Fate replacement

"Woo, don't...it hurts so much──" In a shallow sleep, I seemed to see a little black-haired boy being pulled by his somewhat too long hair by other older children, "Hey! Are you all so boring? Ah! Is it fun to pull someone's hair? Childish!" Suddenly a boy with short black hair and messy hair stood up and verbally taught the older children for him, "Yu, why are you suddenly..." Another voice Then a boy with a low ponytail appeared, his hair was even longer than the black-haired boy who was being bullied.

"I can't help it, you were bullied like this before, you can't stand it!" the man with messy hair said to the people behind him. He was a bit shorter than the older children, but his aura was taller. a lot of.

Hearing that he looked down on them so much, the older boy was upset and planned to beat one of three, and the messy-haired boy was beaten black and blue as the older children wished, but he didn't care, he pulled out a smear because of the injury on his face. And the smile became ugly, "Hey, it's good that you're fine."

That was the first time I met Ruoyu and Xu Zhi, and the second time I met was when I was in college.

When I was in college, I actually didn’t recognize the two of them, but I remembered this incident inadvertently. Now, after breaking up with him for a year, how can I remember it again?

Curled up and shaking on the bed, I don't want to dream about the two of them again.

If you keep thinking of them, it will make you collapse again, right?And now I'm back in a happy interaction with my sisters, what should I do if I accidentally let my sisters realize that "I'm not happy" just because I think of them?

When I think of this, I feel scared.

Looking at the haggard face of the mother, the guilt has been lingering, and it is also the same for the sister.

After expulsing all the insecurities from my mind, I tried to relax and sleep, "It's okay, it's definitely okay..." comforted myself with the same words, and the moment before falling asleep, I seemed to see Yu Mu in my mind.

Shaking his confused head, he got up from the bed, it was only seven o'clock in the morning.

Maybe it's because I went to bed too early yesterday, it's rare to get up so early.I walked to the bathroom in a daze and started the washing action that I would do every morning. After returning to my own small room, I looked at the sun that had just risen outside the window. I didn't know what to do.

In the past, I would get up at [-]:[-], tidy up, go out at [-]:[-], and arrive at the publishing house at [-]:[-], but now it’s only [-]:[-], and I really don’t know what I can do.

Lying on the bed and looking at the ceiling, thinking about the sudden change of tone for the past three days, I felt a little upset, recalled many vague memories of the past, and found a lot of lost happiness, but also had a lot of unknown fears and emotions. Fear.

"Huh." With a breath, he jumped up from the bed, shook his head to expel all thoughts from his mind, and finally decided to have breakfast.

After taking the things that should be brought, I walked out of the house, looked at the house where I lived for several years, and the memories with Ruoyu flooded into my mind again, which made me feel a fatal suffocation, quickly locked the door and looked away He rushed downstairs, trying to get rid of all the things in his mind, but it was still a bit futile.

Because the sentence he said is sorry, no matter how I try to get rid of it, it is still tightly attached to me, and I will never forget it.

On the empty street in the early morning, I found a breakfast shop at random, ordered something, sat down, watched the news station played by the breakfast shop, gnawed on my breakfast, distractedly thinking about what I was going to do, etc. of.

Before I finished my breakfast, my leisurely time was broken with a phone call from a number I hadn't seen.Frowning, he put down his breakfast and picked it up, "Hello? Xiaoqing?" I was taken aback by the voice, it was my sister.

"Sister?" It's true that I exchanged mobile phone numbers with my sister last time, but it's definitely not this one. "Sorry, I called you suddenly. This phone belongs to your brother-in-law... Ah, that's not the point. I want to ask if you are free these days? I want to ask if you can help me take care of my mother. Back After arriving in City B, I suddenly have to go on a business trip with your brother-in-law, and the children have gone out to play because of the holidays these days, so I don’t feel relieved that there is only Mom left at home..."

My sister's worrying voice echoed in my ears, but I didn't know how to respond to her. I have long been unfamiliar with them, and that can't be changed by meeting and chatting a few words. "Xiaoqing?" My sister called me suspiciously, "Ah yes...!" I immediately agreed in a panic, and immediately regretted it as soon as I blurted out the words.It's not bad to think about trying to calm down, right?I haven’t lived with my mother for so long——“Then Xiaoqing, can you send me the address later? Send it to your brother-in-law’s cell phone, and your brother-in-law and I will send you there later.” My sister’s phone was a bit noisy, and it felt like It's flipping things.

"Okay." I didn't say anything more, I just agreed, hung up my sister's phone and immediately played another number, "Hello, Hana? What's the matter?" The problem, it's like I'm sure that something happened when I called him... Although I can't deny this.

"I'm sorry... I'll call you in just one day, but can you come and live with me these few days? Or I'll go to your place, because my sister and brother-in-law are going on a business trip, and no one will take care of Mom. My sister is worried." I hope I can take care of Mom—but it’s strange that we don’t live together, right?” said with a sigh, and couldn’t bear to say that I really don’t want to meet him—because his face always reminds me of how Yu.

"Ah... yes, but I may have to trouble you to come to my house." The voice on the other side was a little hoarse, and when he was thinking about whether he was sick, a violent cough came from the phone. "Are you okay?" He asked with a frown, even though he couldn't see my expression, he might be able to judge from the tone of my voice.

"It's okay, wait until I send you the address, what time will your mother arrive? I need to get some things done before she comes." Yu Mu's tone was not meant to be contradictory, as if it should be like this Ordinary—but this is just my own prejudice.After all, what he said now is correct, not to mention he is trying to help me?

"I don't know when my sister and the others will arrive. I'll wait until I send the address and ask by the way. Hang up and send me the address first. I'll be there at about ten o'clock, is that okay?"

"Okay...remember to bring the clothes you need for a while." His voice became hoarse again.

Yu Mu sent the address within a minute after cutting off the call, and immediately found that this place was very close to the publishing house where he worked.After forwarding the address to my sister, I asked about when I would arrive and how long the business trip was, waiting for a reply.

I quickly finished my breakfast, paid the money, and went back to my house. Looking at the house I lived in for several years, I suddenly felt a certain kind of sad emotion spread in the house. I didn’t stay in this house every day these years, and there were many times because of work. I slept in the editorial department, but I never went to live in someone else’s house like this—maybe it’s because I don’t have that kind of friends?

I dug out the travel bag that I hadn't used for a long time, put the daily necessities in it one by one, and was thinking about what I didn't bring when the phone vibrated, it was a text message.

"I will arrive at about [-] in the afternoon. I'm sorry, Xiaoqing, I'm sorry to trouble you... This business trip may last for a month, is that okay?" 』Looking at the text message from my sister, even if I don’t ask the last sentence, I will definitely say yes.

『Okay, no problem, just leave it to me. 』He sent a text message back to his sister, which seemed very relaxed, and put the phone back in his pocket.

Is it a month...Looking around this small home again, I made another call to Yu Mu, and the ring rang for a while before being picked up, "Ahem, sorry... what's wrong?" I coughed violently for a while, which made me a little overwhelmed. Is it right to disturb others at this time?

"Sister and the others will arrive at about one o'clock in the afternoon, and then their business trip may last for a month... Can you? If not, it doesn't matter--" At most, they will confess to their mother, or find a reason to prevaricate That's all.

"It's okay, it's boring to live alone." His tone was a bit bitter, did it remind him of Xu Zhi again?

"...Ah, hang up first, maybe I will be there at nine o'clock." After cutting off the phone, I suppressed the feeling of wanting to vomit, and after calming down, I glanced at a small box in the corner.

The things inside are reluctant to throw away, and his memories.

Picking up the travel bag, he turned around and stopped looking at the small box, walked out of the room and returned to the living room.After confirming that he didn't forget anything, he went out.

On the way in the car, I called the publishing house to ask for leave——Of course I was scolded and allowed to leave, I got off the car and went straight to the address Yu Mu gave me.

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