no crossing the line

"Jian Qin, I will be with you."

Facing the sad Jian Qin, the only thing Ji Jinglian can do now is to hug her tightly.In her heart was the joy of surviving after the catastrophe, but more of it was uneasiness and panic that could not be resolved.

After solving one problem after another, she thought that everything was under her control, but she didn't expect that such a harmonious and ordinary daily life could be destroyed so easily.

After all, there is no way to lie for a long time.

"Erica, thank you." Jian Qin leaned into her arms trustingly, "I will bless my senior from the bottom of my heart, she is so strong, she will definitely get better and better."

She is not stingy in showing her weakness in front of Ji Jinglian, but her weakness often contains tenacity and optimism.

Ji Jinglian caressed Jian Qin's back affectionately, but her heart gradually sank.

"Everything will get better and better. You look tired, first? Let's take a rest. I'll call you when it's time for dinner."

Jian Qin shook his head, wiped away his tears, pulled Ji Jinglian and said: "Let's order takeaway today... I'm sorry Erica, you obviously look tired, but I haven't found out. You must have been there last night." ? Sleep well?"

Ji Jinglian really didn't sleep well, the feeling of fear seemed to have been carved into her body, until now there was still a lingering fear.

"I'm fine. The company still has some things to deal with. You can rest."

But she wasn't sleepy at this time, and she couldn't face Jian Qin for the time being.After she comforted Jian Qin to sleep, she didn't deal with the so-called work, nor did she prepare lunch, but returned to her room, and walked into the familiar cabinet like in the past. Door?.

She sat quietly in the darkness, curling herself into a ball.

If before that, she was just worried that Jian Qin would know the truth, then after experiencing today's incident, she has fully understood what it means to be afraid.

When Jian Qin went to see Zheng Xuanxuan, she rehearsed countless times in her mind the scene after Jian Qin knew the truth, and it was the first time that she experienced such a deep sense of fear.

The decision of not wanting Jianqin to know the truth completed the transformation from rationality to emotion in that instant, and she could no longer lie to herself that she would not let Jianqin know? Ji Jingxi's behavior was made from various perspectives Reasonable? Choice.

It has nothing to do with whether Jian Qin is injured, has nothing to do with the life or death of the child, or even property. She is just afraid that Jian Qin will dislike her and leave her if he finds out the truth.

Ah, there is really no difference between her and Ji Jingxi.

After Zheng Xuanxuan's turmoil passed, everything seemed to return to calm.Jian Qin was not accompanied by Ji Jinglian? After a while, she got out of the sadness, but she gradually found that Ji Jinglian's state seemed to be a little bit wrong.

At first, she thought that Zheng Xuanxuan's choice to leave had affected Ji Jinglian somewhat, but soon she realized that Ji Jinglian would not be depressed because of Zheng Xuanxuan's recovery, let alone alienate her. .

It's not too far-fetched to say that she is far away. Ji Jinglian still takes good care of her, and she still shares the bed with her every night, but Jian Qin still feels a sense of distance from Ji Jinglian.

If it hadn't been for the scene in the audio-visual room before, Jian Qin probably wouldn't have had such an obvious feeling, but now Ji Jinglian is still sleeping in an orderly manner even if she is lying on the same bed. When I got to the side, I didn't have the same... holding her as before, let alone listening to the fetal movement with great interest every day.

Jian Qin didn't insist that Ji Jinglian hug her, she was actually a little uneasy about the increasingly close distance.It's just that when this way of getting along came to an abrupt end, and Ji Jinglian chose to distance himself again, the sense of loss firmly overwhelmed the uneasiness.

"Erica, has something happened to you at work recently?"

When Ji Jinglian turned his back to her again and was about to fall asleep early, Jian Qin finally couldn't help asking.

Ji Jinglian looked very tired during this time, she went to bed early every day, neither of them talked much, but she still didn't seem to be in good spirits.

Jian Qin was very worried? Ji Jinglian had a relapse of his old migraine, and he was afraid that she would be worried? So he refused to tell her.

Ji Jinglian's body froze: "No? Yes?..."

Jian Qin heard that her voice was a little tense, thought for a while, and leaned towards her actively.

"Then? Is it sick? Is there something wrong with your body?" She said as she reached out and touched Ji Jinglian's forehead.

Ji Jinglian closed her eyes and held Jian Qin's hand.

"No? Yes? I didn't? Yes? I'm not feeling well," she pulled herself together, tried her best to smile, and turned to Jian Qin, "Don't worry? The company is busy with financial reports. Wait for this paragraph Time will pass."

Jian Qin carefully looked at Ji Jinglian's face, saw that her eyes were black and blue, without even thinking about it, she reached out and touched her face.

"It's the first time I saw you have? So heavy dark circles under your eyes, you obviously went to bed early... Did you not sleep well?"

Ji Jinglian sighed lightly: "Maybe it's because I have...work matters in my heart."

Jian Qin could hear the exhaustion in her words, and felt heartbroken.

"If you are uncomfortable, I will press it for you again, just like before."

But Ji Jinglian grabbed her hand: "No need, you have a heavy burden now, and you are more likely to get tired."

Here it is again, it is this subtle resistance that makes Jian Qin feel alienated.Ji Jinglian seemed to erect a new wall between the two. No matter how close they were physically, their hearts were slowly moving away.

Jian Qin pursed her lips, and with a trace of hesitation, asked tentatively: "Is it because you slept with me? I slept well? I've been getting heavy recently, and I often have to turn over... You're so tired from working during the day, You should have a good rest at night... Do you want to go back to your room and sleep?"

After she finished speaking, her heart was beating wildly, and she looked at Ji Jinglian nervously.Obviously it was her own suggestion, but she? Then? She didn't want Ji Jinglian to agree.

Because if Ji Jinglian really went back, it meant that the problem was the relationship between the two of them.

Jian Qin remembered that he had always forgotten to answer that? Tianji Jinglian's suggestion, no, it would be better to say that he pretended to have forgotten? That?

Could it be? Say, is Erica angry?No, it looks more like a disappointment.

Jian Qin only felt a burst of anxiety in her heart, but at the moment she didn't know how to bring up this topic.

Ji Jinglian seemed to see her uneasiness, and smiled a little: "When did I say I slept with you? Have you slept well? You don't have to worry? It will be fine after a while."

"But..." Jian Qin pursed her lips, feeling a little hard to say, "You've been sleeping far away from me recently, you're actually more used to sleeping alone, right?"

In order to take care of Jian Qin, a pregnant woman, the night light was turned on in the room. Under the gentle and dim light, Ji Jinglian's eyebrows and eyes looked unusually soft and ambiguous.

"Oh~ I know?" Her eyebrows were slender, and the soft light in her deep eyes seemed to be driven by the frivolous tail of her eyebrows, which made Jian Qin bump into a deer, "Actually, you are not caring about me, but because of me I haven't paid much attention to you recently, so I'm lonely, right?"

Jian Qin didn't expect Ji Jinglian to say such "shameless" words, and his eyes widened in astonishment.

"I, where do I have?!"

That's too much, is this the Ji Jinglian she knew?How could that be so shameless!

"Really do not have??"

Ji Jinglian had a look of disbelief, and Jian Qin's deer bumped into him and was so angry that he turned around and didn't want to talk to her anymore.

"I'm kind? I care? You... don't appreciate it."

But the body she wanted to escape from was held tightly by Ji Jinglian, unable to break free at all.

"Actually, if you feel lonely, I will be happier? A little bit."

"Are you talking nonsense? What, how can we be lonely when we meet every day..."

The more she spoke, the softer her voice was. Feeling the breath blowing from the back of her neck, she actually felt a little dizzy in her brain.

There is a very fragrant smell on Ji Jinglian's body. Jian Qin doesn't know? Is it the smell of shower gel, skin care products or perfume? All I know is that I can smell it every time I get too close. Passed out.

This will not work.

"I didn't? I did? I wanted to alienate you, but I haven't slept well recently. I'm afraid that sticking to you will wake you up."

Erica is a woman.

"I turned over more often than you..."

She is Jing Xi's older sister.

"Oh, then? I'll still hold you like before, is that okay?"

Jian Qin heard the voice close to her ear, and her soft lips touched her earlobe lightly as she spoke.

"Um……"

She is the child's aunt.

"Sorry, did it make you feel uneasy?"

Jian Qin closed her eyes tightly, her body trembling unconsciously.She could feel the soft touch on her back and the heat on the nape of her neck.Ji Jinglian buried her face between her necks, making her almost limp all over.

"I'm just afraid that you will force yourself..."

She heard her own voice trembling all the time, sounding weak and helpless, but she vaguely knew that these emotions were not entirely caused by fear, but also by inexplicable expectations and excitement.

"In a sense, I'm really trying to force myself." Ji Jinglian hugged her from behind, stroking her raised belly gently and lovingly, "I'm afraid that getting too close to you will hurt you."

Jian Qin didn't know why some hands that wanted to cry and were powerless touched Ji Jinglian's fingertips after some hesitation.

"Erica, did you? ever? hurt me."

Erica is the child's aunt and will likely become the child's adoptive mother in the future.

"I misunderstood you at first, but now I know that everything you do is for my own good. Although you say you don't like Jing Xi, you treat his girlfriend...to me so Well, Erica, you're a nice guy, so you won't hurt me."

She worked hard? After saying these words, tears have flowed into the pillow from the corners of her eyes.Ji Jinglian remained motionless for a moment, then gently held Jian Qin's hand.

"Very glad to get such an evaluation from you," she protected Jian Qin's body, and kissed softly, ambiguously and ruthlessly on her neck, "Relax? Go to sleep, I will hold you .”

"Um……"

Jian Qin closed her eyes, and Ji Jinglian's? If there was? There was nothing like a sigh that penetrated into her ears and engraved into her mind.

Neither of them noticed that Ji Jinglian's cell phone in the distance lighted up, and a text message jumped on the screen without a sound. The sender was... Liu Mei.

The weather in mid-July is extremely hot, and even at night it is still hard to dissipate the heat outdoors.But the air conditioner in the room seemed to be turned on too low, no matter how close the two of them got, there was a chill in their hearts that couldn't be dispelled.

There are still three months left before Jian Qin's due date.

The author has something to say: Jihuo was tired of licking Jane Aries and wanted to take a break. The trembling Jian Aries stomped on her belly and asked why you didn't lick her. Jihuo thought it would be good to eat it It's gone, Jian Aries was so frightened that he yelled that he could only lick, only lick.

Miss Ji: Oh, straight daughter.

Miss Jian: Come and take care of this Tiger Ji, I won't struggle a bit, isn't it refreshing to kick it?

After that is the fourth part. You may not have noticed that the end of each part is counting down to the due date!

感谢在2021-06-1502:25:26~2021-06-1521:30:46期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: lbxx, 23276940, 1 West Wind;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Yuzhu;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!