Give the rest of your life

He Siyu was lost in thought.

The cherry blossom trees outside the community, the red running track on the playground, the classroom where you study in the evening, the paths you walked side by side with Lin Yao, the streets and alleys that Lin Yao rode on.

At the age of 17, all the memories came flooding out of my heart.

Even if I accompany you to climb over the fence and skip class to watch a football match, even if I accompany you to watch the sunset on the mountain behind the school, even if I accompany you on foot for five kilometers after losing your car.

Do you just treat me as a friend who talks about everything?

It seems that you can't talk about everything, after all, you never mentioned to me that you liked Wang Zixuan back then.

How were you doing during the ten years without me by your side?

happy?

Do you have any new best friends?

Have you ever been in love?

And why, you suddenly returned to the country alone?

I want to ask you all these questions, but how can I open my mouth?

How can we bypass that incident and talk about your future.

Lin Yao's cell phone vibrated and she woke up.

Without time to care about He Siyu who was standing beside her, Lin Yao got up quickly and took out her mobile phone from the coat pocket at the door.

"What's the matter?" It was probably a very familiar person, otherwise why would there be no address.

"Now?" Do you want to go out?It was so late, and it was still raining heavily, the relationship was even more unusual.

"I'm afraid...it can't be done." Although it was a refusal, it was also apologetic, and he must be someone she respected.

"Well, good night then." So, who is this person?

He Siyu guessed in his heart the relationship between the caller and Lin Yao, but Lin Yao took the initiative to say so.

"Ni Nan, you asked me to go out for a drink. Why drink so late, and it's raining heavily." Lin Yao reported the content of the call as if talking to herself, and He Siyu didn't understand her.

Is it because I'm someone you can trust?Otherwise, you don't have to tell me at all.

But actually, I am not.

"Go take a shower, I see that you are asleep." He Siyu chose to avoid this topic that could not tell the result.

Lin Yao probably didn't expect He Siyu to say that, she was stunned for a few seconds, "Oh."

The disappointment in her eyes was unexpected by He Siyu, maybe Lin Yao was waiting for me to ask her something?

When Lin Yao turned the handle of the bathroom door, He Siyu chased after her.

"Have you and Ni Nan been in touch?" He Siyu asked her.

You asked me to ask, so I'll ask you.

Lin Yao hesitated for a moment, "Yes."

Heh, so what do you want me to say?

Let me know that she is your real friend who can share weal and woe, and I am just an ordinary friend you only contact when you think of it.

Soon, Lin Yao came out of the bathroom, wearing a bathrobe of the same color and style as He Siyu's.

He Siyu stared at her in a daze, completely forgetting the little thought just now.

Lin Yao walked into the bedroom while wiping her hair, "Go to sleep."

"Your hair is not dry yet." He Siyu blurted out.

"Oh?" Lin Yao stopped and turned to look at her, "It seems so, then you can blow my hair for me."

"Blow it for you?"

"If you don't want to, I'll do it myself."

"It's okay, I'll do it." He Siyu hurriedly said.

Lin Yao sat on the edge of the corner of the bed, and He Siyu stood behind her and helped her dry her hair.

The roar of the hair dryer made the sound of cars appearing and disappearing outside the window disappear without a trace.

"Lin Yao."

"What?" Lin Yao amplified her voice and asked He Siyu.

"You and Ni Nan... have a good relationship, right?"

Naturally, this deadly low sound was like a car horn, drowned in the roar of a hair dryer.

"What? What did you say?" Lin Yao asked her with a louder voice.

"It's nothing." With this sentence, He Siyu amplified his voice.

Lin Yao obviously heard it, but she saw that He Siyu didn't say anything, and didn't ask: "Is it finished?"

"All right."

He Siyu turned off the hair dryer switch, unplugged the power supply, rolled up the hair dryer and put it on the table beside him.

"Then go to sleep, I'm going to the living room." Lin Yao took out a quilt and a pillow from the cabinet, hugged her in her arms, and covered herself tightly.

He Siyu could only discern Lin Yao's expression from the black hair that did not cover her eyelids.

Can't see any emotion.

"It's okay, I'm a guest, I'll sleep on the sofa."

He Siyu hastily shied away.

"It is because you are a guest that I have to take good care of you. Forgot how Dong Xiaoqian told me before leaving?"

This time, He Siyu heard it, and Lin Yao seemed to be smiling.

"Okay then... rest early."

"Good night."

After Lin Yao finished speaking, she went to the living room. He Siyu stood in the almost empty bedroom, at a loss.

I can't ask a question I want to ask, and I can't say a word I want to say.

Don't you wonder how I've been all these years?

Or, it's all me being self-indulgent.

He Siyu walked back and forth in the bedroom, and the big full-length mirror recorded her every route.

Go and apologize to Lin Yao.

Don't apologize to Lin Yao.

Which one to choose?

After thinking about it, He Siyu decided to apologize!

She pushed open the door and walked to the living room. Lin Yao was not asleep yet, just lying on the sofa reading a book.

"Why aren't you sleeping yet?" Seeing He Siyu approaching, Lin Yao moved her body up and leaned her back against the armrest of the sofa.

He Siyu pinched his ten fingers, hesitating for a long time, "Well... I want to ask you something."

"Come and sit." Lin Yao took her legs off the sofa, patted the open space beside her, and signaled He Siyu to sit down.

He Siyu looked at Lin Yao's face and sat down obediently.

"Just say you have something to do, I feel like you have been absent-minded all night." Lin Yao said with a light smile, as if she hadn't thought about the seriousness of the next conversation.

"Lin Yao, do you blame me?"

This time, He Siyu chose to ask her straight to the point.

But why didn't the expressions that were expected in my mind appear?

Whether it is anger, helplessness, relief, or hypocrisy, there is none.

Lin Yao's expression is——

confused.

"Blame you?" Lin Yao asked her, "What do you blame?"

He Siyu muttered for a long while, but couldn't find a suitable language to say.

"When I asked you if you liked someone, you said no, if not, why did you go abroad?"

Having said it out, the most entangled, entangled, and colic question that has troubled me for ten years has finally been uttered.

But it seemed that it was not as easy as imagined, because He Siyu regretted it the moment he exited.

I don't want to know, I don't want to know who Lin Yao likes.

After all, no matter who that person is, it won't be me, He Siyu.

Homosexuality is not uncommon, but you are not.

"Is there anyone I like that has something to do with going abroad?"

"Then did you really like anyone back then?"

Now that the first sentence has been asked, let's just say the rest of it.

"Yes." It was just one word, but He Siyu's heart was broken when he heard this word.

"That's good...you...are you together now?" He Siyu grinned reluctantly, trying to make it through, so that Lin Yao wouldn't notice anything.

Lin Yao stretched her waist: "No, he doesn't like me."

"What? Is there anyone who doesn't like you?" He Siyu laughed dumbfounded. Is there anyone who doesn't like a perfect person like Lin Yao?

Lin Yao seemed to be very curious about He Siyu's reaction, she said naturally: "Why can't there be? Of course I can't make everyone like me."

He Siyu nodded awkwardly: "Oh...well, good night then."

He Siyu walked back to the bedroom in despair, lying on the bed, unable to fall asleep after tossing and turning.

Mr. Li likes Lin Yao, and Lin Yao likes others, so they will not be together.

Then...the most urgent task is to find out who Lin Yao likes.

If I know, I can go to get married with peace of mind.

In the early morning of the next day, He Siyu was woken up by the dazzling sunlight, and when he saw the alarm clock beside the bed, it was already seven o'clock!

After hurriedly putting on clothes and washing, it was already seven twenty.

"Lin Yao, I'm leaving first!" She said to Lin Yao who was still sleeping soundly on the sofa.

Lin Yao opened her eyes, and was about to get angry at He Siyu who disturbed her dream, but seeing her burning expression, she held back, "Why are you going?"

"Go to work!" Without time to explain to Lin Yao, He Siyu bent over to put on his shoes.

"Work? Today is Saturday."

"Week, Saturday?" He Siyu was stunned.

"That's right, are you going to work this Saturday?" Lin Yao sat up and walked over wearing slippers.

He Siyu raised his head, looked at Lin Yao's face, and wanted to hug her.

"Do you want to sleep longer?" Lin Yao lowered her head and asked her.

"I can't sleep..." He Siyu blushed, the last time such a close conversation happened was ten years ago.

Very uncomfortable with such a thing, although it is the long-awaited intimacy.

"Then make breakfast, I'll go wash up, and you change your shoes."

Seeing Lin Yao walk into the bathroom, He Siyu was stunned for a while, then put the high heels back into the shoe cabinet and changed into Lin Yao's slippers.

"I'll make breakfast, you go and wait, it will be ready in a while." Lin Yao said to He Siyu after coming out of the bathroom, and did not come out again after entering the kitchen.

Not long after, two plates of sandwiches were served.

"Try my craft. When I was abroad, I often made these." Lin Yao's confident expression seemed to be asking He Siyu for credit.

This is the first time Lin Yao has voluntarily mentioned her life.

He Siyu really wanted to ask, have you missed me all these years.

When the words came to his lips, they changed into another look: "Let's go shopping after dinner, I haven't bought clothes for a long time."

Lin Yao took a sip of milk, "Okay, I'm fine anyway."

On Saturday morning, Song Pei was woken up by Pu Yileng's phone call.

"What are you doing? You won't let me sleep in!" Song Pei broke out in anger when she got up, and said angrily.

"Song Pei, look at your watch, it's 10:30, 10:30! Who told me to go shopping yesterday?"

"Ah? Is it already 10:30?" Song Pei lost most of his momentum when he heard Pu Yileng's words.

"Well, pack up quickly, I'll go to your house to find you."

"Come to my house? No, it's not convenient."

"Inconvenient? It's really...then let's meet at the intersection."