The actor is sick, I have no medicine

Lu Danggui, who has just recognized her sexuality and turned 20, once made a wish on a birthday cake, wanting to break the curse of mother-women solo.

He thought to himself, if he was really lucky enough to meet the love of his life, he would hug him and kiss him regardless of the worldly eyes.Regardless of birth, old age, sickness or death, no matter whether you are poor or rich, you will always be with him all your life.

Ten years later, he did exactly that.

Lu Danggui raised his head, just looking at the person in front of him who was hugging him and shedding tears silently.

After a while, it seemed as if he had finally made up his mind, he said softly: "...Xing Xuan."

Hearing him call out his name, the man lowered the corners of his flushed eyes and stared at him blankly.

"As long as you say sorry seriously."

"No matter what happened that year, I have turned the page." Lu Danggui paused and said, "Really."

It's all evil fate, myself and the surname Xing.

After persisting for so many years, he finally raised the white flag.

He has been carrying those past events that he doesn't want to look back on, and he has been too tired in the past few years.

As long as those burdens remain in his heart for a day, he will not be able to look openly at the person in front of him.

Brother still likes him, likes him very much.

If it wasn't for him, it would be difficult for me to meet someone I like so much in my life.

Lu Danggui thought to himself.

I'm sorry, Wenfei.

Brother sometimes wants to be selfish.

Hearing his words, Xing Xuan's arms around him suddenly tightened, as if wanting to integrate the person in his arms with him forever.

However, after a long time, Lu Danggui did not hear that late apology.

I thought it was because of a long-standing emotional obstacle that it was difficult to say such words for a while.Lu Danggui didn't think about it, when he raised his head and silently looked directly into the eyes of the person in front of him, the person still pressed his lips together tightly and said nothing.

Excuse me, is it really that difficult?

Opening his mouth silently, Lu Danggui was about to repeat what he said just now, when he suddenly heard Xing Xuan's voice coming from above his head, soft and hoarse.

He said, "Doctor Lu, I have never done anything to apologize to you."

--

The mutual relief that was originally expected was not achieved in the end.

Even though the words had reached such a point, even though he understood that this person's repressed memory had been completely released, he still failed to get any meaningful answer from Xing Xuan's mouth.

Back in the kitchen, taking out the ingredients from the refrigerator, Lu Danggui stood in front of the stove with a blank expression.

It was a bit late, and he was going to start preparing a feast for his sister in the evening.

Mistaking the pork on the cutting board for the idiot surnamed Xing outside, Lu Danggui picked up the kitchen knife and chopped the minced meat on the board until it made a "bang bang" sound, with increasing force.

Glancing at the silent figure sitting in the living room from the corner of the eye, he suddenly felt a little out of breath.

Obviously just say "I'm sorry", it's just a formality!

For such a simple matter, this person is going to die!

However, because he knew that Xing had alexithymia, and his illness was not completely cured, he had absolutely nothing to do with him.

You can't force it, you can't induce it, and you can't lose your temper...

Lu Danggui suddenly felt that raising a child was easier than this, at least he could yell when he was so angry that he exploded.

Also, it doesn't matter if you don't apologize, but you still use such a firm tone——

As if thinking of something, the kitchen knife in his hand suddenly stopped in mid-air.

... He didn't realize it just now, but when he thinks about it now, a sense of weirdness arises in his heart for no reason.

Lu Danggui faintly felt that something was not quite right.

【Doctor Lu, please give me some more time about your sister. 】

He is obviously a person who feels more guilty than anyone else. He once shed tears again and again because of the nightmare about the fire in front of his own face.In order to restore memory as soon as possible, he also deliberately chose a more effective closed device treatment.

The nightmare that has lingered in his heart for so many years makes this person feel unbearably sad every time he thinks about it.Why is it that now that he was discharged from the hospital and his memory has recovered, when he saw his sister at the airport today, he didn't show any guilt or make up for it?

After sorting out his thoughts, Lu Danggui put down the kitchen knife and subconsciously turned around:

"Hey, Xing Xuan, let me ask you—"

The living room was empty.

The front door of the apartment was half open, and it was opened by someone at some unknown time.

The medicine bottles and thermos cups were left intact on the coffee table.The man hadn't taken any medicine since he left the house in the morning, and he forgot to remind him even when he was busy.

Staring at the empty gate, Lu Danggui was stunned for a moment.

Putting the kitchen knife in his hand on the chopping board, he didn't even have time to change his apron and slippers, so he rushed out towards the door of the house without looking back!

--

After scolding her boyfriend head and face, Lu Wenfei told Xing Rui to go away quickly, don't stand in the room and get in the way, she just wanted to be alone.

Since returning to the hotel where he stayed, Xing Rui has been apologizing desperately to his angry girlfriend.

He said that he didn't hide so many things from his girlfriend on purpose, and the involvement behind some things was too complicated, and he couldn't explain it clearly for a while.

Before he had time to explain to his girlfriend, Xing Rui was called out by his tutor and asked him to go to the hotel conference room for a meeting.

Before leaving the room, Xing Rui looked at his girlfriend pitifully: "Liffey, don't ignore me..."

Who would have thought that Liffey would be too lazy to talk to himself.She turned around with her arms folded, and turned her back to the third young master of the Xing family who was humbled into the dust.

After her boyfriend left, Lu Wenfei sat by the window for a long time.

The mood was too complicated, her chest was still rising and falling, and there was no way to calm down her inner emotions.

The installation was so time-consuming that she didn't even want to wear a prosthetic.

Supporting the bed board, he moved into the spare wheelchair, and took a blanket to cover his lower body.Lu Wenfei picked up the room card, shook the wheelchair and went out without looking back.

The hotel they stayed in was a five-star sea view hotel, opposite the beach pier in City S.

Growing up in City S since she was a child, the streets and alleys of this city are no strangers to her.

Walking along the seaside boulevard where her brother used to push her for walks, Lu Wenfei was not sure that she was really dreaming until the warm sea breeze hit her cheeks.

The most unexpected things happened one after another in front of her, and the amount of information was too huge, which made her unable to accept it for a while.

She wanted to find a place to sit alone for a while to calm herself down.

On the edge of the pier close to the coastline, there stood a huge ring-shaped building. Just after turning the intersection, Lu Wenfei saw it at a glance.

After the accident a few years ago, she never came there again, and she didn't just want to escape.

There was another reason, which she never mentioned to her brother.

Originally, it was something illusory and uncertain. She didn't want to break her brother's long-standing insistence because of this.

Brother needs an outlet to vent his emotions.Otherwise, it would be too unfair to him to have worked so hard to grow up and end up with such a result.

S City City Gymnasium.

Here is a secret between her and Chen Queyue, which is related to Xunxuan.

The intense emotion of seeing Xun Xuan in the morning has gradually calmed down.

Coming here alone, looking up at this steel giant towering over the river, the old memory that had been buried in her heart for a long time showed signs of breaking out again.

Shaking the wheelchair all the way to the gate of the city, Lu Wenfei saw a huge notice board at the entrance, which read:

[The renovation is completed, the venue reopens, and the disabled, the elderly and children can visit for free]

After hesitating at the gate for a moment, she shook the wheelchair, slowly followed the flow of people, and once again walked into the place where the nightmare started.

--

In the afternoon, the sun shines on the surface of the lake, and the sky and the earth are coated with a layer of soft gold.

Striding to the artificial lake in the community, Xing Xuan finally couldn't bear the pain of cerebral vasospasm anymore.

Sitting down on the bench by the lake, he slowly bent down.

He forgot to take his medicine after going out in the morning, and when he hugged the little doctor tightly, those memories that he usually didn't think about began to come one after another.

He has indeed completely remembered everything that happened at the concert.

He once swore secretly in his heart that as long as he gave himself some more time, he would give the little doctor back the original truth.

But when the little doctor held his breath and tremblingly waited for his answer, he realized that he still couldn't give him anything.

City Stadium, the first stop of the concert tour.

In the center of the main stage, the elevator collapsed with an explosion.

Across the hazy smoke, Xing Xuan heard several girls screaming not far away.

Then, very close to him, another girl's exclamation came.

He did not expect that there were still fans near the main stage who did not evacuate.

Smoke filled the air, and a blurry white figure appeared in front of him.

The collapsed elevator was falling forward, and it was pressed down towards the position where the two were standing.

Seeing that the metal frame of the elevator was about to hit the top of the girl's head, he stretched out his hand, and with a sudden force, pushed the person standing in front of him out.

If he didn't, the man would be crushed alive by the heavy metal frame in no time.

He only had time to utter a word.

He said: [Let's go. 】

There was a dull and loud noise behind him, and he could only watch helplessly as the elevator smashed through the door that was close at hand, blocking his only way out.

I don't know if the female fan just now had time to avoid it.

Turning around the narrow intersection at the corner, he walked along the emergency passage all the way, staggered and stumbled for a long time, and finally found the central control room at the end of the corridor.

At this moment, he heard a faint cry behind him.

A girl was lying face down, her white clothes stained with blood.Her lower body was crushed under the collapsed wall, and her legs were so twisted that they couldn't see their original shape.

The girl stretched out a hand and yelled indiscriminately in the smoke:

【Who... help, please, help me——】

【elder brother……】

In those previous nightmares, he couldn't see the girl's face clearly.

And in the revived memory, the girl under the wall raised her head in front of him.

--

Shaking the wheelchair all the way to the center of the gymnasium, in front of the brand new main stage after repairs, Lu Wenfei raised her head high and was fascinated by the giant standing in front of her.

In fact, she didn't have much impression of what happened here. The police should have told her brother about other details of the accident.

City Stadium, the first stop of the concert tour.

The stadium suddenly began to evacuate safely, and Chen Queyue and the others who were sitting in the back rows stood in the aisle and waved, telling themselves to follow behind in the first row of VIP seats.

It was dark at the entrance, surrounded by the noise of panicked crowds.She hurriedly stood up from her seat and walked a few steps forward, only to find that the lamb bag her brother gave her on his birthday was gone.

There are wallets, ID cards, and a Polaroid camera that I bought after saving for a long time.

Facing the opposite direction from the crowd, she pulled away the flow of people going out, and returned to the vicinity of the VIP area again.

While lowering her head to look for her lamb bag, she suddenly heard a dull bang directly above her head.

The hem of the white skirt was covered with dust in an instant, and she stood there in a daze for a moment, but just as she reacted, she saw a huge shadow covering her head.

In the next second, a hand suddenly pushed her hard from behind.

In a cloud of smoke, that person seemed to say something to her,

She couldn't see the man's figure clearly, but felt a little inexplicably familiar.

【Fifi——】

The terrified screams of Chen Queyue and his party came from afar.

Before she had time to rush forward, she tripped over the seat in front of her and fell to the floor in front of the VIP area.

A burst of sharp pain suddenly hit from the thigh, the pain was as piercing as needles.

Lu Wenfei's eyes went dark, and she lost consciousness in the darkness.

I don't know how much time has passed.In the thick smoke, she saw an orange figure walking towards her stepping on the flames.

Even though the lower body could no longer feel any sensation, the whole body was in excruciating pain.Still reaching out to the void in front of her, she subconsciously called out a person's name.

[Little sister, are you okay? 】

[It's all right, we will rescue you soon, hold on a little longer——]

After finding the little girl crushed under the metal frame, the firefighters asked with some concern.

Lu Wenfei lowered her half-stretched hand.

not him.

Not the one who pushed himself away.

The firefighters hurriedly called their teammates outside to come to the rescue. Unexpectedly, another team was manipulating large equipment to break through the door, and they couldn't come here at all.

There were three wounded trapped here.In addition to the girl whose legs were hit by the lifting platform, two signs of life activity were detected in the closed corridor behind the main stage.

Their four remaining firefighters had to work together to remove the metal frame and transfer the girl to the stretcher.

When Lu Wenfei woke up again, she found herself lying on a hospital bed.

That day, many people came from the ward, including my elder brother who hadn't slept for several days and nights, teachers from the school, and Chen Queyue who came here on a special trip.

That was the day when Chen Queyue shared the secret with her when she came in to visit.

She sat by her bed, looked at her empty trouser legs, and didn't speak for a long time.

After hesitating for a moment, Chen Queyue finally spoke to her best friend on the hospital bed.

She said: [Feifei, I don’t know if we read it wrong. 】

[But we always feel that the figure that pushed you out that day seems a bit like Xuan Xuan. 】

--

【You...give me your hand. 】

He slowly stretched out his hand forward, and spoke hoarsely to the person close at hand.

From the debris on the floor, the girl cried and raised her head.

Thinking back to this passage again, with both hands tightly grasping the cloth around his heart, Xing Xuan leaned his head back on the chair, and began to gasp for breath.

The girl in the white dress in the nightmare always has a white skirt all over the floor, but there is nothing under the skirt.

They all wore pure white skirts that day, and they all appeared in the area near the main stage.

It was precisely because of this that his memory became confused during the onset of the disease, and he kept confusing that girl with the little doctor's sister.

It was also when he realized this that he finally realized what he had been doing wrong all along.

That corridor is a closed passage that only people inside the city can enter. It is impossible for fans to appear there at that time.

The girl who was crushed under the wall was not the little doctor's sister.

Not just one girl.

is two.

--

[...Tell the captain to confirm that a deceased person has no vital signs. 】

What he remembered at the same time was the sound from the pager on the firefighter's chest when he was rescued by the firefighter.

The little doctor's sister is still alive, the girl is dead.

During this period of time, he has actually been struggling in his heart whether to tell the little doctor the truth behind the whole incident.

If he told the little doctor, then two people would bear the crime of one person together.

He knew that the little doctor would not let him go on suffering day after day.

However, if he doesn't tell the little doctor.

The little doctor looked at him like that, and his heart was about to break.

City body, fire.

The central control room, the girl in white.

The accident that year was no accident.

Everything is aimed at him.

It's all conspiracy.

--

"...Xing Xuan!"

Huoshaoyun dyed half of the sky red, and Lu Danggui saw the man sitting motionless on the bench with his back turned to him.

Turning his head, Xing Xuan was slightly taken aback, and the blood red in his eyes gradually faded away.

He saw the little doctor running towards him in a hurry, his face was full of worry.

The little doctor was wearing flip-flops, the apron on his body hadn't been taken off, and the tip of his nose was stained with black dirt, which looked like it was accidentally left while cooking.

It was too hasty to go out, Lu Danggui was full of thoughts on how to find the person who ran out of the door, and did not take into account what kind of image he was.

Walking to the artificial lake, he glanced at the rearview mirror of the motorcycle parked beside him, and only then did he see that there was something dirty on his face.

"Let's go, stop making trouble."

Slowly squatting in front of Xing Xuan, he rubbed the tip of his nose with the back of his hand, "Go home and eat."

Seeing the medicine that Xing Xuan put on the table before he could take it, Lu Danggui almost went into cardiac arrest just now.

Sweating profusely all the way, he finally breathed a sigh of relief when he saw the familiar figure beside the artificial lake.

From the moment he hurried out the door, he regretted that he lost his temper with Xing Xuan today.

It doesn't matter what apology you can't say, what you can't express in words.

As long as people are okay.

From the moment he was discharged from the hospital, the past Xing Xuan no longer existed.

Mental illness or madness worth mentioning.

He will always be with him.

Xing Xuan's eyes did not stay on Lu Danggui's face.

He looked past the person in front of him, and looked in the direction of the apartment building where they lived not far behind.

In a resident's house on the third floor, thick smoke was coming out of the window.

Residents of the community had already noticed something was wrong upstairs, and they formed a small circle at the bottom of the building.Someone was holding up their mobile phone to take pictures, and someone turned their head and said something hastily to the mobile phone, looking like they were calling the police.

"Doctor Lu," looking away, Xing Xuan said lightly to the person in front of him, "Did you turn off the fire when you went out?"

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Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 3 bottles of www; 1 bottle of free, fat but not fat, and Chuciba;

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