The actor is sick, I have no medicine

Lao Chen, who lived across the street, thought that Dr. Lu had recently adopted a child.

Lao Chen first noticed something unusual when he happened to see the courier boxes piled up in front of Dr. Lu's house when he was going out to take out the trash.

The courier box contained a lot of empty packaging boxes, crayons for drawing, wooden three-dimensional puzzles, and empty milk cans waiting to be collected by the milkman.

Later, he met Dr. Lu in the corridor and saw him carrying a box of Children's Growth Stars in one hand, and two bottles of calcium-supplementing vitamin D in the plastic bag on his arm.

If children want to grow taller and have strong bones, it is right to supplement vitamin D more.

Today, when he went downstairs to buy groceries, he saw Dr. Lu and a middle-aged man walking up the stairs together carrying a box half as tall as a person.

He closed the door and said hello. Old Chen asked if he needed help. Dr. Lu quickly waved his hand, saying no, the two of them can do it.

"Xiaolu, what did you buy, such a big box?"

Old Chen asked curiously.

Taking out the keys at the door of the house, Dr. Lu said to the neighbor with some embarrassment: "...I bought an electronic piano."

"Oh, no wonder this thing looks heavy," Old Chen nodded clearly, "Is it for the children at home?"

Before, it was all kinds of nutritional products and educational toys, and today it is an electronic piano. I didn't expect Dr. Lu to be so busy at work, and he cared about children.

Hearing Lao Chen's question, Lu Danggui's hand that pushed the door paused slightly, but he just turned his head and smiled, without denying it.

Carrying the suitcase and walking into the door of the apartment, the installer of the piano shop asked the owner following behind: "Mr. Lu, where are you going to put the piano?"

Wiping the sweat off his forehead, Lu Danggui pointed to the large balcony that had been emptied long ago, and politely said to the master: "Just put it in this place, thank you for your hard work."

Although this electronic Yamaha is not as big as an ordinary piano, the installation process is a bit complicated.After getting a glass of water for the master, Lu Danggui stayed in the living room, watching the master squat down and start assembling.

The master used tools to assemble various accessories together, and there was a burst of knocking sound in the living room.

Amidst the noisy noise, Lu Danggui heard a "creak" sound from behind the door.

Turning around, he saw that the closed bedroom door was slowly opened a crack from the inside.

The master was still working intently with his head buried, not noticing the movement behind him.

Lu Danggui turned her head to look at the bedroom door, and found that the people in the bedroom were also looking out through the narrow door.

After a while, the door was gently closed by the people inside.

He quietly waited for the man's next move, but there was no more movement from inside the door.

With a long sigh of relief, Lu Danggui turned his gaze back to the balcony, and stopped on the half-installed electronic piano not far away.

Before he brought the installer into the apartment at first, he was actually a little worried that the master would recognize Xing Xuan.

After thinking about it later, I felt that such worries were completely unnecessary.

Strictly speaking, since the night he brought Xing Xuan into his apartment, this man has not stepped out of that bedroom door for more than 20 days.

Including bathing and going to the bathroom, this is all done in the small bathroom that comes with the bedroom.

He didn't lock up Xing Xuan, but the man locked himself up.

On the first night of staying in the apartment, he made Xing Xuan a sofa bed in the living room.Worried about what might happen to this person just after he was discharged from the hospital, he deliberately did not lock the bedroom door so that Xing Xuan could come in and ask for help at any time.

The next morning, the alarm clock rang.As soon as Lu Danggui sat up from the bed, he saw the man huddled in the corner of the bed, leaning against the cold wall and sleeping soundly.

Xing Xuan didn't sleep in the living room, he opened his bedroom door and sat silently by the bed all night.

After going on like this for three nights, this person managed to get one of his own pillows and a third of the big bed.

In the next few days, Lu Danggui was not at home when he went to work during the day.Worried that young master Xing can't cook, and he can't handle the ingredients he bought.He specially saved several nearby restaurants with good taste on the mobile phone's take-out software, and ordered take-out for his family members as soon as the meal came.

At noon, the takeaway boy called himself and said that he had delivered the takeaway to the door of the designated address, but the customer opened the door and took a look at him, then shut him out without even taking the takeaway.

Lu Danggui had no choice but to ask the delivery guy to put the food at the door, and he sent a text message to Xing Xuan during his spare time during the rounds, telling him to go out to pick up the food.

Xing Xuan quickly replied to the text message, saying: [Okay. 】

Lu Danggui never expected that when he came home from the hospital after the evening shift, he would see the untouched takeaway box outside the apartment door.

He walked into the house carrying the lunch and dinner that had been cold for a long time. He originally wanted to ask why this person didn't eat and wasted the prepared food.

Unexpectedly, when I looked around, I couldn't find Xing Xuan in the apartment.

After opening each room and searching around, Lu Danggui found the person hiding behind the curtain of the bathtub.

The curtains in the bedroom were drawn tightly, and the entire room, including the bathroom, was dark.

The person he was looking for hugged his legs and completely hid himself in the darkness.

The light from the entrance shone into the bathroom along the open bedroom door, hitting Xing Xuan's face softly.In front of the bathtub, a white medicine bottle was knocked over on the floor, and blue pills were scattered everywhere.

Sensing that the curtain was lifted from the outside, Xing Xuan slowly turned his head.

"why you do not want to eat?"

Lu Danggui still remembers that day when he picked up the takeaway box in his hand and questioned Xing Xuan in a cold voice.

Lowering his eyes in the dim light, Xing Xuan's tone actually carried a hint of grievance.

He said, "Doctor Lu, when they knocked on the door, I thought it was you who came back."

It was like sitting here waiting for a long time, just for the moment when he got home and the light came in.

"...I'm on the night shift today, didn't I tell you this morning?"

Lu Danggui was at a loss for words for a while, "The delivery guys have left, why don't you go out to get food?"

Standing up slowly while supporting the edge of the bathtub, Xing Xuan stood in the dark, looking down at himself.

He was obviously half a head taller than himself, and the black shadow reflected on the wall could completely cover him.The person in front of him bowed his back with difficulty in the narrow air, and pressed his whole head against his chest.

"There are too many people." Xing Xuan's voice was muffled, "Outside the door, downstairs, everywhere."

"Doctor Lu, I just want to take a rest."

The warm breath sprayed on Shanglu Angelica's chin, which made his heart and mouth itch badly.

The next day, the first thing Lu Danggui did when he returned to the hospital was to go to the senior doctors who had treated Xing Xuan before.

"...social anxiety?"

The director of the Department of Psychiatry sitting at the desk was a little surprised, "Under normal circumstances, biofeedback therapy will not cause other concurrent diseases, let alone phobic neurosis. Is it the patient in your hands, Xiaolu?"

Avoiding the director's gaze, Lu Danggui's ears were slightly red, but he still lied without changing his face: "... Well, it's a patient who has been discharged from the hospital. Because I heard that you have used this treatment for schizophrenic patients before. , so I came to consult you."

The director frowned: "This shouldn't be."

Picking up the information on the table and flipping through a few pages, he seemed to suddenly think of something, and raised his head: "However, there are indeed several influencing factors that will cause the patient to have the prognosis you mentioned."

"Patients who have undergone closed treatment for a long time will indeed have social fear for a period of time when they are just discharged from the hospital. This is the same reason that criminals who have been in prison for a long time cannot quickly integrate into social life after being released from prison."

"However, as long as the patient is gradually exposed to the people and things around him, it generally doesn't take too long to recover."

"In addition to this, there is actually another possibility." The director said, "If the patient's mental state has gradually recovered after being discharged from the hospital, but suddenly encounters or recalls the source of the disease that caused the mental illness, such as a certain item or something. This incident may also make him have a strong fear of the society and the outside world, which will lead to serious resistance."

Hearing the director's words, Lu Danggui's heart skipped a few beats.

He subconsciously blurted out: "Director, you just said that memories will also—"

"Well," the director put on his reading glasses and typed twice in front of the computer, "If this happens to your patient after he is discharged from the hospital, you can ask the patient's family first, and let them communicate with the patient himself, right? We are so afraid of contacting the outside world when we suddenly think of something. Only by finding the source of the disease can we judge whether the patient should be admitted to the hospital for treatment again."

"...Okay, thank you Director."

Leaving the office of the Department of Psychiatry, Lu Danggui leaned against the railing in the aisle, his chest began to rise and fall uncontrollably.

When he was just discharged from the hospital, there were so many bodyguards in black standing at the entrance of the hospital, and Xing Xuan didn't show any discomfort or uncomfortable reaction.

However, two weeks later, from the night he moved into his apartment, his condition seemed to deteriorate again.

I hid in the bedroom with the curtains tightly drawn from morning to night, and felt flustered and uncomfortable when I heard the slightest movement from the outside world.

Unwilling to face anyone other than himself, unwilling to communicate or talk to any stranger.Even the meals were left at the door of the apartment, and he didn't have the courage to walk out of the bedroom and open that door.

Taking a deep breath, Lu Danggui clenched his fists, only to feel that his breathing was gradually stopped, and his palms were soaked in sweat.

The source of all this is not the onset of social phobia at all, nor is it the sequelae of closed treatment.

In other words, the repression mechanism is no longer able to play any role.

Although he didn't speak a word to himself.

But Xing Xuan should have remembered everything that happened that year.

--

After spending more than an hour, the installer finally assembled all the electronic pianos.

Sitting down in front of the piano bench, the master pressed a few simple melodies on the keys, trying to see if the tune was right.As soon as the piano sounded, Lu Danggui heard hesitant and slow footsteps coming from the bedroom.

A few seconds later, the closed bedroom door was opened a narrow gap.

Hearing that the bedroom behind him opened, the master stopped what he was doing.

Looking back at the bedroom door that was slightly open, he asked Lu Danggui beside him: "Mr. Lu, do you want the kids to come out and try the height of the piano bench?"

Lu Danggui: "..."

Probably because of what Old Chen said just now, this uncle obviously misunderstood.

"Wait a minute, I'll ask."

Hurrying to the door of the bedroom, Lu Danggui knocked on the door and said softly:

"The piano is here, it belongs to Yamaha, do you want to come out and try it?"

Xing Xuan has not been in contact with the outside world for too long, if this continues, there will be serious problems one day.It just so happened that an outsider came to the house today, and he wanted to try to persuade Xing Xuan out of the bedroom and let him practice how to stay in the same space with strangers.

Not to mention chatting with the installer, even standing on the balcony basking in the sun is better than locking yourself up all the time.

Standing by the door froze for a long while, the person inside the door still seemed unable to resist the temptation of the piano.

The man said hoarsely: "Wait for me, wear a mask."

Raising his eyebrows, an imperceptible cunning flashed in Lu Danggui's eyes.

From his debut to becoming a popular idol, many of this person's original works are the main accompaniment of the piano. In the concert, this person often plays and sings to the audience.

He knew that Xing Xuan liked the piano very much. This heavy instrument was the source of his inspiration and the most indispensable and important part of his soul.

However, a normal wooden piano is too big to fit in a narrow rental house.So he ordered an electronic piano from a piano store in the city, and asked them to deliver it to his door as soon as they were in stock.

After a while, the closed door was slowly pushed open, and a familiar figure came out of the dark bedroom.

Turning his head with a smile, the installer originally wanted to tease the children in Mr. Lu's family, why he has been hiding in the room and can't come out.Is it because there is an uncle at home, and I am a little shy.

Seeing the figure who had just walked out of the bedroom, he immediately stopped the words that came to his lips.

The person standing at the door of the bedroom was not a child at all, but a tall young man.

The man has clear eyebrows and cold eyes, and his complexion is much fairer than ordinary people, as if he hasn't been exposed to the sun for a long time.Although he was at home, he wore a mask on his face, firmly covering his mouth and nose.

The cotton and linen pajamas he was wearing were a bit loose for his figure, hanging loosely on his body, the neckline was slightly half-opened to the sides, and the thin collarbone was looming under the collar.

Seeing that his eyes were on him, the young man lowered his eyes and walked towards Mr. Lu, completely treating himself as air.

Walking quietly behind Mr. Lu, the man grabbed a corner of Mr. Lu's clothes and handed him the tube-shaped thing in his hand.

After receiving the drawing paper handed over by the man, Mr. Lu was slightly taken aback.

Putting the drawing paper on the dining table and unfolding it slowly, Mr. Lu looked down at it carefully for a long time, and when he spoke, there was already a trace of surprise in his tone:

"This is... cantaloupe? Have you finished all three paintings this morning?"

The young man nodded, pointed to the watercolor painting on the table, and said lightly to Mr. Lu:

"avocado."

"..."

"Yes, yes, green and yellow, it's avocado, I can see it."

Mr. Lu nodded his head like a pest, and he almost gave the person in front of him a thumbs up.

Looking down, he saw paints of various colors on the back of the man's hands, and Doctor Lu immediately reminded him: "Wash your hands before playing the piano."

Without saying a word, the man turned around obediently and headed towards the bathroom next to the bedroom.

Listening to the sound of gurgling water coming from the bathroom, the master of the piano shop who witnessed all this was dumbfounded.

Seeing the face of the master in front of him who was speechless and shocked, Lu Danggui couldn't help but sigh in his heart.

Okay, this big brother probably thinks that Xing Xuan is mentally retarded.

But he can't help it, if he doesn't find something for Xing Xing to do, let this person use his brain, Xing Xing will sit on the corner of the bed without moving.If this continues, sooner or later he will become a tall fool.

After washing his hands, he wiped the palms and backs of his hands repeatedly with a paper towel.Xing Xuan returned to Lu Danggui's side and stood still.

Staring at the brand-new black electronic piano on the balcony, his fingers hanging by his side curled slightly inward, but he never moved.

"Go," Lu Danggui was very satisfied with the decent piano on the balcony, and he didn't even feel the pain of the money spent on the piano, "Try it, see if the height is suitable, the tone Are you sure?"

Walking to the piano, Xing Xuan bent down, raised his pale and slender fingers, and slowly stroked the surface of the black and white keys.

Smooth scales flowed from his fingertips, echoing in the small living room.

Seeing the young man standing stiffly by the piano, he did not sit down for a long time.The master thought he didn't know how to use it, so he hurriedly stepped forward: "This is a pedal, and there are monitor earphones next to it, you can—"

"Need not."

The young man spoke softly.

Then he sat down in front of the piano.Slowly rest your hands on the keys and press them.

The first syllable fell, crisp and bright, and the slender fingers hung on the keys for a moment, then straightened in mid-air, and all the knuckles stretched out in an instant.

The familiar variations rang in his ears, and the master of the piano shop froze in place for an instant.

This person... is actually a professional! !

He bought an entry-level electronic piano. He originally thought he was just a beginner, but he didn't expect to be a master among the people.

This level, this fluency, it is not a problem to directly return to the piano shop to become a piano teacher!

It was also the first time for Lu Danggui to listen to Xing Xuan playing the piano up close.

If a die-hard fan like Lu Wenfei were to judge, maybe Rainbow Fart would blow more violently than him.He didn't know much about music, he just silently watched the pair of pale hands nimbly shuttling between the black and white keys.

The sun was shining brightly outside the window, and the noon light shone into the window sill, and the colorful light and shadow jumped on the fingertips of this person.

Xing Xuan lowered his eyebrows and stared intently at his hands on the keys. He was immersed in the world of music, and he was no longer afraid of the dazzling light shining on his back.

It's not that Xing Xuan is playing the piano, but the piano is playing with the people who cherish it.

Lu Danggui suddenly regretted it.

He shouldn't have bought an electronic piano for the sake of convenience and trouble.

He should save up for a few more months and move home the most expensive Steinway in the piano store.

--

After paying the installation fee, the master left with the tools.

Before leaving, he also left Xing Xuan his own business card, saying that if he wanted to come to the piano shop to work as a part-time piano teacher, he could call him at any time.

It was just the two of them in the apartment again.

Rarely free on weekends, Lu Danggui washed a pot of rice in front of the sink, put it in the rice cooker, and prepared to cook for lunch himself.

Sitting alone in front of the piano bench for a long while, Xing Xuan rested his fingers on the keys, but did not press down for a long time.

Turn on the switch of the rice cooker and adjust to the fine cooking mode.As soon as Lu Danggui finished washing his hands, he walked out of the kitchen when he heard Xing Xuan speak slowly in front of the piano bench: "Doctor Lu."

"Ok?"

"Can you play the piano?"

Lu Danggui touched his nose, and his ears were a little red: "Well... I will play "Little Star"."

He is tone-deaf and can't tell the rhythm. The only piece of music he knows is taught by his teacher in the music elective class of the university.

Shifting his position on the piano bench a little, Xing Xuan vacated the empty seat beside him, and asked him seriously:

"Doctor Lu, can I listen to you play?"

He walked to the balcony and sat down beside Xing Xuan.Lu Danggui adjusted his posture, only to feel that his buttocks were uncomfortable sitting on the piano bench.

Seeing the person beside him putting his right hand on the keys of the piano but not moving, Xing Xuan said, "Doctor Lu, you can start now."

The five fingers hanging in mid-air trembled slightly, Lu Danggui stared at the black and white keys in front of him in a daze for a long time, and finally he could only bite the bullet and say: "That...how did you play it at the beginning, I remember it was duo, duo— —”

Grass.

He shouldn't be boasting casually.Although the melody of this song couldn't be simpler, but after such a long time, he has almost forgotten it.

Lu Danggui heard a slight smile from the person beside him.

Then, a cold hand gently touched the back of his hand.

The fingertips slowly stroked his wrist, and finally stopped on top of his stiff thumb.

The fingers pressed against the skin, the warmth and coldness touched Lu Danggui's mind suddenly went blank.

In the next second, the hand on the back of the hand moved down gently.

A crisp note suddenly sounded in the air, with a trembling aftertaste.

Xing Xuan's voice rang in his ears:

"Doctor Lu, this is Duo."

Notes flowed from Lu Danggui's fingertips one after another.

Nursery rhymes are really simple, just a few repeated syllables can form a whole widely circulated and popular song.

【Twinkle twinkle little stars, how I wonder where you are. 】

[Hang in the sky to shine brightly, like many small eyes. 】

During the interval of the melody, Lu Danggui secretly glanced at the man sitting beside him from the corner of his eye.

Lao Chen asked himself before whether he bought vitamin D for children, but he did not deny it.

Vitamin D can make children grow taller quickly, and it can also supplement calcium for those who never go out and are not exposed to ultraviolet rays.

He deliberately asked the master to put the piano on the balcony.This is the sunniest position in the entire apartment.

There was a person who desperately shrunk in the darkness, hiding away from the crowd.

He wanted him to face the sun.

This person's stage shouldn't just be in this narrow corner, it should be in the center of the crowd.

The author has something to say: I was too tired after getting off work on Friday, so I fell asleep directly haha! !I will have more QAQ on weekends

感谢在2021-06-1802:53:41~2021-06-1920:33:43期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Chu Ciba 1;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 17 bottles of Qingqingqingqing; 10 bottles of Zhiyan and Chuciba; 5 bottles of Nangong Lusa; 2 bottles of Feifei Bufei;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!