[Red Chamber] I became Lin Daiyu in my rebirth

Qin Keqing's face was in disbelief, and his face became paler because of surprise.She suppressed the doubts in her heart and asked tremblingly, "Who are you? How do you know?"

Daiyu smiled: "Of course I am me, but I'm not me. But don't worry, I won't tell your secret. I'm just curious, why did you choose to commit suicide?"

Qin Keqing breathed a sigh of relief. During this period of time, her body has been weak to a certain point. She couldn't bear such surprises. Now she is a little unsteady in her breathing. She sighed, leaned on the cushion, and closed her eyes for a while. , opened it again, looked at Daiyu and said, "How did you see that?"

Daiyu thought, how can I tell, it's just because my soul is hundreds of years later, and I know some things.

Naturally, this cannot be said.Daiyu said: "Don't worry about how I know, I will tell you later. You just need to answer me. Don't worry, I'm doing it for your own good."

Qin Keqing looked into Daiyu's eyes, and saw that there was a piece of clarity inside, like a pool of clear water, without any impurities, so pure and clear.She couldn't help thinking of the past, how far ago it was, her eyes were also clear and clean, looking at this world, she only felt that everything was beautiful.But on that day, everything changed.

At that time, she was still so small.She is the youngest daughter in the family, and she looks so pink and jade-carved, and everyone in the family loves her like a jewel in the palm of her hand.She thought that her life would go on happily like this, but she didn't expect that her happiness would be shattered into powder on that day.

Her father, mother and all the family members were imprisoned on that day. She was hugged by the nanny and escaped from the mansion, and hid in a remote village for two years.

Later, the nanny was seriously ill, so she was sent to the health care hall, and before she died, she was adopted by Qin Bangye, the doctor of the training department.

Her adoptive father has always been very kind to her, loving her like his own daughter.She is very sensible at a young age, but she has never been happy.The adoptive father should know her life experience, but he still adopted her regardless of the danger of his life.Knowing that she is careful, what she often warns her about is all kinds of things yesterday, such as yesterday's death.All kinds of today, such as life today.But the past is in the past, how can it be so easy to pass by without a trace?She has been living in the nightmare of her parents being imprisoned, maybe she will never see her again for the rest of her life, how can she let go?It was none other than the parents who gave birth to her and raised her.

But relying on the power of a weak woman, it is impossible to rescue them anyway.

This life is really tiring.

Qin Keqing said: "You can ask whatever you want, there is nothing I can't say now."

Daiyu looked at her pair of eyes, they were extremely beautiful eyes, and the movement of her eyes showed a charm that other girls could not learn.It's just that in this pair of beautiful eyes that are rarely seen in the world, what is presented now is a kind of gray and white gloomy without brilliance.It's the calmness that doesn't care about everything, and the indifference and desolation that has no attachment to this world.These eyes are like a pool of lifeless stagnant water, without a single wave.

Seeing these eyes, I just feel that everything has become so dispensable and indifferent.

Daiyu said: "Since I know that you committed suicide, I also know a little bit about why you committed suicide. There are many things that you don't need to ask. I came back today just to persuade you. Is there no one in this world who you are attached to or something?"

Qin Keqing forced a smile and said: "Is there anything else worth my attention, but in this world, there are really many helplessness and involuntary things, I am too tired."

Daiyu walked into Qin Keqing's bed, sat in front of her, held her hand and said, "Even if you don't think about yourself, you should think about those who love you."

Qin Keqing was stunned for a moment, and murmured: "People who love me... people who love me..." She smiled lowly: "People who love me, people who love me are also suffering. I'm afraid we will never see each other again in this life. What's the point of being alive?" While speaking, he looked up at Daiyu and said, "I remember you were not like this before, you seem to be not the original person, but you are really you. I am confused."

Daiyu poured her a glass of water from the low table next to her, let her moisten her throat, and said, "I am me, but I am not me. I will tell you in detail later."

Qin Keqing was a smart person, so she didn't ask any more questions at the moment, took a sip of tea, and said slowly: "Sister-in-law is a smart person, don't you hear that 'when the moon is full, you will lose money, and when the water is full, you will overflow'." Heavy.' Now our family is proud and prosperous, and it has been a hundred years. If one day's joy begets sorrow, if we respond to the saying "the tree falls and the monkeys scatter", wouldn't we call it an old family of poetry and books for a lifetime?" It has been repeated since ancient times, and it is impossible for human beings to keep it forever. But if we can plan for the future when we are prosperous, we can also preserve it for a long time."

Daiyu nodded, this Qin Keqing's knowledge is indeed not something that ordinary women can have, she is indeed a woman who was born in everyone.

Daiyu said: "What you said is very reasonable." After that, she motioned for her to continue talking.

Qin Keqing paused, then continued: "Although the ancestral tombs offer sacrifices in four seasons, there is no fixed amount of money and food; secondly, although the family school is established, there is no fixed supply. From my point of view, there is no shortage of supplies for sacrifices in the prime of life, but In the future, where do these two items come from? According to my opinion, take advantage of today's wealth and wealth, and place more farms, houses, and acres of land near the ancestral tombs for sacrifices and supplies. All come from here; the family school also It is set here. The old and the young of the contract clan, everyone has set a rule, and in the future, they will be in charge of the money, grain, and sacrifices for the year according to the house. Such a cycle, there is no competition, and there is no disadvantage of pawning. If you are guilty, you can enter the officialdom with your own things, but this sacrificial industry does not even enter the officialdom. It will decline, and the children and grandchildren will go back home to study and farm. There will also be a setback, and the sacrifice can continue forever. It is not a long-term strategy. There is another very happy event in the near future. It is really a fire cooking oil and flowers blooming in full bloom. You must know that it is only a short-lived prosperity and a moment of joy. Don't forget the saying that "the feast must come to an end" As the saying goes, if you don’t worry about it early, it’s useless to regret it.”

After hearing this, Daiyu couldn't help admiring Qin Keqing. How can ordinary men compare to this woman's mind?

Daiyu said: "Since you are so concerned about our family and you have come up with such a good way to prepare for a rainy day, why do you continue to be so negative?"

Qin Keqing forced a smile and said: "I think so and worry so much, but in the end I'm just a girl. But how many people in this family are really for our family? It's just for themselves."

Daiyu thinks about it too, such a big family, there are still few moths in it.All of them are for their own benefit, who cares how long this big tree will stand?

Daiyu said: "Although this is the case, it is also good to do what you can. To tell you the truth, I am also thinking about this issue now. A family like ours is often just a 'centipede, Dead but not stiff' that's all."

Qin Keqing nodded and said: "That's right, for people like us, it's not easy for outsiders to see that there is so much inside."

Daiyu said: "I won't hide it from you anymore, do you believe in past and present lives?"

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