mad dog and loyal dog

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It seems that there is no dislike for Zhang Ting, he is just bored.Just heartbroken.That's all.

Without saying a word, Xia Ming gave Zhang Ting good medicine, put on a new gauze, and tied a small bow. "Okay." Xia Ming said, and he wiped away Zhang Ting's tears with his hand, "Come and eat." He held Zhang Ting's other uninjured hand, and led him to the dining table to sit down.

It was a silent meal, and no one dared to speak, as if they would be executed if they spoke.During the period, Xia Ming also brought food for Zhang Ting a few times, and Zhang Ting ate it obediently. He was obedient the whole time and never lost his temper.He would eat whatever Xia Ming gave him, his eyes were red, and if he didn't understand, he would really think that Zhang Ting was a cute little white rabbit who loved being bullied too much.

After eating, it was Xia Ming who washed the dishes, because Zhang Ting's hand injury was a cut, and he just took medicine and replaced it with new gauze, so it's better not to let him wash the dishes.Miss Xiaorong also took the initiative to collect the dishes, and she wanted to do the washing, but was chased out of the kitchen by Xia Ming.

After washing the dishes, he wanted to come out of the kitchen. Xia Ming was surprised to find that Zhang Ting was sitting with Sister Xiaorong watching TV.The two of them sat there without talking, but Miss Rong handed him a bag of potato chips, and Zhang Ting just sat and ate the potato chips obediently.

It seemed quite harmonious, and Xia Ming didn't bother them.Instead, they stood and watched quietly for a while, but they hadn't been quiet for a long time, and Zhang Ting started arguing with Miss Xiaorong because they didn't know what was going on.

"I hate you, hurry up and give birth to me." Zhang Ting said suddenly, "The pregnant woman you watched on TV only gave birth to a happy family, and you are the only one who is an idiot. She is not as smart as you. She is pregnant. Pregnancy is not aborted."

Miss Xiao Rong probably got poked at a sore spot, picked up the pillow and threw it on Zhang Ting's head, "I'm so annoying, no wonder Xia Ming doesn't like you."

This sentence also just hit Zhang Ting's sore spot, he took the pillow and was about to resist, he put on a fierce look, "Look, I won't smash it—"

Only then did Xia Ming formally come out of the kitchen. He quickly took away Zhang Ting's hand that was going to use the pillow to make trouble with Miss Rong, "Okay, don't make trouble." Xia Ming threw the pillow aside, " Let's go, it's getting late."

Zhang Ting looked up at Xia Ming, the moment Xia Ming met his gaze, he pulled Zhang Ting up and held his hand. "Miss Xiaorong, rest well, and I will go back with Zhang Ting."

"Okay." Sister Xiaorong nodded, "If you have time tomorrow, you can come to eat again. You bought too many vegetables." Just now they brought two big bags when they bought vegetables, which is a whole week's worth, and there are many ingredients. If it is not kept fresh, it will be eaten within two days.

Zhang Tingang wanted to refuse, thinking that Xia Ming should not see Pei Xiaorong too often.But Xia Ming answered her first, "I won't come, come another day, another day." He thought for a while, "I...you take care of yourself."

Miss Xiao Rong was quite surprised that he would say that, she seemed to know what Xia Ming meant.Sister Xiaorong didn't pause for a moment, and didn't let Zhang Ting see the slightest trickery. She nodded with a smile, "Okay, then...see you another day." She said, "You are also seriously injured, take good care of yourself. "

"Okay, I'll come see you again." Xia Ming answered.

Zhang Ting didn't know what they were talking about, it was like playing a charade, but Xia Ming was holding his hand now, so he didn't care about it anymore. "Why do you have to change the day, why are you going tomorrow?" Zhang Ting asked him, "Don't you like Pei Xiaorong very much, I will let you meet her, are you not happy?"

"...I, go to work." Xia Ming replied, but the fact is that since he was lying in the hospital a few days ago, he has been dissatisfied by the owner of Qing Bar. Even if it was introduced by Miss Xiaorong, he disappeared for several days before going to work. , is enough to cause dissatisfaction.

Xia Ming resigned from his job on the phone, and has no other plans for the time being.But he still lied to Zhang Ting, "I'll go back to Qing and go to work, if I don't go to work, I'll be gone."

"Oh." Zhang Ting nodded, "Alright then." Zhang Ting believed it, because Xia Ming was holding his hand now.

But they held hands, and as soon as Zhang Ting went downstairs, he saw Pei Xiaorong's ex-husband squatting there smoking.Maybe it's because he didn't mix well, the clothes looked a little downcast, and his face was sunken, a bit like taking drugs.

But he didn't notice that Zhang Ting came down from upstairs, and Zhang Ting didn't take the initiative to say anything.Xia Ming also didn't notice Miss Xiao Rong's trash ex-husband was there, and just dragged Zhang Ting away quickly.

"Okay, okay, why are you walking so fast?" Zhang Ting was dragged by him to walk, as if he was walking in a race, not very comfortable.

Xia Ming sent Zhang Ting off when he walked downstairs to Zhang Ting's house. The rental house he found for Miss Rong was very close to home, so he walked a few steps and arrived home in less than ten minutes. "Zhang Ting, Miss Xiao Rong is a pregnant woman in labor, you can't hit her with a pillow." Xia Ming still couldn't hold back and said, "She's about to fall, you don't help her, that's fine. But you can't use violence against her .”

Zhang Ting was stunned for a moment, and then he remembered that when Pei Xiaorong hit him with a pillow, he also grabbed the head to fight back.But he didn't want to use violence, "... I didn't use violence, she hit me too, I was playing with her... That's a pillow, it's soft, I... You protect her too much." Zhang Ting listened After hearing Xia Ming's lecture, I was very upset, "I also know that I was wrong when I lost control and attacked you last time, and I have many criminal records, and I like to fight. But you can't just because the one in her stomach is yours." Zhong, your child, you are so nervous and wronged me. I didn't want to use violence, I just couldn't compare to her!"

Zhang Ting still thought that Pei Xiaorong was carrying Xia Ming's child, which made Xia Ming feel a little awkward, "She's carrying my child, don't you mind?" He asked, "You can still talk to her normally , eat at the same table?" Although he had said more than once that the child in Miss Rong's womb was not his, he thought Zhang Ting believed it, so he eased his attitude towards Miss Rong.But now it seems that Zhang Ting did not believe him at all, and the more he thought about it, the more paranoid he became.

"I don't talk to her normally, can I strangle her to death?" Zhang Ting said, his voice was quite aggrieved, "I know you two have some kind of flowers. I made you sleep with a woman. It was me. It's my fault. So now I love the house and don't care about the past, I can let her go when she is pregnant with your child. What do you want from me, what can I do?"

Xia Ming was silent for a while, for some reason, he became more and more silent when facing Zhang Ting.He didn't know whether to exaggerate Ting's greatness, or to scold Zhang Ting for being mentally ill.Zhang Ting actually really loves him, so much that even if someone else is pregnant with his child, he doesn't care about it.He even gets along well with others and can sit and eat together.

Is Zhang Ting still Zhang Ting?

"I'm sick of her. If you didn't like her, I would have strangled her long ago. I don't care if she's pregnant or not. Isn't Pei Xiaorong just as good at jumping? You're so nervous about her, as if you were her." Boyfriend, I'm not." Seeing that Xia Ming was ignoring him, Zhang Ting began to babble and scold him in a low voice, his tone was a bit coquettish and complaining, not fierce at all. "You liked me before. If I didn't like you before, she wouldn't have a chance to get pregnant."

"Enough." Xia Ming couldn't stand it anymore, it seemed that Zhang Ting was really concerned about whether the child in Pei Xiaorong's womb was his own. "I've explained the matter of Miss Rong to you a long time ago. If you really think that the baby in her belly is my child, then there's nothing I can do if you think so." Xia Ming said something very straight. "Besides, you used to wish that I didn't like you. I remember everything you did."

Zhang Ting frowned, and he stretched out his hand to hold Xia Ming's palm.His hands were still wrapped in gauze, and he always felt that he hadn't actually touched Xia Ming's skin, so he changed to holding hands again, and leaned forward.His head was lowered and he did not raise his head.

Xia Ming could only see his head, with neat short hair, very clean and fresh.There is also a straight nose, which looks quite cute.If it wasn't for the gauze on his face, maybe people couldn't help but reach out and touch his white and tender face.Zhang Ting's eyebrows trembled, maybe he was blinking, "I'm just afraid now, do you like her more?"

"No." Xia Ming answered very simply, he has never liked anyone except Zhang Ting.

It's a pity that Zhang Ting didn't believe Xia Ming's answer. He raised his head to look at Xia Ming, and then met his gaze, "Really?" His eyes still looked innocent, "But I hurt you like this, We also often fight and quarrel. It’s normal if you like others more.” This may be Zhang Ting’s most rational time, he understands everything, and even knows his own faults.

He used to stand high in front of Xia Ming, treating Xia Ming like a dog.But now, he seems to be awake.

In the face of love, there will be no one who is superior, and whoever is humbler than others will love more deeply.In the past, Zhang Ting was able to stand tall, all thanks to Xia Ming's humble hand.

"I was beaten less by you." Xia Ming shrugged, "I don't care." He never once blamed Zhang Ting for his physical injuries. "I don't like Miss Xiaorong that much either. I'm friends with her."

"Oh." Zhang Ting didn't seem to hear a word, his head was in a mess.

When he reached the downstairs of Zhang Ting's house, Xia Ming was about to pull out his hand and let Zhang Ting go up by himself.He thought that if he pulled out his hand, Zhang Ting would definitely pull his hand and refuse to let it go, but this time his hand was unexpectedly easy to pull, Zhang Ting was stupid, and he didn't respond to being pushed for two steps.

"Go home quickly, I'm leaving." Xia Ming urged.

Zhang Ting just let himself go for a while. Recently, he seems to often let go of himself. For no reason, he will suddenly cut off all connections with the outside world. Even his voice and sight are blocked.This time, Xia Ming touched his head before he realized, "Ah." His out-of-focus vision came back to light, "Are you leaving?"

"Well, let's go."

Zhang Ting pursed his lips, very unhappy.He didn't know when Xia Ming opened such a big distance from him, he clearly remembered that he was still holding Xia Ming's arm just a second ago, why suddenly Xia Ming stood so far away from him.Zhang Ting was still in a daze, with grievances already on his face, "I just want to ask, you didn't want to be with me voluntarily, so it's not voluntary now, will it be voluntary in the future?"

Such a complicated question.

"I don't know." Xia Ming said, "I don't want to."

"Oh." Zhang Ting took a step back and took the initiative to distance himself from Xia Ming. "I see, can I pick you up from get off work tomorrow?" Zhang Ting thought for a while, "If you want, even if it's later, if Pei Xiaorong doesn't sleep, you can have supper with her."

"...Let's talk about it later." Xia Ming replied, shrugging.

Xia Ming didn't seem to promise him any more, even if it was just a small matter like 'can I pick him up from get off work tomorrow'.Realizing this, Zhang Ting took a deep breath, holding back all the sadness and sadness in his stomach.It's hard to describe this feeling, he could clearly feel Xia Ming's 'dislike' and 'dislike' towards him.Xia Ming didn't even think about whether he would voluntarily be with him in the future.

So Zhang Ting has reason to think so.

Xia Ming must like Pei Xiaorong more.

"I really hate Pei Xiaorong, I wish she would die." Zhang Ting said this angrily, a bit like a child.He didn't take it seriously himself, nor would he want Xia Ming to take it seriously.He just said, "I will listen to you, why can't you like me more?"

Zhang Ting wanted to get a response, so he carefully looked into Xia Ming's eyes, but Xia Ming's cold stare came in exchange.Unprepared, Zhang Ting's heart stopped for a second.

From the passionate love, you can feel his overflowing love from the eyes.Seeing the coldness of sight, the endless sense of defense and distance. "...I'm sorry, I won't talk anymore." Zhang Ting took the initiative to apologize, "I, I'm going back."

He doesn't love me anymore.

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