[Red Chamber] I became Lin Daiyu in my rebirth

Three days passed in a flash.

Soon it was time to part.

Yinzhen was very unhappy, and he knew why without asking.

Ziyan still ignored him.

Yinxiang and Yinzhen rode horses, and Daiyu's sedan chair followed, and they arrived at the ferry in a while.

Daiyu talked with Yinxiang for a while, then turned around and saw Yinzhen was sullen.

Daiyu glanced at Yinxiang, and saw that he also looked at herself helplessly.Yinzhen's bad mood is naturally because of Ziyan.

Yinzhen and Yinxiang left for Beijing today, but Zi Yan did not come to see them off.

When did the fourteenth prince of the mighty Qing Empire encounter such a person?Unfortunately, this person is still a person above the apex of his heart, not to mention others, but even himself, he can't bear to hurt him.

If it was according to Yinzhen's previous temperament, he wouldn't care so much.He is not a villain, but he may not be called a gentleman, because his belief is that as long as it is what he wants, he will do everything possible to get it.Naturally, he won't do anything harmful to nature, but he still knows about small tricks and tricks and will use them skillfully.

According to his previous temperament, when encountering such a thing, he had already suppressed his identity there.Go back to the capital and go back to Kangxi, Kangxi came to give a marriage or something, everything is still at hand?No matter how reluctant Ziyan was, she had no choice but to obey the emperor's gift of marriage.After all, resisting the decree is a matter of family life.

However, this time he did not do so.Just like Daiyu told him, in many cases, tough measures are indeed a good way for certain things, but for love, it is just the opposite, and it may backfire.

In the final analysis, no matter what, he is just a boy in his teens, and he is already at a loss when he experiences love for the first time.

Love is really the strangest thing in this world, just like time.It is fair to everyone.It will not give great love to anyone because of their noble status, nor will it look down on anyone because of their humble status.In the face of love, no matter whether you are a prince or a commoner, it is the same.Whether you are talented or illiterate, when you meet love, you will be like a newborn.

For Yinzhen, Ziyan is the first girl he is attracted to, and the first time in his life of more than ten years that he wants to cherish her. He just wants to treat her well, just like Yinxiang treats Daiyu Same.

Daiyu seemed to see through him, "I know you want her to accept you earlier, and I also believe that you have the ability to make her marry you right away. But have you ever thought about it? If you love someone, you have to give her The minimum respect. If you use other means to get Zi Yan, I am sure that you will not be happy. Because many times, people's hearts are barren, and only self-esteem is the most precious thing .If you deprive her of all the most precious things, can you expect her to fall in love with you again in this lifetime?"

Yinzhen looked at Daiyu as if realizing something, "How do you know so much?"

Daiyu smiled, but did not answer him directly, "Listen to me, if you really love her, just wait. One day, Zi Yan will be moved by you. I believe it, and you should believe it too."

Yinzhen nodded, "Miss Yu, I understand. Thank you for your advice. Zi Yan will ask you to take care of her. I know what to do in the future."

After Daiyu said these seemingly reasonable words, she couldn't believe that she said it, and thought it was a little funny, and said: "You are welcome, I just say what I think, I have such a temper, You don't mind."

Yinxiang stepped forward, looked at Daiyu deeply, "Yu'er, I'm leaving now."

Daiyu smiled lightly, knowing what he was worried about, "I know, I will take good care of myself, you can go back to Beijing without worry."

Yinxiang pulled Daiyu into his arms, "Yu'er, remember to miss me. I'll wait for you in the capital."

The warm breath and gentle words lingered in Daiyu's ears. They all said that parting hurts the most since ancient times, which is really true.Just listening to his gentle words in such a quiet way, and being hugged so gently in his arms, I feel tears gradually welling up, uncontrollable.

"I will." Daiyu held back her choking, and replied softly.

Yinxiang smelled the fragrance of her hair, and felt more and more reluctant.

I really want to stay by her side all the time, accompany her all the time, and watch her smile happily.

I don't want to let go, this is the girl I have always loved deeply.

But I have to let go, sending you a thousand miles, there will be a farewell.

Yinxiang let go of his hand cruelly, looking at Daiyu's smiling face.The pear dimples on the face are shallow.

"I am leaving."

"Yes." Daiyu nodded.

Yinxiang took a deep look at Daiyu one last time, turned around and boarded the boat.

Yinzhen followed, but his eyes were still looking into the distance.How I wish I could see that familiar figure.

After all, it is impossible to get what you want.

Daiyu smiled and waved to Yinxiang, "Bon voyage!" Turning her head, she found tears welling in her eyelashes.

Wipe it clean, smile and wave.

Yinxiang did not ignore Daiyu's little action, and the boat gradually moved forward.He kept looking at her fixedly, for fear of missing every expression on her face.

Gradually, the boat became a small black dot.Gradually, it disappeared.

Until she finally lost sight, Daiyu sighed and used it to comfort herself.

She didn't want to turn her head but saw Zi Yan standing on the stairs, staring into the distance.

Daiyu hurried up the stairs, "Ziyan, why are you here? Aren't you unable to tell?"

Zi Yan looked unnatural, "I, I'm bored at home by myself, so I'm going out for a walk. By the way, I'll pick my sister up."

Daiyu thought it was a little funny, it seems that Yinzhen is not completely hopeless.It seems that Ziyan may be the same as Yinzhen in the noise these days.

"Okay, everyone has left now, you are late!" Daiyu deliberately teased her.

Ziyan blushed unnaturally, "Sister! I told you that I came out for a walk because I was bored at home alone! I came here to pick up my sister, but she actually said that about me!"

Daiyu couldn't help laughing, stopped teasing her, stepped forward and took her hand, "Okay, okay, I understand. I know our Ziyan is the most considerate, and she came here to pick me up, not to see them off .”

"Sister, you..."

"Okay, okay, can't I not talk? Let's go back now."

After returning to the Lin Mansion, Daiyu saw that Zi Yan was still looking sullen, she couldn't help sighing: "If I knew today, why bother?"

Zi Yan was taken aback, "Sister, what are you talking about..."

Daiyu said seriously: "Ziyan, you don't have to lie to me, and you can't lie to me."

Zi Yan hurriedly said, "I..."

"Talk first if you're not busy, and listen to me first." Daiyu interrupted her, "I know, you always thought that you liked Elder Thirteen in your heart, but it's not. For Elder Thirteen, you just The momentary favor, you think he is very good, he satisfies all your beautiful imagination of love, but that is only because of the good impression and appreciation. But it is different for the fourteenth brother, although you are noisy with him every day, but Have you noticed? When you quarrel with him, your heart is the most vivid."

"I……"

"When we were young, we would all have such a dream about a princess. In the dream, you have all your beautiful expectations about love. I look forward to one day, there will be a Prince Charming. He must be as gentle as jade and tender as water, and come to accompany you Live the best time of your life. So when you see someone who is close to what you dreamed of, you will think that it is, that is your love. But no, that It’s just a beautiful imagination. In front of such a person, you will always think about how to maintain your best side, because you only want him to see your best appearance, if he sees you, it’s not good You will feel ashamed. Tell me, is this how you treat Brother Thirteen?"

Zi Yan looked surprised, "How do you know?"

Daiyu smiled slightly and said: "I don't know how I know, anyway, that's how I understand it. Ziyan, do you know? That's not love. I don't know if you have discovered it, but I have discovered it anyway. When you quarrel with the fourteenth brother, you are the most like yourself. You will quarrel with him, even if it is because of trivial things. Every time you quarrel with him, you are the most real, you will Vent out all your dissatisfaction, anger, and anger. You never want to hide anything. You always say what you think. In fact, in this world, there is always a person who will let you let go of everything. Beware of all the pretense and just be the truest self. You have too little experience now, you don’t know how difficult it is to meet such a person, and you don’t know that the happiest thing for a person is to be able to do The most authentic self. Shouldn’t love look like this, you can be unscrupulous in front of him, you can do whatever you want and say whatever you want, and he does the same. What he likes is the most authentic you like this , this is really the happiest thing."

Ziyan was stunned for a long time, she had never heard of Daiyu's words, and for her, Daiyu's words were too novel.But if you think about it carefully, it makes sense.

Daiyu looked at Zi Yan who was silent, smiled slightly, and shook her hand, "Now, have you seen your heart clearly?"

Ziyan looked at Daiyu in a daze, and nodded, "I seem to understand."

Daiyu smiled and said, "I know you're a little messed up now, but it's okay, now there is no Fourteenth brother arguing with you every day, and now you have a lot of time to think clearly."

When Ziyan heard Yinzhen's name, she didn't know why, but suddenly something seemed to stir her heart, a little sour and a little painful.It leaves people speechless.

Yes, the boy who accidentally bumped into himself when we first met, the boy who was arguing with himself all day long, the boy who always made himself so angry that he lost his image, the one who said domineeringly, "I will recognize you all my life." Don’t try to run away!” The boy, the boy who kissed him domineeringly, the boy who begged himself for forgiveness with a bitter face, the boy who firmly said that he liked him...

Now it's gone, and once it's gone, it's a thousand mountains and rivers.

See you again, far away.

After he left, he realized that every silhouette of that young man who broke into his life unscrupulously was so vivid.

The author has something to say: I originally wanted to write Yinzhen and Ziyan as a sadomasochist, but I couldn't bear it, so it became like this.Spread your hands.