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(Yueyu Russian article)

Since that incident, I have lost everything.I really don’t want to go to that school where there is only pain. Every day, I am surrounded by a group of people who don’t smile. No one treats me sincerely. It's gone.

When I came to the classroom, there were supposed to be seats for people, but now there was no one there, and there was only the vague figure in my memory.

Finally one day, I - began to indulge myself.

After class this afternoon, another girl came to me.I gave her a cold look. Originally, I planned to leave like this, but as soon as I turned around, the girl grabbed my hand.

"Hey, Yu'er, I heard that you have been going to hotels with different boys or girls recently. And people who have been with you say that your skills are very good."

"Then what do you want?" Actually, I didn't plan to pay attention to this girl, because her appearance couldn't catch my eyes at all, she was just a woman with heavy makeup.That's right, that's how it should have been.

"I also want to try your technique once."

"Okay." Originally, it should be rejected, just because of indulgence.What an irony!

The girl and I came to the hotel where I usually come to, and when we came to the front desk, the waiter gave me a bunch of keys.Hmph, it seems that even the staff knows what I'm here for.

"Thank you." I still politely thanked the waiter.Then we got into the elevator.

The elevator today is somehow very quiet, so quiet that I can hear everyone's breathing, and at the same time, I also noticed that the woman next to me has begun to be unable to hold it anymore.I glanced at it, and felt a bit of an urge to leave. I don’t know why I always feel disgusted. I remembered that I kept taking a bath every time I finished, and wanted to wash the body full of desire thoroughly, but no matter what No matter how you wash it, how you wipe it, the nauseous smell still remains there.And the more I tried to cover one desire with another, the heavier the smell became.

Just when I resented myself, I suddenly saw a familiar figure in the corner out of the corner of my eyes.I was stunned.

Impossible, impossible, how could he be here?I completely turned my eyes to that corner, but because the elevator was too crowded, and his figure was also submerged in the crowd, that kind of looming figure made the desire that had been sealed in my body for a long time burst out, but the only thing I had left was Will tells me he can't be here.

"Ding dong." The elevator stopped, and I looked up at the number - 12, which is the floor I want to go to.Then I pulled the woman next to me out of the elevator.After we walked a few steps, I heard a familiar voice from the elevator.

"Excuse me, please let me go." The moment I heard this voice, the blood in my whole body froze, and my feet stopped in place. I turned my head in surprise, but nothing came out of the elevator.And just like that, my hopes were once again dashed.

That's right, he can't be here, everything he sees, hears, and feels is just an illusion.

After I figured it out, I pulled the girl next to me and walked towards the room.

As soon as I entered the room, I pressed the girl on the door, took off my belt, tied her hands, and then covered her mouth with one hand. Without any prelude, without any comfort, I quickly put that girl The girl took off her clothes and went in like this.I know that the girl will be in pain, I know she is struggling in pain, but at this time, my sensibility has replaced my rationality, and she is now like my vent, just bear me, no need to express anything Emotion, if you can, it doesn't matter even the gasp.

After I finished, I looked at the girl on the bed, and I can only use one word to describe it, it was horrible.At this time, I slowly regained my senses. Although I still apologized for my behavior, I didn't have much sympathy.Maybe I have become a cold-blooded animal, no love, no emotion, only the cold heart.

After my so-called reflection, I put on my clothes and left the disgusting room.I started to walk on the bustling and bustling streets, walking forward without purpose and direction.

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