[Red Chamber] I became Lin Daiyu in my rebirth

Although Cao Gong portrayed Xue Baochai in the book as a sleek, sophisticated, tolerant, gentle and quiet, generous and decent lady who is very good at dealing with others.Even in all levels of Jia's mansion, from Jia's mother to the little girl, everyone likes her very much.Jia's mother said that "all sisters are inferior to Bao Yatou", and even Aunt Zhao, who hated everyone to the core, said that she was "generous and decent".But Daiyu knew that Baochai's heart was actually quite cold, and she treated everyone with a kind and distant attitude, but in fact no one had really walked into her heart.

Daiyu actually understood her very well, her father died prematurely, and her elder brother was so incompetent.Her family is not a family of officials and eunuchs, but an imperial merchant, so it is natural for her to contribute to the affairs of the family.At a young age, she had to learn to behave in the world, and she lost the innocent, lively and carefree girlish nature of her age.She is just a girl in her teens, no matter how mature and sensible she is, the girlish feelings in her heart can never be erased.But she herself is a proud and strong character, so she will be even more tired and sad.Daiyu can even imagine her helplessness in the face of those trivial matters at home alone, and the sadness of having to grow up early so that her mother can rest assured.

In this life, Daiyu wanted to be good friends and confidantes with Baochai. She didn't have any other thoughts about Baochai. She always believed that people's hearts are made of flesh, and as long as they give, they will be rewarded.One day Baochai will open his heart to her, and he will be as sincere as he is to her, without any falsehood.All the good things come from the heart, and they support each other and rely on each other on the road of life.

Because she is so talented and intelligent, even if she is ruthless, she is also touching.

In this life, Daiyu thought, she would never have anything to do with Baoyu again.I am just a solitary soul in another world. To be honest, I really don't have any sense of belonging to this place.No matter how good Baoyu is and how much he loves Daiyu, he still loves the original Daiyu.

Besides, as a middle school student in the 21st century, how could I accept Baoyu's three wives and four concubines?Even if Baoyu loves himself again, he still likes other girls.Although he always loved Daiyu the most in his heart and regarded her as the only confidant in his life, no girl would not mind that the person she likes has too many confidante.He pities them, which is understandable to the original Daiyu, but now, Daiyu's soul is Yan Luo, and she herself minds, and she minds very much.But she just didn't want to change Baoyu.If Baoyu really changed according to the person in Daiyu's heart, would he still be Baoyu?Will he be happy?No, the changed Baoyu is no longer Baoyu, and the person Daiyu likes is the person changed by Yan Luo, he is no longer himself.

Can a person who is no longer himself be happy?

Just thinking about it made Daiyu shudder.The greatest tragedy in life is not being able to be your true self.Therefore, Daiyu was unwilling to let Baoyu change his nature.

I can't bear it, and I don't want to.

That being the case, let yourself change.Don't taint Baoyu's feelings, it's good to be alone, isn't it?

Since ancient times, the word intercede has been the most tormenting one, Daiyu thinks about it, it's better not to be emotional.

However, if emotion can be controlled by human thoughts, then it is not emotion.

Many years later, when Daiyu thought of what she was thinking at this moment, she just smiled slightly.Yes, she gave up her thoughts about Baoyu, thinking that she would never be trapped by love in her life.But he fell into another person's love net by accident, unable to escape, unable to escape, willing to be captured by him, and spend his whole life with him.

Therefore, the word love is really unfathomable and unpredictable.

But that will be a long time later, but Daiyu believes that everything is arranged freely in the dark, how can human beings resist it.

After that day, Daiyu practiced yoga with Baochai every day, and naturally they talked and laughed constantly during the process.From Baochai's indifference at the beginning to gradually revealing some of her daughter's attitude, Daiyu was very happy in her heart. It can be seen that Baochai seems to be in a better mood recently.

It is said that the emperor pays off those who wait and see, and this sentence is true. Over the past few months, Baochai's illness has become less and less serious, and her figure has also shrunk a bit, and she has an indescribable charm than before. , Slim and graceful, there is a light and light temperament in every gesture.Even Baoyu said that Sister Bao is changing day by day, but I can't say what has changed, and she looks better than before.Shaking his head, he was really puzzled.

After Baochai and Daiyu heard it, they didn't point it out. Daiyu secretly smiled at Baochai and said, "Baoyu doesn't know it's due to this yoga. My dear sister, we don't want to tell anyone, just let him work hard. Just guess. Just treat it as a little secret between us, okay?"

Baochai looked at Daiyu's mischievous look, and pinched Daiyu's face jokingly: "I haven't seen you so naughty before!" Daiyu blinked at her, Baochai couldn't help it anymore, and Daiyu Laughed together.

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