mad dog and loyal dog

【45】

Xia Ming didn't realize that he wiped his mouth, he just did it subconsciously.He met Zhang Ting's staring gaze, raised his hand to cover Zhang Ting's eyes, and distanced him from himself, "Don't look at me like that." Xia Ming said, "I kissed you before, Wipe your mouth too." He said truthfully, "Can you understand?"

"Fuck." Zhang Ting cursed and sat back to his original position. "You did it on purpose." Zhang Ting said angrily.

Seeing that he was so depressed, Xia Ming didn't feel very happy.Zhang Ting has changed so much that he can't get used to it.Zhang Ting seemed to be a different person, and it was difficult for him to figure out Zhang Ting's emotions.Xia Ming didn't bother to coax Zhang Ting, he just picked up the skewers and ate them, regardless of Zhang Ting's mood.

The two of them have never talked about a serious relationship, especially their relationship is a bit embarrassing, it is a conditional relationship, how can there be happiness.But the fake Zhang Ting also wanted it, and Zhang Ting didn't care if Xia Ming wanted it or not. He took Xia Ming's wrist and handed him a glass of beer. "I don't care about you." He said, "Sooner or later, you will be like before. .”

Xia Ming didn't reply to him, so he didn't want to love Zhang Ting like before.

Because Qiu Sheng said that he could tell him where Miss Xiaorong was within three days, Xia Ming didn't mention Miss Xiaorong to Zhang Ting this time.Whatever Zhang Ting said, he followed along, asking questions and answering questions. From the perspective of others, they seemed to be on good terms.After eating supper, Xia Ming wanted to leave directly. After all, Zhang Ting ate for nearly three hours after this meal. He had never realized that Zhang Ting chatted so much. It was like talking from the sky to the ground. On the west side, there was nothing about himself, he told Xia Ming everything except his own affairs.

It was almost five o'clock in the morning after they finished eating, and it would not be long before dawn.Zhang Ting is also very good at hooking Xia Ming's hand and refusing to let him go, "My house is close, let's go home and sleep." Zhang Ting coaxed, "Just sleep is fine."

Xia Ming felt a strong sense of rejection about going back to Zhang Ting's house, so he shook his head, "No." He refused quickly, without any hesitation.As for his own answer, Zhang Ting seemed to be deflated in an instant. He seemed to see a happily wagging dog's tail drooping in an instant.

Xia Ming didn't get any pleasure from the exchange of positions.Zhang Ting hooked his hand and refused to let it go, "Isn't it love, you should sleep together when you are in love."

Xia Ming tried to pull his arm out, but Zhang Ting held his arm tightly, preventing him from pulling it out.The owner of the barbecue stall was closing the stall, and kept looking at them. He probably felt that it was strange that the two big men were so close.Xia Ming felt a little annoyed by being stared at, "Let go first, falling in love is not like you."

"So what."

"……"how?Xia Ming also couldn't answer, he had never been in a relationship before, so how could he know what it's like to be in a relationship.Xia Ming walked along Zhang Ting's home direction for a while, and Zhang Ting followed him with his arm in his arms.It seemed that he was dragging someone, Zhang Ting's center of gravity was still pressing on him, the scene was a bit funny.

Xia Ming pushed him, "Don't push me away." He pushed Zhang Ting's head, "Are you possessed?" Xia Ming couldn't help asking such a question, Zhang Ting really didn't look like Zhang Ting, especially now that he has cut his hair short, looks more obedient.Zhang Ting is still sticky, completely different from his previous image.He still remembers the scene of Zhang Ting punching him in the face with his fist, but now he doesn't know this Zhang Ting, he's pretending too obediently.

Zhang Ting felt Xia Ming's dislike for him, and he didn't pretend, even seeing that other couples were sticky, he wanted to learn how to be sticky for a while.As a result, he was disgusted and said that he was possessed. "Fuck, did you just get possessed!" Zhang Ting raised his leg and kicked him, "Follow me home and sleep!" He was a little discouraged, even a little out of breath.

Zhang Ting really kicked, it made Xia Ming hurt.But Xia Ming was used to this painful feeling, even if Zhang Ting didn't kick him, he wouldn't recognize Zhang Ting. "No, don't you have a teddy bear, you can sleep with the teddy bear." Xia Ming pressed Zhang Ting's wrist and pulled his hand out, "After passing this traffic light, you will be home, you can go back. "

"I don't want a teddy bear, I want you."

"Let's do it another day." Xia Ming turned his face away, somewhat displeased with Zhang Ting like this.Zhang Ting was acting like a baby, but in the end he was the one who didn't accept it.He doesn't want to accept any of Zhang Ting's tricks, he just wants to escape.

But Zhang Ting was too extreme, "If you don't come back with me, I'll just rush out at the next red light and let the car hit me to death." He said, there were still a few sports cars passing by with the accelerator pedal, Zhang Ting looked at him At a glance, seeing that he didn't respond, he really wanted to rush out, it was really a posture that it didn't matter if he was killed.

Zhang Ting's running speed was so fast that Xia Ming was taken aback. The sound of those sports cars hitting the accelerator was so loud that he couldn't catch Zhang Ting's running figure with his eyes. "Zhang Ting!" He yelled, and it took several steps to pull Zhang Ting back.Putting an arm around his waist, Xia Ming was still in shock when the sports car flew by quickly.

However, Zhang Ting smiled, and took Xia Ming's hand around his waist, "Don't change the day, just today. Look, you are also nervous—"

"You're crazy!" Xia Ming opened his mouth and cursed, yelling at Zhang Ting's face, the voice could be heard clearly by the whole street.Nervousness is instinctive, subconscious.But Zhang Ting actually used this as a bargaining chip to see if he was still nervous.Still smiling playfully, "Are you sick? Your brain hurts if you don't get sick for a day?" Xia Ming let him go, but still couldn't help scolding him.

When Zhang Ting was scolded by Xia Ming like this, it was Xia Ming who scolded him, how could Xia Ming have the right to scold him.But Xia Ming would scold him now, he didn't even feel angry, he just froze, looking at Xia Ming's anger, he was obviously a little at a loss.He opened his mouth, hesitated and didn't know what to say, scratched his head, "But that's how I am." He came up with such an answer.Yes, that's what he is.If you can't get it, you will grab it by force, and if you can't get it by force, you will threaten it.

"Don't you think there's something wrong with you?"

"No problem, aren't you nervous about me?" Zhang Ting asked him back, not feeling anything wrong with him at all.What's more, how could he really let himself die.He just wanted Xia Ming to be nervous about him.

Xia Ming felt unspeakably uncomfortable. He stared at Zhang Ting for a long time, and finally heaved a long sigh. "I'll take you to the door." Xia Ming finally compromised here, "I don't want to sleep with you, you can't force me to sleep with you. At least you can't force each other when you are in love, do you know that?"

"I don't know." Zhang Ting was very honest, "I won't force you, you won't be willing." What you want is robbing, let alone such a Xia Ming who resists him.He didn't understand Xia Ming's words. In his world, there were always only orders and obedience. If you want something, you can fight for it, no matter what means.

"Then you think it through." Xia Ming didn't want to talk to him anymore, "It's useless for you to force me, and it's useless for you to beat me. I won't obey you."

Zhang Ting frowned, of course he knew it was useless to beat Xia Ming.But forcing, he still thinks it is useful, otherwise why would he use Pei Xiaorong to threaten Xia Ming, Xia Ming could fall in love with him.So he felt that there were discrepancies in what Xia Ming said, and he could still relax.He wanted to be pretentious at first, and wanted to force Xia Ming to go home and sleep with him, but Xia Ming had already refused several times, and he lost his mind. "Okay." Zhang Ting reluctantly said, "Then you also want to see me tomorrow, and come out for supper too."

"En." Xia Ming nodded.

Zhang Ting also kept his word this time, and didn't force him to stay anymore.It's just that when Xia Ming sent him home, Xia Ming insisted on kissing him, and he was not allowed to wipe his mouth.Xia Ming thought it was a bit funny, but in order to leave quickly, he leaned over and kissed Zhang Ting. He kissed the corner of Zhang Ting lightly, "Let's go." Xia Ming said.

"Okay, see you tomorrow."

"... See you tomorrow." Xia Ming replied.

Falling in love is so simple, but Zhang Ting doesn't understand.He returned home, seeing the picture of him alone and empty in the house, he felt a sense of loneliness overwhelming him.He didn't feel the joy of falling in love, he was even uncomfortable and at a loss.He still wanted to keep Xia Ming at home, and wanted him to only focus on himself.

Zhang Ting suddenly felt that he had difficulty breathing, as if the sky was about to fall.It's just that Xia Ming is not at home, which makes him feel so uncomfortable every day, so uncomfortable that standing in this house makes him unable to breathe.Zhang Ting waited for a while, then turned around and left the house, maybe it would be better to go to a place with a lot of people, the feeling of being alone at home was too scary for him.

However, no matter how paranoid and uncomfortable he was, he still didn't try to catch Xia Ming back.Zhang Ting also felt that something was wrong with him, how could he not be able to do without Xia Ming.It's never been like this before, he didn't realize how important Xia Ming was to him before.

Xia Ming will only come back if he lets go of Xia Ming.

But it's so uncomfortable.

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