The actor is sick, I have no medicine

Lu Danggui didn't give Xing Xuan any chance to be a demon.

Leaning over and lowering his head, while the person on the hospital bed was still pretending to be unconscious, he pursed his lips and quickly kissed the corner of his eyes.Then he stood up from the seat, picked up the coat hanging on the back of the seat, turned and left.

The whole set of movements is smooth and flowing, without delay at all.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he got up, before he could move the seat beside the bed, he was pulled from behind.

The person lying on the hospital bed still did not open his eyes, but somehow he raised the back of his hand with the infusion tube inserted, stretched out his little finger, and hooked his hand.

As if he had anticipated the actions of the people behind him, Lu Danggui stopped, but did not look back: "Stop pretending?"

Hooking his little finger and curling it in slightly, the man gently rubbed the back of his finger against Lu Danggui's palm, as if he was acting like a spoiled child to him.

Turning around slowly, Lu Danggui saw that Xing Xuan had opened his eyes, watching him silently under the dim light.

The breathing mask was covered with a thin layer of mist, and even though his poor acting skills were pierced by himself, this man still had a calm and composed face.

One arm was wrapped in a bandage, and the other hand held him tightly. The person on the bed gestured to him with his eyes: Doctor Lu, I don't have hands.

Seeing that the blood in the infusion tube had started to flow backwards, Lu Danggui sighed, and finally gave in.

Sit back in the seat, put the cold back of the bedside person's hands in front of the bed, and adjust the arm to a comfortable position for infusion.He slowly raised his hand and took off the ventilator on Xing Yu's face.

Hanging the instrument on the bed, Lu Danggui couldn't help asking: "Does it hurt?"

This should be the second time he asked this person if it hurts.

The first time was at the door of the closed ward of the mental hospital. This man had just finished the instrumental treatment and he ran to the door to visit alone.

After such a long time, Xing Xuan is still the same.No matter what happened, how many things were burdened in his mind, he would rather bury everything in his heart and slowly rot, rather than say a single unnecessary word.

The chest gradually rose and fell slightly, Xing Xuan stared into his eyes, and nodded slightly:

"……painful."

"..."

After adjusting the angle of the hospital bed upwards, Lu Danggui grumbled angrily:

"This is a gunshot wound, a bullet, can it hurt?"

The person on the hospital bed raised the corners of his lips slightly, and his eyes were full of smiles.

Before Lu Danggui could ask what he was laughing at, Xing Xuan had already hoarse his voice and said in a low voice:

"It doesn't hurt much now, it hurts the most right after the anesthesia."

"When did I faint, I don't remember." He continued, "After waking up, lying in the ambulance, I asked the doctor next to me, and the police officer with me, if anyone had seen you, and they all said No."

"...I was taken to the police station," Lu Danggui said in a helpless tone, "They asked me about the situation at that time, and later found that I had no problems, so they let me go—"

"Road Angelica."

Xing Xuan interrupted him.Standing up slowly from the bed, his eyelashes trembled slightly in the shadows,

"When he pointed a gun at you, I nearly lost my mind."

Hearing what the person on the bed said, Lu Danggui's eyes were slightly startled.

There was silence in the ward, and Xing Xuan did not continue to speak.

During the night when he was pushed off the operating table and lay in the intensive care unit, Xing Xuan had many dreams related to memories, just like returning to the light.

The dark muzzle of the gun, the roar of thunder, the panicked eyes of the little doctor, and Xing Jingshan's eyes that never die.

In the dream, he did not stop Xing Jingshan from shooting.

A cloud of glaring blood burst out of his chest, the little doctor raised his head in disbelief, and looked at himself with a pale face.He moved his lips, as if he wanted to say something more to himself.

He suddenly opened his eyes in the darkness, with a mournful roar from his throat, he began to gasp for breath uncontrollably, and tears flowed down his face uncontrollably.

The monitor beside the bed beeped, and the whole body began to twitch to varying degrees, and the heart beat in the chest cavity almost bursting.

The doctors and nurses hurriedly opened the door and ran into the ward. Some desperately held down his limbs, and some raised the needle, trying to inject him with drugs to prevent muscle convulsions.

He opened his mouth wide, raised his neck high, and breathed greedily at the pale incandescent lamp above his head.It was like a person who had been buried alive in the mud and suffocated for many years, finally got out of the ground and breathed the freshest air.

All emotions are like a flood, pouring out from the bottom of my heart.

After crouching and hibernating for so many years, because the little doctor, the beast imprisoned in the depths of his soul, has completely awakened.

He didn't know if the little doctor had noticed the change in himself.But ever since he heard himself calling out his name, the little doctor was completely stunned.

I used to always call this person "Doctor Lu", and almost never called him by his full name.The reason is actually very simple.

He always felt that his calm tone was not worthy of this person's name.

The future is bright and the road is long.

Just a few words, but it is the best gift God gave me.When you say it, you should have unfailing love, and every word is extremely precious.

After staring at his face for a while, the person sitting in front of him finally hesitated and said:

"Xing Xuan, are you—"

Lu Danggui suddenly realized something.

Xing Xuan said a very long sentence to himself just now, longer than anything he usually said.

He was talking to himself.

As a psychiatrist, he can always be keenly aware of the usual psychological changes of patients.Today's punishment seems to be a little different from usual.

A strong idea appeared in Lu Danggui's mind, but he was still a little unsure.

[Those with alexithymia are unable to perceive external emotions and experience emotions. 】

[Everything is meaningless. 】

[They are a group abandoned in a corner by the perceptual society.As Henry Thoreau said, they will live in quiet despair all their lives. 】

Tears welled up from the sockets, scorching hot.But it is no longer the passive physiological reaction that comes with alexithymia when they are touched by the outside world but unable to express it.

The clear solution secreted by the lacrimal glands, the tears he shed for himself.

The Adam's apple rolled slightly, and Xing Xuan slowly sat up from the bed.

Pushing aside the infusion tube between the two, he leaned forward, stretched out his index finger, and picked up the broken hair on the little doctor's forehead.

"……Feel sorry."

Gently kissing the front man's smooth forehead, Xing Xuan said in a strong nasal voice, "I kept you waiting for so long."

With red eyes, he said, "Lu Danggui, I can finally love you."

--

The first guest list of the new season of "TopPriority" has just been announced online, and it has dominated the trending searches for several days in a row.

In addition to the three popular actors who renewed their contracts in the previous season, there are two more newcomers in the new season's resident guests.

One is the new traffic Xiaohua Dan Mixia who has just finished starring in a phenomenal IP idol drama, and the other is Bie Hongxi, a new generation traffic singer who has exploded in popularity this year.

In order to satisfy the appetite of the audience, each season of "TP" will reserve the identities of the five specially invited mentors until the first episode is broadcast, and this season is no exception.

After the official announcement of the list of resident guests, the "TP" program group immediately released the black shadow posters of the five specially invited mentors this season on the official blog, and added a sentence for each of them for netizens to speculate on their identities the introductory words.

The specially-invited mentors of the three elderly people were quickly decoded by netizens.There is no major change from the previous season, and it should still be the old veterans.

And Shan Mixia and Bie Hongxi, the two first-line traffic mentors who joined the show, gradually aroused big speculations from fans all over the Internet.

Shan Mixia's specially invited tutor, judging from the figure of the poster, is a very temperamental actress. The introduction words given to her by the program team are: trendy godmother, queen of the red carpet.

As for Bie Hongxi's specially invited mentor, the program team placed it at the finale position of the poster, and the introduction only used four short words: double-faced actor.

"...The double-faced actor?"

After researching with her mobile phone for a long time, Lu Danggui raised her head and squinted at the person who just came out of the bathroom, "Is this talking about you?"

Xing Xuan did not deny it.

After fastening the belt of his bathrobe and wiping off the water droplets from his hair, he obediently returned to the bed and sat down with his back to Lu Danggui.

The bathrobe was half removed, and half of the shoulder was exposed. Xing Xuan leaned his head against the head of the bed and slowly closed his eyes.

This is the request made by Lu Danggui.After taking a shower every day, he would apply repair ointment to Xing Xuan's injured shoulder, and check for signs of infection by the way.

If it is not treated carefully, the gunshot wound on the shoulder will be the same as the long scar on the back. Because it is not taken care of well, it will be difficult to get rid of it in this life.

Feeling the little doctor's fingertips covered with ointment, slowly stroking the newly healed wound, and making circles on the smooth shoulder.This is the moment Xing Xuan enjoys the most every day.

"Punishment."

While spreading the ointment on his hand evenly, Lu Danggui opened his mouth.

"Ok?"

The voice in Xing Xuan's throat was a little muffled.

The little doctor didn't know that whenever he approached from behind, his desire would heat up and burn.

Just feeling the warm breath on the back of his neck and the gentle caress of his fingertips on his skin, he felt like an island floating in the clouds.

"You don't need to be too nervous tomorrow..."

After deliberating in his mind, Lu Danggui slowly opened his mouth, "Just take a walk, and I'll sit in the coffee shop opposite and wait for you."

"If there are too many people passing by and you feel uncomfortable, just look back here."

His back suddenly froze for a moment, Xing Xuan took a hand of the person behind him, lowered his head, and gently pressed his cold forehead against it: "Okay, doctor."

Half of the tip of the ear turned red suddenly, Lu Danggui wanted to pull his hand back, but he didn't.

It was already last week that I learned from Tingtian Dashu that Xing Xuan was going to record a variety show.

As the man's former doctor and current half-guardian, he was the first to raise strong objections.

It's not that there is anything wrong with contacting the outside world, but a matter of time.For Xing Xuan, who has just been discharged from the hospital and is recovering from trauma, it is too early to be exposed to the public eye.

He has also watched this variety show, and it was basically recorded in outdoor venues.Now, Xing Xuan's fear of crowds and public places has not shown any obvious signs of improvement. For Xing Xuan, there will be many uncertain factors in such occasions.

He was usually too busy with work, and before he could find a chance to have a good talk with Xing Xuan, Tingtian Dashu had already brought Bie Hongxi to the door, and began intensive preparations for the rehearsal of the program script.

He is a layman, watching Xing Xuan instructing Bie Hongxi to act in the living room, sometimes he still thinks he looks quite decent.

Xing Xuan is a natural actor, and illness can't obliterate his brilliance.

In the end, Lu Danggui and Tingtian Dashu made a contract for three chapters.

It's okay to let Xing Xuan go out to record variety shows, but he also has to go to the recording site with him.

As a psychiatrist, he has extensive experience in dealing with emergencies when patients go out.By the weekend of the recording, he would be waiting nearby with medication and emergency supplies in case Xing Xuan had any stress reactions.

Hearing that he was also going to the recording site with him, Xing Xuan just nodded and didn't say much, but inexplicably ate two more bowls of dinner than usual.

I didn't even secretly pour the most hated nutritious milk into the bathroom toilet as usual.

He didn't understand the messy interpersonal relationships in the entertainment industry, and the entangled grievances and grievances.

But he knew what it meant to Xing Xuan to take this step again after so many years.

--

Sitting in the babysitter's car heading to the shooting location, the two program cameras set up in front were shooting directly at each other. Bie Hongxi hadn't been so nervous for a long time.

"Hee Hee, how are you feeling now?"

The hostess sitting in the passenger seat smiled and turned to ask him.

Taking a look at his face in the rearview mirror, and confirming that his makeup and hair are all OK, Bie Hongxi smiled and showed his beautiful and neat little white teeth to the camera:

"I don't know which senior will help me today, I'm really looking forward to it!"

Waiting for a ghost...

With a business smile on his face, he was already scolding in his heart.

So far, everything has been done according to the script of the program group.He has to pretend in front of the camera that he doesn't know who his specially invited tutor is, so as to leave enough suspense for the audience.

Thinking of the last rehearsal with senior at Senior Xing's house yesterday, Bie Hongxi felt like crying without tears.

In the entire segment recorded in today's variety show, since he is the leading actor, he is almost all talking alone, and the senior only has two or three lines.However, whenever the eyes of the senior looked at him silently, he would completely forget what to say next.

Last night until five o'clock, he finally memorized all the lines in his heart, finally closed the script, and barely rested for two or three hours.Early in the morning, I got up again and put on special effect makeup for more than two hours, completely changing myself into my current look.

The role he plays is Senior Xing's younger brother, a timid college student.In order to prevent passers-by from seeing the strangeness, the program team specially prepared half-rim glasses and a laptop computer that he could hold in his hand.

The nanny car went all the way, and finally stopped at the gate of the newly built Four Seasons Park on the second ring road.

Not far away, near the side gate of the park, another black nanny car had already parked.

The hostess spoke according to the original script: "Xixi, do you know that the person sitting in that car is the special guest who came to partner with you this time."

Bie Hongxi immediately cooperated with a surprised expression: "Really?"

"Now, I'll give you three key words about the mysterious guest. Try it and see if you can guess who he is?"

"Good looks, a movie star, and the best-selling single."

Unscrewing the mineral water marked with the sponsor's logo and taking a sip in front of the camera, Bie Hongxi pretended to be tangled, raised her hand and scratched her hair:

"...I can't think of it, it sounds really amazing."

This is also the personality he deliberately showed in front of fans.

His Weibo name is "Bie Xiaoxi Can't Find Bei". Fans also like his "ignorant and confused face" the most.Baiwen noticed this very early on, and the follow-up packaging for him followed the same route.

Although Dashu always told him to change it quickly, saying that he looked too stupid like this.But whenever he is targeted by the camera, he will subconsciously start to play his own character.

As the car door was opened from the outside, Bie Hongxi followed the two elder brothers with cameras on their shoulders, and Bie Hongxi came all the way to the black van parked at the side door.

The hostess stopped a few meters away from the van and did not continue to follow her:

"It's about time to reveal the true identity of the mysterious guest. Xixi, if you're ready, you can go over to say hello now."

Swallowing, then lowered his head and straightened the corners of his clothes, Bie Hongxi took two steps forward anxiously, and reached out to grab the rear handle of the nanny's car.

The two cameras were set up behind him, facing the car door in front of him.

He silently recited the lines of the variety show that he was going to say next, he held his breath, bent down and opened the car door:

"Hi, hello senior, I'm Bie Hong—"

"..."

Looking at the scene in the nanny's car, Bie Hongxi's movements froze instantly.

At this moment, a thought flashed through his mind.

After the recording of today's program is over, Senior Xing will definitely let the group of black-clothed bodyguards at home tie himself to the ocean-going ship that goes out to sea, and throw his body directly into the sea to destroy all traces.

On the back seat of the nanny's car, Senior Xing was holding Doctor Lu's waist with both hands, bowing his head and kissing him deeply.

--

Just a few minutes ago, Xing Xuan told the people sitting next to him that the recording was about to start. He felt uncomfortable in his heart and was a little out of breath.

He told the little doctor that as long as he could hug him, he would feel better.

The little doctor looked around and confirmed that there was no one else around, so he told himself that it was okay, but he could only hug her.

When I received the notification that the program group started recording, I had to let go and let him get off the car immediately.

Xing Xuan smiled and said, OK.

Being able to take advantage of the little doctor, of course he would not be satisfied with just hugging her.

Burying his head deeply into the little doctor's neck, his next move was to pry open his lips and teeth, and kissed him unscrupulously.

The little doctor struggled twice, but he couldn't break free. He could only allow the person in front of him to kiss him deeper and deeper. He clenched his lower back with both hands, starting from the corner of his lips, biting his Adam's apple all the way down, and sucking softly. , leaving a circle of small tooth marks on his collarbone.

Under the touch and grinding of the corners of each other's lips, the little doctor made meaningless syllables in his throat.A slightly restrained gasp rang in his ears.

The tingling sensation hits the nerves from the muscles.In the narrow compartment, he felt that he was about to be driven crazy by the little doctor.

Hearing the sound of the car door being opened in front of him, Xing Xuan slowly raised his head from the neck of the man in his arms.

He saw Bie Hongxi standing stupidly outside the car door with a dumbfounded expression on his face.

Behind him, two dark cameras were aimed at himself and Lu Danggui.

The author has something to say: the main text should be completed in about two weeks, and then gradually start to close up~~

The update time on weekdays is very dark, everyone will watch it during the day!

感谢在2021-07-0320:36:24~2021-07-0508:30:29期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the mine: one-half of perfection, Xue Xuezi is the real one;

Thank you to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Tanhuan, Good Ci; 6 bottles of Nanyi; 3 bottles of Linxi Ryu, Nine Tea and Roast Duck;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!