The actor is sick, I have no medicine

Lu Danggui was awakened by a kiss.

That kiss was tasted lightly, and it was easy to leave, but it carried a familiar feeling.

It is much softer than the involuntary deep pursuit in the dark car, without any desire mixed in, just pure intimacy.

Youyou woke up from his sleep, he heard a strange male voice in the room, turned his head, but found himself blocked by Xing Xuan.

The man in the hospital gown sat on the side of the pillow, using his back to block the probing gazes of people who came to him.

Sensing the small movements of the people behind him, Xing Xuan tightened his back and sat up straighter.

The person sitting on the sofa was talking with Xing Xuan, Lu Danggui didn't dare to make too much noise, but just turned over, closed his eyes and pretended that he was still awake.

The sky outside the window is still a bit hazy, the horizon has just turned pale, it seems that it is still early.

Lu Danggui's heartbeat started to speed up as he lifted the corpse on Xingxuan's hospital bed with his eyes closed.

... When exactly did I fall asleep, and who is this person chatting with Xing Xuan?

Where is the tall bodyguard, the nurse in the inpatient department?Why did no one wake him up, let him sleep in Xingxuan's ward until now?

With so many questions in his heart, Lu Danggui slowed his breath and began to eavesdrop on the conversation between Xing Xuan and the unexpected guest.

He heard Xing Xuan refer to the man in front of him as "father", and heard the man talk about Xing Xuan's marriage, the father and son had a disagreement, and then——

Lu Danggui's breathing was stagnant, so he almost didn't directly lift the quilt.

What is together, what is not getting married for oneself, what is difficult to catch up with——

What the hell is the lunatic named Xing talking about? !

Could he go any further - point! ! !

The atmosphere in the ward was getting more and more heavy, Lu Danggui was in a state of mind, hesitating whether he should just sit up and explain clearly to Father Xing.

Unexpectedly, in the next second, he heard the angry shout of Xingfu coming from the hospital bed.

The hand on his forehead was suddenly removed, and Xing Xuan spoke coldly to his father.

He said that he was pursuing himself seriously, and if his father meddled in his affairs again, he would not be polite.

Chase ass!

Lu Danggui couldn't help cursing in his heart.

It was like this when I met the paparazzi to take pictures last time, and this time I did it again in front of my family.

This person still wants to drag him into the water, no way!

Before Lu Danggui carp straightened up and sat up to expose Xing Xuan's trick, there was the sound of a glass door opening not far away.

Father Xing was obviously angry, pressed the button of the automatic door, and strode out of the ward.

After his father left, Xing Xuan did not chase him out.He sat in front of the hospital bed silently, without saying a word.

After a while, Lu Danggui noticed that Xing Xuan slowly turned sideways, and his eyes fell on himself.

"..."

Lu Danggui closed his eyes tightly and continued to play his Sleeping Beauty.

Being stared at by this man, Lu Danggui's heart was about to explode.

There was so much arguing in the ward just now, and it's not like I have a hearing problem or I'm deaf...

He felt that he had already passed through in front of Xing Xuan.

No, I still have to insist—yes!

If Xing Xuan knew that he had heard his embarrassingly toe-grabbing affectionate quotations, the situation between the two of them would be very delicate.

After staring at the people on the hospital bed for a long time, Xing Xuan didn't speak.

After a while, he raised one hand, and slowly stroked the corner of the little doctor's lips with his cold fingertips, as if he was wiping some precious object.

Lu Danggui hastened to breathe lightly, pretending to be as soothing and long as when he fell asleep.

After a long time, the cold fingers finally moved away.

The bedside table was opened, got up to take something, and Xing Xuan sat back on the bed.

There was the sound of flipping books in my ears, and Xing Xuan leaned against his pillow and began to read the book silently.

This man flipped the paper with one hand, while the other rested on top of his head, gently rubbing it twice every few minutes.

Lu Danggui didn't dare to open his eyes, so he could only let Xing Xuan move.

The noisy voices outside the ward gradually faded away, and there were only the two of them left here.

Lying quietly beside Xing Xuan, Lu Danggui's sleeping face was peaceful, but deep in his heart was turbulent.

……Help.

--

Lying on the spacious VIP hospital bed for another half an hour, Lu Danggui finally couldn't continue acting.

Slowly opening his eyes, he slowly blinked twice against the air, pretending that he just woke up.

Sensing the movement of the people beside him, Xing Xuan raised his head from the book, his eyes swept over Lu Danggui's face: "Doctor Lu is awake?"

"Ah."

Lu Danggui felt a little guilty: "What time is it?"

After saying this, he suddenly felt something was wrong.

...It was over, he acted as if he was too calm.

Any normal person who wakes up after falling asleep and finds himself lying next to his enemy will definitely have a panic reaction.Instead of asking the time directly like him.

"Seven in the morning."

However, Xing Xuan didn't seem to notice anything unusual. He looked away from Lu Danggui's face, and returned his attention to the book: "It's still early before work, and Dr. Lu can still have breakfast."

It is not easy to stay here for a long time, Lu Danggui decided to slip away immediately.

Sitting up with the support of the bed, he picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table, only to realize that his sneakers had been taken off at some point.

Lu Danggui turned around stiffly: "...where are my shoes?"

Xing Xuan didn't look up: "Under the bed, Doctor Lu will look for it by himself."

"Oh."

Bending down and dragging out her shoes from under the bed, Lu Danggui suddenly noticed the bright red book cover in Xing Xuan's hand.

He frowned slightly: "This is the "Red Book"... Jung's?"

Hearing what Lu Danggui said, Xing Xuan raised his head from the book, showing a clear expression: "I forgot, Dr. Lu is a professional."

"This book will do you no good."

After thinking about it in his heart, Lu Danggui decided to remind this person kindly.

He didn't say the second half of the sentence. This book is not suitable for people with psychological problems.

Closing the red book cover, Xing Xuan looked at the person in front of him with great interest: "Doesn't Dr. Lu think this book is very interesting?"

"do not think so."

Lu Danggui picked up the coat from the corner of the bed, turned and walked out the door: "It's just some fragmented, weird and obscure subjective assumptions."

Just about to press the automatic button of the glass door, Lu Danggui stopped suddenly.

From last night to now, affected by a series of unexpected events, he almost forgot the original purpose of coming back to find Xing Xuan.

"Let me ask you." Lu Danggui turned his head, "Did you send all those things in my sister's dormitory? Why did you send them to her?"

The action of turning the pages of the book paused, and Xing Xuan showed confusion: "What surroundings?"

...but he didn't admit it.

Angelica Lu—I was at a loss for words.

The writing on the card was written by this person, and he recognized it after a few glances.The writing style of obsessive-compulsive disorder is too obvious, and even the strokes of the pen are exactly the same.

He didn't want to argue with Xing Xuan any more, but he said patiently: "Don't send anything to my sister anymore."

"Xing Xuan, if you really want to apologize, it's not enough."

Fearing that Mr. Xing would say something like "how much do you want?", Lu Danggui immediately added: "Also, she doesn't need your sympathy and pity."

Xing Xuan said lightly: "Really?"

He is not a fool, and he will not believe what others say.

Knowing what happened to the little doctor's sister from Xing Yu, he immediately sent someone to investigate.

The results of the investigation showed that three years ago, there was indeed a serious traffic accident near the boulevard outside the concert venue. A girl was seriously injured in the accident, was rescued by Xing Yu's motorcade that passed by halfway, and was sent to the hospital.

Although it is impossible to obtain patient information from public hospitals, according to the descriptions of eyewitnesses, it can be judged that the scene is basically consistent with the information provided by Xing Yu.

However, why the girl's information was artificially deleted has not yet been reasonably explained.He asked Xing Yu later, and Xing Yu swore to his elder brother on the phone, saying that he really hadn't tampered with the files.

"Brother, to clear up this information, only the police or insiders who manage household registration can do it. How can I be so capable?"

He knew that his sister lost both legs in a car accident, which had a great impact on the little doctor.If this matter is not resolved, the little doctor will never be able to open up to him.

However, although the accident happened on the way to see his concert, he was not the driver who caused the accident, nor was he the culprit of the accident.He didn't understand why the little doctor had such a grudge against him.

Because he heard that his little sister was once a fanatical fan of his, he sent someone to send a lot of things that fans liked.

Apart from monetary and material compensation, he couldn't think of any other solution.

Thinking of this, Xing Xuan slowly raised his eyelids from the front of the book: "Then how will Doctor Lu forgive me?"

Lu Danggui clenched his fists.

He couldn't answer Xing Xuan's question.

The two brothers and sisters originally wanted only an apology.

But the big tall man had already conveyed the apology on behalf of his master.

A three year late apology doesn't change a thing.

So what exactly do you want?

After experiencing what happened last night, and looking at Xing Xuan's calm posture in front of him, Lu Danggui thought of a new possibility.

He turned his head back to Xing Xuan: "When the illness broke out last night, you said a few words to me, do you remember?"

Xing Xuan turned his head slightly: "What are you talking about?"

After hesitating in his heart for a while, Lu Danggui still opened his mouth: "You've been saying... girl, save people, fire."

Xing Xuan frowned.

After thinking seriously in his mind for a while, he said slowly to Lu Danggui: "Doctor Lu, I'm sorry, I really don't have an impression."

Girl, save, fire?

Xing Xuan narrowed his eyes, looking at the serious little doctor in front of him.

These few unrelated words appeared in his mind, and he suddenly felt his heart twitching slightly, as if it hurt.

really.

The conjecture in his heart was verified, and Lu Danggui's eyes darkened slightly.

A neurological suppression defense mechanism appeared in Xing Xuan's brain.

Due to the lack of memory chain, he couldn't remember everything mentioned when he fell ill last night after waking up.

When I was pretending to be asleep on the hospital bed just now, I was actually wondering whether what happened to my sister back then was the part that Xing Xun had forgotten, just like the memory that was forcibly stimulated in the state of illness last night.

This could explain why he was so indifferent to Wen Fei's affairs even though he knew that he had hurt Wen Fei back then.

Because he cannot accept some painful memories, in order to prevent the original impulse from entering the consciousness, this person deliberately suppresses these memories into the subconscious mind, so as to avoid pain.

"never mind."

Lu Danggui didn't ask any further questions.

He suddenly felt a little empty in his heart.

If this is the case, even if he accuses Xing Xuan of his inaction in the past word by word, this person will probably use the sentence "I don't remember" to shatter all his fantasies.

"Your father is right. Your illness can only be cured if you take medicine on time."

Before leaving, as if suddenly thinking of something, Lu Danggui turned to Xing Xuan and said, "Stop hiding the medicine secretly."

When he woke up this morning, he found that there seemed to be something under the pillow, which made his brain hurt.I secretly reached in and touched it, only to find that there was a pile of capsules and pills to suppress the disease hidden underneath.

Before Xing Xuan could respond, Lu Danggui pressed the automatic door button in front of him and left the ward without looking back.

At this time, Lu Danggui didn't know at all, just because of an unintentional remark, he sold himself.

Looking at the back of the little doctor going away outside the glass door, Xing Xuan had a smile in his eyes.

Sure enough, when Xing Jingshan was still in the ward, the little doctor had already woken up.

He must have heard all the words he said—clearly.

The rabbit pricked up its sensitive ears and eavesdropped on what he was saying from behind.But secretly covered his eyes with his paws, curled up into a ball, pretending to be sleeping in a cave.

--

The affiliated hospital recently cooperated with the Second Hospital to jointly launch a "Young Doctor Pilot Program", inviting well-known medical experts from other places to S City for a half-year scientific research project.

The psychiatry department selected three young doctors to join the project, including Lu Danggui.

After completing the work within the day, I have to stay in the consulting room for two hours of online meetings, and I have to go to the Second Hospital to attend lectures on weekends.In the next period of time, he entered the busiest time of the year.In addition to the mid-year assessment, I was so busy every day that I stayed in the consulting room for several nights and fell asleep, and then went back to work the next day.

No matter how busy he is, he still spares some time every two weeks to visit his sister at S University.

On Sunday afternoon, hurrying up to finish the work at hand, Lu Danggui got on the subway and hurried to S University.

There is still a meeting to be held in the evening, and he has to go and come back quickly, so he can't delay the time.

Carrying a box of yogurt to the downstairs of Lu Wenfei's dormitory, Lu Danggui sent a message to his sister, but he didn't wait for anyone to come out that day.After asking the dormitory auntie, I found out that Lu Wenfei had gone out early in the morning to participate in the rehearsal of the school choir.

Since childhood, Lu Wenfei's biggest hobby is singing.Her voice is very clear and melodious, and she won the first prize in the campus singer competition when she was in high school.

However, since sitting in a wheelchair, my sister hasn't sang for a long time.

Asked the location of the rehearsal at the dormitory manager, Lu Danggui turned around and ran to the university's art college.

He hasn't heard his sister sing for a long time, and he just wants to stand outside the door and listen secretly—for a while, then leave.

Trotted to the downstairs of the Academy of Art, Lu Danggui was just about to go upstairs when he met his younger sister who had just finished rehearsal at the gate.

Seeing her brother coming, Lu Wenfei raised her hand high and waved at Lu Danggui in mid-air.

When he came to the wheelchair, he saw his younger sister flushed with excitement, Lu Danggui laughed and joked, "What happened today, so happy?"

"Brother," Lu Wenfei held her head high, "The teacher asked me to be the lead singer of the school's choir at the city's college student art festival next week!"

Without waiting for her brother to praise herself, Lu Wenfei opened her schoolbag and stuffed two tickets into her brother's hands with great interest: "Every performer can get two audience tickets, and they all bring their parents to watch the show, brother , you take your friends too—get up!"

After receiving the tickets from his sister, Lu Danggui froze in place.

The joy of being happy for his sister in his heart was slightly diluted, and his throat was a little dry and tight: "...well, good."

When I was in elementary and middle school, teachers often informed parents to go to school to participate in parent-child activities.Every time I go by myself, Lu Wenfei was once ridiculed by her classmates, saying that she is a child without a father and a mother.

This performance should be very important to my sister, but he is used to being alone on weekdays, and he doesn't care about socializing when he is busy. He has no friends in the hospital or in life.

I have a good relationship with Dr. Lin, but Dr. Lin has to go home to spend time with his wife and children every day after get off work, so I don't think he can find time...

Lu Danggui opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't say anything to his sister.

"Next Friday night, remember, brother!"

A few girls passed by the gate and asked Lu Wenfei to go to the cafeteria for dinner.Lu Wenfei asked her brother a few more words, and with a flushed face, she rocked the wheelchair and slipped down the disabled road to chase after her friends.

Putting the two tickets in his wallet properly, Lu Danggui took the bus back to the hospital.

Leaning against the window, staring in a daze at the endless stream of people outside the window, he discovered that the chat software on his phone had received a new message.

It was the program list sent by Lu Wenfei.The younger sister specially used a small box to mark out her own name for him, and typed a line of small characters on the back to remind the elder brother:

[Starting on time at 07:30 in the evening, the sixth program, brother, don't be late! 】

Drag the picture with two fingers to zoom in, and Lu Danggui can clearly see the fine print on the playbill.

【[-]. Cantata "PaleStar"】

【Selection unit: S Choir】

[Leader: Lu Wenfei, School of Environmental Science]

Seeing the song that Lu Wenfei was going to sing, Lu Danggui was slightly startled.

The bus passed five or six platforms and stopped at the entrance of the affiliated hospital.He stood at the entrance of the hospital and lingered for a long time, but never entered the outpatient hall.

Ten minutes later, as if he had finally made up his mind, Lu Danggui walked down the steps, found a quieter alley, took out his mobile phone and made a call.

The call was quickly connected.

"Doctor Lu?"

The tone of the person on the other end of the phone was calm, still the same distant and indifferent tone as before.

He originally wanted to ask if this person had been discharged from the hospital, but on second thought, he seemed to think it was unnecessary.

Lu Danggui took a deep breath: "Are you free next Friday night?"

--

At the age of 15, Lu Wenfei accidentally leaked her birthday wish and told her brother.

People say that birthday wishes don't work when you say them.The younger sister accidentally said it that day, and quickly opened her eyes wide and covered her mouth, telling herself that it was not worth it.

She said that when she grows up, she also wants to be a singer.

She will work hard, and if given the chance, she wants idols to come to her concert.

The author has something to say: Happy weekend, is it thick enough (ˉ▽￣～)

感谢在2021-05-1502:11:47~2021-05-1523:37:58期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Mengmeng Dadiedie; I want to eat 1 bottle of you;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!