Give the rest of your life

The rain is still falling, and there is no tendency to get smaller. He Siyu sighed melancholy. She will not be able to digest Lin Yao's words for a while. Knowing that Lin Yao was behind her, she couldn't accept Lin Yao's words.

Lin Yao is not perfect, she has always known that there is no perfect person.But what she said... It seems that it is not a question of perfection.

After dawdling, He Siyu still opened his mouth: "Does Ni Nan really like that man?"

Lin Yao didn't say anything, and said after a while, "I don't know."

I don't know, what do you mean I don't know, aren't you best friends?

He Siyu suddenly turned back and glared: "I don't know what it means?"

Knowing what you are angry about, the difficult problem of not being able to choose.

I know that love cannot be waived, but how can I get over the hurdle of conscience?

Subconsciously, I hope to hear the answer that they really love each other, as if this can reduce our guilt.

We are our fault, not Lin Yao's.

"Do you still want to hear it? Or is it that you are no longer interested in this topic, or... there is no need to continue." Lin Yao's tone was flat, and He Siyu couldn't guess what she was thinking.

"Speak, I'll listen." He said weakly.

"I asked Ni Nan if she didn't regret helping me pick up the guests. Ni Nan told me 'you are stupid, I am not stupid', what did I mean? She said that the man is Chinese, you know? I said of course I know. She said They kept chatting, and the man found out that she had changed, and asked her what was going on. Ni Nan told the truth, and said that if you were not happy, I would pay you some money. I didn't expect that man to be very interested in her, and the two chatted. Isn’t it ironic to say that the money will still be paid in the end?” There was only a cigarette butt left, but no ashtray was found, Lin Yao stepped out of bed with one leg, stretched her arm forward, and took an empty ashtray. The beer can was placed on the bedside table, and the cigarette butt was stuffed in, falling into the invisible aluminum can.

"Can I smoke another one?" Lin Yao asked her.

He Siyu shrugged and raised his eyebrows: "Of course."

"So it doesn't count as going to bed first and then falling in love?" He Siyu asked blankly.

"Although the time and place where the two met was quite weird, but fortunately, the process was not bad. Her ex-husband is an official-second generation, with a little money. After Ni Nan followed him, her smile became more obvious. I think she should like it. That man's." Lin Yao propped her right elbow on the bed, pulled out a cigarette from the cigarette case sideways, lit it, took a puff, and slowly exhaled some smoke.

"Can it still be like this?" He Siyu was embarrassed.

Lin Yao was silent for a while, "I hope what Ni Nan told me is the truth, but I don't know... Is she making up a lie to comfort me or is it the truth."

A white lie is certainly a good thing, but if the person involved knows it, it will become embarrassing and ugly.

Lin Yao is the party involved in this dilemma.

If the facts are as Ni Nan said, then Lin Yao is undoubtedly a despicable enjoyer.

If the facts were the opposite, then would Ni Nan's image instantly grow taller? How can Lin Yao pay off her guilt?

No matter what the truth is, Lin Yao is the instigator.

"What if she lied to you?" He Siyu asked.

Lin Yao sighed, "Then I will only feel more guilty and blame myself, and spend my whole life repaying the favor she gave me."

He Siyu was stunned for a long time, Lin Yao seemed to have no problem with his answer, so he could only reply with a hmm, and thus ended this painful topic.

The rain was increasing, but fortunately the thunder and lightning had ended, leaving only the restless sound of rain resounding through the sky, the whole city was shrouded in water vapor, and it was so foggy that it was impossible to see anything.

Lin Yao asked her in the dark room: "So now, will you continue to be with me? If you want to separate, I don't think there is anything wrong with you."

This tone sounds really funny, Lin Yao can really say whether you want to break up with me or not.

But He Siyu obviously couldn't laugh, her expression was frozen on her face, and her mouth was slightly open, as if she was acupointed by a martial arts master a second before she had something to say, and she looked at Lin in a daze like a stone statue. Yao.

"Have you always been like this?" He Siyu smiled forcedly, her pretendingly relaxed voice matched her stiff facial expression quite well, and it could be seen at a glance that she was in a bad state.

Lin Yao looked into her eyes and murmured, "What?"

He Siyu laughed out loud, from a restrained laugh to a maniacal laugh. She patted the bed sheet and asked Lin Yao loudly: "Tell every girlfriend about your sadness, as an excuse to get rid of each other's entanglement? If you want Break up, I won't drag you down, not for a second." At the end, He Siyu's tone was already very bad, and a rare aura radiated from her body.

"Why do you think so?" Lin Yao said with a sigh.

"Isn't the answer you want obvious?" He Siyu asked with a sneer.

The tense atmosphere was quite commensurate with such a manic rainy night. He Siyu even felt that she was filming an idol drama, but the downpour of rain made the audience feel sorry for her, the tragic heroine.

"I didn't know you would think this way, but my original intention was not like this." Lin Yao frowned, and He Siyu saw Lin Yao's face through the faint light outside.

He Siyu raised his eyebrows: "Oh?"

"You also think I'm weird, I know, I'm hiding, I don't want you to get too close to me, and I can't restrain myself from wanting to be nice to you."

He Siyu stretched out his hand to block Lin Yao's hand that wanted to hug her waist: "Don't, I have something to say."

Lin Yao put her arms back in embarrassment, cleared her throat, and said, "Do you think I'm unforgivable for what I say now? Well, even though I think so, you still don't want to say it, I won't say it." I really want to see you despise me."

He Siyu glanced at Lin Yao, and explained: "I didn't mean that, you misunderstood me."

"Ok?"

"I just think that you don't trust me too much. I didn't think about breaking up with you, but I just thought that what you did...was unfair to Ni Nan." He Siyu said.

After the deadlocked conversation, Lin Yao stood up and leaned against the head of the bed again, lighting a third cigarette.

"Then it's fair. Am I with her? Don't say I won't give up on you. Even if I could give up on you, it would be an insult to her. She won't want the love that comes from charity."

He Siyu has thought too much tonight, her head hurts a bit, rubbing her index finger and middle finger together at her temples, the pain seems to have eased, "Then what happened to her ex-husband asking for money?"

The problem goes back to the original one.

"I don't know much about their way of getting along. Anyway, after she was with her ex-husband, it seemed that her ex-husband spent a lot of money for her. She shared most of the rent, and my pressure was much less. Her ex-husband asked her to move to live with him. Living together, Ni Nan refused twice and felt sorry and let him go, and said that I should find another person to share the rent, and the rent I received would be mine.”

He Siyu couldn't laugh, her emotions were suppressed in her chest, "Well, then she is really good to you."

"After I got better, I returned all the money to her, and she took it too. Afterwards, they got married. Ni Nan got married as soon as she graduated from senior year. It wasn't until last year when her ex-husband said he wanted a divorce. What happened after that You all know that Ni Nan’s ex-husband had an accident at home and needed funds, Ni Nan started to help, but later felt powerless, so he stopped giving him money, but unexpectedly his ex-husband started pestering her and beating her.” Lin Yao vomited A beautiful smoke ring was formed, the smoke ring floated into the air and spread out, and the smoke gradually disappeared.

"Why didn't you call the police?" He Siyu said.

Lin Yao was stunned for a while, and then said: "Because the ex-husband didn't sign the divorce agreement at all."

"Isn't he going to divorce?"

Lin Yao smiled wryly and said: "Because Ni Nan insisted on returning to the country, he pissed him off, and he said in a rage that he would kill Ni Nan even if it was exhausting, and they were inseparable, so in essence, the two of them are still married. .”

He Siyu didn't expect such a reason, and said helplessly: "This time it's because of you again, Ni Nan is really an infatuated woman."

Lin Yao stopped talking because she didn't know what to say.

Want to show weakness?Or express your feelings?

I can't do it, I can't rely on this to keep others.

It's not me.

Crying gradually came from beside him, it was He Siyu who was crying.

Lin Yao hugged her shoulders and asked in a low voice, "Why are you crying?"

He Siyu was sobbing and talking, and the sentences were intermittent, but fortunately they were not long: "I, I think...you worked so hard abroad...and I didn't do anything, so I feel very sad."

Lin Yao was startled, she thought that He Siyu would be angry and would break up with her, but He Siyu didn't, didn't blame her, didn't look down on her, on the contrary, she felt sorry for her.

Thousands of words poured into her heart, Lin Yao moved her mouth, wanting to say something to relieve the sad atmosphere, her voice was extremely hoarse: "Siyu, don't you blame me?"

He Siyu patted her back lightly, tears wet her chest: "Blame you, I blame you for not looking for me, why didn't you come after such a hard life! Why did you come to me so late!"

Lin Yao smiled awkwardly: "Well... tell me one thing, don't be angry."

"What's the matter?" He Siyu raised his tearful eyes and looked at her.

Lin Yao said: "My return to China is actually thanks to Song Pei."

"Song Pei? What does it matter to her?" He Siyu raised his head from Lin Yao's arms and asked.