no crossing the line

After more than six months, they basically didn't need to drink night milk, but Ji Jinglian and Jian Qin didn't feel any better because of this.Because a baby at this age has already become attached to others, so simple that he could sleep alone, now he must be accompanied by Jian Qin before he is willing to sleep.

How hard is this? Ji Jinglian.

"Jane Qin..."

Since it is easy to sleep together, Jian Qin naturally wants to take care of his daughter.Because of this point, Ji Jinglian hasn't had a good time with Jian Qin for almost half a month.

Jian Jian went to bed early tonight, and Ji Jinglian couldn't bear it and was about to move.

"Wait, Jing Lian," Jian Qin pressed Ji Jinglian's hand that was poking into the hem of his clothes, and gently crossed it? She glanced at it, "It will wake Shan Shan."

Jian Qin's eyes are very charming. Under Ji Jinglian's meticulous care and love nourishment, she looks more and more radiant now. Not only has she completely got rid of the sequelae of pregnancy, but she also has an extra copy. Mature charm.

"Shan Shan is not so easy to wake up." Ji Jinglian hugged Jian Qin from behind, and said in an aggrieved voice, "You've been only paying attention to Shan Shan recently? How long have you been ignoring me?"

Jian Qin was amused by her pitiful appearance: "How can I only care about Shan Shan? You said, Shan Shan was taken by you? How much is it? She clings to us now, it is your retribution."

"How am I taking advantage of her? I do it for? She also does it for? You. You're going to graduate school in the second half of the year? You have to wean your milk slowly. Besides, it's not like she won't be able to drink now. ?, It’s just that I drank less after adding food supplements.”

"Bad guy," Jian Qin couldn't hold back her fidgeting hands, and called out in a low voice, "Where did Erica, who used to be?

"It's good for someone you don't know well? Cold, how about chasing your wife? Cold, how can I have a wife to hug me now?"

"Who is your wife? A few months ago? You still called her girlfriend. Did your name evolve too fast?"

Jian Qin is very sure? It's not his own illusion, is it true that Ji Jinglian is getting more and more shameless?Although the change is not that big in front of others, but in front of her, Ji Jinglian doesn't pay attention to her image at all.

"Not only did we live together? My mother also admitted that our relationship is not a wife. If you want a ceremony, we can go abroad for a wedding."

"Don't." Jian Qin was afraid that Ji Jinglian would really do such a thing, so he blurted out the words of refusal, and realized something was wrong after speaking, and explained, "What I mean is, the wedding is just a formality, and, And don't worry too much? Hurry up, Shan Shan is still young, and my parents also..."

It's just that the more she spoke, the more she felt that she was covering up, and her voice gradually became smaller?

"Okay, I understand." Ji Jinglian chuckled lightly, and gently turned Jian Qin's body so that the two of them could face each other, "Don't be nervous, I'm not urging you, this matter was originally I can't be in a hurry. No matter whether the wedding is held or not, the fact that you are my partner will not change. Since I like it? Same sex, how could I care about it?"

Jian Qin felt very guilty in her heart about keeping her relationship with Ji Jinglian from her parents.

"I'm sorry Jing Lian, I just need a little more time..."

Ji Jinglian held her in his arms, and gently rubbed the back of Jian Qin's neck with her slender palm.

"Don't say sorry to me. You are willing to accept my feelings and be with me again. I should thank you. I know that uncles and aunts are very important to you, and I will never let you be between us. It’s a difficult situation to choose one side. I think uncles and aunts love you very much, and aunts are also open-minded. As long as I let them know that you and me are happy and happy, I can always slowly grind to their agreement. .”

Jian Qin listened to her comfort, her anxious heart gradually calmed down, her cheek unconsciously rubbed against Ji Jinglian's wrist, her expression gradually relaxed.

"From the first time we met, I thought you were so powerful, as if you could do anything. Hearing what you said, I suddenly felt confident."

"Meeting you for the first time?" Ji Jinglian looked at her, his pupils were as deep as ever, "I thought...you must have hated me at that time."

At the beginning, Jian Qin was afraid to look at Ji Jinglian's eyes, because those eyes were so sharp, as if they could see through people's hearts.She is afraid that her despicable little thoughts will be seen through, and she is also afraid of falling into these bottomless pupils and unable to extricate herself.

As if to confirm her premonition, now that she really can't extricate herself, she is willing to indulge in this tenderness.

"Hating you is not contradictory to thinking that you are great." Jian Qin suddenly had an urge to analyze the truest self to Ji Jinglian, "Maybe it is precisely because? I think you are too good? I think this is how I compare myself No matter how hard you try, you can't become the person you are, so I hate you."

Ji Jinglian smiled: "I don't know whether to be happy or sad after listening to it, but my performance at that time was really not pleasing... I have never been a pleasing person."

Jian Qin noticed the disappointment in her voice, reached out and stroked her face gently.

"You just don't know how to express your kindness, that's why people misunderstand you. In fact, I understand that your proposal at that time was the most beneficial plan for me. But because of my guilt towards Ji Jingxi , dislike of you, and fear of worldly gossip? Give birth to a child."

Ji Jinglian smiled wryly: "No matter what, I should tell you the truth from the beginning. The choice you make after knowing all the facts is your free will. My mother and I Deliberately concealing induced you to make a choice that is beneficial to us, I am really sorry."

"Yes, if I knew that Ji Jingxi was such a person, I would definitely choose not to be alone. Although you have told me many times that I am stupid, I feel that I still have dignity. After knowing the truth, I really I was in so much pain that my first thought was to abort the child as a revenge for you.”

After the two of them got back together, they intentionally or unintentionally avoided discussing this matter, but today, Jian Qin wanted to talk about it.

"Jane Qin..."

Ji Jinglian knew that Jian Qin would definitely be very, very painful, and knew that her pain in imagining her was not as good as what she really felt.Thinking back to the scene where Jian Qin vomited, Ji Jinglian couldn't help feeling like a knife. It must be a physiological reaction only when grief and disgust have reached the extreme.

"But I still couldn't bear it in the end. It's been eight months at that time? A regular hospital would not perform such an operation on me, and I gradually became reluctant after I was impulsive." Jian Qin's eyes were moist, but she tried her best to smile , "I hated you so much at that time, but I couldn't help but think of how kind you were to me, how you listened to the fetal movement..."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Jian Qin," Ji Jinglian gently and piously kissed away the tears from the corners of Jian Qin's eyes, expressing apology, love and deep respect to her, "Thank you for forgiving me."

Tolerance is one of the rarest qualities in human beings. Ji Jinglian knew that without Jian Qin's determination and soft heart, he would no longer be able to be with her.

"Jing Lian, I told you this not to make you feel guilty," Jian Qin put his arms around Ji Jinglian's neck, with a relieved and bright smile on his face, "Actually, I don't need to say that you know it, But I want to say something now that you don't know."

"Something you don't know?"

"That's right, something you don't know," Jian Qin sighed softly, "Actually, I'm not as kind as I appear to be, and I'm not as good as you imagined. I'm just really stupid. Because? I obviously didn't love Ji Jingxi that much, but because I suspected the guilt of his cheating, because I didn't want to show weakness in front of you, and because I didn't want to see other people's strange eyes, I made this decision easily. I don't want to be alone out of love, but out of selfishness, and maybe that's why it's causing more pain."

"No, it's just human nature, and you shouldn't blame yourself for it."

"No, this is the human nature of a stupid person. If it were you, you would definitely? You wouldn't do that, would you?"

"Jane Qin..."

"But," Jian Qin took a deep breath, "Although it's stupid, I decided not to blame myself, let alone others. Since it was left by my selfishness, then I have to treat her Be responsible to the end. As for you, at that time, I really only felt more relaxed if we were separated, so I decided to be selfish to the end."

"Am I really angry because of Ji Jingxi? You, I'm sorry too."

Ji Jinglian's eyes widened slightly. At this moment, she finally understood why Bai Jianqin was willing to accept her again.Because? Jian Qin not only forgave?

Many people are less willing to forgive themselves than others, so they hold a grudge and fall into long-term self-pity.But Jian Qin has really let go and started to move towards a new life.

Ji Jinglian is often too lazy to explain to people why she fell in love with Jian Qin, because she feels that people with different experiences and different standpoints can't understand her feelings at all.For example? At this time, surely? No one knows how much she is excited, how much she wants to hug her lover tightly.

"Well……"

Jian Qin was caught off guard by Ji Jinglian's sudden kiss, and only snorted softly before being completely snatched away her lips, tongue and breath.

Ji Jinglian seemed to want to rub her into his body, hugging her in his arms and rubbing her, the soaring enthusiasm and excitement almost burned Jian Qin to death.

"Jing, Jing Lian..."

Jian Qin only had time to call her lover's name brokenly between breaths, but it only made Ji Jinglian more enthusiastic.

"Jane Qin, I love you."

She loves Jianqin's beautiful face and soft body, she loves Jianqin's gentle temperament and tolerant mind, she loves Jianqin's stupidity, and even more loves Jianqin's wisdom and tenacity, she loves her ordinary and extraordinary, loves her all of all.

Love is a spark that happens only when you meet the right person, there is no need to explain to the wrong person.

Jiu Kuang's body is like dry wood and raging fire, a light touch can burst into intense sparks.Ji Jinglian yearned for her so much that she couldn't wait for a moment.

"Wow--"

The rapidly rising temperature in the room was interrupted by a sudden cry of a baby, and the panting of the two was easily overwhelmed, and the beauty also quickly dissipated.

The two of them looked at Jian Jian who was lying on the side, Ji Jinglian was full of resignation, and Jian Qin immediately extended his hand to his daughter, complaining in his voice: "You made it too loud. ?."

Ji Jinglian looked at this little guy resentfully, but he could only smash his teeth and swallow it.

Damn, she lost again?!

作者有话要说：给吃不到肉只能喝奶的“可怜”姬小姐默哀。感谢在2021-07-1523:09:09~2021-07-1708:32:29期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: Watanabe Chestnut, Constantly Jumping into the Pit, and 1 bastard;

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