[Red Chamber] I became Lin Daiyu in my rebirth

Unfortunately, but it is foreseeable that Daiyu will suffer from insomnia that night.

Yinxiang stood in the courtyard for a while, now that it's so late, it's better to let her rest earlier, as for the word, I'd better ask her another day.

As for Daiyu, she is not as calm as Yinxiang, and her face is still blushing helplessly after entering the door.The sound of opening the door awakened Zijuan again, and Zijuan yawned: "The girl is back? I'll get you some water." Before finishing speaking, she yawned and went out.

Before Daiyu could stop her, Zicuckoo was nowhere to be seen.

Not surprisingly again, Daiyu was spotted by Zijuan with a flushed face, and then Daiyu was bathed in Zijuan's obviously smiling gaze.

After finally driving the girl to sleep, Daiyu tossed and turned on the bed countless times, and found that she was insomnia without tears!

When she woke up the next day, Qianxue leaned close to Daiyu's face and asked curiously, "Girl, didn't you sleep well last night?"

Even if Daiyu used her knees to think about it, she knew how magnificent her dark circles were. Looking at Qianxue's smiling eyes, she knew that Zijuan's mouth was probably out of control.

After breakfast, Jia Lian went to visit Yangzhou City on his own. Afraid that Jia Lian would get lost, Daiyu asked a young servant at home to follow him, and she went with him.Then he took out the medicine prescribed by Doctor Wen yesterday and went to the kitchen to prepare it for Lin Ruhai.

When she came back and saw Yinxiang sitting on a chair drinking tea, Daiyu smiled and said: "There is nothing interesting in this house, do you want to go out for a stroll too?"

Yinxiang was wearing a moon-white gown today, looking even more graceful, just like the banished immortal from the Nine Heavens.He put down the teacup casually, smiled lightly, and said: "What's the point of me going alone, you can go with me when your father recovers from his illness and has time."

Daiyu nodded and said: "That's fine, but now I'm going to make medicine for Dad, will you be bored by yourself?"

Yinxiang nodded and said with a smile: "I'm not going to be bored, I'm going to go with you."

Daiyu didn't expect him to say this, and she didn't refuse immediately, saying: "Come if you want." After saying that, she walked towards the kitchen.

Originally, the decoction was done by servants, but Daiyu insisted on doing it herself.Thinking that I had few things to do when I was with my father, but now that my father is sick, I must do it myself to serve the decoction.

Daiyu poured the medicine into the earthen pot where the medicine was decocted. The fire had already been lit, and Daiyu was sitting next to her, fanning the wind and adding firewood from time to time.

Seeing her proficiency in movements, Yinxiang couldn't help but wonder: "Have you done it before?"

While paying attention to the movement of the soup and fire, Daiyu talked to Yinxiang: "I did it in the orphanage before."

Yinxiang asked: "Orphanage?"

Daiyu was taken aback for a moment, then realized that she hadn't told Yinxiang about her past, "Well, it's like the current nursery hall. It was full of orphans without father and mother. I remember that year when the nanny was sick, the old man She was in poor health and couldn't bear the violent effects of western medicine. Chinese medicine was mild and cured the root cause, so I went to get her the traditional Chinese medicine, and I was the biggest in the hospital, so naturally I should take care of her."

"I haven't told you yet, I'm an orphan. I also heard from Mammy that one night in the winter of that year, it was snowing heavily. When Mammy closed the door, she heard a baby crying outside. , and then picked me up in the orphanage. I have been growing up in the orphanage. Until the year I graduated from high school, my friend and I had a car accident on the way to receive the notice. When I woke up, I appeared in this small on the girl."

Yinxiang has never heard Daiyu talk about these past events. Last time, he just heard her briefly say that he is not from this era.But what I didn't expect was that under Daiyu's bright and charming appearance, there was such a past event hidden.Seeing her calmly talking about the past, Yinxiang felt a slight tingle in his heart, and his heart became softer, and he wanted to hold her in his hands and treat her well, never to be wronged again, never to be like before There is nothing to rely on like that.

Yin Xiang asked in a shy voice, "Then have you ever thought about going to find your parents?"

Daiyu added some firewood to the stove, and said with a slight smile, "No. Why did I go to them? Since they abandoned me, it doesn't make sense for me to go to them again. Since I was born, but it's so different Responsible, I don't want to recognize such parents."

Yinxiang was shocked by Daiyu's words, he never imagined that the woman he loved had such a clear love and hatred under her elegant appearance.Now he thinks, maybe Daiyu is not just what he sees, she is like a piece of rough jade, which will only become more beautiful with polishing, and can surprise him from time to time.She looks like a weak woman with no power to restrain a chicken, but she is so smart, optimistic and strong.

Yinxiang feels more and more that he has found a treasure.

Seeing that Yinxiang was staring blankly at her, Daiyu couldn't help tugging at his sleeves strangely, and said, "What are you doing looking at me like this? Is there something on my face? Is there charcoal dust?" He also wiped his face with his sleeve.

Yinxiang took her hand that wiped her face, and said softly: "No. I was just thinking that if I can meet you in this life, I don't think anything is important, and I am satisfied. The only regret I have is that I didn't meet you earlier." After speaking, he seemed to think of something and said: "No, I am very satisfied to meet you, I can't be so greedy."

Looking at his appearance, Daiyu couldn't help being both moved and funny, and said, "I just told you about my life experience, now it's your turn. Tell me too."

Yinxiang caressed Daiyu's cheek, "Before I met you, I always thought I was unhappy. Because I didn't have my mother. But now compared with you, I find that I am still very happy. Although I Er Niang passed away, but I grew up under her love."

"My maternal grandfather was the leader of the Xianghuang Banner. E Niang entered the palace at the age of 14, but she was not registered as a Concubine Min until after her death. In my memory, E Niang has always been a gentle She is a gentle woman. She has always loved Huang Ama deeply, but I know that she is not cherished in Huang Ama's heart. Huang Ama has so many concubines, and a gentle woman like Er Niang, it is natural to fight or snatch her. She didn't know what to say, and didn't dare to say anything. She just buried all the sadness and pain deeply in her heart. Finally, once the burden in her heart broke out, she couldn't bear it anymore and passed away."

The heavy sadness on Yinxiang's face infected Daiyu, she gently held Yinxiang's hand, Yinxiang still had such a gentle tone, as if he was telling someone else's story, eloquently.But Daiyu knows that still water runs deep, and the deeper the relationship, the more calm and breezy it seems to people.The more painful the past, the more calm it is to recall it.Just like a person, when the sadness reaches the extreme, the more unable to shed tears.

"I've been used to seeing the ruthlessness in the deep palace since I was a child, but this ruthless and ungrateful person is my closest relative. I can't blame him, because when a person is in such a position, there will be many Involuntary, whether he admits it or not, once in that position, people will change. This is the terrible thing about the supreme power, whether you want to or not, you will be involuntary. In that position, to be yourself really It's too difficult. So from the day I was sensible, I was thinking that when I meet someone I like, I will definitely not let her suffer like my mother, and I will treat her well for the rest of my life I will stay with her whatever she wants, even if she is wandering around the world.” After saying that, she turned her head and stared at Daiyu: “If one day I don’t have the halo of Thirteenth Elder Brother, how can you Would you like to be with me?"

Daiyu met his eyes, nodded firmly and said, "I like you not because you are Brother Thirteen, but because you are you. For me, what I always pursue is my own heart. I can't force my heart to do other things. I used to think that if I meet someone I like in the future, even if he is a beggar, I will like him. The big deal is that we will plant lotus together."

Yinxiang was amused by her, "Then I can rest assured, if one day I really have nothing, you don't want me."

Daiyu stood up, full of pride, and said: "Don't worry, if there is a day, I will support you, girl!"

Yin Xiang was so teased by her appearance that he bent over with a smile, "You, you..."

Daiyu made a face at him, sat down, opened the lid and looked at the medicine, then regained her seriousness, and said, "So now you can understand why I came to decoct the medicine myself, right?"

Yinxiang nodded, and Daiyu continued: "Although I am my father's counterfeit daughter, his love for me made up for my regret of not having any relatives. To be honest, who doesn't want to have relatives? They say that family is the heart I have never been able to understand the deep meaning of this sentence before, but now I understand. No matter how much wind, frost, snow and rain outside, as long as I think of this place, I will be warm. This place is home. For me, I have already regarded this place as my home, and my father as my own father. I will feel at ease when he is there."

"Yu'er, don't worry, I will be your family member, so that you will no longer feel fear, loneliness and uneasiness."

"Well, so will I."

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