visitor on iceberg

Zhao Yue and Xiang Qi came out of the school together, Xiang Qi looked at his watch and said, "I made an appointment with them at six o'clock, it's still early now."

Zhao Yue said: "It's rare for you to come back again, is there any place you want to visit?"

Xiang Qi thought for a while, "I've wanted to try Xianglong's honey cake for a long time. After I came back, I was procrastinating because of various things, so I didn't buy it. If you have time today, go to Xianglong to buy a box of honey cake."

Zhao Yue readily agreed: "Let's go."

Xianglong is a large supermarket in this city, and the products in the dessert department are very popular.Because today was Saturday, there were a lot more customers in the supermarket than usual, Zhao Yue remembered that after swimming with Zhong Ling last time, he came to this supermarket to buy food.

After Xiang Qi finished taking the cake, she couldn't think of anything else to buy for the time being, so the two planned to go to the cashier to pay.When passing the shelf of toiletries, Zhao Yue suddenly remembered something, and said with a smile, "Why don't I really buy two bottles of hair restorer?"

Xiang Qi also smiled and said, "If you insist on buying it, then I have no objection."

The salesperson from last time came up again. She obviously didn't remember that she had been molested by Zhao Yue, and asked enthusiastically, "Sir, what are you looking for? Shampoo, shower gel, or soap?"

Before Zhao Yue opened his mouth, the salesperson continued to promote, "If you are looking for shower gel, we have a new product here, definitely..."

Zhao Yue interrupted her, "Is there any hair restorer?"

The salesperson stopped talking wisely, glanced at Zhao Yue's head, and found that there was no sign of baldness, and then said: "Sir, do you use it yourself or give it away? If you use it yourself, we actually have a shampoo that is more suitable for you." Your needs, absolutely..."

This time, Zhao Yue got in the mood to chat with her, and said with a smile: "I use it myself, do you think my hair is real? It's actually a wig. If you don't believe me, touch it. I've been wearing it for three years, and the quality is not bad. fine."

The salesperson stared at him blankly, thinking that such a handsome guy could be really bald, and he really wanted to reach out his hand to touch him dubiously.Even Xiang Qi couldn't stand it anymore, "Okay, Zhao Yue, stop teasing others."

Zhao Yue laughed out loud, and the salesperson knew that she had been fooled, but she didn't feel angry when she was made fun of by such a handsome guy, she just said with half resentment and half anger: "I hate it."

Zhao Yue slowed down his laughter and said, "Last time you said you were sick."

The salesperson was dumbfounded, and before he could react, Zhao Yue followed Xiang Qi and walked away.

The two were queuing up in front of the cashier. Zhao Yue found a person he knew very well in front of the cashier next to him. Although it was just a silhouette from the back, he would never admit that it was Zhong Ling.After paying the bill, Zhong Ling pushed the cart through the door of EAS, then took out her mobile phone and lowered her head to dial. After a while, Zhao Yue's mobile phone rang.

Zhao Yue was really surprised. Zhong Ling almost never took the initiative to call him. It was a coincidence to meet him here today. I didn't expect to find that the person he called turned out to be herself when I saw him making a phone call. Zhao Yue After answering the phone, he gestured to Xiang Qi to go out first, and then walked towards Zhong Ling.

"It's really rare, why would you think of calling me today?"

Zhong Ling's question was also straightforward, "Are you free tonight?"

"Oh," Zhao Yue pretended to be enlightened, "It seems that you not only want to hear my voice, but also want to see my people." He had already walked behind Zhong Ling, "Then look back."

Zhong Ling felt a little inexplicable, but turned around according to his words, unexpectedly saw Zhao Yue, Zhao Yue waved to him with the mobile phone, approached him with a smile, "I saw you just now. "

The surprise on Zhong Ling's face was not obvious, but it was not difficult to find that the person in front of him really resembled his name, bringing Zhong Ling joy from the heart again and again.He asked, "Why did you come out of the supermarket empty-handed and didn't buy anything?"

Zhao Yue said: "I just came here with someone."

"Accompany auntie?"

"No." Zhao Yue felt that today's situation was a bit difficult to explain. He looked at Zhong Ling's cart, "You bought so many vegetables."

Zhong Ling was still holding the phone in one hand, and he clenched his fingers a little bit, and said, "Are you free tonight? Come to my house for dinner."

Zhao Yue simply suspected that he had heard it wrong. At the beginning, he tried his best to sneak into Zhong Ling's house and beg for a meal. Today, he got Zhong Ling's initiative to invite him. He was so proud that he almost raised his tail. A cold voice sounded, "He's not free."

Zhao Yue and Zhong Ling looked over together, it was Xiang Qi who had just walked over.As soon as Xiang Qi saw Zhong Ling, she returned to her cold and arrogant look, "Tonight is a gathering of our teachers, students and friends. If Mr. Zhong wants to make an appointment, please come early next time."

Zhao Yue was a little embarrassed, laughed twice, and said: "Tonight's party is indeed scheduled a few days ago, or I will go to your house tomorrow, and I will help you cook together, okay?"

It turned out that Xiang Qi was the one who asked Zhao Yue to accompany him to the supermarket. Zhong Ling's heart immediately cooled down. In fact, it's okay to postpone tonight's meal until tomorrow, but even if he has decided to withdraw from the competition with Xiang Qi, At this moment, he was also dazzled by jealousy, he was not convinced, and wanted to force Zhao Yue to change his mind unreasonably, "If you don't come tonight, then you won't come in the future."

Zhao Yue almost suspected that he had heard it wrong again, such arrogant and possessive words would actually come out of Zhong Ling's mouth?He felt flattered and embarrassed at the same time. After all, he had an appointment with Xiang Qi, and it was too rude to change his mind to go to Zhong Ling's house at this moment.

Before Zhao Yue could make a statement, Xiang Qi said: "Mr. Zhong looks very talented and personable, but what he said reminds people of an idiom." He raised his eyebrows and glanced at Zhong Ling, and said word by word, "Tong Say nothing."

Zhao Yue groaned in his heart, oops, Barrister Xiang, don't add fuel to my fire anymore, the smile on his face remained the same, "But you are very cute when you occasionally show such a contrast."

Zhong Ling was embarrassed by what he said impulsively, but he also felt comforted by Zhao Yue's protection. He seemed to have regained his confidence and said, "I don't know what you like to eat, so I bought a lot of vegetables. If you Maybe it won’t be fresh tomorrow.”

Zhao Yue couldn't refuse Zhong Ling's words, he was hesitating how to speak, Xiang Qi had already said to him first: "Go." Zhao Yue and Zhong Ling looked at him at the same time, his tone was still not friendly, "We have a second game after dinner. If you are tired of playing with children, come to the adults' party."

Zhao Yue breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, and smiled sincerely at Xiang Qi: "I'm really sorry today, please apologize to Mr. Deng and Xu Min for me."

Xiang Qi nodded, "Yes."

The two said goodbye, Zhao Yue pushed the cart out of the supermarket for Zhong Ling, Xiang Qi stood there staring at Zhao Yue's back for a while, then turned and walked out from another exit.

Zhao Yue wanted to help Zhong Ling in the kitchen today, but Zhong Ling refused to let him help, and sent him to the living room to tease the dog.Finally, when it was time for dinner, the small dining table was full of six dishes and one soup. Zhong Ling's cooking skills were really not very good, and he could pick out many faults in the color and aroma of each dish, but each dish He also made it with his heart.

Because Zhao Yue had to drive back at night, Zhong Ling only poured ordinary carbonated drinks into the glasses of the two of them. He felt a little regretful. Since they knew each other, they have never clinked glasses for a drink.Zhao Yue noticed that the atmosphere today was really unusual, he thought about the long-awaited possibility in his heart, and even felt a little nervous, he said: "There is only two of us, there is no need to cook so many dishes. "

Zhong Ling raised his glass, "Although you can't drink alcohol, let's have a drink even if it's Coke."

Zhao Yue smiled, and obediently raised his glass to touch him. He only took a sip, but saw Zhong Ling drink the whole big glass of Coke. Zhong Ling put the glass on the table, and his lips With watery light, Zhao Yue couldn't help but want to kiss there.

Zhao Yue asked softly: "What is your plan today, you must call me home to have this meal?"

Zhong Ling took a deep breath and said, "There are some things I want to let you know."

Zhao Yue smiled and said: "Maybe even if you don't need to say it, I already knew it."

"Listen to me first, okay?"

Zhao Yue nodded, looking at him tenderly and expectantly.

Zhong Ling didn't dare to meet Zhao Yue's eyes, those peach blossom eyes that would bend when he smiled, and the endless affection in those eyes would make him lose the courage to speak at this moment.He lowered his eyes and said calmly: "Zhao Yue, although it has only been more than three months since we met, you are a friend I value very much. You are very interesting and excellent. When I am with you, I have experienced I have learned a lot of things that I have never experienced before, and I have also understood a lot of feelings that I have never understood before, so I should thank you."

Zhao Yue smiled generously, "You're welcome."

Zhong Ling continued: "What kind of person to be and what kind of life to live, I have made a plan a long time ago, and I have been working hard towards this goal step by step over the years. I will feel a little boring and be attracted by the scenery on other roads, but if I really take another road, it may run counter to my goal and live up to my persistence over the years.”

The smile on Zhao Yue's face gradually froze, and his eyes were a little suspicious, showing disbelief.Zhong Ling paused for a while, closed his eyes briefly for a second and then opened them again, saying: "When I was seconded to the Municipal Prosecutor's Office, the time limit was set for half a year. When the secondment period expires, I will request to continue to return to East Lake For the work of the District Procuratorate, in the remaining two months, if we still have the opportunity to cooperate, we hope that we can complete the work together smoothly, other than that, we should not have any more contact."

Zhao Yue still maintained a smile, but his eyes were full of bewilderment and bewilderment, and even his expression became a little flustered, "Zhong Ling, are you kidding me?"

Zhong Ling didn't look at him, "This is a decision I made after careful consideration."

Zhao Yue still didn't want to believe it, and it was difficult for him to say almost every word, "Is this what you want to say to me today?"

Zhong Ling swallowed her throat, nodded, "Yes."

Zhong Ling's words seemed to mock Zhao Yue's joy and expectation just now, and Zhao Yue used a persuasive tone again, but his voice was trembling slightly, "Actually, you don't have to tell me now It’s not too late for you to make a decision after the half-year secondment expires.” Seeing that Zhong Ling didn’t speak, he sneered twice, and said, “I know that I’m sometimes quite annoying, and I don’t have any self-knowledge , and very shameless, sometimes I push you too hard, if you find it annoying, I won’t do that in the future.” He seemed to be looking for some proof for their relationship, “I know you don’t like me, I , I can feel it, you don't hate me kissing you now, you were so worried when you saw me being stabbed, and today, you saw me in the supermarket this afternoon, aren't you very happy?"

Zhong Ling lowered her head and closed her eyes, her voice was cold, "Zhao Yue, let's call it a day."

Zhao Yue seemed to have received a heavy blow, his voice raised, and he felt disappointment and resentment uncontrollably, "That's why you specially invited me to your home today and cooked so many dishes yourself? What is this? , the last supper?"

"Zhao Yue, I'm sorry, I don't deserve your attention." Zhong Ling paused, "You and Mr. Xiang are a perfect match."

Instead, Zhao Yue laughed, his lips curled into a weird arc, "So you feel the same way." He picked up the cup and drank the Coke in the cup in one gulp, suppressing all the emotions that just emerged, "Let's eat, vegetable It's going to be cold." He didn't look at Zhong Ling again, and without saying a word, he picked up the chopsticks and started to eat the vegetables, he ate very anxiously, almost gobbling it up, like a little girl suffering from hunger and cold in the light of the matches Seeing a sumptuous delicacy, if you don't eat it in a hurry, it will disappear forever in the next second.

Zhao Yue accidentally choked his throat and had to stop to cough violently. Zhong Ling's heart ached from seeing this, so he handed him a tissue, "Zhao Yue, don't do this."

Zhao Yue didn't pick it up, just smiled and said: "I'm fine, you should eat more, the taste is really good, you deserve to be the one who made it."

The two of them silently faced a whole table of rich dishes, neither of them had any appetite, but they were both forcing themselves to swallow the food mouthful.Hulu lay quietly on the sofa. It seemed that it understood that no matter how coquettish it was with its owner, it was impossible to get meat. After eating its own dog food, it obediently lay down and rested.The room was very quiet, only the sound of two men chewing and swallowing, and the surroundings were filled with the calm and heaviness that the Last Supper should have.

Zhao Yue took the last sip of soup, wiped her lips with a tissue, and said, "I'm done."

Zhong Ling recalled that on the day of Zhao Yue's birthday, they spent more than two hours running to the seaside to eat seafood. After eating that day, Zhao Yue stretched his neck and asked him to wipe his mouth. I don't want to pick up the tissues I used to have.He has seen Zhao Yue with a hippie smile, the gentle and affectionate Zhao Yue, and the serious and serious Zhao Yue, but this is the first time he has seen such a cold and restrained Zhao Yue. Zhong Ling understands that he must be completely disappointed in him .

Zhao Yue stood up after wiping her mouth, "Thank you for your hospitality today, I have something to do later, so I will take my leave first."

Zhong Ling didn't expect Zhao Yue to leave so soon, he also stood up, "I'll see you off."

Zhao Yue rejected him, "No need."

Is this the feeling of being rejected? Zhao Yue must have felt a thousand times more pain than him.Zhao Yue walked to the door and stopped suddenly. He turned around, took out the key chain from his pocket, took off the key chain that Zhong Ling gave him, and handed it to Zhong Ling, "I'll give you this back."

Zhong Ling looked at him in astonishment, his heart seemed to be cracked, "This, this is a birthday present for you."

Zhao Yue said flatly: "I don't want to see it again."

Zhong Ling stretched out his hand mechanically, forgetting to open his palm, Zhao Yue stretched out his five fingers, put the keychain on it lightly, and finally held his five fingers tightly for him, saying: "Take care."

It turns out that this is the feeling of being returned intact after giving all the feelings, the pain Zhao Yue felt must be thousands of times more than him.Zhong Ling really didn't understand, it was a decision made early in the morning, and she had already convinced herself with so many reasons, why she was still so sad when it came time to part.It’s the first time I really like someone, the first time I’m infinitely close to true love, as long as I keep this experience as a souvenir and treasure this memory, that’s enough, isn’t that what I said to myself at the beginning, but why Now the heart still hurts so badly, the pain is so painful that even the vision is blurred, and the pain is so painful that I can hardly breathe.

Zhong Ling greedily looked at Zhao Yue's back, but knew that he would never look back for him.After walking out from here, Zhao Yue will go to Xiang Qi's place. He is tired of playing with children, so he will naturally choose to go to the adults' party.

Zhao Yue's hand touched the doorknob.

Zhong Ling thought, he had never liked someone so much.

Zhao Yue pressed the doorknob down, and the door lock was opened.

Zhong Ling thought, maybe he will never like someone so much again in the future.

Zhao Yue opened the door, and the damp and cold air poured in from outside the door.

Zhong Ling thought, I have been controlled by reason for so many years, how would it feel to be driven by emotion after completely emptying my mind?He closed his eyes, his mind went blank, but his body moved on its own, his legs stepped forward, and he called out the name he was thinking of, and hugged that person tightly from behind with both hands, " Zhao Yue, don't go."

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