Give the rest of your life

Lin Yao stood with He Siyu for the whole Chinese class.

The Chinese teacher took advantage of the students' homework and walked around. She wanted He Siyu to go back and saw Lin Yao's existence.

"Lin Yao? Why are you here?"

The Chinese teacher smiled flatteringly at Lin Yao, and glared at He Siyu in the blink of an eye, allowing He Siyu to appreciate the charm of face-changing. Maybe the Chinese teacher really came from the face-changing family.

"I'll stand with He Siyu for a while, it's okay." Lin Yao's attitude was not as obsequious as the ordinary "good students", neither humble nor overbearing, He Siyu really sweated for her, this is the teacher, you should go back soon!

Lin Yao seemed to have received He Siyu's internal complaints, and turned to her and said, "Did you understand the question I told you just now?"

So who did this sanctimonious appearance follow?

He Siyu said bitterly: "I will——!"

"He Siyu! Lin Yao kindly gave you a lecture, what's your attitude?" the Chinese teacher taught her seriously.

It's a world of points.

"Yes..." He Siyu drew a long tone reluctantly.

"Look, look, you don't look like a student, Lin Yao, don't help someone like He Siyu, anyway, mud can't support the wall." The Chinese teacher seemed to be full of loyalty and courage , felt sad for Lin Yao making such a "bad friend", and sighed heavily while talking, He Siyu almost suspected that the teacher's student was not herself but Lin Yao.

Lin Yao smiled as a response.

He Siyu, who was on the side, saw it in his eyes, and felt very uncomfortable.

Are you lying to me when you say that you regard me as a good friend and are willing to chat with me, go shopping and study?

I am such a mediocre and vulgar person, is it worth you to lie to me?

He Siyu's eyes were wet, and he moved his heels to escape, but this Lin Yao grabbed her hand.

When the temperature of the palm reached He Siyu's palm, He Siyu seemed to have heard what Lin Yao said to her.

"Don't run away, I'm by your side."

He Siyu pressed his temple. Did Lin Yao say that sentence, or did he imagine it?

His thoughts jumped back to the scene when he met Lin Yao today.

I thought that as long as I worked hard and studied hard to make myself better, I would be worthy of Lin Yao.

But seeing him today, he is still the ugly duckling ten years ago, and Lin Yao is still the white swan aloof.

There is no such thing as the ugly duckling turning into a white swan in fairy tales, and the ugly duckling thinks that its growth is only from a reptile to a mammal. Unfortunately, Lin Yao has always been the master.

He is the ruler of He Siyu's heart.

He Siyu opened the phone's address book, his eyes fixed on the name "Zhang Zilin".

Zhang Zilin should still be in touch with Lin Yao, otherwise how would she know the news of Lin Yao's return to China? However, if she asked her in her special capacity, she might not necessarily tell her about Lin Yao.

He Siyu struggled for a long time, but still didn't know where to go.

The reason for the struggle is nothing more than my own pathetic inferiority complex.

I am not worthy, Lin Yao.

From the first day he knew Lin Yao, He Siyu knew clearly the gap between himself and Lin Yao. The other party had the absolute right to speak and take the initiative. Although Lin Yao never looked down on her, it didn't mean that others did the same. think.

Hold Lin Yao's thigh.

Lin Yao's follower.

Shameless flatterer.

He Siyu's body was nailed with a label like this, and ten years have passed since the nail was nailed.

I just fell in love with a girl. This girl's light is so dazzling that everyone ignores my existence, but this does not prove that I am the flattering person.

How many times, how many times He Siyu wanted to shout out what was in his heart, but it was just thinking about it.

No one could hear her anyway, and no one cared what she thought anyway.

He Siyu thought mockingly to himself, is the person I like Lin Yao or the Lin Yao shrouded in light?

If Lin Yao were an ordinary person, would I still admire and love her as before?

He Siyu didn't dare to answer, nor did he dare to think about the answer to this question.

Obviously, she ignored one of the most important questions——

I, He Siyu, am I gay?

Mr. Li didn't contact her for a long time after that. He Siyu couldn't stand her mother's nagging all day long, so she took the initiative to call Mr. Li.

"Mr. Li, are you busy recently?"

The moment He Siyu raised the phone to dial the dial button, He Siyu withdrew his finger and sent a text message to Mr. Li instead.

They are not that familiar either, they just ate two meals, watched a movie and completed a chance encounter.

He Siyu's positioning of himself has always been accurate, and the text message sent this time is quite reasonable.

Press to turn off the phone, and turn the phone over again, with the back facing up.

In this way, if there is no message from the mobile phone, at least I will not look at the screen frequently.

This is He Siyu's self-protection.

Let's just call it protection, although it's more accurate to say self-deception.

It seems that if you don't come to text messages or calls, you will be really busy and have no time to look at your phone.

As expected, Mr. Li did not reply to her.

He Siyu turned the phone over and pressed the unlock button, the phone's built-in screen saver majestically occupied the entire screen.

He Siyu threw the phone beside the bed to charge it, then turned and went into the bathroom.

Keto-body at 27 years old.

No longer young, and definitely not old.

It can be described as a charm that is still alive.

Is it dying?This word is too sad to say, besides, I am only 27 years old.

At the age of 27, there are still many dreams that have not been realized, many things that I want to do have not been done, and the people I love have not been obtained.

The water in the bathtub gradually became cold, He Siyu sneezed, got out of the bathtub quickly, put on a bath towel and went back to the bedroom, the phone was fully charged, the indicator light changed from red to green, unplugged the phone, took a deep breath, and turned it on.

Mr. Li's reply appeared on the screen properly.

"I was on a business trip a while ago, and I brought you a set of skin care products. Let's meet when I have time."

He Siyu let out a long breath, and the stone in his heart finally fell to the ground.

What are you celebrating, and what are you worrying about?

Are you afraid that Mr. Li will refuse to continue to associate with you because you know Lin Yao?

But would I be afraid because I lost Mr. Li's date?

I don't want to get married.

"See when you have time."

Make an appointment with Mr. Li at a coffee shop.

After ordering coffee, He Siyu said straight to the point: "Mr. Li, are you and Lin Yao related?"

Mr. Li's forehead is sweating again, is the indoor temperature so high?

"It's my cousin from afar. I heard that you are still high school classmates."

Classmates, classmates again.

This title reminded He Siyu of many unbearable past events.

But it's clear that now is not a good time to reminisce.

"Yes, classmate." He Siyu guessed that he was smiling ugly, and hoped that Mr. Li didn't notice.

"Can you tell me something about you guys? I'm curious."

"There are so many things, where should I start? Besides, it's been so long, and I've forgotten all about it." He Siyu said apologetically.

Mr. Li's smile obviously disappeared, "Oh...it's okay, let's change the subject."

I always feel that it means that I came with a good mood and returned with a disappointment.

The moment before He Siyu got off the car, Mr. Li's words put her in a very embarrassing situation.

"I heard that your relationship was very good in high school, so why are you so unfamiliar now?"

He Siyu's smile froze on his face, asking me, I'm afraid you may not want to hear the truth I want to tell.

"I haven't seen you for ten years. It's normal to be unfamiliar. By the way, do you have Lin Yao's phone number?"

Mr. Li took out his mobile phone, "I'll send it to you."

He Siyu looked at this string of unfamiliar numbers and hesitated, should he call Lin Yao?

What did you say to Lin Yao?

The words of greeting are too unfamiliar, and the words of intimacy are too unfamiliar.

Holding the black phone, He Siyu walked in the living room for half an hour before making up his mind to dial it.

"Hey!"

The noisy background music made He Siyu's ears tremble, and he said tremblingly, "Excuse me... is it Lin Yao?"

"I'm Lin Yao, who are you?"

"He Siyu."

"Oh wait for me."

After a rustling sound, there was silence.

"What's up?"

"Come out for a chat?"

Lin Yao readily agreed: "Okay, you come to the bar to find me, and I'll send you the address."

He Siyu stood under the black and white bar signboard, looking at the building in front of him, all kinds of people came in and out of the bar, some got into luxury cars, some were helped out, and some were well-dressed. went in.

It turns out that the nightlife in this city is so rich.

He Siyu looked herself up and down, a pair of solid-color black high heels, a black woolen coat over a royal blue skirt, carefully groomed makeup, and her hair was blown out of curls.

She smiled and walked up the front steps.