my brother is disabled

The space became quiet again, and the sound of each other's breathing was very clear.

Liu Yan looked at him, there seemed to be nothing in his eyes, but it seemed that there were too many things that were about to overflow.

Liu Ye looked a little uncomfortable, and opened his mouth to ask something.

But Liu Yan took the lead: "What are you doing back?" The voice was not flat, but it was full of questioning: "Shouldn't you go back to your Baimu's house, or the wealthy Su's house? Such a small house, how can I take care of you."

Liu Ye felt his head start to ache again from being coaxed, yes, what did he come back for, although he knew he would ask, but he was overwhelmed by the estranged tone in the words that you should not come back, you don't belong here .

Liu Ye paused for a moment, and said, "I'm sorry...I...I'm leaving right away."

It seemed that in order to prove the authenticity of what he said, he stepped on the ruins on the ground and found something in the cabinet.But in fact, he didn't have anything to take at all, and even if there was, it should be in the pile on the ground.

Taking a few things casually, Liu Ye didn't even know what he was taking, so he stood there awkwardly, without moving.

Liu Yan looked at him sideways: "Is it finished?"

Liu Ye nodded and said with a dry voice, "Yes."

Then calm down again.

After taking the things, he should have left, but Liu Ye didn't know what to do. He was used to Liu Yan's orders since he was a child, and now he habitually feels that Liu Yan should give orders and act alone.

But Liu Yan didn't speak, so he couldn't move.

Liu Ye didn't know what Liu Yan meant. If he wanted to leave by himself, why didn't he tell him to leave? If he didn't want to leave by himself... Heh... How could there be such an if.

Liu Ye felt that if he continued to keep it shamelessly like this, it would only annoy Liu Yan even more, so he moved with exhausted steps, wanting to speak and leave.

But Liu Yan snatched the words again: "You are so far away from me, do you think I won't accompany you?"

"Of course not!" Liu Ye subconsciously denied.

How could it be...how could it be that you are not worthy of my approach...I'm just afraid...I'm afraid I'll dirty you...

Looking at Liu Yan who seemed to be saying, since it's not, why not get closer, Liu Ye took a deep breath and stepped forward, approaching Liu Yan, desperately suppressing his hands, afraid that if he took it lightly, he would respond involuntarily. It was like coming to this home, uncontrollably embracing the beloved boy in front of him.

"Is it cool?" Liu Yan asked while pinching a love letter to Liu Ye.

"What?" Liu Yan's voice was too low, Liu Ye couldn't hear clearly, and his head was swollen.Asked without knowing why.

However, this action annoyed Liu Yan, and he pulled Liu Ye onto the bed: "In such a hurry to go back, are the people from Baimu's family waiting for you, or Su Heran is still waiting for you on the bed?!"

Being bumped into the painful waist, Liu Ye cried out in pain, but then laughed again, whether it is Baimu's family or Su Heran, who is more important than you, but in your heart, I am another what is it...

"Are you kidding...how is it possible...what am I...ah!"

Liu Yan slapped Liu Ye on the face: "Aren't you so cheap that you are worse than a dog! You took the initiative to run to Su Heran's place, and ran back with traces! You are afraid of the secret that you are an intersex person , People all over the world don’t know if it’s true! Seeing that other people have money, they throw themselves into their arms, right? Did you receive any money?! Ah! Are you short of a man? Isn’t it me that you are short of a man! Have you been in front of your doll all the time? Every time you wrapped around my waist, you kept talking about not enough! Drooling so much that you almost knocked off the roof! Okay, I will satisfy you!"

As he spoke, he began to tear at the clothes of Liu Ye, who had no strength to resist him, who was like a doll.

The shirt was quickly torn off, and the marks all over his body made Liu Yan want to kill someone, and he slapped Liu Ye immediately: "Didn't you say you liked me before! I thought you were so loyal, but I didn't expect you to be cold You can't wait to go out and find a man in a few days, can you! I'll let you find it!"

He tore off Liu Ye's belt and fumbled inside his trousers.

But Liu Ye was still defending himself: "No, no, senior Su... no... Yan Yan... no... no."

"Why...is Su Heran's technique so good? So good that you don't even want mine, is it!" Liu Yan found Liu Ye's unique little mouth with more force, and inserted it recklessly and cruelly.

The dry tunnel was ruthlessly penetrated to the end, Liu Ye's painful fingers were about to convulse, his body was bent into the shape of a shrimp ball, his face was so pale that he seemed to have died.

it hurts……

After a while, a few traces of red liquid slowly overflowed from the inside due to scratches from the nails.

Liu Yan looked there, a little stunned...except for blood...I didn't feel anything. I pulled down Liu Ye's pants and looked at the place carefully. There was no sign of redness or swelling, not even the small hole in the back. trace.

Liu Yan was crazy, and in disbelief, he stretched two fingers in and opened it on both sides, and looked inside carefully, no... really no.

Su Heran did not make it to the end...

Unable to put down Liu Ye was lifted to the numb leg.Liu Yan looked at Liu Ye's face with a broken expression, there was always a slight smile on that face, he would treat everyone gently, he would gently call himself to get up to eat, and he would feel wronged because of his treatment Yes, I am afraid that what I see will secretly shed tears.

But at this moment, she was pale as if lifeless, her eyes were empty, not even a teardrop.

Liu Yan suddenly felt regretful.

Just now Fang Jie told himself about her and Su Heran's plan, and he felt his head was about to explode if they wanted to treat Liu Ye like that.The originally forced smile collapsed in an instant.Even Fang Jie, who he thought he liked so much, leaned over to kiss him, just because he was thinking of Liu Ye, and didn't even care about her movements.

When he realized it, he didn't even pursue Fang Jie's actions. He pushed Fang Jie away and ran to Su Heran's house, but was told that Liu Ye had already returned home.When he hurried home, he still didn't see that person.

He was worried that the idiot was running around with the traces of that body, and would be caught by the bad guys and treated that way.Thinking of how important he is to him, how important he is to him, so important that he even feels that he broke his leg just to meet him, it's all worth it.He even thought about spending a lifetime with Liu Ye.

Even planned their whole life.

Yes, not only Liu Ye is planning, hoping that the two can be together well, he Liu Yan also thinks that they will be happy and live a happy life together.

Hope is so great that when it is shattered, you will be so angry, so disappointed, so sad, and have nowhere to vent.

So when he knew, his Liu Ye, the Liu Ye who would appear in front of him as soon as he yelled since childhood.Being touched by others, but he can't do anything about it.

He didn't want to do anything to Liu Ye, not at all.

The reason why he did this was entirely because he hated himself, why, why he was so incompetent, why he was such a useless cripple.

There was no place to express his anger, so he could only think of Liu Ye, who was so obedient and patient, no matter how much he went too far, he would not resist.The only one to vent to is him, that's why I treat him like that again and again.

Liu Yan knew that this was wrong, and while punishing Liu Ye, his heart would also ache.He is so bad, even if it hurts, he doesn't want to suffer alone, he wants Liu Ye, and he only wants Liu Ye to be with him in pain...

But looking at that face, that face that he has possessed domineeringly for so many years, and he is unwilling to let go at all.Liu Yan supported his body with his hands and moved away.Sit back in the wheelchair.

He lowered his head in frustration.

Feeling the relaxed body, Liu Ye smiled, and a tear fell down: "Yanyan, please allow me to call you that, because there may be no chance in the future." He looked at the ceiling with empty eyes.

Liu Yan didn't speak.

"I know, you have always hated me. Hate that I can walk, hate that I have good grades, hate that I killed grandpa, hate that I stole the love of my parents, hate that I... hate that I stole Fang Jie. ",

"I also know, because you have such a perverted brother like me, you are very helpless... Even though you are a straight man, you will still be pestered by me to love you, time and time again, but there is no way... I am so cheap ...so cheap that I even look down on myself..."

"Don't say any more." Liu Yan raised his eyes with thick dark circles. In fact, he didn't sleep all night last night, and there were tears in his eyes.

But Liu Ye didn't look at him, and didn't seem to hear: "I really like you... As for this body... I'm only willing to give it to you... Whether others hate it or like it... I am I just want to give it to you...does it bother you to say this...to be liked by someone like me...to be recognized by someone like me...it must be disgusting...

"By the way, your leg... is my responsibility... I will definitely be responsible... If your leg can't be cured, I will cut off mine too... Will you be able to balance? A bit...but not until 8 months later...because there are still 8 months...my body is mine alone...

"This face that makes you sick of seeing it... it will never appear in front of your eyes again... you will be very happy... you won't worry about me, a pervert, pestering you... It's okay to say I'm really sorry... for bothering me for so many years..."

Liu Ye stood up, picked up his clothes and put them on. He didn't look at Liu Yan, who was streaming down his face, and didn't dare to look at him. He stood up and walked. He planned to stop talking, but when he reached the door, he couldn't help it He stopped in his tracks: "This time... I really want to say goodbye..."

Liu Yan was startled when he heard his words.

But Liu Ye couldn't see it, he just touched his stomach in despair: "I wish you and Fang Jie happiness... It's really time to say goodbye... Yanyan..."

After speaking, he opened the door and left without looking back.

The white clothes were gilded by the sun, and Liu Ye squinted his eyes.

Is it already dusk... Wasn't it still morning just now...

And Liu Yan didn't have the courage to see him, let alone stand up and keep him.

He just held his head in his hands, curled up in the wheelchair, and cried like an abandoned child.

I just feel cold all over, and the familiar smell is gone...

I only repeat Liu Ye's sentence in my head: I really want to say goodbye this time... really... really want to say goodbye... this time... it's real... really...

Even rolled out of the wheelchair in embarrassment, fell to the ground and hit his head, but it was still crying like a child.

The hair was sticking to the skin with sweat, and even twitched in pain.

His right hand was clutching his left chest tightly, as if the heart inside had been injured, festered, and stabbed so painfully that he was about to die.

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"I knew you would come back." With a playful smile, Bai Muyan played with the pen in his hand, looking at the boy standing in front of him with disheveled hair and clothes that didn't fit at all.His eyes were full of pride.

The deep eyes looked around, guessing what happened to this young man.

"I hope you will keep your promise." Liu Ye said lightly, now there is nothing that can make him have big feelings.

The moment he left Yanyan, his heart was already dead.

Bai Muyan stood up, walked to Liu Yan, gently stroked Liu Ye's shoulder, and said with a smile: "My promise will be fulfilled."

"That's good." Bai Muyan's actions reminded Liu Ye of Su Heran, and he took a step back to avoid his actions.

Bai Muyan looked at the slender white palm that was neglected, his eyes moved, and his voice became cold: "Housekeeper, take him to the room and take a bath by the way, and ask Dr. Jiang to take a look at his body." After speaking, he sat back on the chair , with cloudy eyes.

"Yes."

The butler pointed out the door: "Master, please."

Liu Ye was taken aback for a moment, had the address changed so quickly?

Then followed the butler's footsteps and walked in what seemed to be an endless corridor.The paintings and vases next to him are worth a lot at first glance, but he has no time to worry about them. He is so tired. He saw Fang Jie and Yan...Liu Yan in the morning, followed by the endless walk, and the conversations and actions with him.

It has already made him physically and mentally exhausted to the point of fainting. He never knew that his body was so powerful.

Now he just wants to have a good sleep, and when he wakes up, there are still many things waiting for him.

To help Baimuyan get property, he had to carefully protect his stomach, and even thought about what he was going to do after he left here after helping Baimuyan.

There is no way to go to school, and I have to find a job, at least to support Xiao Yanyan.

The long eyelashes fluttered gently, and the pressure of life hit him hard.

Although the butler at the side walked quietly behind him, he could tell that this young man was different from last time.At that time, he was beautiful and cute, looking around with wide open eyes, full of curiosity.

The breath of youth spread around him.

But at this time, he was not only in appearance, but also had wounds on his face, or old and new marks on his neck.The things in those eyes have also changed. They were supposed to be bright and agile, but now they are dull, just like those people at the bottom of society, because of the long-term huge life pressure, they are dull and lifeless.

I can't help feeling sorry in my heart, obviously it's not been a long time, but it has become like this.He still remembers the appearance and figure of this young man who decided to leave at that time.

What happened to bring him back to this place.

In what state of mind...

Looking at the young man's eyes, he unconsciously became tender and compassionate.

As long as Liu Ye raised his head, he could see the housekeeper's different expression, but he really had no time to worry, he was so tired and wanted to sleep.

"This is the bathroom, master, do you want to take a shower?" the butler bent over and asked.

"Yeah." Gently agreed, without looking at him, just stepped into the bathroom.

Lying in the warm water, Liu Ye only felt that his pores became more comfortable.But in my heart, the pain like twisting still didn't dissipate.

Closing his eyes, Yan Yan's face appeared unconsciously, the face he loved for so many years, from now on... can't touch it...

There are no more tears in the eyes, but the heart still hurts, the pain is almost unbearable.

Unconsciously wanting to find spiritual support, I put my hands on my stomach.

You won't leave me right, I only have you now, you can't leave me, if you leave me, I have to die, understand...

He had never been a mother or father before, and Liu Ye didn't know what other parents felt like, he just felt that his heart was full.

With the child in his belly, he has the courage to leave Yanyan and live alone.

The smooth belly still has no bulge, and the fair skin does not see a single pore.Liu Ye just rubbed it like that, stroking gently, the slippery touch made him feel very comfortable.

In fact, I should be very strong. I used to think that I would die if I left Yanyan, but now I am so calm, looking at my smooth belly.

It's the strength you gave me... I'm looking forward to your birth, I'm looking forward to calling you daddy with your swollen little palm. If you don't know how to call me daddy, you can actually call me mom. It doesn't matter what you call yourself. With you Truly a gift from God to me.

There was even a loving smile on Liu Ye's face.

The movements of the hands remain unchanged.Warm as if she really is a mother.

For you... I will persevere, I will be strong, I will be strong to teach you a lot of knowledge, and I will send you to the best school, I will work hard to ensure the quality of your studies , can't be like me, drop out of school before finishing high school.

Thinking of my teachers, all of them have expectations, hoping that I will be admitted to Tsinghua University, Peking University, and eager to serve the motherland.I can only lower my eyelids and say sorry silently, I have let you down...

I have Xiao Yanyan, I can never destroy him, he is the only thing Yanyan left me...

Didn't it mean that the last time I called Yanyan...why I still can't help calling shamelessly...

In fact... there is nothing to blame yourself, even if you yell, no one will care, right... Maybe Yanyan didn't listen to him at all, maybe Yanyan was thinking of Fang Jie in his heart at that time, I didn't even notice that I might as well...

Smiling helplessly, she wiped off the water and wrapped herself in a bathrobe.

It was already dark outside, far away from the urban area, and even the stars could be seen. On the smooth walls of the room, there were a few beautiful paintings and calligraphy. Even if you just took a quick glance, you would know that they were worth a lot.There are books on the large bookshelf, an hourglass for decoration, and a hanging clock swinging back and forth by the head of the bed. A long pendant hangs down, and as it swings, it draws circles in the sand pile below.

How can a lowly and filthy person like myself deserve to live in such a beautiful house...

Suddenly realizing that he was belittling himself unconsciously, Liu Ye sat on the big bed with a black quilt, and subconsciously stretched out his hand to touch his belly. Now this action has become a habit.

Stop thinking like that, be strong, you are a father, if you are so humble, your child will be like you, so you have to be human, and you can’t teach your child badly.

He was about to throw off the quilt to sleep, but was stunned again.

Such a soft touch, such a big bed, and the quilt is so neatly folded.Let him sleep in and make a mess, I really can't bear to do it.Gritting his teeth, cherishing it too much, he was the only one who suffered, pulled the quilt away, and lay down in it.

The pillow seemed to have a scent, which was very soothing. Liu Ye rubbed his face and quickly fell asleep.

He was so tired that he didn't even dream.

But the hand, as if protecting his own treasure, was attached to his belly.

Perhaps just as Liu Ye himself said, after leaving Liu Yan, he really has almost no love in his life.It is the child in the womb that gives him responsibility, thoughts, and hope.

Therefore, he will never allow the child to have any mistakes.

Downstairs, there are security guards patrolling back and forth, protecting the huge yard with almost no dead ends.

The big trees are rustling by the wind, and the flowers that don't know where, or the fragrance of flowers spread all over the area with the thermal movement of molecules.

The lights in the building were almost all turned off, except for one room that was still on.

"Mr. Housekeeper, Master Yan is looking for you." The maid who just came out of Baimuyan's room blushed slightly, as if she had seen something embarrassing.

The butler stopped what he was doing, smiled and said, "Got it."

The maid's face turned even redder, and she walked away shyly.

Although Mr. Housekeeper is not young after several years, his smile is really unforgettable. It is so beautiful that people want to kiss it...

The butler made a cup of hand-ground coffee.

Young Master Yan has to stay up late almost every night. For such a large family business, Young Master Yan is working hard alone. People outside are staring at this yard eagerly.

And the young master who just came back probably doesn't know anything.

The rules of survival in the upper class are so cruel, and what kind of hard work and management talent Master Yan relied on to stabilize so many people who looked at him with malicious eyes by himself.

When he walked to the door of Young Master Yan, a beautiful boy covered in cockroaches suddenly emerged from the inside, almost knocked over the coffee in the butler's hand, and bumped into him by accident, the boy blushed in shame immediately, and went to the opposite room run away.

Sighing, the butler walked into the room without changing his expression.

When the coffee is put down, the cup and the plate collide with each other, producing a small and crisp sound.

Looking at the neatly dressed man with his forehead propped on his hand, the housekeeper couldn't hold back his concern and said, "Master Yan...is there still no response..."

The man didn't reply, but just looked calmly at the white liquid ejaculated by the boy just now.

The housekeeper didn't dare to speak anymore, yes, no matter how majestic he was in front of others, how many women he was secretly in love with, or how successful he was in his career.Master Yan has a secret that no one knows except the two of them.

That is an unspeakable disease - not lifting.

No matter what kind of woman it is, or how good-looking and mighty a man is, it can't arouse the slightest bit of sexual interest in him.There...for so many years, it has never been raised.

The aroma of coffee circulated in the room richly, even overshadowing the scent of flowers that had been occupying the entire room just now.

The housekeeper knew that the calmer he looked on the surface, the more irritable Young Master Yan would be in his heart. This is a survival skill that he has learned in society for so many years.In times of danger, you can calm down and think rationally at any time.

Su Heran, who was educated by the capitalists, also tried hard to practice, but compared with Bai Muyan, he was like a carpenter who had just learned to hold a saw, and he was different from Lu Ban.It is also like a little lion that just came out of its mother's womb, the difference from the lion king.

"Go get the information." In the end, it was Bai Muyan who spoke.

The housekeeper was stunned, thinking about the information for a while, and then suddenly realized that the only thing that worries Master Yan now is the property of Baimu's family: "Yes."

He took the information from the shelf and handed it to Baimuyan.

After receiving the information, Bai Muyan flipped through it casually, and looked at the butler: "Is Liu Ye asleep?"

Surprised by this question, why did he suddenly ask this question: "I don't know, but the young master just entered the bathroom just now, and he should not be asleep yet."

"En." Picking up the documents, she stood up and prepared to leave the room.

"Master Yan." The butler seemed worried and said, "Are you going to teach that young master how to negotiate with people from other families?"

Turning his head and raising his eyebrows: "Is there a problem?"

But Mr. Housekeeper seemed very excited: "Master Yan, don't you realize your difference? Why are you so kind to such a boy who just met not long ago? Not only did you not choose the most direct way to threaten him, but also gave him such a free space,

"Nowadays, I even have to teach myself. Isn't this kind of thing always left to 156? Master Yan, you are really kind to that young master...

"Please forgive me for my recklessness. If there is a punishment, I will accept it. But I still hope that Master Yan can be more rational. When the task is completed, the boy must die. You know this better than anyone else."

The body that walked forward was startled, but soon returned to normal.

Mr. Housekeeper took a step towards him: "Is it because of that young master's character that attracted Master Yan?"

Ignoring his full of worries, Bai Muyan walked forward without looking back: "You don't need to worry about it."

The light tone really made the butler feel very powerless. Sure enough, he was still the emperor not in a hurry and the eunuch was in a hurry... Obviously he was warned not to meddle in other people's business, but he really was just being sentimental...

This kind of cognition made Mr. Butler feel that he was a clown.

The excited facial features collapsed in an instant.

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When Bai Muyan entered the room where Liu Ye was with the materials, the light was on inside. He thought he was really awake, but he saw the slender body on the huge bed, which was almost submerged in the bed.

Gently putting the materials on the table, Bai Muyan walked over and looked at the slightly frowning sleeping face.

Even in sleep, are you still suffering?

The quilt was kicked away a little, and both hands were placed on his belly. With that expression, and thinking about Liu Ye's special body, Bai Muyan even thought that Liu Ye was on his menstrual period.Even though he knew it was impossible.

There was a faint smell of medicine on his body. It seemed that Dr. Jiang had already rubbed him with medicine.

Thinking of rubbing the medicine, I unconsciously saw Liu Ye's exposed chest in the open bathrobe.There are no key parts, the beautiful collarbone is slightly sunken, and the fair skin looks smooth.

Under the warm yellow light, it glows with a white luster, inviting exploration.

By coincidence, Bai Muyan stretched out his hand, wanting to touch that collarbone.

But before he touched it, Liu Ye seemed uncomfortable, turned around, and fell asleep with one leg pressed against the quilt, his cherry red mouth unconsciously said: "Hmm..."

For Bai Muyan, it was even more tempting than the boy's orgasm just now.

Because of turning over, both of Liu Ye's jade legs were exposed, and the too short bathrobe caused Liu Ye to even reveal a small buttocks, and a small pink mouth could be vaguely seen.

Bai Muyan suddenly felt a wave of heat rushing down his body.Unconsciously: "Um..." a sound.

Bai Muyan even frowned deeply as he looked at his body in shock or surprise.Between the legs, he felt very strange.

I spent so much time and money to treat the disease, really... just like this?

Looking up at the boy on the bed, when he turned over, he accidentally exposed the little red fruit on his chest, where it was still standing swollen, and his small mouth opened and closed gently with his breathing.

Bai Muyan felt a strange pleasure again, realized the danger and immediately turned to leave, but screamed in his heart, pressing down on the young man fiercely, waking him up, and buried the penis under him into his small mouth.

Returning to his bathroom in a hurry, even in a bit of embarrassment, Bai Muyan seemed to be researching some project.He took off his pants, looked at the one with his head up high, and tentatively reached out to hold it.

A pleasure that was about to overwhelm him quickly spread to all limbs.Trembling unconsciously: "Hmm..."

That strange feeling was about to paralyze his nerves.

While recalling what he saw just now, he moved his hand up and down.

Soon, a thick white liquid gushes out.

Bai Muyan frowned deeply, but couldn't conceal the comfort brought by the pleasure.

Some didn't believe it, some were shocked.

He stretched out the liquid in his hand and looked at it carefully in front of his eyes, as if he saw something extraordinary...

"Liu Yan! Liu Yan!" Feng Xue called his name loudly.

Liu Yan only felt that he was in the deep sea and could no longer breathe.Who is calling me...not Liu Ye...Liu Ye can't and dare not call me by my full name...

If it wasn't for him...there would be nothing worth mentioning, wouldn't it...if it wasn't for him...it would be meaningless...

Feng Xue still yelled vigorously, exhausting all her strength: "Liu Yan! Liu Yan! What's wrong with you!"

Liu Hui who was on the side saw him, and hurried to carry it on his back, and ran to the hospital regardless of the wreckage of furniture on the ground.Feng Xue, who was behind her, also ran along with tears in her eyes.

I just came home from a business trip and saw the darkness, turned on the light but saw no one, so I hurriedly searched everywhere, and finally found Liu Yan in Liu Ye's bedroom.

He lay there as if he had been abandoned, without blood, but motionless, his body didn't seem to rise or fall.

Feng Xue only felt very terrified. Originally, she had a happy family. The eldest son was well-behaved, and although the younger son had an awkward personality, the whole family was happy.

But not long ago, since that man found them, life has been messed up.

Now that they have lost Liu Ye, they can no longer live without Liu Yan!

"Doctor, what's wrong with my son?" Feng Xue grabbed the doctor's sleeve and asked anxiously.

Liu Hui on the side also looked at him.

Gently pushed Feng Xue's hand away: "Your child is fine, it's just that he may have experienced something that made him unbearable recently. When he wakes up, he can go back after observing in the hospital for a few days."

"That's great...thank you..." With a long sigh, Feng Xue felt a little lost.

The doctor did not leave, but looked at Liu Hui who seemed to be the pillar of the family: "Why didn't the child's leg be healed? This time is just when it can be recovered. After it is cured, it can not only stand up, but also continue to grow. Although There is no problem with the child's height, but if he sits like this and remains disabled, what should he do in the future?"

After speaking, the doctor looked at the couple who didn't say a word and didn't dare to look at him.

Take a long sigh.

The death... there should be their reasons too.

Judging from their clothes, they are indeed not rich.The surgery fee, and the subsequent rehabilitation fee, should indeed be a big problem for them.

It's a pity to lose such a good child.

Shaking his head and leaving, there are still patients waiting for him.

Feng Xue hugged Liu Hui, who was tall and majestic to her, and burst into tears, beating his chest.

It seemed to be complaining about Liu Hui's worthlessness and lack of money, so she couldn't cure Liu Yan, but she also knew deeply, how could Liu Hui be blamed for this, she was just looking for someone to vent...

Liu Hui fought back and hugged Feng Xue tightly, ignoring her beating, and there were tears in his eyes.

……

Two days later.

"Yanyan! Yanyan! Get up and have breakfast, the sun is drying our ass, we are going to school. Get up quickly."

I almost cried when I heard that voice.

Liu Ye patted my shoulder lightly and called me as before.

I woke up immediately.

"..." But it was not Liu Ye who caught my eye.

I suddenly realized that that person...has gone...will never come back...

Another unbearable dull pain, I closed my eyes, wanting to fall asleep again, wanting to hear that person's voice again, wanting to lie to myself that he was still there.

But the strong smell of disinfectant was even mixed with a smell of vinegar, which kept lingering in the nose.

In the end, he gave up and opened his eyes, accepting the fact that he had woken up.

Mother's eyes were swollen like two walnuts. Father was away, so he must have gone to work.

Even if I'm sick, someone still needs to take care of the food, rice, oil and salt at home, right...

When I woke up, my mother ran over and hugged me.

But I couldn't feel anything other than the uncomfortable feeling of being hugged.

I just vaguely heard my mother's cry, and I looked at my mother blankly.Listening to her talking about things that seem to have nothing to do with me: "Xiaoyan...Xiaoyan...I thought you wouldn't wake up...the doctor said you should have woken up a long time ago...but you are rejecting reality... ...I don't want to wake up...I'm afraid of you...I'm afraid that you really won't wake up..."

I feel my head is in a trance, don't want to wake up...

I just vaguely remember someone calling me, but it wasn't Liu Ye, so... so I don't think it's necessary to wake up... If it's not Liu Ye... it doesn't make any sense, doesn't it...

Soon I went home, and my mother pushed me into the house, walking very fast, not pushing slowly like Liu Ye who cared about my feelings, and didn't even talk to me gently like Liu Ye.

So... even fantasizing about him pushing me... can't be done.

Once inside, I walked on my own.

He had clearly warned him not to enter that room, but he still entered involuntarily.

But the house that once belonged to him is now empty, and there is nothing left.I turned the wheelchair in and took a deep breath, as if his smell still lingered in the air.

I have to say, I regret it.

So... what are you regretting...

Actually, I don't know... I don't even feel the heartfelt feeling of regretting that feeling.

All I know is that I'm tired.

I've slept for two days, but I'm still tired.I even feel that my soul and my body are no longer compatible.Obviously inside tell me to do this is right, but the body will still do that.

I can't even pray in my heart that Liu Ye will come back soon.

Because I finally understand.

There is a kind of despair called despair.

I know he really can't