time.Later, I found out that I was still in the same city, and met many times, and gradually became best friends.

Xing Xun wrapped herself up tightly today, and Wen Fei didn't recognize her, so it was barely a fluke.

But Chen Queyue is different.

Even if Thanos snapped Xing Xing into ashes, Chen Queyue would still be able to pick out her brother Xingcheng from the debris everywhere.

Let the number one fan and the deity meet at the elevator entrance...

How funny? ?

After being dragged back to his consultation room by the little doctor, and brought to sit on the treatment bed in the small cubicle, Xing Xuan finally had a little more fluctuation in his calm eyes.

He leaned against the wall, maintaining a lazy but puzzled posture: "Doctor Lu won't explain to me what's going on?"

Across a corridor, the elevator had just arrived at the eleventh floor, and the chattering laughter of two girls could be heard outside the door.

"It's a bit complicated, I'll explain it to you later." Pulling the light blue curtain of the cubicle, Lu Danggui said hastily, "You must not make any noise, I will let you out as soon as they leave."

There was a knock on the door: "Brother Xiaolu, I brought the cake, are you alright?"

After making a "shh" gesture to the person on the bed, Lu Danggui hurried out of the curtain: "Here we come!"

The person had already reached the door of the consulting room, but Lu Danggui suddenly remembered something.

He hadn't treated the burns on Xing Xing's hand yet, but the man didn't say a word, letting himself drag him into the small dark room.

"...You two wait for me for a few more minutes!"

After hesitating on the spot for two seconds, Lu Danggui yelled out the door.

After running to the glass cabinet and rummaging through it for a long time, Lu Danggui finally found a medical emergency kit from the bottom drawer.

There are gauze, alcohol and disinfectant in the bag. Although the wound cannot be completely treated, it is still possible to deal with it temporarily to prevent deterioration and infection.

Carrying the first aid kit and opening the curtain, Lu Danggui didn't have time to say more, and directly grabbed Xing Huan's hand that was hanging in front of his leg, and began to treat his wound.

"I'm going to apply disinfectant," tearing off the medical cotton swab, Lu Danggui squatted in front of Xing Huan, "Be patient with the pain, don't shout."

Because his breathing was not smooth, the hand he was holding Xing Xuan trembled slightly.

Xing Xing didn't say a word.

There were two noisy girls standing outside the door, making a lot of noise.But the restlessness that often accompanies noise is counterbalanced by something.

He lowered his eyes, staring at the little doctor's slender neck exposed outside his white coat.

The strangle mark left by the collar has disappeared, but there is still a faint pink mark on his neck.

Applying ice-cold disinfectant to the blistered palms, the little doctor's movements were swift but light.The expected pain did not come, only the rough touch brought by the gauze on the palm.

The little doctor's breathing was faster than usual, the tip of his nose was less than half a foot away from his palm, his breath brushed over the injured skin, leaving a trace of residual warmth.

After bandaging the wound for himself, the person in front of him stood up and started packing the first aid kit on the bed.

Gradually putting away the emotions in his eyes, Xing Xuan returned to his usual lazy appearance.

"Doctor Lu." Staring at the back of the hurriedly turned away, he raised the corners of his lips slightly, "Happy birthday."

Hearing what he said, the little doctor paused holding the curtain for a few seconds, and then walked out with the first aid kit.

"Thank you."

Through the curtain, he heard the little doctor say.

--

After waiting for several minutes at the door of the consulting room, the door finally opened.

Lu Wenfei was holding a big cake in her arms, and Chen Queyue was pushing her best friend's wheelchair, and the two entered Lu Danggui's consulting room together.

This was Lu Wenfei's first visit to the hospital after her brother changed the clinic.She poked her head out to look around the room, and everything she saw felt new.

After putting the cake on Lu Angelica's desk, Chen Queyue moved a small chair from the nurse's station, and the three of them sat around the table.

Glancing at the curtained cubicle, Lu Wenfei asked her brother curiously: "Is that man just now my brother's patient? Are you still resting in there?"

"Well, we need to stay and observe for a while, we do our own thing, just don't bother him."

Lu Danggui moved his office chair aside, blocking his sister's view.

Lu Wenfei nodded obediently, and didn't take it too seriously.Each of the two girls grabbed a packing ribbon and began to unpack the cake box.

The two of them ordered the birthday cake this time a week in advance. There was a custom-made DIY clay figurine standing on the cake. Although the shape was a bit ugly and the white coat was crooked, it could still be seen that it was Lu Danggui himself.

Chen Queyue's gift to Lu Danggui was a painting she drew herself, which showed the brothers and sisters of the Lu family.In this painting, Lu Wenfei has healthy limbs, and the brother and sister are standing among the blooming flowers, holding a fruit basket in their hands, smiling brightly.

As a recognized fairy wife in the circle, she has drawn hundreds of pictures of Xing Huan's colleagues, and she has developed a good ability to draw portraits.The brothers and sisters of the Lu family appear vividly on paper in her works, and they look very vivid.

"Ah Yue, you are amazing!"

Lu Wenfei is best at blowing rainbow farts on her girlfriends, "How can you draw boys so handsome!"

Being praised like this, Chen Queyue immediately became interested.She took out her work on the phone and handed it to Lu Wenfei happily: "By the way, I recently drew two more pictures of Cheng Cheng, and I plan to use them as materials for the disbandment commemorative book of the support club. Let me show you—" —”

Hearing Chen Queyue mention Xing Xuan, Lu Wenfei gasped, and quickly reached out to pinch her best friend's arm.

Being pinched by Lu Wenfei, Chen Queyue quickly reacted.

Don't advance your schedule in front of Brother Xiaolu, Lu Wenfei specially reminded her before.

She rubbed the back of her head for a few silly laughs, put the phone aside, and immediately changed the subject: "How about we sing the birthday song? After singing the birthday song, Brother Xiaolu can make a wish."

The two girls exchanged glances, one put candles on the cake, and the other got up to turn off the lights in the consulting room, wanting to quickly bring the topic to the past.

Before lighting the candles, Lu Wenfei glanced at her brother nervously.

Ah Yue accidentally mentioned Cheng Cheng just now, she was worried that it would spoil the atmosphere of the birthday.

Lu Danggui was completely unaware of the little mischief in the hearts of the two little sisters.

His gaze stayed on Chen Queyue's lit phone screen saver.

Chen Queyue's mobile phone screen saver is a photo of Xing Xuan sitting on the edge of the stage lift, singing to fans.

The spotlight above his head made Xing Xuan's complexion even colder and paler.Under the SLR lens, his eyes were slightly red, and there was a bottomless ocean in the moist eyes.The silver sequins at the corners of the eyes are shining, and against the mole of tears, it looks like a galaxy of stars in the night.

No wonder there are always fans on the Internet saying that Xing Xing always has a unique sexual tension on his body, released but restrained, abstinent but flamboyant, like a red rose with sharp thorns.

In the photo, he is holding the earphone with one hand, and raised the other hand high, pointing the microphone at the audience.From the shooting angle, it can be seen that there is a delicate tattoo on the back of his left hand, which is a small star missing half of the angle.

Lu Danggui was slightly taken aback.

In this photo, Xing Xuan is crying.

When I was in medical school, the professor gave several real-life cases.This is a physiological phenomenon that many people with alexithymia will have. When they are touched by the external environment, they will suddenly burst into tears.

They said nothing, and answered with tears instead.

In addition, he also noticed another detail.

There was obviously a tattoo on the back of Xing Xuan's hand, but now it's gone, leaving only paleness with clear veins.

Seeing her brother staring blankly in the candlelight, Lu Wenfei couldn't help reminding: "Brother, make a wish."

"……okay."

Lu Danggui gradually came to his senses, and looked away from the screen saver of Chen Queyue's phone.

Before the candle was extinguished, he quickly closed his eyes, clasped his hands together, and made his first wish at the age of 28.

Since three years ago, he has made the same wish every year.

I hope my sister will be healthy and safe in the coming year.

--

Because the dormitory of S University has access control, and Chen Queyue's school is far away from the urban area, after eating the cake and chatting casually for a while, the two girls were about to say goodbye.

Lu Danggui originally wanted to send his sister back to school, but Lu Wenfei sternly refused.She said that she has grown up and is no longer the child who always needs her brother to be by her side.What's more, her brother still has patients who need to be taken care of, so she can't delay her brother's work.

Before leaving the consulting room, Lu Wenfei glanced at the curtained cubicle again.

It was so noisy outside just now, I don't know if it will disturb the rest of the patients inside.

But that person was quite patient. They stayed in the consulting room for so long, but the person really didn't say a word.

After seeing Lu Wenfei and Chen Queyue off, Lu Danggui closed the door of the consulting room, leaning behind the door and silently breathed a sigh of relief.

He had been on tenterhooks just now, fearing that Xing Xuan's sudden movement would be noticed by the two little fans, or that his bodyguards would suddenly come up to find someone, disrupting the whole arrangement.

Fortunately, all went well.

Except I don't know how to comfort the big Buddha in the little black room.

He kept Xing Xing inside for so long, the young master probably even wanted to kill him.

Before Lu Danggui could recover, the curtain of the compartment was lifted.Xing Xing came out of the small dark room slowly with a walking stick.

"I know that girl."

Xing Xuan said to him.

Lu Danggui pretended to be calm, but his heart was beating like a drum: "Who are you talking about?"

If Xing Xun really recognized his sister, then he would simply break the can and have a showdown with Xing Xing today.

About the accident that happened to his sister back then, and about the three-year grievance between him and Xing Xuan, he had long wanted to ask this person clearly.

"The one standing," Xing Xuan said coldly, "she is my fan."

He has seen the girl who came with the little doctor's sister on many occasions.When picking up the plane, this girl always holds the SLR and runs at the front of the line.

He has a little impression of this girl.

"..."

While cleaning up the trash on the table, Lu Danggui didn't look up, "Well, I heard her mention you before."

Hearing Xing Xuan's answer, he had mixed feelings for a while, and he didn't know what he was feeling.

I am also a fan of this person, and I have also liked him for eight years.Even because he lost two legs, the younger sister left no trace in this man's world.

If Lu Wenfei knew that her love for so many years had resulted in such a result, I don't know what she would think.

"The other one is your sister?"

He heard Xing Xing's voice behind him.

Lu Danggui nodded, as if he didn't want to talk more about this topic.

The little doctor didn't speak, and he didn't ask questions.

Walking to the window of the consulting room with a cane, Xing Xuan stood with his hands down, looking down at the endless traffic under the building.

The little doctor's sister made him feel familiar.

It's not about her looks, nor her special physical condition like amputated legs, but her voice.

He had heard similar voices in his dreams.

Many nights, a scarred hand would appear in his dreams.There was a human voice that resembled a girl, so weak that it was almost inaudible, begging for help from him under the ruins:

"...Brother, I don't want to die."

"Help me—"

But the girl in memory is long gone.

Someone patted him on the shoulder from behind, and Xing Xuan suddenly withdrew from the memory, cold sweat already oozing from his temples.

"Are you going?"

The little doctor's tone was still calm, and no emotion could be heard: "If you don't leave, there will be cake left."

He turned around and found that the little doctor was holding a paper plate in his hand.There is a piece of strawberry shortcake in the paper plate, exuding a strong fruit aroma.

Lu Danggui is currently adjusting himself in his heart.

He didn't intend to leave it for this person on purpose, it was just for the sake of keeping him in the small dark room for so long, as compensation.

But this kind of dessert made of cheap cream is probably not uncommon for this person.

Putting the cake on the window sill, Lu Danggui wiped off the cream on her fingertips, and took out her phone from her pocket.

He didn't expect that Xing Xuan really picked up the fork, scooped a spoonful with his uninjured hand, and began to take small bites.

Looking out from the window on the eleventh floor, you can see the river-crossing bridge in S City from a distance.The traffic on the bridge was turbulent. No one still remembered that just two months ago, there had been a very tragic car accident here.

Death did not come as expected, and the dim stars were pushed back to the world.

The two leaned against the window, not far apart.One was eating a cheap brioche with a spoon.The other lowered his head and silently edited Moments, welcoming his 28-year-old new beginning.

The city is still brightly lit, as if it was just an ordinary night.The moon blocked the high-rise buildings, but the moonlight shone down.

Their lives have never intersected in the past, and it seems that there will be no intersection in the future.

The only thing they have in common, perhaps, is that at this moment, the cold wind whizzed past the window, and the coolness hit their faces.

Lu Danggui didn't know that from this winter night, the old Xing Xing had died.

He didn't know either, because of a word from his master, Xing Shi sat in the car downstairs and didn't dare to come up after waiting for several hours.

There is one more thing Lu Danggui doesn't know.

This is the first time in Xing Xuan's life that he has had a birthday cake.