I really don't want to fry CP with the actor

"Clear Mist" was officially launched, and the crew officially announced the launch scene, as well as the makeup photos of several leading actors.

In less than half an hour, Yu Xingchen and Zhou Jinxing successfully made the headlines again.

[Help!There are really two rides!My wish has come true! 】

[Not only that, my brother's wish has also come true!Can't this be aired on the stars? 】

[I never expected that when I was still shopping for all kinds of food produced by my wife and knocking on CP, my CP secretly prepared a big candy for me! 】

["Qing'an" hasn't been taken off the shelves yet, so here comes the second one? 】

[I was really just talking casually before, but I never thought that my wish would come true so quickly! 】

【Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo brother!I'm really pleased that my mother is a fan! 】

[Yu Xingchen?Is it the little fresh meat who was blasted and BY? 】

[Isn't that unfilial son?Why is he still filming?Or shoot a criminal investigation film? 】

[Is it the loss of morality or the destruction of humanity? 】

[Is the one upstairs just connected to the Internet in the village?I don't know if the black material has been clarified? 】

[Isn't it just leaning against a certain big tree to enjoy the shade, and Zhou Jinxing is the second, what is the relationship between people like this? 】

[Lemon fruit on the lemon tree, are you black fans all under the lemon tree? 】

[What kind of relationship can it be, of course it is CP relationship! 】

[Back to back, back to back, anyway, they are real, what's wrong with relying on it? 】

[What's the fuss? Doesn't anyone care about the temptation of their uniforms? 】

[Medical police teamed up, husband and wife joined the battle, they just killed me! 】

……

Most of the scenes between Zhou Jinxing and Yu Xingchen were filmed in hospitals—the psychiatric hospital where "Ji Wu" is located, and some in his psychological clinic.

The character played by Zhou Jinxing, Ji Wu, is already a well-known domestic authority on psychiatry at a young age, and has also made outstanding achievements in the field of psychology.The appearance is gentle and elegant, the words and deeds are polite and decent, wearing a pair of large gold-rimmed glasses, full of bookishness.

Zhou Jinxing put on the white coat, picked up the medical records on the printer, and pushed open the door of the office. The little nurse outside the door stepped forward, "Dr. Ji, there is a special patient in the consultation room."

Zhou Jinxing smiled and nodded, "Okay, I see."

The camera follows his pace all the way. If there are doctors, nurses or patients on the road, they will greet him politely, "Hello, Doctor Ji."

And he, the smile on his face is always so decent, polite and giving people a sense of intimacy.

Go all the way to the consultation room and open the door.

There was a person sitting inside, his back looked a little thin, he was wearing a plain white sweater, and the large top was put on him, which was a bit more comical.A pair of loose sweatpants, a pair of gray and white sneakers, and a very lazy look.

The man turned around and slowly stood up while leaning on the edge of the table. His face was expressionless, his eyes were dark blue, his eyes were dull, and he looked tired and weak.

But the voice he spoke was very nice. The man looked at him, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, but still a little discordant, like a forced smile, and politely said: "Hello, Doctor Ji."

"Card—very good, go through it once!"

From Zhou Jinxing putting on clothes all the way here, taking Zhou Jinxing's perspective as the starting point, a long shot was taken, which was the first official meeting between Yan Qing and Ji Wu in the play.

"Prepare for the next shot, the actors are in place—"

"Officer Yan, hello." Zhou Jin stepped forward and smiled politely, "I already know about your situation. I am your attending physician, Ji Wu."

Yu Xingchen was sitting, still not showing much expression on his face.

Because of the recurrence of PTSD, Yan Qing asked for leave and came to a psychiatric hospital.However, his immediate superior didn't trust that he was alone, so he used the relationship in the bureau to help him find an authoritative doctor, namely Ji Wu.

Zhou Jinxing flipped through the medical records in his hand, and concluded: "Officer Yan, according to my professional advice, you don't need to be hospitalized at all in your current situation, as long as you come for regular psychological counseling."

Yu Xingchen's face finally showed some subtle changes, his eyes narrowed slightly, and when he looked up at him, his eyes and tone were very firm, "I need to be hospitalized."

Zhou Jinxing looked at him, looking a little embarrassed, but agreed after a while, "Okay, if you strongly ask. According to your situation, I will arrange another ward for you."

Yu Xingchen nodded, "Thank you."

"Card—very good, the scene is ready for the next scene, and the actors rest!"

Xiao Lu came up to put Yu Xingchen's coat on. It was quite cold in early March. Although the heating was turned on in the house, a cool breeze still hit him when he went out, which made him wrap his coat tightly.

Looking back at Zhou Jinxing who was left behind by the assistant director to do the show, Yu Xingchen's scene is over, and the next two scenes are Zhou Jinxing's scenes.

Luo Hong came to see him, and looked at him several times, Yu Xingchen was a little confused by him, "Director Luo..."

Luo Hong frowned, "Have you lost weight recently?"

The character of Yan Qing was relatively thin almost the whole time. He fought in the criminals' den for two years, and after returning, his best friend died because of him. great.

But Yu Xingchen himself is actually quite thin. Luo Hong meant that he could control it a little during this time, and he didn't need to deliberately lose weight or anything.

Yu Xingchen looked down at himself, tugged at his clothes and said with a smile, "No, it's the clothes."

He didn't even have the nerve to say that Zhou Jinxing had fed him a little fat these two days.

Luo Hong reluctantly nodded, "Okay, take care of your body and don't be too thin."

Yu Xingchen agreed, and saw Zhou Jinxing striding over there, with a displeased expression on his face, "How can he be so thin? No matter how thin he is, he will be skinny!"

Luo Hong turned his head and stared at him, "What are you doing?"

"how--"

"Eh - no way, it's not that exaggerated." Yu Xingchen stepped forward to interrupt him, tugging at Zhou Jinxing and giving him winks, for fear that he would say something dangerous like "holding hands".

From the start of filming to now, Yu Xingchen has already started to control his diet in just a few days.

Zhou Jinxing watched him eat all kinds of nutritious meals every day, and every time he hugged him, he felt that the portion was a little less, so he started cursing.

Zhou Jinxing hummed, turned his head and left.

Luo Hong looked puzzled, "Hey, is he still confident?"

Yu Xingchen smiled awkwardly.

Luo Hong took care of him with a few other words and left.

Over there Zhou Jinxing was touching up his makeup, Yu Xingchen sat down to rest, saw Zhou Jinxing playing with his mobile phone, after thinking about it, he took his mobile phone and sent him a message.

[I haven't lost much weight, haven't I gained a little weight in the past two days. 】

After a while, Yu Xingchen received Zhou Jinxing's sharp gaze, he turned his face away in embarrassment, and the phone vibrated in his hand.

[As for your one-pound two-pound, there is a difference if you drink two more pots of water and go to the toilet twice more? 】

Yu Xingchen was successfully choked.

Zhou Jinxing was filming his solo scene upstairs, while Yu Xingchen was filming downstairs at the same time.

Yu Xingchen was wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, sitting on a bench in the small garden of the hospital, the cold wind was blowing, but he didn't seem to be able to feel it. He sat there sluggishly, looking at the bustling crowd in the building in front of him.

A patient fell ill, and almost all the doctors on the first floor were dispatched.

Through the anti-theft window, he used his excellent eyesight to watch the noise and madness of the people inside.

He was still so quiet.

"It's been a while since I came here, have you figured it out?"

A vicissitudes of life sounded in his ears, Yu Xingchen turned around, it was his old leader who came to see him.

The old director was wearing a black leather jacket, but there was a pink Peppa Pig patch on the waist pocket, which was a bit abrupt, but also very cute.

Yu Xingchen glanced at him, "Zhao Ju..."

"Well, let me come and see you." The director sat down beside him, and followed his gaze, but it seemed that he was getting old and couldn't see clearly, and when he squinted his eyes, he still couldn't see clearly. He just gave up, "I'm getting older, and I don't wear glasses... I can't see clearly."

"There's nothing to see." Yu Xingchen lowered his head halfway, staring at the lawn in front of him.

"Yan Qing, can you see clearly?"

Yu Xingchen shook his head, but didn't speak.

"Actually, people can't see everything clearly when they are alive." The old director leaned back on the bench, "Don't you feel that you can't see clearly now?"

"Sometimes, the light may be right in front of you, but you are always afraid to take that step. You are afraid of the darkness in front of you, and you are afraid that after taking that step, you will still be in darkness."

"Yan Qing, no one blames you for Ling Shuang's death, it's you who trapped yourself in that darkness."

A crack appeared on Yu Xingchen's indifferent face, he frowned, and whispered, "No...it's me...it's because of me..."

"Is it really because of you?" The old director laughed, "Yan Qing, do you still remember that you are a policeman? You are a policeman, and you should be clearer than anyone else. But now?"

"Your heart seems to be covered with a layer of fog, a deep layer of sin that makes you unable to breathe."

"It makes you confused, makes you blind to the light, and makes you afraid of the dark."

Yu Xingchen raised his hands to cover his face, his body was bent, and his elbows rested on his legs.

The hunched back and thin body seemed to be full of desolation.

The old bureau chief stood up, patted him on the back, and said earnestly: "My child, this is nothing to be afraid of."

"You are the policeman, you are the light yourself."

At this time, the camera zoomed in, and Yu Xingchen's pupils shrank slightly, but he still didn't speak or respond.

The old bureau chief sighed slightly, "Okay, there is still something to do in the bureau, so I won't talk to you anymore, I'm leaving."

Yu Xingchen raised his head, looked at the figure from behind, and stopped him, "Ju Zhao—"

The director looked back at him, "What's wrong?"

Yu Xingchen had an extremely faint smile on his face. He raised his hand and pointed at his clothes, "Your little piggy Peggy is quite cute."

The director smiled, pulled the pocket of his clothes with a proud face, "My granddaughter sewed it for me, isn't it cute?"

Yu Xingchen nodded, smiling a little deeper.

"Yan Qing—" the director looked at him, put away his smile, and looked serious and serious, "I'll wait for you to return to the team!"

"Card - very good!"

"Makeup teacher touch up the makeup!"

Yu Xingchen was still sitting on the bench, wrapped in the coat brought by Xiaolu, waiting for the makeup teacher to touch up his makeup.

His eyes caught sight of Zhou Jinxing coming down the stairs, and it seemed that his part had finished filming.

The plot in the next scene is all Yan Qing's psychological activities, without actual lines, it all depends on the performance of the demeanor.

This is still a crying scene, a hysterical crying scene of collapse.

The words of the old director took root in his heart, and the darkness he had closed himself suddenly seemed to have a little light, and some scenes kept appearing in his mind-two innocent girls were persecuted while undercover, Ling Shuang's car was in his There was an explosion in front of his eyes, and Ling Shuang's parents and wife were in pain at the funeral...

One pile after another, like thorns, pierced deeply into his heart.

"Makeup ready!"

"Actor is ready!"

Yu Xingchen looked at the back of the one who left, and turned around slowly, more dazed in his dull eyes.

He bent over his lap, then raised his head suddenly, his hands were painfully inserted into his hair, and his elbows rested on his legs.

Suddenly raised his hand, "I'm sorry director..."

Yu Xingchen suddenly yelled to stop, with a sad look on his face, "I'm sorry, I'm not in the right mood."

"Okay, it's okay, you brew it yourself."

Yu Xingchen sat there covering his face, exhaling several times.

The point of this scene is not crying, but the unbearable hysteria, the suppressed pain.

With helpless self-blame and remorse, and deep guilt.

Yu Xingchen tried twice more, but still felt that his emotions were not in place.

Because the inner emotions are more complicated, this scene is actually a bit difficult.

Luo Hong didn't urge him, and asked him to go to the side to rest for a while.

Zhou Jinxing came over with his thermos and sat beside Yu Xingchen. There was no one in the rest area on their side, just the two of them.

Poured a glass of water for Yu Xingchen and handed it to him, "Take two sips of ginger tea to warm up."

Yu Xingchen answered, his face was a little frustrated, his eyebrows were lowered and he didn't want to speak.

Zhou Jinxing smiled, reached out and rubbed his head, "Why can't this work? It's not like you."

Holding the cup, Yu Xingchen looked sad, "I can't find that kind of emotion... Old NG can't get over it..."

According to the plot, after his crying scene ended, it was Ji Wu who came to explain him all, that is to say, after he finished filming, there was still Zhou Jinxing's role to follow.

But he couldn't get through this period of time, and there was no way to shoot the next scene of Zhou Jinxing first.

Although Luo Hong didn't mention him, he was worried.

Zhou Jinxing reached out and took the script on his lap, looked at the densely packed various annotations on his notebook, pointed to the line of "crying is not the point" written by himself, and said: "Didn't you write everything yourself, crying is not the point, Don't always think about crying, just take it easy."

Yu Xingchen turned his head, not quite understanding what he meant.

Zhou Jinxing held his hand and squeezed it, and explained: "The emotions in this scene can be depression, forbearance, self-blame and remorse, or even guilt and regret. These emotions are related, but Because they are all intertwined, you can't find the point, so you can't find the direction."

"Take it easy and don't think too much. When filming, you can start from whatever point you think of. If you pick up any of these points, the next one will come naturally."

"Repression and forbearance are caused by his own personality and experience. After a long time, he can't vent his emotions like a normal person, so he suppresses and forbears. When he faces the death of his good brother, he instinctively escapes and even fears He was afraid to think the same as before, and his death was also because of him. This also led to his self-blame and remorse, which led to his guilt towards Ling Shuang's family, guilt towards Ling Shuang, and guilt for promising him to be with him at that time. I regret changing shifts."

Yu Xingchen lowered his head in thought.

"Actors in place—"

Yu Xingchen sat on the bench, with his hands inserted into his hair, the words Zhou Jinxing just said rang in his mind.

From point to surface.

And the "point" he remembered at this time was his mother, his guilt, remorse and self-blame for her.

His mother passed away that day, and he didn't see her for the last time.Even because of his mother's illness, he hadn't visited her in a nursing home for a long time.

He always thought that his mother didn't want to see him, didn't like him, and even hated him to death.

After all, his existence is the best proof of her contempt for the past.

But in fact, is this really the case?

Aunt Wang, who took care of his mother, later gave him a photo album, which was full of roles played by Yu Xingchen, as well as some photos of his interviews, activities or participation in variety shows.

A whole book, starting from his debut.

Aunt Wang said that at first, when her mother was sober occasionally, she did her own collection.

Later, I was not very sober, so I told Aunt Wang to help her collect it.

Later, she didn't remember it at all, and she would always dig it out to have a look, and then said to Aunt Wang with a smile, "He looks like my son."

Does she really dislike him and reject him?

Is there really a mother who hates her son so much?

She probably just regrets letting him have such a dirty mother like her.

Instead of regretting having him as a son, as Yu Xingchen thought.

She's just not good at words, can't express.

When Yu Xingchen thought of this, his heart felt as if he was being squeezed, and he was so dull that it weighed a few thousand catties.

What if he visited her more these years?

What if I could chat with her more?

What if I could know her thoughts earlier?

……

However, this is a world without "ifs".

The collapse of adults is sometimes only for a moment.

Yu Xingchen was still crying until the director called "cut".

silent.

Depressed.

Crumbling.

Zhou Jinxing greeted Luo Hong, walked forward, regardless of the occasion, stood in front of Yu Xingchen, hugged him in his arms, and gently patted his back with his broad palm.

This time, Zhou Jinxing didn't think of a way to help him play like before, but just stood quietly, hugged him, and let him cry in his arms.