mad dog and loyal dog

【96】

Zhang Ting was in a coma for nearly two weeks. When he woke up, he saw Xia Ming sitting there peeling apples.He probably didn't peel it very smoothly, a good apple was pitted by him.

Zhang Ting didn't make a sound, to be precise, he couldn't make a sound.After he woke up, he lay there quietly, blinking and staring at Xia Ming in a daze.He originally wanted to move, but he felt pain when he moved his fingers, and every part of his body was extremely uncomfortable.

Xia Ming couldn't bear to peel the apples. Seeing that he was too ugly, he threw the apples into the trash can.He was stared at by Zhang Ting for a long time without knowing it. He raised his head to look at Zhang Ting and exchanged glances with him before reacting.

"Are you awake?" Xia Ming didn't react much, "I'll call the doctor."

Zhang Ting didn't move, just watched him run in and out.Zhang Ting was checked by the doctors for a long time, and he spoke a foreign language, but Zhang Ting didn't understand a word.

Zhang Ting couldn't say anything, and when he opened his mouth, he felt a lump of blood in his throat, a sticky smell of blood.Moreover, his voice was very hoarse, he was babbling like a dumb man and couldn't make a normal sound, "..." Zhang Ting raised his hand with difficulty, and he touched his throat with some doubts.

"After a while of training, you will be able to talk." Xia Ming took his hand off, "Don't move, do you want to eat, I'll bring you some porridge."

Zhang Ting lay back, he didn't know why he always felt that Xia Ming's eyes were red, and he didn't know if it was his illusion.

Xia Ming went out for half an hour, and when he came back, he seemed to be in better condition than before.Holding the thermos in his hand, he pulled up a chair and sat beside Zhang Ting's bed.He didn't say anything to Zhang Ting, he just opened the thermos by himself, took out a bowl, and even blew it, as if he wanted to feed Zhang Ting.

Zhang Ting frowned, raised his hand to stop him.He wanted to take the spoon in Xia Ming's hand and eat it by himself.

But Xia Ming was very stubborn, "I'll feed you, don't move."

What kind of hospitality, you have a boyfriend and still feed me.This sentence popped up in Zhang Ting's heart, it was sour.But the body was very honest, and he took his hand back, "Ah—" He still opened his mouth and waited for the feed, he was really hungry.

The very minced meat porridge tastes very good.Zhang Ting was really hungry, he ate very fast, Xia Ming's feeding speed was still a bit behind him. "Eat slowly, no one will grab you." Xia Ming felt helpless.

Zhang Ting's eyes dodged after being told, he subconsciously thought that Xia Ming was scolding him.Xia Ming didn't expect him to have such a reaction. The hand feeding the porridge was stunned, "It's okay, I'm afraid it won't work if you choke, so eat slowly."

Zhang Ting took a look at him and confirmed that Xia Ming was not scolding him before continuing to accept feeding.A bowl of porridge soon bottomed out, and Zhang Ting wanted to eat a second bowl, so he pointed to the thermos.But Xia Ming moved the thermos away, "The doctor said you can't eat too much, one bowl is enough."

"...yao, yes!" Zhang Ting struggled to speak, he felt that his words were more funny than Xia Tiantian who had just learned to speak, so he blushed instantly.

Xia Ming didn't listen to him, "No."

Xia Ming didn't even give him a bowl of porridge, Zhang Ting thought, a little angry.But he really hurts too much, otherwise he will definitely rebel.He pursed his mouth and was full of displeasure, looking like he was having fun.

Xia Ming didn't know why, so he reached out and rubbed Zhang Ting's face with the back of his hand.It was lukewarm and just had no meat at all.But Zhang Ting is still alive, and still loses his temper.Xia Ming felt unprecedented peace of mind, "I'll give you another bowl slowly." He said to Zhang Ting, "Don't lose your temper, I'm just afraid that your body won't be able to bear it."

Zhang Ting's expression was very rich, "You...cough cough, Yafu—" Fuck, I really couldn't say anything, "Here, the phone." He wanted the phone to communicate with Xia Ming by typing.

It's a pity that Xia Ming didn't like what he wanted, he just stretched out his hand to stroke Zhang Ting's fallen hair.His movements were very gentle, making Zhang Ting a little at a loss.Zhang Ting didn't get used to Xia Ming's attitude towards him, so he hid Xia Ming's hand back.

"It's okay, Yafu is going back with his brother." Seeing that Zhang Ting was avoiding him, Xia Ming simply sat down beside his bed, "I guess it will be difficult to meet each other in the future. It was also posted on the software, and millions of people knew what I looked like, so they crusaded me and abducted Yafu." Xia Ming explained to Zhang Ting, "But it was a misunderstanding when Yafu sent the video. Okay. After you got shot... shot, the police came, and it was his brother who called the police."

Zhang Ting thought for a while, and wanted to say something.Xia Ming put his hand in front of his mouth, "I'll explain to you bit by bit now, don't talk. I won't talk to you if you talk."

"..." Zhang Ting could only nod his head to express that he would stop talking.

"I don't know what's going on with Yan Xie, but you haven't seen anyone else since you were hospitalized for a week." Seeing that Zhang Ting was shot, Xia Ming was so anxious that his eyes turned red. He didn't have time to take care of Yan Xie.He didn't even turn his head to look at them, and ran out holding Zhang Ting. Fortunately, the police just came, and Zhang Ting was rescued immediately.He was just unconscious all the time, and two critical illness notices were issued on the night of the operation.

Xia Ming thought Zhang Tingren was going to disappear.

"Anyway, you're alive now, take good care of yourself." Xia Ming sighed, he didn't know what he thought of, and his eyes turned red instantly. "I... I separated from Yafu. Then, I also know that you put Xia Tiantian at He Lin's place." Xia Ming rubbed his eyes, "When you are well, we will go back and pick Tiantian home. "

Zhang Ting blinked, but he didn't understand what Xia Ming meant.He was extremely anxious, but he couldn't speak, "You, don't, me." Zhang Ting said in a hoarse voice, trying very hard.There was still a bit of indescribable grievance on the expression, "I die, die—" I couldn't make a sound.

"You are not allowed to die." Xia Ming took a deep breath and gave Zhang Ting a hard time, "Shut up, you are not allowed to die." Zhang Ting didn't even know that when he heard the doctor come out of the operating room twice to tell The thing that Zhang Ting couldn't survive was that he was so frightened that he couldn't stand his legs, and wanted to kneel down to the doctor directly.He was terrified. If something happened to Zhang Ting, he felt that he would not be able to survive.To be honest, he is not afraid of anything, Zhang Ting can do without him, or abandon him, but Zhang Ting can't die.

Xia Ming was still wondering if it was because he had hurt Zhang Ting in the past when he saved Zhang Ting, otherwise Yan Xie's two shots would not have been aimed at him, and Zhang Ting would not have been shot for him.But if he doesn't go there, what if Zhang Ting is really sold out? What if Zhang Ting is killed.Those were not the results he wanted to see. In any case, seeing Zhang Ting injured was not something that made him feel refreshed.

This time he was still very annoyed after beating Zhang Ting, Xia Ming walked around in the ward a little agitatedly.

Zhang Ting tilted his head to look at him, for some reason he found Xia Ming's reaction a little funny.He just woke up not long ago, and after eating something and talking to Xia Ming, he was tired. Zhang Ting yawned and adjusted his sleeping position.Dazed and about to close his eyes, there was an illusion that Xia Ming would always be here, Zhang Ting wanted to sleep.

Xia Ming turned his head and saw Zhang Ting closed his eyes, then walked back to Zhang Ting's side with a sullen face and covered him with a quilt. "Zhang Ting." He called out, "Zhang Ting?" He called him in a low voice.

"Huh?" Zhang Ting narrowed his eyes and glanced at Xia Ming.

Xia Ming stretched out his hand and gently pinched Zhang Ting's palm. He thought for a long time, "The thing between me and you before will be written off." He squeezed Zhang Ting's palm, but Zhang Ting's hand didn't feel the slightest bit. I don't know why this arm is always cold to the touch.

Zhang Ting's eyes suddenly widened. What Xia Ming said was ambiguous, so his first reaction was, "No, me?" He knew that even if Xia Ming got shot twice, he didn't want him.Zhang Ting's breathing gradually increased, and he felt uncomfortable all over.It turned out that no matter what he did, Xia Ming still wouldn't love himself a little bit.

He wants to write himself off.

"No, I mean, you don't owe me anything, we'll cancel all the previous messes." Seeing that Zhang Ting's breathing was not submissive, Xia Ming followed his chest, "breathe," he told Zhang Ting to relax, "Okay, exhale. Don't get excited, just listen to me." Xia Ming was quite helpless, he was afraid that Zhang Ting would disappear, and he was also afraid that Zhang Ting would restrain himself again after being with Zhang Ting. "I don't hate you, Zhang Ting, I never hated you. I hope you are well, and only if you are well, maybe I will consider getting along with you in the future, you know?" He said, "Me too, I also have Wrong place." When he met Zhang Ting and left with the USB flash drive, he was very angry.Fortunately, Yafu persuaded him to save Zhang Ting first, and he gradually calmed down.He was afraid, quite afraid, and felt that he had not done well in this matter, if he hadn't listened to Yafu's advice and rushed to Zhang Ting's place, what would have happened?

"I'm really wrong." Xia Ming repeated after thinking about it.

Zhang Ting blinked his eyes, he took a moment to shake Xia Ming's hand back, but his fingers couldn't work hard, and his shoulder hurt when he moved it.Xia Ming could only hold it like this, but he couldn't respond.He didn't know what the other party was when Xia Ming said he was 'wrong', "na, that's not right." The few words he said were completely inaudible, and the interrogative sentences turned into declarative sentences, which seemed to be out of tune. He wondered if Xia Ming could understand.

Xia Ming looked at him for a while, then stretched out his hand to stroke his long hair again, with gentle movements and eyes.He probably didn't understand what Zhang Ting asked, "Get well soon," he said.Only now did Xia Ming realize that only by protecting Zhang Ting's life and seeing him healthy and healthy can he feel at ease.

He wanted to be free, but he was afraid that Zhang Ting would stop chasing him.

More than two years, it will be three years.He indulged Zhang Ting to run behind him, watching the big change in his attitude towards himself.It's impossible for Xia Ming not to see it, and he even tacitly let Xia Tiantian call him 'mother'.It may be that the feeling of being chased by Zhang Ting has never been felt before, which makes him feel extremely novel. This way of getting along makes him feel comfortable, so he always ignores Zhang Ting's feelings for him, just like Zhang Ting ignored his own feelings back then.To be loved is to be confident, but it turned out to be wrong, and the problem is still there.It's just that the position is reversed, and nothing has changed.

"We should start over, shouldn't we?" Xia Ming asked Zhang Ting, he couldn't think of this either.Whether it was getting angry with Zhang Ting, having a cold war, or falling in love with Yafu, he didn't seem to be very happy. "I should..." I should really take a good look at this little lunatic, Xia Ming thought.

"Yeah." Zhang Ting moved his lips and smiled at him, "I'm trying my best. ' Just said it in a very low voice, but the sound couldn't come out, and Zhang Ting didn't know if Xia Ming heard it.

He wants to get well soon, run to Xia Ming's side with all his strength, love him, respect him, and give him everything he wants.I hope that Xia Ming has himself by his side, his requirements are not high, now I just hope that Xia Ming loves himself a little bit, then he will be satisfied.

The wish is very small, I just want Xia Ming to like him a little bit.