rebirth double

On the afternoon when Tang Yuchuan left, the eldest brother of the Liao family suddenly sent someone to invite Liao Shaoze away, but I subconsciously felt that this matter probably had nothing to do with the Tang family.

I still remember it very clearly now, it was because the old man went out that day, and my father was not at home.Otherwise, they would definitely think that Lao Tzu borrowed hundreds of millions in usury and was hunted down by the boss!

With the scorching sun shining on their heads, the eight strong men stood at the gate of Xia's house all in one color and one in black, and said in unison: "Third young master, elder brother asked us to invite you back."

Liao Shaoze was expressionless, but I was about to be scared to death.

Before Liao Shaoze left, he still kissed my face and told me to wait for him.

To be honest, I don't know what kind of relationship I have with Liao Shaoze. For Liao Shaoze, I can only say that I have a crush on him. After all, I can't find anything wrong with him.

Apart from……

Well, that Liao Shaofan is right, Liao Shaoze is really full of people... Bad water is not really considered bad, but it's not too bad.

Half a month passed like this for me.

Yes, Tang Yuchuan didn't come to Xia's house to look for me, but Shen Mo came to Xia's house.

And Shen Mo didn't tell me beforehand, the aunt who was still working in Xia's house suddenly ran to the small second floor and told me that there was a guest coming.

As soon as I heard that silence was coming, I subconsciously thought that something was wrong with Tang Yuchuan's body.I changed my shoes and ran to the door. Silence's face was really ugly, and I was also anxious, afraid that Tang Yuchuan would be like a fool again, so I asked, "Silent, what happened to Tang Yuchuan again?" ?”

Shen Mo looked at me, Mo Mo said: "Well, he is good, he is not good."

I failed to understand what Silence wanted to express. Is this good or bad?

I froze for a moment: "What do you mean? Tell me clearly."

Shen Mo just looked at me like this and asked, "If I say he's having a bad life, do you still care?"

I bowed my head in silence for a moment, and said, "I just hope he is well, and I am well, and everyone lives a good life, that's all."

"Well, if that's the case, then Xiao Chuan is very good and is working hard. After Xiao Qin picked him up from your house, Xiao Chuan was hospitalized. After he heard that Liao Shaoze was picked up, he didn't care. I want to see you again."

I frowned: "Liao Shaoze's elder brother came over suddenly... Did you tell me?"

Nod silently: "Some time ago, the Liao family competed fiercely with the Tang family. The young masters of the Liao family were not silent and kind. Moreover, Liao Shaoxin is very vicious and for some reason is against homosexuality. We are also afraid of you What implicated you, otherwise Liao Shaoxin might attack you because of his third brother."

I didn't want to discuss the Liao family's affairs with him, so I said: "Since Tang Yuchuan's affairs are very good, I think this is a good thing, and we can move forward only after we have figured it out."

He smiled silently, then nodded: "Yes, he chose to move on. So he went to City B the next day, and he chose to guard the little house you used to have, and just live like this for a lifetime. Life style, he won't come to pester you again, are you satisfied now?"

I was stared at by the silent and cold eyes and couldn't say a word. I don't know what Tang Yuchuan is thinking, but this is not letting go at all, is it?What are you doing sticking to that broken place?The kind of place that has been deserted, even beyond recognition.

I sighed: "Then, then you come..."

"Don't worry, I'm not here to ask you to persuade him to come back, I'm just here to tell you something you should know."

Hearing what Mo Mo said, I had no choice but to take him to the second floor where I lived.

"Well, you can sit wherever you want."

Shen Mo was not polite, so he sat on the chair in front of the Eight Immortals table, I poured him a cup of tea, Mo Mo looked around, and said: "When you were dating Xiao Chuan, you didn't tell him about your relationship with the Xia family, did you?" ?”

I don't know why Mo Mo suddenly asked this, so I just nodded.

"Why did you hide it from him?"

I scratched my hair: "Actually, I didn't hide it intentionally. My household registration is with my grandfather. To put it bluntly, I am also an illegitimate child. I have no contact with the Xia family. I don't think there will be any in the future." contact, so I didn’t say anything.”

Shen Mo twitched the corner of his mouth: "Shen Mo, don't you think you're cheating? Do you know how surprised Xiao Chuan was when he knew you were from the Xia family?"

I don't think it's right to be silent.

"I'm different from Tang Yuchuan, he approached me purposefully!"

"Silence, compared to Tang Yuchuan, you are actually the most timid, cowardly and selfish one. You don't even have the courage to listen to Tang Yuchuan's explanation. You still have him in your heart, but you just don't dare to believe him anymore. You have always running away."

My heart trembled fiercely, and my silent eyes were a little red, which surprised me.

Then, I heard Shen Mo say: "I am the same as you. Because of my selfishness and cowardice, I have paid a high price now. To be honest, I don't want you to be like me one day, regretting the beginning."

I stared blankly at Shen Mo, I felt that what Mo Mo said probably had nothing to do with Tang Xia.

I watched him almost shed tears, and asked softly, "Didn't you go to the swimming pool a while ago?"

"Oh, if you think it's good to talk and laugh with different lovers every day, and if you want to be friends with me, then I'm really good."

I was a little surprised: "You mean, Tang Xia...he, doesn't he remember you?"

"I don't think he'll ever remember."

In fact, seeing Shen Mo's current appearance, I feel a little sad in my heart.

Although I hated Silence before, in fact, Tang Yuchuan and I had such a trouble with Silence that we had no direct connection with this person in front of us, and he didn't do anything.

I smiled and said, "It's okay, you can fall in love again even if you can't remember. Forgetting the unpleasant things before may not be a bad thing."

Shen Mo sniffed: "I didn't come to you today to tell you these things, I wanted to tell you something after Xiao Chuan thought you were dead. Mo Mo, do you know how Tang Yuchuan lived in those years? ?”

After hearing this, I couldn't say a word, almost subconsciously, I took a step back and said, "I, I don't want to know."

Shen Mo suddenly laughed: "Look, you still say you are not selfish, Mo Mo, if you really don't have Xiao Chuan in your heart, why do you run away again and again? Even now you don't want to hear me talk about Xiao Chuan , are you disgusted and unwilling to listen, or are you too scared to listen?"

Silence's words are like sharp knives, fatally scratching the most cowardly place in people's hearts.

In fact, I understand what Shen Mo said, but I just don’t want to admit that now those emotions that I didn’t have are being pulled out of the ground by Shen Mo, which makes me feel a little suffocated.

"You always feel that Xiao Chuan doesn't love you, he's just lying to you, and if I say that Xiao Chuan loves you as much as you love him, then think about it differently, if the accident is not yourself, but Tang Yuchuan, How uncomfortable should you be in those few years of blank time?"

"I, I don't know."

I've never thought about this question, so I can't answer the silent words.The silence was so silent, I couldn't help but think about it in another way according to his words.

If it was Tang Yuchuan who died at that time... I think, I think I will feel that it doesn't matter if he cheats or not, as long as he lives.

After all, there is nothing more important than life, isn't it.

In fact, I also planned to get together and leave at that time, and I never thought about revenge against him, with silence or anything else.

Shen Shen continued: "Because many things happened to the Tang family, Xiao Chuan was busy day and night in the company at that time. After half a month, I returned to City B with him and met your friend named Li Xiao. I know you After the accident, Xiao Chuan went to Hainan, but the search and rescue was over at that time, and there was nothing left. Xiao Chuan didn't even cry, he was so calm, and then we returned to City B. Because of Tang Xia, I went back to the capital first , After another half a month, Xiao Chuan didn't come back, and he didn't answer the phone. Tang Qin couldn't feel relieved when he found out, and I also felt that something was wrong, so I hurried back to City B. You know that after Xiao Chuan opened the door, I stood in front of you once What was the first thing you said to me in your house?"

My breath stagnates: "He..."

"I will never forget it in my life. He smiled very gently at that time, then took a pair of your slippers from the shoe cabinet and told me to change them, and then said to me...Xiao Mo, I have prepared the meal and put the bath water Well, do you want to eat first, or take a bath first?"

I froze in place almost instantly, looking at me silently, eyes full of soreness: "I thought Xiao Chuan was fine, but he was crazy... He had hallucinations, auditory hallucinations, I don't know what he was like during those half a month. How did you live? I know this is a kind of mental illness, so I want to observe Xiao Chuan and bring him out of the hallucination world. But every day, he will help you squeeze toothpaste, serve meals, wash clothes for you, and Your words are extremely normal. After I told Tang Qin about this, Tang Qin was also terrified. We even considered sending Xiao Chuan to a mental hospital for examination. This kind of life lasted for three months. In the end, I didn't dare to give him psychological counseling, I was afraid that he would do something stupid when he woke up."

I don't know what expression is on my face at this time, I just feel that my eyes are so sore that I can't open them, as if something is about to burst out of my eyes, as if it will lose control in the next second.

"Later, Xiao Chuan received the courier...that photo frame that you didn't know when you ordered it. When Xiao Chuan looked at your hand-carved words, he woke up. He didn't cry, but just sat there hugging The photo frame was in a daze. He said he wanted to calm down. I had no choice but to sit at the door of the unit and wait. When I went back, I saw Xiao Chuan lying in the bathtub with his wrists cut, and the ground was covered with blood. And if I Going back a little later, Xiao Chuan really...really can't be saved. Tang Qin almost knelt down after hearing this. Both Tang Xia and Xu Cheng had accidents. If Xiao Chuan had another accident, he would collapse. Xiao Chuan Seeing Tang Qin knelt and holding his hand, begging him not to do stupid things again, he really cried. But Xiao Chuan still refused to return to the capital, he just wanted to stay with the house and his meal tickets. City B, and vowed never to do stupid things again. After that, he stayed in City B until Xu Cheng woke up, and then he agreed to go home. If it wasn’t for this incident, I think Xiao Chuan is still in that house until now Let's live with your memories."

In the room, there was deathly silence.

"Silent, Xiao Chuan's heart disease has never healed. He has been sick for the past few years... Finally, he knows that you are not dead, but you keep avoiding him, how can he bear it. If it were you, you Will you let go? And now he has made a decision, but he has not come out of the past at all, silent... Can't you really try to trust him once and forgive him once? If it is punishment, after you die, he will It’s not considered alive, is it? He made you a vegetable, but what about him? His whole life has been planted on you, hasn’t he?”

I felt a twinge in my heart, almost making me unable to stand up.

Shen Mo said again: "Actually, later I heard from Tang Qin and Xu Cheng that Tang Yuchuan told them that he liked you during the winter vacation of his junior year, and Tang Qin also asked Xiao Chuan to tell you everything in his heart. Xiao Chuan also intends to do so and agrees, but I think he is still afraid, so he dare not tell you, for fear that you will hate him. Xiao Chuan is indeed very good, but he is not as brave as you think. People are like this, the more you care , the more insecure you felt. Until later, you bumped into me and Xiao Chuan by mistake, and completely misunderstood him, but God didn’t even give you a chance to listen to his explanation, and you had an accident.”

Shen Mo just stood up, and then patted me on the shoulder: "That's all I want to tell you, I just hope you can make a choice without regrets, don't shrink back like a turtle, and don't think about me Same."

The silence just went away, leaving me sitting in the room alone, at a loss.

I suddenly hated the silence.

Why did he tell me this, told me this, and left all the choices to me...

When the moonlight shines into the room, my mind is still blank.

But there is one thing I have to admit.

I am indeed a cowardly and timid person...

Mo Mo was right, I didn't want to see Tang Yuchuan out of disgust, nor did I want to hear any explanation from him.

It's that I don't dare anymore... I don't dare to see, I don't dare to hear, I don't dare to believe anymore.