The actor is sick, I have no medicine

Standing on the balcony and making a phone call, Lu Danggui heard her sister screaming in the living room:

"what!!!!!!!!!"

A girl who was usually so gentle and introverted could actually make such a sharp cry, which made him, who was regarded as an older brother, tremble in fright and almost flew his phone out of the window.

There was a series of explosions on the other end of the phone, and the New Year's Eve fireworks exploded in midair.

Xing Xuan also seemed to be shocked by the girl's screams, and fell silent on the phone.

Through a door, Lu Wenfei held up her mobile phone and yelled incoherently at the sisters in the group: "Xuan has posted on Weibo! Go check it out!"

"Oh my god I'm crazy I'm gone!!!"

Lu Danggui: "..."

Xing Xuan: "..."

"... What did you post?"

I haven't seen Xing Xuan for a long time, and he didn't know how to speak for a while.

After all, it was I who made the call on my own initiative. If the two really had nothing to say, it would be too embarrassing.

Fortunately, Lu Wenfei howled so much that he found an excuse to continue the chat.

"A suicide note."

Xing Xuan said.

Lu Danggui's heart beat faster.

What joke is this man talking about?

Taking out his old mobile phone from his trouser pocket, he clicked on the social software and found that the page kept showing "404 error".

After manually refreshing several times, he finally clicked on Xing Xuan's homepage.

All right, this person rarely posts a blog, and almost blows up his server.

This Weibo is just a picture without any text attached.In just a few minutes after sending it out, the number of likes and comments is already very impressive.

Enlarge the picture with your fingers, and seeing the lines of familiar text on it, Lu Danggui couldn't help but twitch his eyebrows.

This man is really talking nonsense again!

What kind of bullshit suicide note, he almost believed it, it was clearly——

On the picture is a diagnosis certificate. On a white A4 paper, the patient's name, gender, age, and department are clearly written.

【Xing Xuan, male, 28 years old, Department of Psychology and Psychiatry】

The patient's diagnosis and the doctor's treatment opinion are also listed below:

[Diagnostic results: the onset of schizophrenia. 】

[Treatment advice: Hospital monitoring and drug treatment are recommended. 】

[Doctor's signature——]

Staring at the bottom line of ghostly symbols written by himself, Lu Danggui's breathing stopped, and he almost lost his breath.

Fortunately, when they are doctors, their usual signatures are in stream-of-consciousness cursive script, and most people can't see what they are writing at all.

Otherwise, the three big characters "Lu Danggui" would hang so brightly on the big star's homepage, and the whole world would know that he diagnosed Xing Xuan as mentally ill. Randomly pulling a few fans from the Internet would give him a living Spray to death.

"Why do you want to make your medical certificate public?"

Taking a deep breath, Lu Danggui said coolly, "Have you considered the consequences of doing this?"

This person forced himself to sign a non-disclosure agreement at the beginning, but now he actually published his medical history online, telling the world that he is a schizophrenic patient.In the entire entertainment industry, I'm afraid there is no second person who can do such a show.

I haven't seen you for a year, is Xing Xuan even crazier? ?

Xing Xuan did not answer this question.

Just as he would never tell what he was doing, he would never tell the little doctor why he was doing it.

The little doctor once said that as a public figure, if he did something wrong but kept silent, he was disqualified as an idol.

He made his illness public, just wanting to tell those fans who have loved him for many years: I can't hold on because I was sick and my brain broke down.

Life is extremely precious, and the future is beautiful and long, so don't learn from me.

Actually there is another reason.

This is the only time he and the little doctor's name appear together.

It is said that people with alexithymia don't know how to express their emotions and romance.

He didn't understand, so he wrote it.

If someone occasionally thinks of him and clicks on the homepage to see it, he will know that in this world, someone has tried to save himself.

There was a sound of rapid wheelchair rolling behind him, and Lu Danggui turned around, only to find that his sister was heavily shutting the bathroom door.

Lu Danggui: "..."

Wen Fei must have also seen the news, and she must have collapsed at the moment.

Standing on the balcony and blowing the cold wind for a while, the drunkenness in his mind gradually subsided.

Leaning against the back railing and slowly breathing out the breath of alcohol, Lu Danggui frowned and said, "Xing Xuan, if you do this, people who like you will be very sad."

He actually refers to those fans who, like his sister, have liked this person for many years.When he said it, he suddenly realized that the words seemed a little ambiguous.

"Well, I mean—"

"Doctor Lu." On the other end of the phone, a gust of wind whizzed past the receiver, blurring Xing Xuan's voice, "What is an independent personality?"

Xing Xuan was standing in a windy place talking to himself, and he managed to barely make out what this person was talking about in the noisy environment.

——Independent personality?

Lu Danggui frowned slightly.

He didn't know what Xing Xuan meant by asking himself this suddenly.

He went through the psychological expertise he had learned before in his mind. He was about to answer the man's question when he heard Xing Xuan continue on the other end of the phone: "Independent personality and free will, if you are destined to give up one, you Would you give up the former or the latter?"

"What about you?"

Lu Danggui couldn't help asking back.

"all I want."

Xing Xuan laughed in the wind: "Do you know, compared to losing these things, death is actually not terrible."

I glanced at the closed bathroom door from the corner of my eye, and heard a faint cry from inside.Lu Danggui only felt that his cheeks were hot, and the alcohol that had just been suppressed slowly rose again.

"Xing Xuan, haven't you grown up yet?" Lu Danggui murmured while lying on the railing and looking at the crowd walking downstairs, "Why are you so naive?"

Hearing his own words, the person on the other end of the phone seemed to be stunned.

The wind blew up and down, and Xing Xuan didn't answer.

Perhaps because of the alcohol, Lu Danggui felt that he talked a lot more than usual today: "There is a story about me and my sister, I can tell you."

"When we were very young, Wen Fei and I's parents died unexpectedly, and we lived with our aunt since we were young."

"My aunt's family is very kind to us brothers and sisters. We don't need anything for food and clothing, but they never take us out to play. Do you know why?"

Lu Danggui paused, and before Xing Xuan could speak, he continued talking to himself:

"They drew a circle for Wen Fei and me, making us think that the world is only so big, and what they give is the best. In this way, we will be satisfied with our current life and stop asking for more things."

"Later, in that year, I used the money I saved from part-time work for the first time to travel far with my friends, only to realize that the world is much bigger than I imagined. As long as I tear open that small hole and walk out, I will be back again I can't go back either."

"After going to college, I took Wen Fei out of my aunt's house and lived outside alone."

The sky in Oslo is very blue, and the sun shines into the balcony through the window, which made him squint his eyes, "I paid for my sister's tuition fees from high school to university, and I also paid for my sister's medical expenses. Now I I am not afraid of anything, I can go wherever I want, because I have created my own life, and no one can interfere with me."

"This road is difficult, but there are always more ways than difficulties." Lu Danggui finally said, "Xing Xuan, I persevered."

After saying these words, he realized that Xing Xuan hadn't interrupted his thoughts.

Standing up straight with the railing in place, Lu Danggui rubbed his face vigorously twice, trying to wake himself up: "Sorry... I've been talking about myself."

"I understand."

On the other end of the phone, Xing Xuan spoke lightly.

...Understood, what did he understand?

Lu Danggui was about to ask a question when he suddenly heard a burst of noisy voices from around Xing Xuan.

"Master!!"

"Quickly, clothes—"

The sound of the wind in my ears gradually weakened, Xing Xuan seemed to have walked back to some quiet place, and the ambient sound finally quieted down.

"Xing Xuan, back then—"

The phone was hung up.

"..."

Standing in front of the balcony with his mobile phone in hand, Lu Danggui was speechless for a moment.

He was just about to ask Xing Xuan if there was any secret behind the accident that happened to my sister that year.

On the day of getting off the plane, the fire in the dream that his sister mentioned made him brood in his heart for a long time.However, since settling in Oslo, my sister has never had a similar dream.

He has been looking for an opportunity to ask clearly, but he didn't expect that he didn't want to talk to him at all, and hung up halfway through the conversation.

The New Year's Eve party on TV had come to an end, and Wen Fei still locked herself in the bathroom, probably because she didn't want to see her cry and feel uncomfortable.

The idol he has liked for so many years is suffering from mental illness, and he seems to understand how his sister feels.

After standing in a daze in front of the balcony for a while, Lu Danggui walked back to the living room and took out another can of beer from the refrigerator.

He felt that he was still sober, but he seemed a little drunk again.

What independent personality, what free will... I don't know what I'm talking about in a mess.

Holding the beer can tightly in his hand, Lu Danggui sat down in front of the sofa with his head down.

He held his forehead, and the corners of his lips curved down slightly.

madman.

--

After receiving the news that the young master had stepped down from the rooftop and left the roof of the building, Xun Bo finally let go of his tight heart.

Just over ten minutes ago, Xing Dong had woken up from a coma.Several young masters and young ladies are now surrounding him, asking about his father's physical condition with concern.

But this is destined to not be delayed for long. The criminal director has called him in just now, and he wants to call the surveillance in the criminal house to see how the young master is doing.

He was still desperately thinking about the countermeasures, how to explain the young master's situation to Xing Dong, but fortunately, the young master managed to save himself from danger.

Hanging up the phone call from his subordinates, Xun Bo heaved a sigh of relief, and strode into the ward at the end of the corridor: "Director Xun, the young master heard that you fainted and was hospitalized, and would like to visit you in person, would you like to ask your permission?"

Xing Jingshan, who was resting with his eyes closed, slowly opened his eyes.

Swiping away the juniors around the hospital bed, he motioned for Xun Bo to come forward and help him up.

Leaning on the soft pillow, he saw the middle-aged man with white temples in the floor-to-ceiling mirror by the wall.

That was himself, the all-powerful and omnipotent head of the Xing family.

He won this game with the god of death again.

After a long while, Xing Jingshan said calmly: "If you want to come, let him come. Remember to take guardianship measures."

"Yes."

Less than half an hour later, the bodyguard at the door came in to report that the young master had arrived.

The door of the private ward slowly opened to both sides, and a tall and thin figure stood at the door of the ward.

The person who came was wearing a brown coat, which seemed to be put on temporarily when going out.The broken hair on the forehead hangs messily in front of the eyes, and because it has not been exposed to the sun for too long, the complexion is fragile and pale.

This is his most beloved eldest son, the crystallization of his love with Yuan Mei.It was the prison bird that he kept in captivity in the compound of the deep house and was unwilling to let go.

The visitor came to his bed silently, and said in a low voice, "Father."

Before Xing Jingshan could respond, the person in front of him took his wrinkled hand and bent slightly towards him.

His elder son lowered his brows and eyes, with a calm and indifferent expression on his face.

Xing Jingshan's hands began to tremble violently.

His eldest son has inherited all the good things from his mother.

From this angle, it seemed that Yuan Mei was holding his hand and sitting beside him.

"From next week, I will go to the company with you." He heard the eldest son whisper softly, "Father, I figured it out."

The person who had been in a stalemate with him for more than 20 years lowered his head and lightly pressed his cold forehead against the back of his hand.

It's a gesture of surrender to him.

--

Before hanging up that person's phone, he didn't ask him where he was or how he was doing this year.

Although he could find out quickly as long as he sent someone to check according to the phone number, he still didn't do it after all.

That person is right, this road is difficult, but there are more ways than difficulties.

In the past 20 years, he tried every means to compete with the man on the hospital bed, but all ended in failure.

Whether it was exposing the love affair on the Internet, rejecting the marriage contract of the Lin family, or using the little doctor to manipulate him, all his calculations were completely destroyed by the people in front of him.

The man sitting on the hospital bed is still the owner of the Wanhai Group and the founder of a huge business empire.

And now he is as light as an ant, completely unable to compete with him.

Even if he really got on the plane and stood in front of that person in person, his legs would be broken immediately, he would be tied up and sent back to the country, and he would be locked in that endless cage again.

The young prince of the Xing family bowed down, lowered his noble head, and accepted all the arrangements that fate bestowed on him.

No one saw that in the floor-to-ceiling mirror in the corner, a beast opened its eyes in the abyss.

Its eyes were filled with a bloodthirsty smile, and it raised its sharp claws from behind, stabbing hard into the heart of the man on the hospital bed.

The days are long and long, and there is no end in sight.

One day, this person's wealth, reputation, status, everything will be his.

Freedom is.

So is Lu Angelica.

The author has something to say: The next chapter is time for Dafa online dating, this is a cool revenge article that I have not forgotten! _(:з」∠)_

感谢在2021-05-2701:42:54~2021-05-2808:15:17期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw the mines: one for fear cubs and one for squeaking;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 40 bottles of ctks, Yu Jiujiu, Meng Xiaomei, syusen; 5 bottles of Yinyi, Huihuiguo, and Stranger Things; 2 bottles of Xuexuezi is real; 1 bottle of Yuyouci, random;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!