Give the rest of your life
Chapter 23 23
A woman in her 50s came out of the supermarket with a bag of fresh ingredients in her hand, "Today my son came back from out of town. I don't know if he is hungry or thin. I want to cook a good meal for him."
A gust of spring breeze blew, blowing gently on the face, the woman wiped her forehead with her free other hand, opened the car door and put the plastic bag on the seat next to her.
Before he could start the car, the phone rang happily.
"Hello, Auntie, I'm Lin Yao, a resident of Building 5 on the other side."
The woman thought back for a moment, and the appearance of this Miss Lin was outlined in her mind.
"Oh, what's the matter, Miss Lin?"
"I got a letter, but I don't have the key to the mailbox. Could you lend me the key to the mailbox?"
The woman is in trouble. The key to the mailbox has been thrown away for a long time. How do you know where it is?
"This... seems to have disappeared, and we don't need the mailbox. I don't know where to put the key. I'm sorry, Miss Lin." The woman said apologetically.
Miss Lin over there was stunned for a moment, and then said, "It's nothing, I'm bothering you."
Yes, that's right, the Miss Lin who made the call was Lin Yao, whom He Siyu dreamed of day and night.
He Siyu stuffed a letter in the mailbox that day. Lin Yao wanted to open the mailbox to see what was written in it, but because she didn't have the key, she could only ask the landlord. Sure enough, in this era when no one writes letters, the mailbox key The possibility of such objects being preserved by humans is very small.
Lin Yao put down her phone and sighed, He Siyu, it seems that I won't know what your letter is about in my life...
On the same day, the language group office.
He Siyu sneezed twice in a row. She rubbed her nose, took a sip of warm water from the cup on the corner of the table, and Wang Jing who was next door asked her without losing the opportunity: "Teacher He, do you have a cold?"
He Siyu smiled awkwardly: "No, I don't know what happened."
"Is spring pollen irritating? Eat less irritating food and wear a mask when you go out." Teacher Wang Jing told her thoughtfully.
"Well, Teacher Wang has a heart."
"Hey, it's not a casual thing." Wang Jing swung her head to the left, and He Siyu's phone turned on.
"Mr. He, your phone is on."
He Siyu looked over, and sure enough there was a phone call.
"Mr. Li?"
"Miss He, are you free today? I have something important to tell you. "
"can."
"Then I'll pick you up after get off work."
"Okay, sorry to bother you."
Wang Jing leaned over with a gossip face: "Mr. He, are you dating?"
"Not really..." He Siyu looked at Wang Jing and said.
"Tsk tsk... Don't put on an air. The whole school knows that you are in love with Teacher Xu's relatives, and they are all waiting for your wedding wine."
Marriage, this word seems to be far away from me. I haven't decided whether to get married or not, and I haven't decided whether to marry Mr. Li.
Although I used to feel that it doesn't matter who the other party is, but now that this matter has really happened, I don't have the confidence to say that I want to get married.
He Siyu moved his mouth, but he didn't dare to say that I don't want to get married.
In the end, she didn't say anything, and lowered her head to tap the keyboard.
When He Siyu got off work, Mr. Li had already arrived.
When they got in the car, neither of them spoke. This kind of atmosphere was unprecedented. He Siyu wanted to say something to ease the atmosphere, but he racked his brains and only thought of "Is Mr. Li busy today?"
"Fortunately, it's no different from usual."
After Mr. Li said such a lukewarm word, He Siyu looked at his expressionless face and lost the desire to continue being polite.
Sitting in the coffee shop, Mr. Li cleared his throat and pinched his tie button. He Siyu felt that he was about to speak.
"Miss He, there is something I want to tell you, but I don't know how to say it."
"It's alright, tell me."
"You know that I was introduced by Teacher Xu to go on a blind date with you. I also said earlier that I once had a woman I liked."
He Siyu looked at him and motioned him to continue talking.
"Later, after we separated, I thought I might as well go on a blind date. Finding a young lady to marry and have children is my parents' wish. But now I like another young lady, so I think I may not be able to marry you."
Mr. Li said in a helpless tone, and even He Siyu entered the sad atmosphere.
"Mr. Li, I understand you, because I also have someone I like. Although I don't know if she likes me or not, and I haven't thought about confessing to her, I still wish you all the best, and hope that your lover will get married eventually. "
For some reason, hearing Mr. Li's confession, He Siyu thought of Lin Yao.
It's Lin Yao.
The person I've always liked is Lin Yao, I can't let her go, I still like her.
The reasons why I don’t want to get married or fall in love are two words——
Lin Yao.
So He Siyu also chose to open up, and told Mr. Li what was in his heart.
"Miss He, thank you for your blessing, but unfortunately, she has another lover, and it is impossible for us to be together."
"Then?" He Siyu looked at him questioningly.
"Do you want to ask me why I still choose to like her?"
He Siyu nodded.
"Is liking someone so easy to change?"
Mr. Li seemed to be talking to himself, and seemed to be answering the previous question, but it didn't matter, because He Siyu listened.
No, liking someone is hard to change.
People say that time is a magic weapon for healing, and there are two reasons why you can't forget the last person——
Not long enough, new love not good enough.
I have been waiting for ten years, waiting for myself to forget you for a full ten years, is this not long enough?
Xinhuan, I don't seem to have liked anyone anymore, probably because you are really too perfect.
Just like the first time I saw you, from the moment I firmly believed that there is no one better than you in this world.
"Yes, liking someone is a fact that cannot be changed." He Siyu said.
Coming out of the coffee shop, the sun was shining brightly and there were no clouds in the sky. He Siyu stretched out her arms and suddenly felt that today was the happiest day for her.
Because of Mr. Li's words, Mao Sai suddenly understood, and He Siyu suddenly understood what he wanted.
It turns out that I have been waiting for Lin Yao for so many years, and only waiting for Lin Yao is the most important thing I have done in my nearly 30 years of life.
Really infatuated.
I just don't know if Lin Yao is like herself.
However, this joyful mood didn't last for a few seconds, when He Siyu saw a person meeting Mr. Li.
That person is... Lin Yao.
Lin Yao walked into the shopping mall next to Mr. Li with a bright smile on her face. He Siyu raised her head and looked at the towering building. The dazzling sunlight made her raise her hand to cover her forehead.
The good mood was gone in an instant. Is the relationship between Mr. Li and Lin Yao too close?
He Siyu recalled the details of the past month. Whenever Lin Yao called, Mr. Li would end the appointment early, but for everything about Lin Yao, Mr. Li was on call.
And myself...
After making a phone call, Mr. Li will not call back until the next day.
Not to mention that the skin care products I gave myself were brought on the second date, and the type is also a firming series that women over 30 years old will use.
So the person Mr. Li likes is Lin Yao?
In vain, I still wish him and Lin Yao love family members, so I am the third party?
But I clearly remember that Mr. Li said just now that the person he likes has another person he likes.
The person Lin Yao likes... Who is it?
He Siyu spent the next week with a tangled mood.
How serious is this entanglement?
It was so serious that Song Pei, who was a passerby, couldn't stand it anymore.
"Teacher He, are you broken in love?" Song Pei asked her leaning against the edge of the table.
He Siyu sighed, "I've never been in love before, why talk about falling in love?"
"Oh? Where was that Mr. Li a few days ago? I heard he's still Teacher Xu's cousin?"
"I know a lot, so I don't study hard and ask around all day long." He Siyu teased Song Pei's gossip.
Song Pei raised her head proudly and looked at the roof, "That's right, your gossip has been spread all over the place."
"Huh? Mine?"
"There has been no gossip in our school for a while. The love between you and Mr. Li has been bet by many people."
"..."
He Siyu raised his forehead, "Then, what are you betting on?"
"Break up within two months, hey, Mr. He, you are so kind, I can do whatever I want, and I won 100 yuan!"
Seeing Song Pei's expression of slapping, He Siyu couldn't help but get angry. This kid, how could he know how to make fun of the teacher and watch the teacher's jokes!
Snapped!
He Siyu slapped Song Pei's waist, "Go to study! You still dare to gamble! Treat me to dinner tonight, and use the 100 yuan you won."
"Ms. He... No, you are asking for bribes, which is wrong." Song Pei bent down and said with a mournful face.
He Siyu glared at her: "You can participate in gambling, it's even."
Song Pei walked back resentfully, and Pu Yileng stopped her at the stairs again: "Are you looking for that female teacher again?"
The boys around all looked at the two of them. Song Pei looked around and pulled Pu Yileng's hand to go downstairs.
"What are you doing? Let go!" Pu Yileng shook his arms symbolically twice, but did not break free from Song Pei's hand, and did not resist anymore, and followed Song Pei to the corner of the first floor.
"How long are you going to mess around?" Song Pei asked her.
Pu Yileng was half a head lower than Song Pei, but at this time her momentum was not suppressed by her at all. She raised her head and looked at Song Pei fixedly: "What am I doing?"
Song Pei took a deep breath and calmed down, "Teacher He and I are just ordinary friends. You always think there is something wrong with the two of us. What are you pretending to be in your mind?"
"Ordinary friend? Ordinary friend, you run to her office all day after class, why don't I see you come to chat with me in my seat?"
Pu Yileng raised her voice unknowingly, and Song Pei hurriedly stopped her from continuing.
"Keep your voice down, keep your voice down." Said Song Pei and looked at the eyes of the people around her.
Puyi sneered: "When I confessed my love to you last week, you agreed to date me, and now we have only been together for three days, so you can't accept our identities?"
After listening to Pu Yileng's words, Song Pei also felt that he was making too much of a fuss and hurt Pu Yileng's heart, so he softened his voice, "I...I haven't fully accepted our relationship, you have to give me some time, and you It's really high-profile, haven't you seen what those people are talking about..."
A week ago, Pu Yileng kissed Song Pei in the stairwell, and then left alone. The panicked Song Pei stayed in the same place and did not dare to move her feet. Finally, Pu Yileng took her back to the classroom before class began. .
After school, Pu Yileng went home with her as usual, Song Pei's hands were tightly squeezed by Pu Yileng and she was sweating, but he didn't dare to ask Pu Yileng why he kissed her forcefully in the afternoon.
When she reached the gate of her own community, Pu Yileng finally let go of her trembling hand.
"Can you be promising?" Pu Yi said coldly.
Song Pei stammered, "You...are you gay?"
Pu Yi looked at her with raised eyebrows coldly, and asked back, "Don't you?"
"I'm not! Do you think I am?" Song Pei puffed up her chest, trying to show her determination to save Pu Yileng who was in deep trouble.
Pu Yi looked at her breasts coldly, clicked his tongue twice, showing an extremely disgusted expression: "The breasts are not big, why are they so..."
"..." Song Pei was choked to death by Pu Yileng's words, and didn't know what to say to turn the situation around.
"Don't think about it." Probably guessing Song Pei's inner drama, Pu Yi said perfunctorily.
"Then I will only confess my love once, listen carefully," Pu Yileng paused for a moment, and then said: "Song Pei, I like you, please stay with me."
Song Pei's eyes were wide open, looking at Pu Yileng's face, she reconfirmed in disbelief: "Tell me, do you like me?"
Pu Yi nodded calmly, "If you don't like me, I won't bother you anymore. The decision is up to you. Although it's the first time I have confessed my love and fell in love, I have the confidence to treat you well. Treat our feelings. However, if you like others, or don't like women, I will also bless you."
Song Pei struggled to frown, twitched for a long time, and said five words: "You let me think about it."
Pu Yi coldly raised the corners of his mouth and smiled: "Okay, it's all up to you."
Dafang waved goodbye after speaking, while Song Pei stood in place and watched her leave. Those who didn't know it thought it was Song Pei who confessed.
Since Song Pei didn't accept Pu Yileng's confession, but only said that he still had to think about it, Pu Yileng was also interested, and he didn't come to find her in the next few days.
Song Pei saw no one to accompany her to and from school, no one to accompany her on duty, no one to accompany her to read and read comics, her heart was empty, as if she had lost something important.
After three days, she finally understood: what I lost was Pu Yileng.
Song Pei came to Pu Yileng: "I accept your confession."
In this way, the two of them are together.
Seeing Pu Yi coldly blaming herself, although Song Pei felt that she was a little cowardly, it was not unreasonable. The two of them were in high school, and they were still in the critical third stage of high school. They couldn't ignore reviewing because of love, and they were still sensitive girls. When a woman is in love, she has to pay attention to other people's opinions and rumors.
"Can't you bear it any longer? Anyway, we'll be graduating in a few months, and we're tired of being together every day during the summer vacation. Do you want us to be gluey every day, so that everyone knows we're in love?"
Hearing Song Pei's affirmation of the relationship between the two, Pu Yileng, who was worried because he was afraid of Song Pei's regret, also let go, and said softly: "Okay, I was wrong, I won't yell at you next time. But it's a deal." , after graduation, you will always accompany me."
Song Pei's frowning parted due to the change of Pu Yi's cold attitude: "Well, but Mr. He and I are really just a teacher-student relationship. We are very good friends. Don't get me wrong, and I will do it with her." Friends... also have a reason."
"Reason? What's the reason?" Song Pei unearthed Pu Yi's cold curiosity and asked her.
"You'll find out later."
"Tch, still pretending to be mysterious..."
He Siyu was still thinking, she was still pondering, she didn't understand, she didn't understand that Lin Yao and Mr. Li were obviously relatives, how could they walk together so intimately?
He clearly remembered that Lin Yao took Mr. Li's arm and entered the building.
Mr. Li likes Lin Yao.
He Siyu fell into deep thought, and Mr. Li's words lingered in his ears that day: Miss He, thank you for your blessings, but unfortunately, she has another crush, and it is impossible for us to be together.
That's right, since Lin Yao doesn't like Mr. Li, who does she like?
Could it be Wang Zixuan?
Wang Zixuan in high school is probably someone she doesn't want to recall in her life. If it weren't for her own recklessness, how could she be separated from Lin Yao on both sides of the strait, and she hasn't seen her in ten years.
At noon the next day, He Siyu went to his parents' house for lunch as usual, and his father appeared at the dinner table after a long absence.
He Siyu, who wanted to have a good talk with his father, couldn't swallow because of his father's first words.
"How are you and that Mr. Li?"
"Divided." He Siyu said lightly.
"Break up?!" Mom screamed, with a terrified expression as if she had learned that He Siyu had decided not to marry for the rest of her life.
"Don't get excited, how old you are, you're still so impulsive." Dad frowned, looked at his mother and said.
"How is it divided?" Dad continued to ask.
"Not suitable, he has someone else he likes."
Dad was taken aback, apparently he didn't expect He Siyu to tell them the fact that he was dumped so bluntly, he was at a loss for words for a moment, "Well...it's okay, there will always be a suitable person."
He Siyu didn't answer, and continued to eat, as if this topic had never been brought up before.
In fact, I also have people I like.
He Siyu thought.
But I dare not say that I am 27 years old, and now I find out that the one I like is a woman, or a friend of my childhood sweetheart. I can't accept this kind of thing, let alone my parents who are over fifty years old.
Not to mention whether they can accept that I am gay, just saying that I am not married is enough for them to worry about for the rest of their lives.
To be married or not to be married is just a matter of nine yuan and a certificate.
But how many people struggled for the matter of nine yuan, and their heads were broken.
My parents are getting older, so I have to think about them. If I get scared by my sexual orientation, I can't bear the crime.
Parents cannot be made to take such risks for their own happiness.
At the age of 17, He Siyu was afraid of being criticized by her classmates and Lin Yao would be angry, so she did not confess her love to her.
At the age of 27, He Siyu was afraid that her parents would not understand and that Lin Yao had something to do with her, so she still did not confess her love to her.
In the end, how many years and how long will it take me to accept the fact that I am gay.
With this tangled mood, He Siyu spent the next few days.
Until I met Lin Yao again.
Dong Xiaoqian clamored to see a new movie released, saying that the computer special effects were very realistic, and there were bonus points for handsome guys. It was simply the most worth watching movie in ten years.
He Siyu curled her lips and said, Dong Xiaoqian, don't brag, you said the same thing to me last year when I watched the movie played by He Qi.
"It's rare to meet once in ten years, right?" He Siyu asked her with a playful expression.
Dong Xiaoqian glared at her: "You are still a Chinese teacher, you don't even know that it's rare in ten years?"
"Huh?" He Siyu waited for her to continue.
"It's rare to meet once in ten years, which means that there is a one-tenth chance of meeting in a year." Dong Xiaoqian shrugged, waiting for her to see He Siyu's adoring eyes.
He Siyu thought about it, "Well, it's not too late to praise you after I go home and check the information."
"It's awkward!" Dong Xiaoqian said.
"Hey! Who do you think is uncomfortable?!" He Siyu asked her loudly.
"Speaking of you." Dong Xiaoqian glanced at her, then turned to look across the road.
"Hey, He Siyu, He Siyu!" Dong Xiaoqian tugged at her sleeve.
He Siyu asked impatiently: "What's wrong?"
"Look at that woman, is she Lin Yao?"
Lin Yao?
Upon hearing these two words, He Siyu immediately looked in that direction.
It really is Lin Yao.
As soon as He Siyu saw Lin Yao, he took Dong Xiaoqian's arm and walked into the alley.
"Hey, hey, He Siyu! What are you doing!" Dong Xiaoqian shouted.
"Let's go!" He Siyu whispered.
But she still underestimated Lin Yao's hearing.
"He Siyu!"
He Siyu subconsciously stopped when he heard the familiar cry, and looked back with Dong Xiaoqian.
Lin Yao stood about ten meters behind her and looked at them.
Wasn't this guy across the road just now?
"You, why are you here?" He Siyu blurted out.
Lin Yao stared at her with an expression of enjoying the show, but did not answer.
He Siyu thought instantly: Ah, how can I admit that I saw her just now... How embarrassing!
Did she find out that I like her?still?
Isn't she with Mr. Li?
No, are they together?
"He Siyu, why didn't I realize before that your inner drama is quite rich." Lin Yao's voice suddenly sounded.
He Siyu's face turned white and red, "Wow, no way!"
"You can tell by the look on your face. You don't study Chinese in college, do you? It's acting?"
"..."
I haven't seen this Lin Yao in ten years, why is she still so annoying!
It was Dong Xiaoqian's voice that saved the day.
"Lin Yao! Long time no see!" Dong Xiaoqian is familiar with everyone, and she greets Lin Yao with a loud voice. In fact, her relationship with Lin Yao is very ordinary. He Siyu even thinks that Lin Yao probably doesn't remember who she is anymore.
"Dong Xiaoqian, what are you doing?" It was rare for Lin Yao to call out her name, and He Siyu was really sweating for Dong Xiaoqian.
"Watching a movie, He Siyu has lost her love, she is in a bad mood, take her to relax." Dong Xiaoqian sold He Siyu as soon as she opened her mouth, as if her best friend was Lin Yao instead of He Siyu.
He Siyu mourned for herself in her heart: Amitabha, I really provoked someone and met such a bastard girlfriend.
Lin Yao narrowed her eyes and smiled, "Oh... Broken in love?"
He Siyu got angry when she heard her whirling tone, "Why, are you happy that I'm broken in love?"
Lin Yao nodded, and responded: "Yes, I am happy, I must be happy! Another male compatriot has escaped from the clutches of suffering."
"Lin Yao! You! You are too much!" He Siyu stomped her feet angrily.
"Ok?"
Lin Yao looked at her puzzled, her expression really deserved a beating.
"I'm broken in love and you still gloat!"
Lin Yao spread her hands, "Do you mind if I go to the movies together?"
Before He Siyu could speak, Dong Xiaoqian immediately took over the conversation: "I don't mind! Let's go together!"
What a pity, how could I have such a girlfriend?
In the threesome movie, Lin Yao and Dong Xiaoqian whispered to each other from time to time, and He Siyu looked like a third party.
After the whole movie, He Siyu's thoughts were all on Lin Yao.
This Lin Yao is really annoying, obviously Dong Xiaoqian is here to relax with me, once you come, I can go home.
But having said that... Although I say I hate you, I still like getting along with you like this. I really miss the old days.
He Siyu looked at Lin Yao's right hand propped on the armrest of the seat, and wanted to touch it very much. She moved her fingers and retracted them to their original positions.
If I still appear by your side as a friend, I can hold your hand openly.
The originally pretty good mood suddenly became a little depressed when this idea appeared.
Before I knew it, it was the end of the movie. When I went out, it was raining, and now it was raining even harder.
The three of them stood on the steps downstairs of the cinema, looking at the rain that was all over the sky.
"I came by car, but the car is parked over there, I'll come to pick you up." Lin Yao pretended to be relaxed and smiled.
"Then thank you Lin Yao! Be careful on the road!" Dong Xiaoqian said.
Lin Yao showed her white teeth and smiled, "Well, don't worry."
"Wait a minute." He Siyu took Lin Yao's hand when she turned around.
"What's the matter?" Lin Yao turned around and asked her in doubt, her eyes fell on her hands.
He Siyu realized that her hand was holding Lin Yao, and immediately let go, and Lin Yao's hand fell back to the side of her body following inertia.
"I'll accompany you to pick up the car." He Siyu said timidly.
The sound is not loud, even very small, but enough for three people to hear.
Lin Yao glanced at her, as if she was refusing, or as if sending some signal: "No need, it's raining heavily, you and Dong Xiaoqian just wait for me here."
After Lin Yao finished speaking, she ran into the rain, disappeared into the night with the downpour of rain and mist, and soon disappeared.
He Siyu looked at the dark night and the ground splashed by the rain, and kept rubbing the palm of his right hand with his five fingers.
This hand, this hand, grabbed Lin Yao just now.
Feeling the hand that was still warm, He Siyu got carried away and thought about the things that happened a long time ago.
There is a lyric that says: It’s only because I was young at the time, I don’t know how many flowers fall in my dreams.
In the early years, the latter sentence was used as the title of a book by a female writer, and it was used as the title of a book by a male writer in the first two years.
The song is not good, but the sentences are well written.
If I could go back to the time when I was 17 overnight, would I say something different to Lin Yao that day, maybe Lin Yao would not go abroad later.
But in fact, Lin Yao likes Wang Zixuan.
If Lin Yao didn't like him, why would she be so angry with me and didn't tell me about the immigration before leaving?
He Siyu laughed at himself, heh, I think about my weight very seriously. Even if that incident hadn't happened, would Lin Yao stay in China alone to study in university?
The answer doesn't even have to be obvious, because it's simply asking knowingly, no.
Lin Yao would not go abroad because of herself, and correspondingly, she would not go abroad because of her sins, and then break up with herself.
The reason couldn't be more obvious, Lin Yao definitely didn't want to talk to her anymore.
A flash of lightning flashed across the sky, and He Siyu's body trembled. Dong Xiaoqian, who was standing next to her, saw her and put her arms around her shoulders, "Are you all right?"
He Siyu shook his head, "It's okay."
"Then let me stay at your house later, and stay with you tonight." Dong Xiaoqian asked her worriedly.
The current Dong Xiaoqian does not have the cheerful and lively image during the day at all, or it is easier to reveal her true self at night.
He Siyu turned pale and said, "It's okay, don't worry about me."
But she looked like this, no one would believe that she was fine.
While speaking, a small white car drove over.
Lin Yao opened the car window: "Get in the car."
The car was parked just below the steps, and the chassis was no more than a few centimeters higher than the sidewalk. Dong Xiaoqian hugged her and quickly got into the car, "Thank you, Lin Yao, if it wasn't for you, we might have to take a taxi back, and it's raining so hard. Big, I don’t know if the car can get there.”
Lin Yao started the car, "It's okay, what are you polite about, where do you live, I'll take you home."
"What about He Siyu?" Dong Xiaoqian asked.
"Her home is in the south, and mine is also in the south, not far away." Lin Yao's tone was as if she and He Siyu often went on a date, and Dong Xiaoqian was stunned.
"Dong Xiaoqian?" Seeing that she was silent, Lin Yao called her.
"Ah, my home is in the north, but..." Dong Xiaoqian stopped at this point.
"but what?"
"I'm a little worried about Siyu, can you take her upstairs in person?" Dong Xiaoqian said in an almost pleading tone.
"No problem, don't worry, I will take good care of her."
He Siyu looked at Lin Yao who was sitting in front with a complicated expression. Although she couldn't see Lin Yao's face, what did Lin Yao's words mean?
You will take good care of me.
I must be thinking too much...it must be.
I really can't stand myself anymore, and I can think over and over again for a long time about a sentence that others say casually.
No one spoke anymore, so Lin Yao turned on the radio casually. At ten o'clock in the evening, the radio was full of various expert lectures.
"Expert, I want to ask, the two of us, we have been married for three years, but we have no children. We went to the hospital for an examination, and they said that there is no problem with both of us. Why can't we conceive a child?"
The woman on the radio babbled on what she dared not say during the day, hiding behind the small receiver, and the host only knew her from a string of phone numbers.
People, in many cases, can't prove that you are you at all, because we live in this world in the form of a series of numbers.
ID numbers, phone numbers, student ID numbers, all kinds of numbers connect us together. Without these, we only say our names, and no one will recognize us.
He Siyu blushed when he heard what the woman said on the radio.
Dong Xiaoqian kept hugging her to watch the night scene outside the window, but Lin Yao noticed her abnormality.
At an intersection, waiting for the traffic lights to stop, Lin Yao glanced at He Siyu in the rearview mirror, "Yo, are you blushing?"
He Siyu was still immersed in her own small world. When she heard Lin Yao's words and met her dark eyes, knowing that she was caught, she opened her mouth and closed it again.
Forget it, let Lin Yao say it, anyway, I can't say anything about her.
Lin Yao probably didn't expect He Siyu to ignore her, and apologized jokingly: "Okay, let's not talk about it."
When Dong Xiaoqian was about to get off the car, she told Lin Yaoqian: "You must take good care of He Siyu."
"I know, don't worry."
Because Dong Xiaoqian got off the car halfway, the already awkward atmosphere became even weirder.
At this time, the broadcast has switched to the music column, which happened to be a Japanese and Korean song program. Being isolated, He Siyu only thought about how to quickly get through this awkward time between the two of them, and put away his fear of thunder and lightning.
"The front seems to be flooded." Suddenly, Lin Yao said such a sentence.
He Siyu got up slightly, moved forward and looked, sure enough, as Lin Yao said, it was flooded.
The expressway around the city was completely flooded by the heavy rain, and the bus could barely open a road to pass through. Although it was hard for the pedestrians on the bus, there was no better way to get these passers-by back home.
The private cars next to them all turned around one after another, ready to find another route.
In the dark night, this road is as deep as the ocean, bringing people infinite despair and helplessness.
"Flooded?" He Siyu said to himself.
Lin Yao sighed, "Hey, let's take a detour."
He Siyu sat back in the back row, lost his mind.
After turning the car around, Lin Yao drove for another ten minutes. He Siyu finally couldn't hold back his disappointment as he watched the tall buildings speeding past by the side of the road.
"Don't go around, I can't go back." He Siyu said dejectedly.
Lin Yao was puzzled: "You haven't found your way yet, why are you so pessimistic?"
She sneered: "On the way to my house, this place is considered the highest. If this place is flooded, other places must be flooded as well."
"It's so late, can't you go back?" Lin Yao was surprised.
"Yeah." She nodded feebly.
"Go back to my house." Lin Yao's sudden words made He Siyu's heart agitated.
It's going back, not going.
It's like saying-
We are actually a couple relationship, or more recently, a husband and wife relationship.
It would be nice if it was true.
"What did you say?" He Siyu wondered if he heard it wrong.
"Go back to my house, it's very close to here, can't you go back?" Lin Yao repeated.
"Isn't it convenient?"
"Then is it convenient to go to the hotel?"
He Siyu kept silent, Lin Yao was right, I can only go to her house to stay for one night.
Anyway, we are all women, anyway, I like her.
But is it shameless to think so?
How can I go to her residence with full expectation?
Lin Yao drove the car into the underground garage, opened the door, and pulled He Siyu's men out of the car.
He Siyu's head was still full of information about spending the night with Lin Yao, and he didn't realize that his hand had been grabbed by the other party.
When she finally calmed down that little deer's pounding heart, she realized that Lin Yao was holding her right hand.
Looking up along this hand, it is Lin Yao's arm, neck, and side face in a suit.
The thick eyelashes fluctuated with the blink of an eye. Lin Yao looked forward, and He Siyu blushed as he watched.
Although Lin Yao was wearing a lady's suit, her breasts were not too small, and she wore very feminine makeup, but He Siyu was still the same as before. She felt that Lin Yao was simply too handsome.
Like a prince charming, and like a Robin Hood in the jungle, he always helps himself and appears in front of himself when he is in trouble.
Her left hand covered her cheek, it was so hot!
So shy, why do you look at Lin Yao like this? Fortunately... Fortunately, she didn't notice.
With a hint of joy, He Siyu covered her eyes again, revealing a gap between her middle finger and ring finger. Looking out from this gap, Lin Yao's earlobes are also very beautiful, not too big or too small, very delicate.
I was fascinated by watching it.
"Am I pretty?" Lin Yao turned her head and asked her with a smile.
"Ah? You, what are you talking about?" He Siyu immediately put down the left hand that was pretending to cover his eyes.
"Let me tell you, do you think I look good? Did you enjoy watching it?" Lin Yao looked at her with a smile.
At this moment, He Siyu's face was so hot that he couldn't bear it, so he still bit the bullet and said: "Who cares about you, you are narcissistic."
"Oh... so, then what I see from the elevator door are all special effects?"
He Siyu looked at Lin Yao's half-smiling face waiting for her to make a fool of himself, met her eyes, and then looked at the elevator door. The bright and reflective steel elevator door reflected his ripe tomato-like face. very clearly.
A gust of spring breeze blew, blowing gently on the face, the woman wiped her forehead with her free other hand, opened the car door and put the plastic bag on the seat next to her.
Before he could start the car, the phone rang happily.
"Hello, Auntie, I'm Lin Yao, a resident of Building 5 on the other side."
The woman thought back for a moment, and the appearance of this Miss Lin was outlined in her mind.
"Oh, what's the matter, Miss Lin?"
"I got a letter, but I don't have the key to the mailbox. Could you lend me the key to the mailbox?"
The woman is in trouble. The key to the mailbox has been thrown away for a long time. How do you know where it is?
"This... seems to have disappeared, and we don't need the mailbox. I don't know where to put the key. I'm sorry, Miss Lin." The woman said apologetically.
Miss Lin over there was stunned for a moment, and then said, "It's nothing, I'm bothering you."
Yes, that's right, the Miss Lin who made the call was Lin Yao, whom He Siyu dreamed of day and night.
He Siyu stuffed a letter in the mailbox that day. Lin Yao wanted to open the mailbox to see what was written in it, but because she didn't have the key, she could only ask the landlord. Sure enough, in this era when no one writes letters, the mailbox key The possibility of such objects being preserved by humans is very small.
Lin Yao put down her phone and sighed, He Siyu, it seems that I won't know what your letter is about in my life...
On the same day, the language group office.
He Siyu sneezed twice in a row. She rubbed her nose, took a sip of warm water from the cup on the corner of the table, and Wang Jing who was next door asked her without losing the opportunity: "Teacher He, do you have a cold?"
He Siyu smiled awkwardly: "No, I don't know what happened."
"Is spring pollen irritating? Eat less irritating food and wear a mask when you go out." Teacher Wang Jing told her thoughtfully.
"Well, Teacher Wang has a heart."
"Hey, it's not a casual thing." Wang Jing swung her head to the left, and He Siyu's phone turned on.
"Mr. He, your phone is on."
He Siyu looked over, and sure enough there was a phone call.
"Mr. Li?"
"Miss He, are you free today? I have something important to tell you. "
"can."
"Then I'll pick you up after get off work."
"Okay, sorry to bother you."
Wang Jing leaned over with a gossip face: "Mr. He, are you dating?"
"Not really..." He Siyu looked at Wang Jing and said.
"Tsk tsk... Don't put on an air. The whole school knows that you are in love with Teacher Xu's relatives, and they are all waiting for your wedding wine."
Marriage, this word seems to be far away from me. I haven't decided whether to get married or not, and I haven't decided whether to marry Mr. Li.
Although I used to feel that it doesn't matter who the other party is, but now that this matter has really happened, I don't have the confidence to say that I want to get married.
He Siyu moved his mouth, but he didn't dare to say that I don't want to get married.
In the end, she didn't say anything, and lowered her head to tap the keyboard.
When He Siyu got off work, Mr. Li had already arrived.
When they got in the car, neither of them spoke. This kind of atmosphere was unprecedented. He Siyu wanted to say something to ease the atmosphere, but he racked his brains and only thought of "Is Mr. Li busy today?"
"Fortunately, it's no different from usual."
After Mr. Li said such a lukewarm word, He Siyu looked at his expressionless face and lost the desire to continue being polite.
Sitting in the coffee shop, Mr. Li cleared his throat and pinched his tie button. He Siyu felt that he was about to speak.
"Miss He, there is something I want to tell you, but I don't know how to say it."
"It's alright, tell me."
"You know that I was introduced by Teacher Xu to go on a blind date with you. I also said earlier that I once had a woman I liked."
He Siyu looked at him and motioned him to continue talking.
"Later, after we separated, I thought I might as well go on a blind date. Finding a young lady to marry and have children is my parents' wish. But now I like another young lady, so I think I may not be able to marry you."
Mr. Li said in a helpless tone, and even He Siyu entered the sad atmosphere.
"Mr. Li, I understand you, because I also have someone I like. Although I don't know if she likes me or not, and I haven't thought about confessing to her, I still wish you all the best, and hope that your lover will get married eventually. "
For some reason, hearing Mr. Li's confession, He Siyu thought of Lin Yao.
It's Lin Yao.
The person I've always liked is Lin Yao, I can't let her go, I still like her.
The reasons why I don’t want to get married or fall in love are two words——
Lin Yao.
So He Siyu also chose to open up, and told Mr. Li what was in his heart.
"Miss He, thank you for your blessing, but unfortunately, she has another lover, and it is impossible for us to be together."
"Then?" He Siyu looked at him questioningly.
"Do you want to ask me why I still choose to like her?"
He Siyu nodded.
"Is liking someone so easy to change?"
Mr. Li seemed to be talking to himself, and seemed to be answering the previous question, but it didn't matter, because He Siyu listened.
No, liking someone is hard to change.
People say that time is a magic weapon for healing, and there are two reasons why you can't forget the last person——
Not long enough, new love not good enough.
I have been waiting for ten years, waiting for myself to forget you for a full ten years, is this not long enough?
Xinhuan, I don't seem to have liked anyone anymore, probably because you are really too perfect.
Just like the first time I saw you, from the moment I firmly believed that there is no one better than you in this world.
"Yes, liking someone is a fact that cannot be changed." He Siyu said.
Coming out of the coffee shop, the sun was shining brightly and there were no clouds in the sky. He Siyu stretched out her arms and suddenly felt that today was the happiest day for her.
Because of Mr. Li's words, Mao Sai suddenly understood, and He Siyu suddenly understood what he wanted.
It turns out that I have been waiting for Lin Yao for so many years, and only waiting for Lin Yao is the most important thing I have done in my nearly 30 years of life.
Really infatuated.
I just don't know if Lin Yao is like herself.
However, this joyful mood didn't last for a few seconds, when He Siyu saw a person meeting Mr. Li.
That person is... Lin Yao.
Lin Yao walked into the shopping mall next to Mr. Li with a bright smile on her face. He Siyu raised her head and looked at the towering building. The dazzling sunlight made her raise her hand to cover her forehead.
The good mood was gone in an instant. Is the relationship between Mr. Li and Lin Yao too close?
He Siyu recalled the details of the past month. Whenever Lin Yao called, Mr. Li would end the appointment early, but for everything about Lin Yao, Mr. Li was on call.
And myself...
After making a phone call, Mr. Li will not call back until the next day.
Not to mention that the skin care products I gave myself were brought on the second date, and the type is also a firming series that women over 30 years old will use.
So the person Mr. Li likes is Lin Yao?
In vain, I still wish him and Lin Yao love family members, so I am the third party?
But I clearly remember that Mr. Li said just now that the person he likes has another person he likes.
The person Lin Yao likes... Who is it?
He Siyu spent the next week with a tangled mood.
How serious is this entanglement?
It was so serious that Song Pei, who was a passerby, couldn't stand it anymore.
"Teacher He, are you broken in love?" Song Pei asked her leaning against the edge of the table.
He Siyu sighed, "I've never been in love before, why talk about falling in love?"
"Oh? Where was that Mr. Li a few days ago? I heard he's still Teacher Xu's cousin?"
"I know a lot, so I don't study hard and ask around all day long." He Siyu teased Song Pei's gossip.
Song Pei raised her head proudly and looked at the roof, "That's right, your gossip has been spread all over the place."
"Huh? Mine?"
"There has been no gossip in our school for a while. The love between you and Mr. Li has been bet by many people."
"..."
He Siyu raised his forehead, "Then, what are you betting on?"
"Break up within two months, hey, Mr. He, you are so kind, I can do whatever I want, and I won 100 yuan!"
Seeing Song Pei's expression of slapping, He Siyu couldn't help but get angry. This kid, how could he know how to make fun of the teacher and watch the teacher's jokes!
Snapped!
He Siyu slapped Song Pei's waist, "Go to study! You still dare to gamble! Treat me to dinner tonight, and use the 100 yuan you won."
"Ms. He... No, you are asking for bribes, which is wrong." Song Pei bent down and said with a mournful face.
He Siyu glared at her: "You can participate in gambling, it's even."
Song Pei walked back resentfully, and Pu Yileng stopped her at the stairs again: "Are you looking for that female teacher again?"
The boys around all looked at the two of them. Song Pei looked around and pulled Pu Yileng's hand to go downstairs.
"What are you doing? Let go!" Pu Yileng shook his arms symbolically twice, but did not break free from Song Pei's hand, and did not resist anymore, and followed Song Pei to the corner of the first floor.
"How long are you going to mess around?" Song Pei asked her.
Pu Yileng was half a head lower than Song Pei, but at this time her momentum was not suppressed by her at all. She raised her head and looked at Song Pei fixedly: "What am I doing?"
Song Pei took a deep breath and calmed down, "Teacher He and I are just ordinary friends. You always think there is something wrong with the two of us. What are you pretending to be in your mind?"
"Ordinary friend? Ordinary friend, you run to her office all day after class, why don't I see you come to chat with me in my seat?"
Pu Yileng raised her voice unknowingly, and Song Pei hurriedly stopped her from continuing.
"Keep your voice down, keep your voice down." Said Song Pei and looked at the eyes of the people around her.
Puyi sneered: "When I confessed my love to you last week, you agreed to date me, and now we have only been together for three days, so you can't accept our identities?"
After listening to Pu Yileng's words, Song Pei also felt that he was making too much of a fuss and hurt Pu Yileng's heart, so he softened his voice, "I...I haven't fully accepted our relationship, you have to give me some time, and you It's really high-profile, haven't you seen what those people are talking about..."
A week ago, Pu Yileng kissed Song Pei in the stairwell, and then left alone. The panicked Song Pei stayed in the same place and did not dare to move her feet. Finally, Pu Yileng took her back to the classroom before class began. .
After school, Pu Yileng went home with her as usual, Song Pei's hands were tightly squeezed by Pu Yileng and she was sweating, but he didn't dare to ask Pu Yileng why he kissed her forcefully in the afternoon.
When she reached the gate of her own community, Pu Yileng finally let go of her trembling hand.
"Can you be promising?" Pu Yi said coldly.
Song Pei stammered, "You...are you gay?"
Pu Yi looked at her with raised eyebrows coldly, and asked back, "Don't you?"
"I'm not! Do you think I am?" Song Pei puffed up her chest, trying to show her determination to save Pu Yileng who was in deep trouble.
Pu Yi looked at her breasts coldly, clicked his tongue twice, showing an extremely disgusted expression: "The breasts are not big, why are they so..."
"..." Song Pei was choked to death by Pu Yileng's words, and didn't know what to say to turn the situation around.
"Don't think about it." Probably guessing Song Pei's inner drama, Pu Yi said perfunctorily.
"Then I will only confess my love once, listen carefully," Pu Yileng paused for a moment, and then said: "Song Pei, I like you, please stay with me."
Song Pei's eyes were wide open, looking at Pu Yileng's face, she reconfirmed in disbelief: "Tell me, do you like me?"
Pu Yi nodded calmly, "If you don't like me, I won't bother you anymore. The decision is up to you. Although it's the first time I have confessed my love and fell in love, I have the confidence to treat you well. Treat our feelings. However, if you like others, or don't like women, I will also bless you."
Song Pei struggled to frown, twitched for a long time, and said five words: "You let me think about it."
Pu Yi coldly raised the corners of his mouth and smiled: "Okay, it's all up to you."
Dafang waved goodbye after speaking, while Song Pei stood in place and watched her leave. Those who didn't know it thought it was Song Pei who confessed.
Since Song Pei didn't accept Pu Yileng's confession, but only said that he still had to think about it, Pu Yileng was also interested, and he didn't come to find her in the next few days.
Song Pei saw no one to accompany her to and from school, no one to accompany her on duty, no one to accompany her to read and read comics, her heart was empty, as if she had lost something important.
After three days, she finally understood: what I lost was Pu Yileng.
Song Pei came to Pu Yileng: "I accept your confession."
In this way, the two of them are together.
Seeing Pu Yi coldly blaming herself, although Song Pei felt that she was a little cowardly, it was not unreasonable. The two of them were in high school, and they were still in the critical third stage of high school. They couldn't ignore reviewing because of love, and they were still sensitive girls. When a woman is in love, she has to pay attention to other people's opinions and rumors.
"Can't you bear it any longer? Anyway, we'll be graduating in a few months, and we're tired of being together every day during the summer vacation. Do you want us to be gluey every day, so that everyone knows we're in love?"
Hearing Song Pei's affirmation of the relationship between the two, Pu Yileng, who was worried because he was afraid of Song Pei's regret, also let go, and said softly: "Okay, I was wrong, I won't yell at you next time. But it's a deal." , after graduation, you will always accompany me."
Song Pei's frowning parted due to the change of Pu Yi's cold attitude: "Well, but Mr. He and I are really just a teacher-student relationship. We are very good friends. Don't get me wrong, and I will do it with her." Friends... also have a reason."
"Reason? What's the reason?" Song Pei unearthed Pu Yi's cold curiosity and asked her.
"You'll find out later."
"Tch, still pretending to be mysterious..."
He Siyu was still thinking, she was still pondering, she didn't understand, she didn't understand that Lin Yao and Mr. Li were obviously relatives, how could they walk together so intimately?
He clearly remembered that Lin Yao took Mr. Li's arm and entered the building.
Mr. Li likes Lin Yao.
He Siyu fell into deep thought, and Mr. Li's words lingered in his ears that day: Miss He, thank you for your blessings, but unfortunately, she has another crush, and it is impossible for us to be together.
That's right, since Lin Yao doesn't like Mr. Li, who does she like?
Could it be Wang Zixuan?
Wang Zixuan in high school is probably someone she doesn't want to recall in her life. If it weren't for her own recklessness, how could she be separated from Lin Yao on both sides of the strait, and she hasn't seen her in ten years.
At noon the next day, He Siyu went to his parents' house for lunch as usual, and his father appeared at the dinner table after a long absence.
He Siyu, who wanted to have a good talk with his father, couldn't swallow because of his father's first words.
"How are you and that Mr. Li?"
"Divided." He Siyu said lightly.
"Break up?!" Mom screamed, with a terrified expression as if she had learned that He Siyu had decided not to marry for the rest of her life.
"Don't get excited, how old you are, you're still so impulsive." Dad frowned, looked at his mother and said.
"How is it divided?" Dad continued to ask.
"Not suitable, he has someone else he likes."
Dad was taken aback, apparently he didn't expect He Siyu to tell them the fact that he was dumped so bluntly, he was at a loss for words for a moment, "Well...it's okay, there will always be a suitable person."
He Siyu didn't answer, and continued to eat, as if this topic had never been brought up before.
In fact, I also have people I like.
He Siyu thought.
But I dare not say that I am 27 years old, and now I find out that the one I like is a woman, or a friend of my childhood sweetheart. I can't accept this kind of thing, let alone my parents who are over fifty years old.
Not to mention whether they can accept that I am gay, just saying that I am not married is enough for them to worry about for the rest of their lives.
To be married or not to be married is just a matter of nine yuan and a certificate.
But how many people struggled for the matter of nine yuan, and their heads were broken.
My parents are getting older, so I have to think about them. If I get scared by my sexual orientation, I can't bear the crime.
Parents cannot be made to take such risks for their own happiness.
At the age of 17, He Siyu was afraid of being criticized by her classmates and Lin Yao would be angry, so she did not confess her love to her.
At the age of 27, He Siyu was afraid that her parents would not understand and that Lin Yao had something to do with her, so she still did not confess her love to her.
In the end, how many years and how long will it take me to accept the fact that I am gay.
With this tangled mood, He Siyu spent the next few days.
Until I met Lin Yao again.
Dong Xiaoqian clamored to see a new movie released, saying that the computer special effects were very realistic, and there were bonus points for handsome guys. It was simply the most worth watching movie in ten years.
He Siyu curled her lips and said, Dong Xiaoqian, don't brag, you said the same thing to me last year when I watched the movie played by He Qi.
"It's rare to meet once in ten years, right?" He Siyu asked her with a playful expression.
Dong Xiaoqian glared at her: "You are still a Chinese teacher, you don't even know that it's rare in ten years?"
"Huh?" He Siyu waited for her to continue.
"It's rare to meet once in ten years, which means that there is a one-tenth chance of meeting in a year." Dong Xiaoqian shrugged, waiting for her to see He Siyu's adoring eyes.
He Siyu thought about it, "Well, it's not too late to praise you after I go home and check the information."
"It's awkward!" Dong Xiaoqian said.
"Hey! Who do you think is uncomfortable?!" He Siyu asked her loudly.
"Speaking of you." Dong Xiaoqian glanced at her, then turned to look across the road.
"Hey, He Siyu, He Siyu!" Dong Xiaoqian tugged at her sleeve.
He Siyu asked impatiently: "What's wrong?"
"Look at that woman, is she Lin Yao?"
Lin Yao?
Upon hearing these two words, He Siyu immediately looked in that direction.
It really is Lin Yao.
As soon as He Siyu saw Lin Yao, he took Dong Xiaoqian's arm and walked into the alley.
"Hey, hey, He Siyu! What are you doing!" Dong Xiaoqian shouted.
"Let's go!" He Siyu whispered.
But she still underestimated Lin Yao's hearing.
"He Siyu!"
He Siyu subconsciously stopped when he heard the familiar cry, and looked back with Dong Xiaoqian.
Lin Yao stood about ten meters behind her and looked at them.
Wasn't this guy across the road just now?
"You, why are you here?" He Siyu blurted out.
Lin Yao stared at her with an expression of enjoying the show, but did not answer.
He Siyu thought instantly: Ah, how can I admit that I saw her just now... How embarrassing!
Did she find out that I like her?still?
Isn't she with Mr. Li?
No, are they together?
"He Siyu, why didn't I realize before that your inner drama is quite rich." Lin Yao's voice suddenly sounded.
He Siyu's face turned white and red, "Wow, no way!"
"You can tell by the look on your face. You don't study Chinese in college, do you? It's acting?"
"..."
I haven't seen this Lin Yao in ten years, why is she still so annoying!
It was Dong Xiaoqian's voice that saved the day.
"Lin Yao! Long time no see!" Dong Xiaoqian is familiar with everyone, and she greets Lin Yao with a loud voice. In fact, her relationship with Lin Yao is very ordinary. He Siyu even thinks that Lin Yao probably doesn't remember who she is anymore.
"Dong Xiaoqian, what are you doing?" It was rare for Lin Yao to call out her name, and He Siyu was really sweating for Dong Xiaoqian.
"Watching a movie, He Siyu has lost her love, she is in a bad mood, take her to relax." Dong Xiaoqian sold He Siyu as soon as she opened her mouth, as if her best friend was Lin Yao instead of He Siyu.
He Siyu mourned for herself in her heart: Amitabha, I really provoked someone and met such a bastard girlfriend.
Lin Yao narrowed her eyes and smiled, "Oh... Broken in love?"
He Siyu got angry when she heard her whirling tone, "Why, are you happy that I'm broken in love?"
Lin Yao nodded, and responded: "Yes, I am happy, I must be happy! Another male compatriot has escaped from the clutches of suffering."
"Lin Yao! You! You are too much!" He Siyu stomped her feet angrily.
"Ok?"
Lin Yao looked at her puzzled, her expression really deserved a beating.
"I'm broken in love and you still gloat!"
Lin Yao spread her hands, "Do you mind if I go to the movies together?"
Before He Siyu could speak, Dong Xiaoqian immediately took over the conversation: "I don't mind! Let's go together!"
What a pity, how could I have such a girlfriend?
In the threesome movie, Lin Yao and Dong Xiaoqian whispered to each other from time to time, and He Siyu looked like a third party.
After the whole movie, He Siyu's thoughts were all on Lin Yao.
This Lin Yao is really annoying, obviously Dong Xiaoqian is here to relax with me, once you come, I can go home.
But having said that... Although I say I hate you, I still like getting along with you like this. I really miss the old days.
He Siyu looked at Lin Yao's right hand propped on the armrest of the seat, and wanted to touch it very much. She moved her fingers and retracted them to their original positions.
If I still appear by your side as a friend, I can hold your hand openly.
The originally pretty good mood suddenly became a little depressed when this idea appeared.
Before I knew it, it was the end of the movie. When I went out, it was raining, and now it was raining even harder.
The three of them stood on the steps downstairs of the cinema, looking at the rain that was all over the sky.
"I came by car, but the car is parked over there, I'll come to pick you up." Lin Yao pretended to be relaxed and smiled.
"Then thank you Lin Yao! Be careful on the road!" Dong Xiaoqian said.
Lin Yao showed her white teeth and smiled, "Well, don't worry."
"Wait a minute." He Siyu took Lin Yao's hand when she turned around.
"What's the matter?" Lin Yao turned around and asked her in doubt, her eyes fell on her hands.
He Siyu realized that her hand was holding Lin Yao, and immediately let go, and Lin Yao's hand fell back to the side of her body following inertia.
"I'll accompany you to pick up the car." He Siyu said timidly.
The sound is not loud, even very small, but enough for three people to hear.
Lin Yao glanced at her, as if she was refusing, or as if sending some signal: "No need, it's raining heavily, you and Dong Xiaoqian just wait for me here."
After Lin Yao finished speaking, she ran into the rain, disappeared into the night with the downpour of rain and mist, and soon disappeared.
He Siyu looked at the dark night and the ground splashed by the rain, and kept rubbing the palm of his right hand with his five fingers.
This hand, this hand, grabbed Lin Yao just now.
Feeling the hand that was still warm, He Siyu got carried away and thought about the things that happened a long time ago.
There is a lyric that says: It’s only because I was young at the time, I don’t know how many flowers fall in my dreams.
In the early years, the latter sentence was used as the title of a book by a female writer, and it was used as the title of a book by a male writer in the first two years.
The song is not good, but the sentences are well written.
If I could go back to the time when I was 17 overnight, would I say something different to Lin Yao that day, maybe Lin Yao would not go abroad later.
But in fact, Lin Yao likes Wang Zixuan.
If Lin Yao didn't like him, why would she be so angry with me and didn't tell me about the immigration before leaving?
He Siyu laughed at himself, heh, I think about my weight very seriously. Even if that incident hadn't happened, would Lin Yao stay in China alone to study in university?
The answer doesn't even have to be obvious, because it's simply asking knowingly, no.
Lin Yao would not go abroad because of herself, and correspondingly, she would not go abroad because of her sins, and then break up with herself.
The reason couldn't be more obvious, Lin Yao definitely didn't want to talk to her anymore.
A flash of lightning flashed across the sky, and He Siyu's body trembled. Dong Xiaoqian, who was standing next to her, saw her and put her arms around her shoulders, "Are you all right?"
He Siyu shook his head, "It's okay."
"Then let me stay at your house later, and stay with you tonight." Dong Xiaoqian asked her worriedly.
The current Dong Xiaoqian does not have the cheerful and lively image during the day at all, or it is easier to reveal her true self at night.
He Siyu turned pale and said, "It's okay, don't worry about me."
But she looked like this, no one would believe that she was fine.
While speaking, a small white car drove over.
Lin Yao opened the car window: "Get in the car."
The car was parked just below the steps, and the chassis was no more than a few centimeters higher than the sidewalk. Dong Xiaoqian hugged her and quickly got into the car, "Thank you, Lin Yao, if it wasn't for you, we might have to take a taxi back, and it's raining so hard. Big, I don’t know if the car can get there.”
Lin Yao started the car, "It's okay, what are you polite about, where do you live, I'll take you home."
"What about He Siyu?" Dong Xiaoqian asked.
"Her home is in the south, and mine is also in the south, not far away." Lin Yao's tone was as if she and He Siyu often went on a date, and Dong Xiaoqian was stunned.
"Dong Xiaoqian?" Seeing that she was silent, Lin Yao called her.
"Ah, my home is in the north, but..." Dong Xiaoqian stopped at this point.
"but what?"
"I'm a little worried about Siyu, can you take her upstairs in person?" Dong Xiaoqian said in an almost pleading tone.
"No problem, don't worry, I will take good care of her."
He Siyu looked at Lin Yao who was sitting in front with a complicated expression. Although she couldn't see Lin Yao's face, what did Lin Yao's words mean?
You will take good care of me.
I must be thinking too much...it must be.
I really can't stand myself anymore, and I can think over and over again for a long time about a sentence that others say casually.
No one spoke anymore, so Lin Yao turned on the radio casually. At ten o'clock in the evening, the radio was full of various expert lectures.
"Expert, I want to ask, the two of us, we have been married for three years, but we have no children. We went to the hospital for an examination, and they said that there is no problem with both of us. Why can't we conceive a child?"
The woman on the radio babbled on what she dared not say during the day, hiding behind the small receiver, and the host only knew her from a string of phone numbers.
People, in many cases, can't prove that you are you at all, because we live in this world in the form of a series of numbers.
ID numbers, phone numbers, student ID numbers, all kinds of numbers connect us together. Without these, we only say our names, and no one will recognize us.
He Siyu blushed when he heard what the woman said on the radio.
Dong Xiaoqian kept hugging her to watch the night scene outside the window, but Lin Yao noticed her abnormality.
At an intersection, waiting for the traffic lights to stop, Lin Yao glanced at He Siyu in the rearview mirror, "Yo, are you blushing?"
He Siyu was still immersed in her own small world. When she heard Lin Yao's words and met her dark eyes, knowing that she was caught, she opened her mouth and closed it again.
Forget it, let Lin Yao say it, anyway, I can't say anything about her.
Lin Yao probably didn't expect He Siyu to ignore her, and apologized jokingly: "Okay, let's not talk about it."
When Dong Xiaoqian was about to get off the car, she told Lin Yaoqian: "You must take good care of He Siyu."
"I know, don't worry."
Because Dong Xiaoqian got off the car halfway, the already awkward atmosphere became even weirder.
At this time, the broadcast has switched to the music column, which happened to be a Japanese and Korean song program. Being isolated, He Siyu only thought about how to quickly get through this awkward time between the two of them, and put away his fear of thunder and lightning.
"The front seems to be flooded." Suddenly, Lin Yao said such a sentence.
He Siyu got up slightly, moved forward and looked, sure enough, as Lin Yao said, it was flooded.
The expressway around the city was completely flooded by the heavy rain, and the bus could barely open a road to pass through. Although it was hard for the pedestrians on the bus, there was no better way to get these passers-by back home.
The private cars next to them all turned around one after another, ready to find another route.
In the dark night, this road is as deep as the ocean, bringing people infinite despair and helplessness.
"Flooded?" He Siyu said to himself.
Lin Yao sighed, "Hey, let's take a detour."
He Siyu sat back in the back row, lost his mind.
After turning the car around, Lin Yao drove for another ten minutes. He Siyu finally couldn't hold back his disappointment as he watched the tall buildings speeding past by the side of the road.
"Don't go around, I can't go back." He Siyu said dejectedly.
Lin Yao was puzzled: "You haven't found your way yet, why are you so pessimistic?"
She sneered: "On the way to my house, this place is considered the highest. If this place is flooded, other places must be flooded as well."
"It's so late, can't you go back?" Lin Yao was surprised.
"Yeah." She nodded feebly.
"Go back to my house." Lin Yao's sudden words made He Siyu's heart agitated.
It's going back, not going.
It's like saying-
We are actually a couple relationship, or more recently, a husband and wife relationship.
It would be nice if it was true.
"What did you say?" He Siyu wondered if he heard it wrong.
"Go back to my house, it's very close to here, can't you go back?" Lin Yao repeated.
"Isn't it convenient?"
"Then is it convenient to go to the hotel?"
He Siyu kept silent, Lin Yao was right, I can only go to her house to stay for one night.
Anyway, we are all women, anyway, I like her.
But is it shameless to think so?
How can I go to her residence with full expectation?
Lin Yao drove the car into the underground garage, opened the door, and pulled He Siyu's men out of the car.
He Siyu's head was still full of information about spending the night with Lin Yao, and he didn't realize that his hand had been grabbed by the other party.
When she finally calmed down that little deer's pounding heart, she realized that Lin Yao was holding her right hand.
Looking up along this hand, it is Lin Yao's arm, neck, and side face in a suit.
The thick eyelashes fluctuated with the blink of an eye. Lin Yao looked forward, and He Siyu blushed as he watched.
Although Lin Yao was wearing a lady's suit, her breasts were not too small, and she wore very feminine makeup, but He Siyu was still the same as before. She felt that Lin Yao was simply too handsome.
Like a prince charming, and like a Robin Hood in the jungle, he always helps himself and appears in front of himself when he is in trouble.
Her left hand covered her cheek, it was so hot!
So shy, why do you look at Lin Yao like this? Fortunately... Fortunately, she didn't notice.
With a hint of joy, He Siyu covered her eyes again, revealing a gap between her middle finger and ring finger. Looking out from this gap, Lin Yao's earlobes are also very beautiful, not too big or too small, very delicate.
I was fascinated by watching it.
"Am I pretty?" Lin Yao turned her head and asked her with a smile.
"Ah? You, what are you talking about?" He Siyu immediately put down the left hand that was pretending to cover his eyes.
"Let me tell you, do you think I look good? Did you enjoy watching it?" Lin Yao looked at her with a smile.
At this moment, He Siyu's face was so hot that he couldn't bear it, so he still bit the bullet and said: "Who cares about you, you are narcissistic."
"Oh... so, then what I see from the elevator door are all special effects?"
He Siyu looked at Lin Yao's half-smiling face waiting for her to make a fool of himself, met her eyes, and then looked at the elevator door. The bright and reflective steel elevator door reflected his ripe tomato-like face. very clearly.
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