Give the rest of your life

It is He Siyu's favorite hot pot.

But at the moment her mind is not on eating.

So even a hotpot restaurant that is famous in the city for waiting in line for an hour cannot make her eat happily.

Lin Yao noticed that He Siyu was absent-minded, wanted to ask, but dared not.

I was afraid that if I asked, I would get an embarrassing question.

So the two of them finished their dinner like this, with their own concerns.

Sending He Siyu home, she easily dodged the goodnight kiss.

What He Siyu couldn't find out was the self-deprecating smile on Lin Yao's mouth after she turned around.

For several days in succession, He Siyu was indifferent to Lin Yao, Lin Yao had endured a lot, and He Siyu was not much better.

Concealer and foundation couldn't cover up her dark circles, which were getting worse.

Lin Yao's car arrived earlier every day, from seven o'clock to six o'clock. On this day, He Siyu even arrived when He Siyu stayed up all night watching the scenery on the balcony.

He Siyu turned his head to look at the wall, and the hour hand on the wall clock pointed to the number 5.

Protracted, is not a good thing.

He Siyu took the windbreaker from the hanger and put it on, opened the door and went downstairs.

Knocking on Lin Yao's car window, Lin Yao broke free from distraction, and pressed down on the car window to look at He Siyu's face without makeup.

"Siyu?"

The faint and small voice came from Lin Yao who also stayed up all night.

"Get out of the car." He Siyu said, his tone was sharp and concise, but it was an unquestionable command tone.

Lin Yao was almost dragged into the house by He Siyu.

As soon as the door was closed, He Siyu's kisses came overwhelmingly.

Lust-desire is the best solution to this cold war, He Siyu thinks so.

The body is always more honest than the mind.

Lin Yao's equally passionate kiss back seemed to be an argument to prove this point.

The windbreaker was almost violently pulled off by He Siyu and thrown to the ground, the high heels were also kicked far away, Lin Yao was pushed onto the sofa by He Siyu, the kiss was still going on.

He Siyu left Lin Yao's lips, and the two people's violent panting made all the molecules in the air ambiguous.

"Lin Yao." He Siyu slowly raised his hand, stroking Lin Yao's face.

Lin Yao looked back at He Siyu affectionately: "I am here."

He Siyu hugged her into his arms, "I miss you very much."

Lin Yao stroked He Siyu's back in a T-shirt from top to bottom: "Me too, I miss you very much."

"You and Ni Nan..." He Siyu still asked the question, which tortured her so much that she couldn't sleep at night.

Lin Yao came out of He Siyu's arms, "We are just friends."

He Siyu smiled: "I know."

"What do you want to ask?" Lin Yao asked confusedly.

Do you really not know, or pretend not to know?

He Siyu couldn't ask what he wanted to ask.

"It's nothing, just sleep with me for a while, I'll take a day off today." He Siyu kissed Lin Yao's cheek.

"It seems that asking for leave is to deduct money." Lin Yao pretended to be relaxed and said, since it was a feint, of course her eyebrows and eyes were still so nervous.

"Anyway, you have money." He Siyu rubbed his mouth against Lin Yao's slender fair neck for a while.

Sleeping in each other's arms, it's a matter of course that they sleep well.

It was already twelve noon when I woke up again.

He Siyu woke up before Lin Yao, looking at Lin Yao's face, he was really at a loss.

After finishing lunch, Lin Yao was called to get up. The two of them ate lunch and talked about work, as if nothing had happened.

Although they all knew that this matter was really a ticking time bomb, no one was willing to take the initiative to detonate it.

"I'm going on a business trip tomorrow. How are you preparing? I'm going to go for about four or five days." Lin Yao said.

He Siyu's brows flickered: "Tomorrow?"

Lin Yao nodded: "Yes."

"Then I'll tell my mother." He Siyu said.

The phone was dialed quickly, and He Siyu's soft voice broke into Lin Yao's ears: "Mom, I'm going to study abroad tomorrow."

"Yes, um... and Lin Yao."

"Four or five days maybe."

"Okay, bye."

He Siyu turned off the phone, put it back on the dining table, and looked up at Lin Yao who was staring at her.

"What are you looking at me for?" He Siyu asked.

"You look good." Lin Yao's smile made He Siyu feel a burst of warmth.

If only you could reassure me in the same way about your past.

He Siyu glanced at her indifferently, didn't reply, and ate his meal by himself.

Lin Yao didn't get the expected response, but she didn't seem to have any emotions either.

He Siyu couldn't figure out Lin Yao at this time, it should be said - he never guessed it.

The lyrics of the Taiwanese female singer flashed out of my mind, and every line of the lyrics was projected in front of my eyes like a movie, and the singer's beautiful female voice even sounded in my ears.

At the end of the MV, the female lead's monologue made He Siyu tremble.

"I decided to leave you, it's a waste of life to be with you."

"I have no interest in what you have in your head."

"It's not impossible to guess, dear, I don't want to guess."

Will it end like this, Lin Yao and I.

Will I also say such things to her at the last second.

Similar to being with you is a waste of life.

Afraid of getting an answer you don't want to hear, and afraid of violating your privacy.

So maybe I will never know about your past.

Well, even if I don't know, it's not a big deal.

But at least... you should let me know what you're thinking, right?

Same bed, different dreams is really a good idiom.

The corner of He Siyu's mouth curled up and down, which is not too big or too small, it's self-deprecating.

Lin Yao saw it and didn't say a word.

He Siyu felt inexplicably angry and ashamed.

Is this the woman I have loved for ten years?

Seeing my emotions and situations, can you pretend to be nonchalant?

You clearly saw it, seeing my embarrassed and inferior expression, probably you are really cruel to the person who loves you.

He Siyu said: "I'm full, I'm going to prepare the box."

Then she got up, went into the room, and closed the door with all her might.

The embarrassing situation seemed to happen for the first time, but it happened quite naturally. When He Siyu came out again, Lin Yao had already gone back.

You really don't care about me.

He Siyu closed his eyes, what happened in the afternoon was still vivid in his mind.

At that time, she was packing her clothes when there was a knock on the door, gently, only twice, very polite.

Don't think about it, Lin Yao is always polite.

"Siyu, are you asleep?" Even the intimacy and distance in the tone are handled so properly, it's really hard for you.

"I'll go back first, and I'll come to you tomorrow. We'll go to the airport together. The tickets and procedures are all with me. You bring your ID card and work permit." It's a matter of work. As for the estrangement between the two of them, keep silent don't talk about it.

He Siyu wanted to cry, but it seemed like he couldn't cry.

Why do you make yourself look like an abandoned woman? It's not really so pitiful.

She grabbed the mobile phone not far away, opened the address book, and called Dong Xiaoqian.

"Dong Xiaoqian." He Siyu said.

It was unexpectedly lively there, and there was noisy background music amidst the crowds.

"He Siyu?! What's wrong?" Dong Xiaoqian shouted.

"Where are you, I want to find you." He Siyu said.

The city center at night is much more lively than the suburbs. The neon lights and signs shine brightly, attracting the attention of every passerby.

There are row upon row of bars and nightclubs, occupying the prime location of the city, radiating from the city center to the most expensive road around, and there is a bar every other distance.

Beautifully dressed women and neatly dressed men stepped out of the famous cars, and the parking boy was responsible for helping them park their cars.

Two rows of young men in black shirts and trousers stood around the elevator door.

He Siyu got out of the taxi and looked up at the building that almost made her neck break. The fancy signboards of the bar stood on an unknown number of floors.

The big logo is the destination of her trip.

There were still women wearing various perfumes standing in the elevator.

The scents of various brands were mixed together, He Siyu resisted the urge to cough, and rushed out the moment the elevator door opened.

But what is even more terrible is the pungent smell of smoke.

Well, this newly changed clothes are about to be thrown into the washing machine again.

Dong Xiaoqian was drinking and playing dice with a group of men and women.

"Dong Xiaoqian!" He Siyu didn't like this environment very much, but it was her decision to come to Dong Xiaoqian, so she had to come.

Dong Xiaoqian put down the glass full of wine, saw He Siyu, and waved to her: "It's really slow, come, let's drink."

After finishing speaking, he dragged He Siyu to the sofa.

"Here, drink." Dong Xiaoqian generously handed over a glass of white wine.

He Siyu put the glass to his mouth, put his nose up and sniffed it, it was wine, there was nothing wrong with it.

"Why, why don't you drink at the bar?" Dong Xiaoqian laughed at her.

He Siyu frowned and drank the wine in the glass in one go.

"Okay! Good drinker!" The man standing next to Dong Xiaoqian clapped his hands and applauded.

It seemed a little familiar, this man, but he couldn't remember where he met him.

"He...Miss He?" The man was the first to call out her surname, which was unexpected by He Siyu.

"You are?" He Siyu narrowed his eyes and looked at him.

"I'm Zhang Zhihao, the cousin of your colleague Wang Jing, remember? We had dinner at my cousin's house."

Oh, it was the blind date who died before leaving school, He Siyu remembered.

It cannot be forgotten that he and Wang Zixuan are good friends who have known each other for a long time.

Thinking of this relationship, He Siyu unconsciously felt uncomfortable and frowned, but still stretched out his hand and shook Zhang Zhihao, "Hello."

Zhang Zhihao seemed very excited, probably because he bumped into an acquaintance.

"Miss He and Dong Xiaoqian are friends?"

He Siyu nodded: "We are classmates in high school."

He Siyu and Zhang Zhihao continued exchanging pleasantries unintentionally, searching for the existence of that person among a bunch of unfamiliar faces.

Zhang Zhihao's voice suddenly appeared beside her: "Who is Miss He looking for? Wang Zixuan?"

As soon as He Siyu turned her head, Zhang Zhihao's face, which was so close at hand, almost hit her chest.

"Ah!" an exclamation.

Zhang Zhihao took a few steps back again and again, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, did I scare you?"

He Siyu blushed and said, "No, nothing, nothing."

However, Zhang Zhihao's eyes were still searching her face, because of the naked eyes, He Siyu didn't dare to look up at him.