The Name of the Rose [Interstellar]
Chapter 4, Loneliness (2)
Come.Even though they are suffering together now, they still don't have a good impression of each other.
Joey glanced at Rosso's table, which was also empty today.He turned his head and asked Xue Yuan: "Has the result of the treatment of Luo Suo come out yet?"
Xue Yuan shrugged: "Ask the personnel department."
This irrelevant attitude instantly made Joey angry: "What will happen to him, don't you care at all?"
Xue Yuan squinted at him: "Should I care about him?"
Joey suppressed the anger in his voice, and turned to his usual indifference: "Don't be too selfish. Anyway, he is at least your subordinate."
"I have a lot of subordinates, and I treat them all equally, and I don't take special care of anyone. But you," Xue Yuan said in a playful tone, "you care about that kid extraordinarily. It stands to reason that I've known him longer than you, but Why do I think you are more familiar with him?"
There was a three-point pressure in his condensed eyes, and he stared at Joey without any trace, "Are you sure, there is no inside information to share with me?"
Joey met his gaze: "Yes, you have known him longer than me. One day, you will regret your insensitivity."
The whole day, the two people who were less than three meters apart did not exchange a word, only exchanged emails.
Xue Yuan felt a little funny.Sure enough, everyone has emotional weaknesses, even Joey can't stand the challenge.Judging by his annoyed look just now, he almost poked "Rosuo is a very important person to you" straight in his face.
Did he really think that he didn't know anything until now?
When I was young, I hid under the quilt and played cards with my younger brother. My younger brother always lost, and being played by Xue Yuan was so painful that I couldn't live without it.
But in fact, it's not that my younger brother's card skills are too bad, but that Xue Yuan is cheating.The color on the back of each card was different, but under the light of the flashlight, my brother couldn't tell it.
This secret was accidentally discovered by Xue Yuan.In order to evade the lie detector, he actively cultivated his second personality, hiding under the quilt every night and renaming many colors.Once my younger brother came in curiously to see what he was doing.
"These two colors are repeated." The younger brother said, pointing to indigo and turquoise.
From this, Xue Yuan realized that his younger brother suffered from a special color weakness.In certain types of light, such as the light from an LED flashlight, he couldn't distinguish similar colors.
Later, the mother took the younger brother to seek medical treatment, but this kind of color weakness is very rare, and there is no way to correct it.And it will only be produced under specific light, and has little impact on daily life, so I just let it go.
After Luo Suo missed, Xue Yuan considered a possibility.
The TOT of each pilot is displayed on the LCD screen.The bright light produced by the explosion will shine into the cockpit through the transparent armor plate in front of the mecha, which will interfere with the pilot's line of sight to a certain extent.
For normal people, this disturbance is nothing.But if it is a special color-blind patient like my younger brother, I will not be able to see the numbers on the display.This may explain why Rosso took so long to shoot compared to the others: he probably noticed that the numbers on the screen were still and realized that the countdown had reached zero, but it was too late.After all, he was a novice, so he panicked and made a bigger mistake.
So he couldn't tell the truth to the censor.If it is judged to be negligent, it will only be disqualified as a pilot.However, if it is found that he fudged the medical examination, he may be expelled from the fleet.
Moreover, it is obvious that he does not want Xue Yuan to realize this.
At least for now, he is unwilling to recognize Xue Yuan.
When he came to the conclusion that "Rosso might be the younger brother", Xue Yuan couldn't tell what he was feeling.The overwhelming ecstasy only erupted for a moment, and then it was full of joy and sorrow.When I left home, my younger brother was only ten years old, and he had already blurred his appearance.I don't know what method he used—probably replacing someone else's identity—to infiltrate the North American fleet.
Xue Yuan let out a long sigh.
It turned out that he was in Toronto at the time.
When I was looking for his whereabouts in Moscow in early spring, he was on the other side of the earth.
Misha, Misha, I'm sorry.
Now I can't ask for your forgiveness.
Because, I still have a secret to guard.
"Dawn never comes."
These were the last words my father said to Xue Yuan.
That day, the car from the psychiatric hospital stopped in front of the house, and two people wearing protective gear appeared at the house.
The father's little sanity had been completely defeated by the drugs, and he couldn't even speak a simple sentence.However, when he realized that he was about to be taken away, he suddenly lunged in front of Xue Yuan, grabbing his shoulders with both hands like eagle claws.
Xue Yuan staggered in fright, the bones in his shoulders hurt as if they were about to be crushed.His father's pale and absent-minded face suddenly filled his entire field of vision, making him at a loss and nowhere to escape.
I only heard my father shouting: "Dawn will never come again, dawn will never come again!"
The two medical staff quickly rushed over, separated his father's fingers, and pushed Xue Yuan aside.
Until the car started, my father was still lying on the rear window glass, shouting that sentence repeatedly through the iron net.
For a long time, Xue Yuan did not understand what that sentence meant, nor did he have the slightest desire to understand it.His father humiliated him.No matter where you go, it seems that someone is pointing behind you.When he received the information about recruiting students from the military academy, he signed up without hesitation. Since then, he has lived a completely closed life, isolated from his family.The younger brother failed the physical examination because of color weakness, and wiped away tears for a long time.
The school has the opportunity to go out for an hour once a month.The students all took this opportunity to go to the urban area to talk to their families, but Xue Yuan never used it.The connection with home was cut off until, at the age of 16, a brief telegram from his mother informed him that the whole family had returned to Moscow.There was also a small package containing some documents left by his father, Xue Yuan casually placed them at the bottom of the box.
Before the Watership fleet set sail, Xue Yuan was in charge of delivering a batch of disk arrays to the ship.
Before loading, he verifies and confirms the information on each disk.One of the disks contains the complete novels of British science fiction master Arthur Clarke.He flipped through it quickly, and a title unexpectedly caught his eye: "Dawn Never Comes".
In a short space, a simple story is told:
The sun will erupt in 74 hours, and people on earth don't know it.
Five hundred light-years away, there is a planet called Saar. The residents there are very friendly, and they are very anxious for the dull earthlings. They want to provide rescue—use a tunnel through the universe to help the earthlings escape quickly habitable planet.
Sadly, the Thrall people cannot communicate directly with the Earthlings.
By coincidence, they accidentally radiated the thinking field to a person on earth, so that the brain of the other person could receive their thinking.
……
This is a very loving beginning, but in the end it ends in a ridiculous and helpless tragedy.
When he finished reading the whole chapter, Xue Yuan couldn't help shaking, as if he understood the meaning of his father's yelling "the dawn will never come again".
Will the dawn of mankind still come?
There was a beep from the door guard, but Qi Lian was not seen running happily.
Instead, a remote-controlled plane made several difficult moves around Xue Yuan, and then hovered steadily in front of his eyes.
Xue Yuan applauded sincerely: "Hey, you're making great progress."
A pair of arms came around and hugged him.A pair of half-warm lips covered his.
Surprisingly, there was no sense of rejection.
Even when the tip of the other party's aggressive tongue brushed gently across his mouth, Xue Yuan's brain did not judge this as a signal of intrusion.
Even with such an ambiguous entanglement of lips and tongues, this kiss has no erotic meaning at all.The soft and cool tip of the tongue is like a small animal, and the gentle and harmless sucking like a baby has a faint sweetness.
Xue Yuan hugged Qi Lian's head, "Do you know what this movement means?"
Qi Lian didn't speak.Xue Yuan saw the mouse on the computer monitor move by itself, typed two words in the search box, and brought up a bunch of online encyclopedias:
"Kissing: lip-to-lip touching is an ancient way of showing love. Because people have instinctive genetic codes or memories of sucking as babies, they can't learn to kiss without a teacher. Eskimos use kisses as spells. Mark your own property and exclude others from touching it.”
"You have already learned how to surf the Internet?" Xue Yuan was very surprised.
Qi Lian looked proud and expectant, like some kind of cute mammal wagging its tail waiting for its master's praise.
It's not okay not to give him a little positive expression.Xue Yuan touched the top of his head: "Good boy, goodboy."
This understated praise obviously couldn't satisfy Qi Lian, the web page was still flipping, and something like "French Kiss" appeared.
Xue Yuan saw that it was not good, and according to this momentum, I am afraid that some elegant things will come out soon.It seems that too much learning ability is sometimes not necessarily a good thing.
"Stop, stop! Turn off all of these!" Xue Yuan ordered, "There will be others coming later, so we can't let them see these strange things."
The mouse hesitated for a moment, then moved awkwardly to the cross in the upper right corner of the page.
Qi Lian's face was close at hand.The gauze has been removed, and the deep green eyes like lake water are crystal clear.
This guy is really beautiful.
Xue Yuan concluded from his own experience that beautiful people have the ability to know how to take advantage of their appearance.They are like bats in the crowd, sending out path-finding ultrasonic waves to collect feedback.
Even if this ability is not born with appearance, it will definitely be acquired gradually.There is no such thing as a beautiful person who is completely unaware, unless it is abnormal.
The strange thing is that Qi Lian is such an abnormal guy who doesn't know his own beauty.If he didn't know clearly that he didn't have so many colorful stomachs, he would have wondered if it was an unintentional temptation to catch him.
Xue Yuan wiped the wet corner of his lips with his fingertips, and teased him: "You like me so much, if one day you find out that I have lied a lot and deceived many people, will you ignore me?"
Unexpectedly, Qi Lian replied confidently: "The fox said that he should be responsible for the things he has domesticated. You are my domesticated fox, and I will be responsible for you."
"..." Although there was something subtly wrong with this answer, Xue Yuan still happily accepted it.
"Then it's okay, you have to be responsible to me."
"Okay." Qi Lian nodded, and suddenly added worryingly: "You should also be responsible to me."
Xue Yuan laughed softly, and put his chin on his shoulder: "I will. Don't move, let me hug you for a while."
He couldn't bear to let go of the warm and real feeling.
I never thought that one day I would abandon all barriers and be closely dependent on another life.
The word "depending on each other" crossed my mind a little out of place.
More than ten years ago, I, who was supposed to be dependent on my mother and younger brother, ran away just like that.Be it family members, lovers, or friends, because they are afraid of being abandoned by each other, they always withdraw first.
When he came back to his senses, he heard himself whispering in Qi Lian's ear like a dream: "Killian, I've been lonely until you appeared. So, please don't give up on me." He turned his head and nibbled on the other side's cheek. Pinna, "Killian, don't give up on me."
The author has something to say:
☆、Fox language
Joey glanced at Rosso's table, which was also empty today.He turned his head and asked Xue Yuan: "Has the result of the treatment of Luo Suo come out yet?"
Xue Yuan shrugged: "Ask the personnel department."
This irrelevant attitude instantly made Joey angry: "What will happen to him, don't you care at all?"
Xue Yuan squinted at him: "Should I care about him?"
Joey suppressed the anger in his voice, and turned to his usual indifference: "Don't be too selfish. Anyway, he is at least your subordinate."
"I have a lot of subordinates, and I treat them all equally, and I don't take special care of anyone. But you," Xue Yuan said in a playful tone, "you care about that kid extraordinarily. It stands to reason that I've known him longer than you, but Why do I think you are more familiar with him?"
There was a three-point pressure in his condensed eyes, and he stared at Joey without any trace, "Are you sure, there is no inside information to share with me?"
Joey met his gaze: "Yes, you have known him longer than me. One day, you will regret your insensitivity."
The whole day, the two people who were less than three meters apart did not exchange a word, only exchanged emails.
Xue Yuan felt a little funny.Sure enough, everyone has emotional weaknesses, even Joey can't stand the challenge.Judging by his annoyed look just now, he almost poked "Rosuo is a very important person to you" straight in his face.
Did he really think that he didn't know anything until now?
When I was young, I hid under the quilt and played cards with my younger brother. My younger brother always lost, and being played by Xue Yuan was so painful that I couldn't live without it.
But in fact, it's not that my younger brother's card skills are too bad, but that Xue Yuan is cheating.The color on the back of each card was different, but under the light of the flashlight, my brother couldn't tell it.
This secret was accidentally discovered by Xue Yuan.In order to evade the lie detector, he actively cultivated his second personality, hiding under the quilt every night and renaming many colors.Once my younger brother came in curiously to see what he was doing.
"These two colors are repeated." The younger brother said, pointing to indigo and turquoise.
From this, Xue Yuan realized that his younger brother suffered from a special color weakness.In certain types of light, such as the light from an LED flashlight, he couldn't distinguish similar colors.
Later, the mother took the younger brother to seek medical treatment, but this kind of color weakness is very rare, and there is no way to correct it.And it will only be produced under specific light, and has little impact on daily life, so I just let it go.
After Luo Suo missed, Xue Yuan considered a possibility.
The TOT of each pilot is displayed on the LCD screen.The bright light produced by the explosion will shine into the cockpit through the transparent armor plate in front of the mecha, which will interfere with the pilot's line of sight to a certain extent.
For normal people, this disturbance is nothing.But if it is a special color-blind patient like my younger brother, I will not be able to see the numbers on the display.This may explain why Rosso took so long to shoot compared to the others: he probably noticed that the numbers on the screen were still and realized that the countdown had reached zero, but it was too late.After all, he was a novice, so he panicked and made a bigger mistake.
So he couldn't tell the truth to the censor.If it is judged to be negligent, it will only be disqualified as a pilot.However, if it is found that he fudged the medical examination, he may be expelled from the fleet.
Moreover, it is obvious that he does not want Xue Yuan to realize this.
At least for now, he is unwilling to recognize Xue Yuan.
When he came to the conclusion that "Rosso might be the younger brother", Xue Yuan couldn't tell what he was feeling.The overwhelming ecstasy only erupted for a moment, and then it was full of joy and sorrow.When I left home, my younger brother was only ten years old, and he had already blurred his appearance.I don't know what method he used—probably replacing someone else's identity—to infiltrate the North American fleet.
Xue Yuan let out a long sigh.
It turned out that he was in Toronto at the time.
When I was looking for his whereabouts in Moscow in early spring, he was on the other side of the earth.
Misha, Misha, I'm sorry.
Now I can't ask for your forgiveness.
Because, I still have a secret to guard.
"Dawn never comes."
These were the last words my father said to Xue Yuan.
That day, the car from the psychiatric hospital stopped in front of the house, and two people wearing protective gear appeared at the house.
The father's little sanity had been completely defeated by the drugs, and he couldn't even speak a simple sentence.However, when he realized that he was about to be taken away, he suddenly lunged in front of Xue Yuan, grabbing his shoulders with both hands like eagle claws.
Xue Yuan staggered in fright, the bones in his shoulders hurt as if they were about to be crushed.His father's pale and absent-minded face suddenly filled his entire field of vision, making him at a loss and nowhere to escape.
I only heard my father shouting: "Dawn will never come again, dawn will never come again!"
The two medical staff quickly rushed over, separated his father's fingers, and pushed Xue Yuan aside.
Until the car started, my father was still lying on the rear window glass, shouting that sentence repeatedly through the iron net.
For a long time, Xue Yuan did not understand what that sentence meant, nor did he have the slightest desire to understand it.His father humiliated him.No matter where you go, it seems that someone is pointing behind you.When he received the information about recruiting students from the military academy, he signed up without hesitation. Since then, he has lived a completely closed life, isolated from his family.The younger brother failed the physical examination because of color weakness, and wiped away tears for a long time.
The school has the opportunity to go out for an hour once a month.The students all took this opportunity to go to the urban area to talk to their families, but Xue Yuan never used it.The connection with home was cut off until, at the age of 16, a brief telegram from his mother informed him that the whole family had returned to Moscow.There was also a small package containing some documents left by his father, Xue Yuan casually placed them at the bottom of the box.
Before the Watership fleet set sail, Xue Yuan was in charge of delivering a batch of disk arrays to the ship.
Before loading, he verifies and confirms the information on each disk.One of the disks contains the complete novels of British science fiction master Arthur Clarke.He flipped through it quickly, and a title unexpectedly caught his eye: "Dawn Never Comes".
In a short space, a simple story is told:
The sun will erupt in 74 hours, and people on earth don't know it.
Five hundred light-years away, there is a planet called Saar. The residents there are very friendly, and they are very anxious for the dull earthlings. They want to provide rescue—use a tunnel through the universe to help the earthlings escape quickly habitable planet.
Sadly, the Thrall people cannot communicate directly with the Earthlings.
By coincidence, they accidentally radiated the thinking field to a person on earth, so that the brain of the other person could receive their thinking.
……
This is a very loving beginning, but in the end it ends in a ridiculous and helpless tragedy.
When he finished reading the whole chapter, Xue Yuan couldn't help shaking, as if he understood the meaning of his father's yelling "the dawn will never come again".
Will the dawn of mankind still come?
There was a beep from the door guard, but Qi Lian was not seen running happily.
Instead, a remote-controlled plane made several difficult moves around Xue Yuan, and then hovered steadily in front of his eyes.
Xue Yuan applauded sincerely: "Hey, you're making great progress."
A pair of arms came around and hugged him.A pair of half-warm lips covered his.
Surprisingly, there was no sense of rejection.
Even when the tip of the other party's aggressive tongue brushed gently across his mouth, Xue Yuan's brain did not judge this as a signal of intrusion.
Even with such an ambiguous entanglement of lips and tongues, this kiss has no erotic meaning at all.The soft and cool tip of the tongue is like a small animal, and the gentle and harmless sucking like a baby has a faint sweetness.
Xue Yuan hugged Qi Lian's head, "Do you know what this movement means?"
Qi Lian didn't speak.Xue Yuan saw the mouse on the computer monitor move by itself, typed two words in the search box, and brought up a bunch of online encyclopedias:
"Kissing: lip-to-lip touching is an ancient way of showing love. Because people have instinctive genetic codes or memories of sucking as babies, they can't learn to kiss without a teacher. Eskimos use kisses as spells. Mark your own property and exclude others from touching it.”
"You have already learned how to surf the Internet?" Xue Yuan was very surprised.
Qi Lian looked proud and expectant, like some kind of cute mammal wagging its tail waiting for its master's praise.
It's not okay not to give him a little positive expression.Xue Yuan touched the top of his head: "Good boy, goodboy."
This understated praise obviously couldn't satisfy Qi Lian, the web page was still flipping, and something like "French Kiss" appeared.
Xue Yuan saw that it was not good, and according to this momentum, I am afraid that some elegant things will come out soon.It seems that too much learning ability is sometimes not necessarily a good thing.
"Stop, stop! Turn off all of these!" Xue Yuan ordered, "There will be others coming later, so we can't let them see these strange things."
The mouse hesitated for a moment, then moved awkwardly to the cross in the upper right corner of the page.
Qi Lian's face was close at hand.The gauze has been removed, and the deep green eyes like lake water are crystal clear.
This guy is really beautiful.
Xue Yuan concluded from his own experience that beautiful people have the ability to know how to take advantage of their appearance.They are like bats in the crowd, sending out path-finding ultrasonic waves to collect feedback.
Even if this ability is not born with appearance, it will definitely be acquired gradually.There is no such thing as a beautiful person who is completely unaware, unless it is abnormal.
The strange thing is that Qi Lian is such an abnormal guy who doesn't know his own beauty.If he didn't know clearly that he didn't have so many colorful stomachs, he would have wondered if it was an unintentional temptation to catch him.
Xue Yuan wiped the wet corner of his lips with his fingertips, and teased him: "You like me so much, if one day you find out that I have lied a lot and deceived many people, will you ignore me?"
Unexpectedly, Qi Lian replied confidently: "The fox said that he should be responsible for the things he has domesticated. You are my domesticated fox, and I will be responsible for you."
"..." Although there was something subtly wrong with this answer, Xue Yuan still happily accepted it.
"Then it's okay, you have to be responsible to me."
"Okay." Qi Lian nodded, and suddenly added worryingly: "You should also be responsible to me."
Xue Yuan laughed softly, and put his chin on his shoulder: "I will. Don't move, let me hug you for a while."
He couldn't bear to let go of the warm and real feeling.
I never thought that one day I would abandon all barriers and be closely dependent on another life.
The word "depending on each other" crossed my mind a little out of place.
More than ten years ago, I, who was supposed to be dependent on my mother and younger brother, ran away just like that.Be it family members, lovers, or friends, because they are afraid of being abandoned by each other, they always withdraw first.
When he came back to his senses, he heard himself whispering in Qi Lian's ear like a dream: "Killian, I've been lonely until you appeared. So, please don't give up on me." He turned his head and nibbled on the other side's cheek. Pinna, "Killian, don't give up on me."
The author has something to say:
☆、Fox language
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