Fate replacement

After half a month, I started to go to bed early and get up early to match my mother's schedule. Six o'clock in the morning has become a regular breakfast time. At eight o'clock, Yu Mu and I will go out together to show our intimacy, while my mother Then she helps with housework at home, which is what she insists on.

Yu Mu is always able to say some very relaxing words when the three of them get together, making people laugh heartily, seeing her mother smile more and more times, and seeing her happy, my guilt is getting deeper and deeper .

I'm not a good son, but an unfilial son who lied to her and lied to him.

Looking at the back of my mother walking back into the room, a question suddenly came from beside him, and he said, "What's wrong with you?" It feels like I haven't heard this question for a long time. Half a month ago, I still felt that his sympathy was overflowing. Why did you suddenly miss it?

"...No... let's go in and talk about it." I wanted to tell him that it's okay, but I was so panicked that I just wanted to talk to someone. If it was him, would it be okay?

After closing the door, he walked to the place where he usually sat on the edge of the bed, and patted the place next to me to let me sit down as usual, "What's wrong?" He patted my head lightly, evoking a smile.

I couldn't resist his tenderness, but I was addicted to it unconsciously, and I wanted to rely on him.

"No... just think it's okay to keep lying like this? If she finds out the truth, will she, will she..." I couldn't continue, I was afraid that I would collapse if I continued, so I gritted my teeth and lowered my head He bowed his head, not daring to look him in the eyes, let alone face the truth.

He patted my head again, and rubbed it twice more, "It's okay, if a lie can make people happy, then I will choose a lie. This is already a last resort, and no one can do anything about it. If you tell the truth, I’m afraid she will feel even more sad. Maybe you feel guilty for lying, but what if you tell the truth instead of lying?” He asked me this sentence, but didn’t wait for me The answer, went straight on, "The essence of a lie is good or evil, it depends on whether the lie is right or not, if you lie to someone with your tenderness, it is for her good, who else can say you are wrong? Don't think about it, go take a shower and go to bed." If I deceive people with my tenderness, it is for her benefit, is it really not my fault?Shaking my head and throwing away my thoughts, maybe his words are not acceptable for a moment, but he did make my heart feel a lot better, "Thank you, I feel much better." Maybe half of it is a lie, but it shouldn't matter, right?

He took his clothes and went into the bathroom to take a shower. As the water washed away, he seemed to want to wash away the sins on his body.

When he came out of the bathroom, he saw Yu Mu wearing glasses and reflecting the bright light of the computer screen, as if he was working. "Sorry, you go to bed first, it might be a little later today." He smiled embarrassedly, turned the light to a night light while he was looking at the overly bright screen and planned to continue, as if he was afraid of disturbing me. "It's nothing, just turn on the headlights, or it's bad for your eyes." Walking close to him, he turned the lights back to normal brightness, sitting next to him and looking at his screen with some curiosity.

"Oh! You, aren't you going to sleep?" He concealed a somewhat embarrassed expression, ah yes, he is the boss of the company, some secrets should not be seen by others, right?

"Sorry, some things are not for people to read casually." He retracted his curious outstretched neck, took out a book from the side cabinet, and planned to sleep together after he finished his work.

It's okay to break such a regular life for the past half month, right?

"It's not that I can't read it, it's just that others will feel pressure when I work..." The stagnant air flowed again under his sudden words, "Oh." Put down the book and turn to read it with an interested expression with him.

"...I'll finish my work and go to sleep!" His long and narrow eyes were a little more capable behind the glasses, but his expression of concentrating on the computer was somewhat blurred under the flushed cheeks.

"Hmm, then I'll wait for you while reading the book first." Turning his gaze back to the book in his hand, the corners of his mouth couldn't be restrained from curling up. Although he was looking at the book now, his mind was not on the book. "Don't, don't snicker..." He seemed to glance at me, and said something to me with a reddened face. I didn't reply but covered my face with a book, and laughed even more.

Living with him until now, I can always laugh unconsciously, just like returning to my previous self, the self who just met him.It may sound ironic, but I was really happy at that time.

He stretched out his hand and suddenly pulled down the book in my hand, "Wow, damn it, I knew you were stealing... laughing." He paused, and suddenly changed his tone, "What's wrong with you?" What's wrong with me?It's okay, "I—" his hand touched my cheek, and a moist feeling came from my face, "What did you think of? Why did you suddenly cry." His expression is indescribable, it is an indescribable Feel.

"No, it's okay! It's just my hair piercing my eyes!" Wiping away tears with his hands, but more dripped, "You...don't force yourself." He patted his head again, and then pulled his shoulder Let my head rest on his shoulder, "Although I may not be good enough, but at least I can lend you my shoulder." I don't quite understand what he said, but when I lean on his shoulder, I can't help but want to rely.He continued to focus on his laptop while working, and tried not to touch me. He paid a lot of attention to the details of many things, and my tears couldn't stop dripping on his shoulders.

Why did God treat me like this?Ruoyu left me, but let me meet Yu Mu again, but I don't dare to love anymore, and he won't love me... But what is this throbbing in my chest?

The faint warmth from my shoulders made my consciousness gradually disappear, and what remains in my mind is no longer Ruoyu's blurry face, but Yu Mu's gentle smile.

What was different when I woke up in the morning was that I saw fair skin at close range, a familiar smell filled my nose, and a warm object was wrapped around my waist behind my back.

You don't even need to guess, this kind of action is being hugged by Yu Mu, "..." staring at his chest with some embarrassment, twisting his stiff body, his face zoomed in close to his eyes.

Since I met him, I have never seen his face so closely. His facial features are very three-dimensional, and his eyelashes are very long. With his short brown hair, he has a sunny feeling.But if he puts on the glasses, he will look very different. The shrewd and capable feeling seems to be born with a brilliance that no one can block.

I twisted my body again, some wanted to break free directly, but I was afraid of waking him up, because I saw the short hand of the alarm clock behind was still pointing to four.

Yesterday I fell asleep leaning on his shoulder. He didn't know what time he was going to work. It's really inhumane to wake him up at four o'clock.

Let him sleep for a while longer, it's not bad to be hugged by him like a big pillow, anyway, it won't lose a piece of meat.

His body temperature came from his arms and chest, and the thought of "it's only four o'clock...‥" lingered in my mind. I closed my eyes and fell asleep again. When I woke up, I saw no one beside me. , leaving only a mobile phone that keeps vibrating and waiting for the owner to pick it up.

I picked up Yu Mu's cell phone, it was an alarm. "Ah, sorry, did the phone wake you up? 』Yu Mu came out of the bathroom with a towel, and said apologetically.

I shook my head and said no, "It's time to get up, it's okay." I lifted the quilt and got up and got out of bed.

Scratching his cheeks and looking at him with some embarrassment, "I fell asleep on your shoulder yesterday, so I should say sorry? It's hard for you to do your work like that." He froze for a moment, his face suddenly turned red, "It's nothing Lah, uh..." His hesitant appearance made me even more curious about what he wanted to say, "Huh?" His face was as red as an apple, "Just, just this morning... I Uh." This morning? "Oh, isn't it just being used as a big pillow?" She shrugged her shoulders and said nothing, then passed him and walked to the bathroom, but when she passed him, she saw that his face became even redder, which was a bit funny.

"Yuan, so you're awake?" His tone was flustered, he stared at me by the bathroom door, his red face turned slightly pale, "Well, I woke up around four o'clock." I picked up my toothbrush and started brushing my teeth, deciding to ignore him, but he seemed relieved to hear me say that. "Because, because you hugged my arm after falling asleep yesterday... you can't pull it away." The words he said suddenly made me spit out the whole water while rinsing my mouth and choked, "Cough, Cough, cough, what did you just say?" There was still some foam on the lips, but I didn't care about that, what he just said was the point.

"No, it's okay!" He seemed to know that I was very concerned about this matter, and hurried out of the bathroom to change clothes, and it was impossible for me to go out in the middle of washing, and after finishing things silently, I went back to the room and he was already out The door is closed.

Walking out of the room, mother and Yu Mu were already sitting at the table in the living room having breakfast. This scene has been seen frequently for half a month, and it has almost become a habit.

I sighed lightly but walked into the kitchen with a smile to get my own breakfast, then poured a glass of water and came to the living room to watch the morning news and have breakfast with them.

A new day started again, Yu Mu and I still left the house together, we were supposed to go downstairs together as before, and we separated at the gate, but I grabbed him the moment we left the house.Because I saw my mother just now, the guilt flooded into my heart again, and I couldn't help but want to ask him, "If you keep lying, no matter how gentle you are, you won't even believe yourself?" I lowered my head. Dare to look directly at his face, "...No, if you don't believe in yourself, I will still believe in you. And I lied to my aunt at the beginning, this is not your wish." He rubbed my head , the movement was very gentle, I raised my head to look at him, his smile was very gentle, illuminating the doubt just now like the warm sunshine.

"Let's go? It's time to go to the company." He dragged me to the elevator. The closed space after the elevator door closed made me lean against the corner unconsciously, and my body automatically wanted to stay away from Mu.

I walked to the gate of the community in silence with him, "Thank you." I suddenly said softly to him, and then I ran towards the usual direction.I didn't look back and I didn't dare to look back, but I can probably imagine the expression on his face, it should be the kind that is about to laugh, right?

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